First love after marriage

"Xiao Li, I'm really afraid of losing you again!"

Xiao Ziyu repressed his voice and said in my ear.

When I heard this, I was particularly worried. I loved him very much.

Xiao Ziyu in high school was a very confident person. At that time, he never worried that I would leave him, because in his consciousness, he was the only person I love.

Now, after so many things, Xiao Ziyu seems to have changed and lost his self-confidence.

But it's all my fault. I can't blame Xiao Ziyu.

When I was abroad, I often thought of Xiao Ziyu and my relatives at home, but at that time, I never had the feeling of completely losing them.

Because I know that I will go back one day. I will see Xiao Ziyu and my family.

But what I didn't think about was that in the eyes of Xiao Ziyu and my parents, I just fell into the sea and died. If people died, I would never come back.

Just imagine, you can know how desperate and guilty Xiao Ziyu, who loves me so much, will never see the Jiang Li He loves again.

I can hardly imagine how Xiao Ziyu spent every day after I just fell into the sea.

"Xiao Ziyu, I will never leave again!" I hugged him hard and kissed him actively. I want Xiao Ziyu to feel that I really exist.

Xiao Ziyu was surprised to see that I took the initiative to kiss him, but he also responded warmly to me, as if he wanted to integrate me into his body.

Our restless hearts gradually calmed down in each other's lingering.

"Xiao Li, can you stop meeting Zhou Han?" Xiao Ziyu said, looking at the ceiling.

Hearing this, I was stunned.

This requirement is still very difficult for me.

I wanted to tell Xiao Ziyu that I was going to help Zhou Han celebrate his birthday. I hope he can agree.

As a result, my words had not been said, but he first indicated that he did not agree with me to have contact with Zhou Han again.

Not to mention the friendship between myself and Zhou Han since I was a child, I was only taken care of by Zhou Han for two years abroad. With this, I can't do it and ignore him forever.

I'm tangled. Xiao Ziyu always cares about my becoming Zhou Han's fiancee. After all, this means that I'm almost separated from Xiao Ziyu forever.

That's why he pays special attention to Zhou Han's approach to me.

In the past, Xiao Ziyu didn't like Zhou Han, but it wasn't serious enough to restrict the normal exchanges between Zhou Han and me, but this time, he made it clear that he asked me to disappear from Zhou Han and treat Zhou Han as air.

I was a little worried. Xiao Ziyu knew I didn't want to when he saw my hesitation.

He got up, silent and silent. The anger between us was very serious.

I kept thinking in my mind, how can I persuade Xiao Ziyu not to care about his relationship with Zhou Han.

Only when I was young did I have that feeling of love, but since I met Xiao Ziyu, in my heart, the only person I really love is him.

For me, Zhou Han is just a good brother who has helped me a lot. I am grateful, that's all.

But Xiao Ziyu will not listen to me when I say these words, because he can't stop Zhou Han from loving me, so the only way in Xiao Ziyu's heart is to keep me away from Zhou Han.

The more I thought about it, the more distressed I was. I couldn't help sighing for this complex relationship.

Xiao Ziyu turned his head when he heard my sigh.

I was startled. I hurriedly picked up the water cup on the table and drank water. I wanted to hide my panic.

Just as I put down my water cup, Xiao Ziyu suddenly kissed me again.

Instead of closing his eyes, he looked at my expression.

I was stunned and flustered, and subconsciously wanted to escape. Xiao Ziyu held my head and didn't let me have a chance to leave him.

I was all soft with his kiss. At this time, Xiao Ziyu finally let me go.

"Were you just thinking about how to persuade me not to stop the communication between you and Zhou Han?" Xiao Ziyu said.

He guessed the central thing. My mood was extremely complex. I didn't know how to answer him. I didn't know whether to nod or shake my head.

But in the end, I think even if I don't admit it, with Xiao Ziyu's mind, he should be able to see the real thoughts in my heart, so I'm useless otherwise.

Thinking of this, I nodded and said firmly, "yes, I hope you don't interfere with my normal relationship with Zhou Han!"

When I said this, I began to sweat, because the words sounded unusually firm.

I looked up uneasily at Xiao Ziyu. I saw that he closed his eyes, but I could see that his eyelids were still flashing, just like trying to suppress the anger in his heart.

"Xiao Ziyu, I love you!" I said it plainly. I haven't said such a thing to Xiao Ziyu for a long time.

When he heard it, he was stunned, opened his eyes and looked at me.

"Little pear! You... "

"I know I have a lot of contacts with Zhou Han, but I hope you don't mind these! I won't be with him! " I told Xiao Ziyu with great certainty.

But he looked incredulous.

Yes, how can I believe it? After all, I used to be Zhou Han's fiancee, and Xiao Ziyu robbed me from Zhou Han's fiancee.

Now I say I won't be with him, which is a little false.

At the moment, I just want to cry without tears. Why did I cooperate with Zhou Han and dress up as his fiancee? Now I can't argue.

Do you want to tell Xiao Ziyu the truth? Will he believe it?

I hesitate.

"I don't mind if you have normal contacts with other men, but only Zhou Han can't!" Xiao Ziyu said firmly again.

He's on a collision course with Zhou Han now. Xiao Ziyu disagrees with Zhou Han. How can I help him celebrate Zhou Han's birthday next week?

Did you break your promise, listen to Xiao Ziyu and never pay attention to Zhou Han?

But I believe that even if I tell the truth about Zhou Han, Xiao Ziyu may be more angry and sad after listening to it.

After all, I really cheated Xiao Ziyu with Zhou Han, even though I cheated Xiao Ziyu passively.

The more I think about it, the more complicated my mood is. I have a headache. I don't know what happened to my own brain at that moment. I turned down Xiao Ziyu directly.

"About Zhou Han, I can't do it. I'll never contact him!"

After hearing what I said, Xiao Ziyu stood up. He walked back and forth in a hurry. I felt a strong anger around him. I didn't dare to approach him. I was afraid that his anger would explode when I approached him.

Finally, without saying anything, Xiao Ziyu picked up his coat and left my house quickly.

He was angry at the moment. I didn't want us to leave in anger. I didn't hesitate. I hurried out.