First love after marriage

"Zhou Han, what are you doing?" I cried out and felt that I was really unlucky today. I was almost asleep by Xiao Ziyu in the morning. Unexpectedly, at night, I met Zhou Han who wanted to ask me.

But the key is that I can't accept Zhou Han doing such things to me. In my own heart, this is against ethics. After all, Zhou Han is in my heart. He is just a good brother of mine.

And Xiao Ziyu, we were lovers in high school. I have special feelings for Xiao Ziyu, so even if I do intimate things with Xiao Ziyu, I can forgive him in my heart.

But Zhou Han is different. I can't pass the barrier in my heart. I can't accept him.

"Jiang Li, I love you! I want you! " Seeing my fierce struggle, Zhou Han directly showed his heart.

I stopped struggling and stared at him with wide eyes.

When I was stunned, Zhou Han picked me up and directly carried me into the bed in the bedroom. He put me on the bed and pressed me up.

For a long time, I finally reacted. I got up from bed in a panic, but Zhou Han pulled me back all at once.

"Jiang Li, I will be very good to you. I will really be very good to you. Please don't refuse me, will you?" Zhou Han looked at me eagerly.

"No, I don't want to have sex with you!" I said very firmly, and my body trembled because of tension and fear.

"Why? I really can't figure it out. I have no worse reputation for you than Xiao Zi. Why don't you accept me? Why can he sleep with you? Why can't I? Where am I worse than him? "

Zhou Han was a little excited. His eyes were red, the veins on his forehead burst, and the muscles of the whole face were tight.

Zhou Han was so out of control that I was scared and cried.

"Zhou Han, Zhou Han, this is not you. Zhou Han is not such a person. Who are you? Stay away from me!" I was weeping and pushing Zhou Han.

"No, Jiang Li, I'm Zhou Han. It's really me. I always like you, but you never give me a chance. Since the day I met you, I look forward to living with you every day and night. I used to let you, I respect you. I think one day, I can feel you, but my respect will only get others to take advantage of the opportunity, Then why should I continue to respect it? "

Zhou Han revealed his inner thoughts, which was roughly the same as I guessed, but I still couldn't accept it. I shook my head hard.

"Jiang Li, don't refuse me, I will give you happiness. I swear, you will be happier with me than with Xiao Ziyu. Trust me, trust me?" Zhou Han finished and kissed me again regardless of my wishes.

I can even feel his expanding body.

Do I really want to have sex with him today? I don't want to.

Zhou Han began to touch me. He put his hand on my little belly and gradually moved down. I was frightened and screamed.

"Zhou Han, don't touch me. If you touch me again, I'll die and show you. Anyway, I'm already a damn person." I shed tears and cried sadly.

Hearing me say this, Zhou Han stopped his action. He still pressed me under his body and stared at me with anger in his eyes.

"Jiang Li, I saved you with my life. I didn't ask you to repay me, but can't you even meet my needs? Even if you're dead? " Zhou hanman is sad and disappointed.

His appearance makes me particularly distressed, but I can't step through the barrier in my heart. I'm also very desperate now. I really want to die. I didn't joke with him.

"Forget it, forget it. If you want it, I won't struggle. You're right. You saved me when you fell into the sea that day, otherwise I would have died. You have supported my life and taken care of my parents in foreign countries these years. Zhou Han, I can't repay your kindness. If you want me so much, take it and I'll give my life back to you, I'll give you back everything I owe you! "

When I finished, I began to unbutton my coat.

At this time, Zhou Han was stunned.

He watched me take off one clothes after another. I even took the initiative to hold him, and the skin of my body stuck to him. I kissed him with tears, very hard and very hard.

But now Zhou Han doesn't have the enthusiasm just now. He doesn't move. He will be a stiff dead man.

Then, when I went to untie his pants, Zhou Han pushed me down on the bed.

At this time, Zhou Han's tears also overflowed from his eyes and flowed down: "Jiang Li, I just want to love you well, but you want to repay me with death?"

I can't speak because I can't accept my relationship with Zhou Han. If something really happens, I think I will be very painful. Since Zhou Han wants me so much, I will satisfy him, and then I will die again. In this way, I won't owe Zhou Han.

Zhou Han finally didn't have a relationship with me. He threw the clothes I just took off on me and covered the key parts.

At last he took a look at me, got up, walked out of the bedroom and left my home.

After Zhou Han left, I felt myself collapsed and exhausted. I cried hard alone until my eyes swelled to the point that I couldn't open, and then I slowly fell asleep.

Because I didn't sleep well last night, my eyes were still swollen when I woke up in the morning.

I can't help it. I'm going to work in the law firm today. Otherwise, Lawyer Zhang will be angry and fire me again. What should I do?

But I couldn't see anyone like this. I had to draw a heavy makeup to hide the haggard color on my face.

On the way to work, I was haunted by the thrilling scene that happened last night.

Zhou Han hasn't contacted me since he left yesterday.

And I didn't take the initiative to contact him. What happened yesterday deeply hurt each other. If there was no such thing, he and I could still have normal contacts, but after that, I really don't know how to reposition our relationship.

Maybe Zhou Han and I have the same distress now. I'm upset when I think of these things. I simply don't think more, but put all my energy into my work.

I don't know why. After I came here today, I obviously felt that my colleagues seemed to respect me more than before. Even more people greeted me.

I'm a little strange. What's the matter with you? Just when I was confused, a colleague who entered the law firm with me came over.

"Jiang Li, Congratulations!" He said to me as soon as he met.

I was stunned. I haven't achieved much recently. Why should everyone congratulate me?

"Thank you, but what do you want to congratulate me?" I scratched my head and asked in some confusion.