Flash marriage president is too dominant

Otherwise, the baby has not been born and it is not winter. With her temperament and current living conditions, it is completely unnecessary. How can she waste time doing such things?

Holding the small semi-finished product, in an instant, Lu Yanhao's body and mind seemed to be torn to pieces: a silly woman wouldn't admit her life because she was trapped, and then hide like a turtle and lick the wound alone?

I don't know if her orphan background makes her particularly isolated and insecure. Lu Yanhao also vaguely feels that she has been treated unfairly in many things, but she doesn't seem to care much and won't fight. It's a small favor that makes it easy for her to be satisfied.

Her state, if not too indifferent without desire, should be tortured by reality to the usual helplessness.

Is it because there is no one to rely on, so you think you can't fight?

Thinking that she was so humble and bullied all the way, and finally left so reluctantly, Lu Yanhao's breath shrank suddenly. Unconsciously, her hand had taken the small basket on one side of the storage rack. This is her handmade box. He can often see her holding it.

When Lu Yanhao opened it, he just wanted to put the small shoes together, but he saw that the large basket was filled with a pile of threads of various thicknesses and colors, some woven cloth pieces, and a pile of small clips like pins. On one side, there was a simple small book and a pen:

Eh? Isn't that the one she often holds?

Lu Yanhao frowned slightly and wondered: in her memory, it was like this, but the basket was basically empty. It was about a thread ball and two or three needles she knitted! But the one in my hand is obviously full.

Casually, Lu Yanhao picked up the little book on the side.

Open it, draw some strange symbols, mark some numbers and obvious algorithms.

I thought she took notes casually. After all, her major would use data and algorithms. Lu Yanhao didn't take it to heart. He turned it casually under his palm and suddenly a line of small words came into the bottom of his eyes:

[he lied to me for the first time, unhappy ~]

His mind was stunned for two seconds. Lu Yanhao stroked it again and rubbed his eyes. Then he quickly turned back the page number of the book and fixed his eyes again. Some fragmented pictures flashed through his mind:

These algorithms and patterns, is she calculating the number of braids? That's why I drew a curve similar to the pattern and put it in this basket?

Plus? Minus? Take it?

Should it mean adding needle, reducing needle and taking in needle? Then the latter should be the number of lines she recorded! Turning page by page, Lu Yanhao made a series connection. Unexpectedly, some began to understand the order of her characters.

It's according to time!

If so, this sentence——

Is that him?

For a while, Lu Yanhao's mind was full of blank fragments: when did it happen? When did he lie to her?

[the more I don't want to believe, the truth is always so cruel!]

What does that mean?

Mikimoto didn't give it to me, but I took a risk for it, but he didn't seem to see --]

……

[he said he liked his daughter. When he should have been happiest, he was not happy at all!]

Is it because of the illegitimate daughter

……

[actually, I know everything, but I don't want to accept it or give up! I think I'm used to being alone and I don't know what fear is, but I'll never forget the dark and lonely prison, the sweet little cake at the bottom of my heart. He is the first and only one to see me after sentencing!]

No one knows my loneliness and fear, but he gave me a moment of bright light and hope!]

[the sweater has been knitted, but there's no delay. There's something to take!]

…….

[he's looking at the picture. The cloud light is on ~]

[I know he may just be using me. When the formula is handed over, most of my utilization value will be finished. I don't know how to get to today, baby, but it has changed from accident to my life ~ gratitude!]

[being called stupid again! But I still want to ask him why, why did he lie to me? He said he wouldn't lie to me... There's still no exit, eh ~]

[I feel wronged and endure very hard, but I still want to have a birthday with him, have a bite of cake, and endure for a few more days! I don't want to spoil the atmosphere. At least I have someone to accompany me on my birthday. I have a cake to eat. I want to be happy ~]

[birthday, come on ~]

……

The book is very small, and it is only a few words on each page. The longest page is not full. Turning it over, Lu Yanhao's throat is also sour:

When did this happen? Where did she get all these ideas?

Because there was no date, each page was so short a few words or words, and occasionally interspersed with a few handy graffiti, numbers or curves. For a time, Lu Yanhao's mind was confused and turned back and forth several times. A few scattered pictures were gradually connected in his mind, and tears rolled up at the bottom of his eyes:

He got it! He understood it all!

Mikimoto？ What's that? By the way, the pair of Pearl Earrings ordered by my father for my mother?

Her ears and eyes, especially for him?

She said illegitimate daughter, shouldn't it be Yun Xiaoduo?

Did she see the picture in the study? She knows he has a past with yunxiyi? Even she thought of the cloud lamp?

Does she think Yun Xiaoduo is his child? Why should she be happy but not happy? Is it because "he doesn't favor boys over girls" or because "the child in her belly is a girl"? Is she unhappy because of a misunderstanding that he will disperse his feelings to the so-called "illegitimate daughter"? Or that he prefers the so-called illegitimate daughter?

Wrong! All wrong!

This is a big mistake. It's too wrong!

Although the child came like a sudden gust of wind in his brain, at first, he didn't have much consciousness. He just felt that he should take the responsibility. But as her stomach grew up day by day, watching her hard pregnant with her baby and difficult pregnancy, I felt the sudden beating on her belly, which suddenly pressed the consciousness and burden of being a father on his shoulder.

It is because he is more and more aware of the coming of a new little life, his eyes will unconsciously be attracted by children. When he occasionally sees children in roadside kindergartens after school, he can't help stopping. He will wonder whether his children will also line up in a long line in the future, holding their hands in a string like a little grasshopper; He occasionally sees photos and news about children on his mobile phone. No matter he is abducted, ill, left behind or abandoned, he will also feel it. Recently, he has donated money to children in poor areas several times; Maybe it's because he's going to be a father. He really likes children. So when he sees Yun Xiaoduo, he likes some, but more sympathy. A four-year-old child is so thin and small, but he has to bear the torture of losing his father's love and illness. How can other people's children compare with his own no matter how good they are?