For The Rest Of My Life, I Only Want You

"Yes." Jiang Zhihan recovered his expressionless face and answered lightly, "I will marry Xu Yao and treat her well all my life. No matter what happens, it will not change."

"Ha ha ha." I couldn't help laughing, but my tears fell, "Jiang Zhihan, you're really a lover! Unfortunately, the object is not me. What's the use of me staying with you? In that case, I quit and wish you happiness!"

"I'm sorry. You can still come to me if you have something to do in the future. I'll help you."

Guilt actually rose in Jiang Zhihan's eyes. Did I read it wrong? Will the cold heart of Jiang feel sorry for me? Well, let's remind him one last time, "in the cold, a woman is so cruel that she can even kill her own children. She doesn't know what she will do in the future. You'd better keep an eye on it and take care of herself."

"..." finally, Jiang Zhihan couldn't say anything.

I walked forward quickly and left the hospital without looking back. As I walked, I could still feel Jiang Zhihan's burning eyes staring at my back. God, who can tell me why he looked at me like this and how I can quit at ease! Why can't I let go naturally!

Back at Jiang's house, I had some dinner in a hurry and tried to get rid of the scenes in my mind today, but I couldn't calm down anyway. I wail in my heart. It seems that I can't draw a picture today. Alas, let's have a rest early and get up early tomorrow to work hard.

I took a good bath, put on my silk pajamas and was going to bed, but I found that the door was pushed open. I was surprised to look at the door. It was Jiang Zhihan who stumbled in.

I hurried to close the door, held Jiang Zhihan, smelled the strong smell of wine on him, and was in a complicated mood. I was going to send him back to my room. Unexpectedly, he hugged me.

"Yao Yao... Yao Yao... I love you... But why do you treat me like this... Why... I love you... I'm willing to give you everything... You... Can you love more... Even a little... Just a little..."

I was tightly held in my arms by Jiang Zhihan. Listening to him holding me and shouting Xu Yao's name, I begged humbly. My heartache was unbearable. My reason told me that I should push him away, but how much I love his arms! For three years, I haven't felt the warm embrace since that time!

"Well...!" Jiang Zhihan kissed me fanatically, and I didn't want to refuse. Listening to Jiang Zhihan's incessant whisper, "Yaoyao... Yaoyao... I love you... Give it to me..." I silently shed tears.

Forget it, just indulge for the last time! Anyway, I gave it to him for the first time. Let me be willful for the last time and hug this man I love most for the last time. Let's draw a perfect end between us.

Jiang Zhihan tore open my pajamas, and I shook and took off his clothes. We kissed and stroked each other, and fell asleep on the soft bed.

This night, I warmly responded to the cold of the river. All night, I was like floating on the turbulent sea. I indulged myself and released the depression and pain accumulated in my heart over the years.