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A feeling of hollowed out vision surged into her heart and twisted her eyebrows. Feng Jingyi began to feel uncomfortable again. Instinctively, she wanted to knock her head and think hard. When her hand was about to touch, Huo Qingyang stopped her first:

"Do you want to knock yourself silly? What is this bad habit? "

Her fingers clenched her little hand, and Huo Qingyang directly clasped her in front of her: "dreams are like this. It's normal not to remember. Dreams are not reality. What are you doing so seriously?"

Comforting her, Huo Qingyang's heart was covered with a layer of haze. He glanced down at the soft waxy and clever woman in his arms. For a while, his heart felt warm and unconsciously relaxed, and his eyes softened:

"It seems that I haven't heard you talk about myself for so long. Your family is harmonious. Your parents and brothers love you very much. You have been taking care of you from childhood to childhood. You must be very smooth and happy?"

"Um ~"

Leaning in front of him and surrounded by a strong sense of security, Feng Jingyi's fluctuating mood gradually subsided:

"We don't have the concept of son preference in our family. I'm a little girl. Many times they will spoil me and let me! Sometimes, I feel very happy. Sometimes, I feel very lonely and sad! "

"Lonely?" Still sad?

Shocked by her words, Huo Qingyang's eyes were full of disbelief.

"Well, sometimes I think it's a kind of happiness to have everything arranged and don't worry about it; Sometimes I feel that life is planned by others, which is very helpless! My brother and my cousin have shouldered responsibilities since they were born. When they were young, they were always heavy weights and heavy schoolwork, so they were very busy almost every day and didn't like to take me to play. They always thought I was a small tail dragging my legs and kept driving me out! I remember one time I was disobedient and noisy and had to follow them. I accidentally hurt my brother. As a result, they had a very important group game that day. That time, my cousin was so angry that I cried directly, which scared me that I didn't dare to eat and left a shadow that day. Since then, I dare not disobey him. Now I still have an instinctive fear when I see him! Some people bullied me. My brother and cousin must stand up and never be soft. My parents also said that it was their duty and responsibility to protect me. They always mentioned that I should listen to my brother and respect them. I should not be arrogant because of being spoiled. I should learn from Kong Rong to let pear and siblings be respectful, rather than relying on my willfulness to do whatever I want when I was young! It's right for my brother to hurt my sister, and it's even more necessary for my sister to be grateful -- "

She has always kept in mind the family education of Feng family: family and everything prospers, mother kindness and filial piety, family is the most important!

Therefore, she has also developed the habit from small to large. She can be wronged in the handling of anything. The overall harmony of the family is the most important. Every member of their family should have such awareness.

"So when I was a child, I often felt lonely, especially after my cousin stayed in my house... After my aunt died, she left her alone. She was lonely and helpless. Therefore, my parents took special care of her and treated her very well. She was beautiful and obedient. My parents and brothers liked her. I thought I would be very happy if she had more company at home. As a result, But every time she robbed my favorite things, clothes, toys, tables, delicious and fun... She also followed her brother and asked him to take her out to play! I didn't dare bother my cousin. My brother was occupied by my cousin again. Although they didn't ignore me, I was unhappy for a long time, but one day I suddenly figured out how she would rob me. She was also surnamed Ding, not Feng. My parents and brother would never leave me if they loved her. She couldn't rob them at all. As for those things outside of me, there are always new ones What I like more is in the back. I have the right to be my own charity. The more I grow up, the more I don't care! "

"Although the life of a rich family has no worries about food and clothing, there is no limit to loneliness. Now think about it, I think I was actually very lonely and poor at that time! However, compared with many people worrying about here and there, my journey seems to be smooth and smooth. I live in a big house and eat delicious food. I never worry about lack of money. I can get the luxury that others dream of. I don't have to worry about studying abroad and reading. I can try any interest. It's a luxury for others to lick the screen and chase stars, but I can take a group photo at will At the end of the meeting, I was not interested and didn't even dream. It seems that I'm too happy to think so! "

He sighed happily:

"Maybe it's too happy and smooth! Many people pursue and try to climb the peak all their life, but I often reach it without effort. This feeling is like I hold baskets of fruits one after another. It looks like a bumper harvest, but I don't know the real taste. How many people can understand this empty feeling? I'm afraid I'll be scolded and pretentious! Isn't it sad that a person seems to live well, but he can't even find a sense of existence? "

"It is said that our natural talents must be useful, and cattle can plough. If people live only to eat and wear warm clothes, isn't this long life a waste? What's the difference between those low-level creatures with short life? Therefore, I have always wanted to do one thing, live up to this life, and at least prove that I have been to this world, whether ups and downs or thorns. One thing is because of me, not Feng Jingyi's origin and identity! "

What's the difference between a person living without pursuing something and a walking corpse? She has always wanted to find this sense of identity in the world. She has been trying, but her efforts have either been submerged under the aura of closure or completely wiped out.

Therefore, she has always been full of illusions about the gray and black area completely subverted with her world. Her tutor does not allow her to degenerate and she does not allow herself to disappoint her family. Therefore, a work with such a theme has become her obsession that she can have the best of both worlds. However, she did not expect that this journey was not as smooth as she imagined.

She has also raised many trumpets and painted many similar works, but they are not satisfactory. Works come from life and need soul. Empty imagination can't even move herself. How can she move the audience? She is an ordinary person. Even if she lacks nothing, she also has her own dream and pursuit. She is also eager to be recognized after her efforts and enjoy the glory she has earned.

Therefore, what she wants is not only a work, but a successful work that can resonate and achieve each other!

"Everything has two sides. Sometimes I feel very happy and good, but sometimes I feel not enough! In fact, looking back now, life is about like the sentence said in the besieged city. People inside want to come out and people outside want to go in, but they are all looking at it here and there. They are not satisfied! "

And these, do not personally experience, about this life can not wake up. Now, after this experience, she is not as persistent as before, but feels more and more happy!

For the first time, she was homesick and her heart was aching!

However, for the first time, she can't go back at will when she has a home!

It must be sad to use one sentence to describe her mood at this time, but even so, it is still mixed with happiness. She knows that she doesn't go home to protect the people she cares about. Therefore, pain is also happy and sorrow is also happy!

This is her decision and her choice!

She doesn't regret!

Thinking, Feng Jingyi was silent.

She always thought she was a wayward and reckless young lady. She was leaning against a big tree to enjoy the cool, but she would only fill in trouble and delay others. Suddenly, Huo Qingyang was surprised that he seemed to be prejudiced against her. She was sensitive, kind, sensible and hard-working. She was just a little girl in her early twenties. He never knew her, but he had high requirements for her, When he was her age, he was more useless and missed by his family than she was.

Thinking of something, he raised his hand. Huo Qingyang gently stroked her hair: "in fact, you misunderstood them!"

"Uh?"

Feng Jingyi turned her head in doubt and responded with a smile from Huo Qingyang:

"I mean your family! In fact, sometimes the more close relatives, the less they may care about these details, because home is an eternal haven. No matter how far we go or how many detours we take, only someone in that place will always light a lamp and leave a door for us, because it is a whole that is constantly cut, just like our own teeth occasionally bite our tongue, No matter how painful it is, I won't take revenge! Jingyi, the positions of adults and children are different, and the positioning and ideas of boys and girls are also different. Maybe you think your parents' preference for your disliked cousin deprives you of love, but on second thought, isn't it because they treat you as themselves? "

As if to fill something, Huo Qingyang touched her head. The fundus of Huo Qingyang's eyes turned over and filled with some other emotions:

"They may not be so perfect and ignore it, but they must love you more than your cousin! I have only one sister. Although I was not close to my parents when I was a child, I like Rino very much. As you said, in my heart, it is my brother's duty to protect her. Even if I rebel, I won't change this! When I was a child, I seldom went home. When I came home, like you, Rino always liked to stick behind me and follow me. Even if I loved her and spoiled her, I didn't like to take her with me. I often disliked her little tail and chased her out of the door. "

With four eyes facing each other, Feng Jingyi was stunned: are all brothers and sisters the same?

The lip angle rose again, and Huo Qingyang nodded her nose:

"Yiting and Yimo don't take you with them. It's not that they don't like you. Except that boys and girls really play differently. More importantly, they should also want to protect you. Female dolls are born delicate, and little female dolls are more afraid of bumping! I don't know your cousin. I won't comment for the moment, but your family must care and love you very much. You are so kind, beautiful and so considerate. How can they prefer a foreign relative? Their love may not be so obvious in trivial matters, or you may be used to it and don't feel it. I believe they must be on your side! "