For The Rest of Our Life

At night, Xiao Wanqing was alone in the bedroom to pack up his luggage. The strategy has been completed, the hotel has been booked, and the tickets have been bought. Lin Xian can't go with her, she can still go by herself.

She comforted herself and did not travel without such a person. Sometimes, in the past, in order to relax, she even preferred to refuse Wen Tong’s peers, starting alone, walking freely, and being a real self.

In fact, a person is also very good. It can be remembered that Lin Xian hung in her heart, and it was inevitable that she was lonely.

The phone rang suddenly and Xiao Wanqing stopped his busy movements. After seeing that the caller ID was Wen Tong, she relaxed, picked it up at random, turned on the speaker, and continued to pack while chatting with Wen Tong.

Wen Tong's voice with a faint smile and Xiao Wanqing's expectation that he didn't notice carefully, asked her: "I asked you before what arrangements are there on May 1st, and your **** refused to say mysteriously, can you tell me now? "

Two weeks ago, she wanted to ask Xiao Yunqing if she wanted to come to Changze City for a holiday. She took her to play, but when she asked her about the activities on May 1st, Xiao Xiaoqing answered her neatly and said that there are preliminary arranged. Asked her carefully about the detailed arrangements, Xiao Wanqing again said that it was time to make sure.

Wen Tong knew that he might be amorous. But she couldn't help but think of it, and when Xiao Wanqing called to ask her, "How is Nagasawa?"

She couldn't help but look forward to whether Xiao Wanqing's May Day... was to come to Nagasawa City to find her and give her a surprise. After all, Xiao Wanqing spent most of the holidays and festivals with her in the past many years.

Doesn’t it mean that habit is a terrible thing?

She looked forward faintly. In the past few months she left, Xiao Wanqing had noticed something, or felt something.

To her disappointment and embarrassment, at the end of the phone, Xiao Wanqing just smiled slightly, and involuntarily and innocently broke her overwhelming dream: "I will go to Qishi to enjoy the flowers tomorrow, and I am now packing up."

With her and without her, Xiao Wanqing's life seems not to be affected at all. For Xiao Wanqing, he is not a necessary person.

In an instant, Wen Tong's deep and bright eyes lost their luster. She looked at the Wanjia lights in this strange city and began to wonder why she came here.

It seems that there is no point at all.

Depressing her tumultuous feelings, she asked Xiao Wanqing with the last bit of dying expectation: "You said that you want to come to Nagasawa City for development, what's the consideration?"

Xiao Yuanqing paused, sighed almost inaudibly, and answered her, "I still decided to stay."

Sure enough, self-love is the most ridiculous. Wen Tong choked his throat, clenched his teeth, squeezed his lips, and was full of decadence.

Xiao Wanqing took a deep breath and stood up, suddenly having a desire to talk. She wanted to tell her "Wen Tong, I made a very irrational decision." But Wen Tong suddenly interrupted her while she was hesitating, and her voice told her strangely: "Suddenly someone knocked on the door , I’ll check it out and hang up first."

Xiao Wanqing's courage, like a pricked ball, suddenly disappeared. She relieved herself, next time, and tell Wen Tong next time, after all, in fact, she was not really ready.

It's just that she didn't expect that she didn't receive any calls from Wen Tong in the next month.

The day after Lin Xian returned home, early in the morning, she was picked up by Zhou Qin and sent to her grandfather, and then went to the countryside with her grandparents.

She looked back at the rapid backward scenery outside the car window, watched the city's prosperity recede a little, the rusticity of the village appeared a little bit, and her mood slowly cleared. She lowered the window and looked at the fragrant grass, the egret fluttering its wings, feeling the breeze blowing, sending a refreshing coolness. Some complained because she didn't sleep well, and disappeared. She couldn't help raising her hand, facing the window, she took several photos and sent them to Xiao Wanqing.

"It's so beautiful here, it's a little different from the countryside I think. If only you were by my side."

Xiao Wanqing sat on the high-speed rail, leaned against the car window, listening to music with headphones. Seeing the text message, a light smile appeared on her lips. She smiled and brought a little sadness.

She narrowed her eyes and responded gently to her: "Then have fun and remember to pay attention to safety." Her earphones are specially downloaded, and the ancient style and anime songs that Lin Xian likes to listen to on weekdays. After exiting the SMS interface, the screen returned to the ticket backstage page of the offline exhibition held by the game that Lin Xian played before.

If only you were by my side. Xiao Wanqing couldn't help but mumble in silence in his heart.

However, Lin Xian, it doesn't matter if you are not with me.

You are not by my side, but, always, in my heart.

I am willing to try to go to your world through them, feel you, understand you, and get closer to you.

On the first day of going to the home of my grandfather and old colleague, Lin Xian's life was very comfortable. In the morning, she followed a few people and old people, wandering in the village, enjoying the flowers and scenery, fishing in the afternoon by the pond, listening to the old people talking about the old days, teasing cats and dogs in the garden, and drinking tea in the evening. It couldn't be more comfortable.

But still melancholy, Aunt Xiao is even better.

In the evening, she glanced for almost time and estimated that Xiao Wanqing should have ended even if there were any group building activities in the evening, and Xiao Xiaoqing was called.

However, in fact, Xiao Wanqing was still in the concert accompanying the game show. The room was too noisy. She didn't hear the vibration of the mobile phone in the bag at all, so she missed the two consecutive calls made by Lin Xian. Then, the phone didn't even know when it would shut down automatically when there was no power.

Throughout the afternoon and evening, Xiao Wanqing was like a stranger who strayed into the world of the second dimension. She is observing and carefully understanding the world that Lin Xian loves in her spare time, trying to grasp Lin Xian's little pulsation. More than ten o'clock, she finally followed the young men and women beside her from the second-dimensional world to the third-dimensional world. On the way back to the hotel by taxi, she rubbed her temples tiredly, feeling that she was really old.

But tired, and at a loss, when she took out the game peripherals bought from the exhibition from the bag-a pair of mobile phone chains, and there was still a little satisfaction and joy in her heart.

Does this mean that she saw it after all, the different scenery in Lin Xian's eyes?

Back at the hotel, she recharged her mobile phone and found that Lin Xian called her several times and sent several text messages.

She looked at the time and speculated that Lin Xian might have rested, so she didn't call back, and she simply responded to Lin Xian with a text message: "Sorry, I was a bit noisy just now, so I didn't hear it. Later, the phone It’s running out of power, I’m fine, don’t worry. Are you asleep?”

After waiting for a while, she did not receive a reply from Lin Xian, thinking that Lin Xian should have really slept, so she took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

Lin Xian made two consecutive calls to Xiao Wanqing, but Xiao Wanqing didn't pick it up. She thought about whether Aunt Xiao hadn't gotten off from the activity, so she pressed herself and waited another half an hour.

Who knows, after half an hour, she called again and the phone turned off. This time, her whole heart was up and down.

Obviously, he knew that Xiao Wanqing should be with his colleagues in the company. He knew that there would be no bad things, and it might just be that the mobile phone automatically shut down when there is no electricity. But she couldn't help but was very worried, very scared, and very panic.

After so many years in her life, she realized for the first time that she was in a difficult position and was up and down seven times, worrying about feeling like this.

She never doubted how much she liked Xiao Wanqing. At this moment, it is even more aware.

But she also clearly realized once again how much she didn't understand Xiao Wanqing.

She didn't know Xiao Wanqing's past, except Wen Tong, she didn't know any other interpersonal relations of Xiao Wanqing, she didn't have any phone calls of Xiao Yuanqing's colleagues and friends.

In an instant, she felt extremely frustrated.

Reason tells her that there should be no need to be so afraid, but the emotion still makes her worry that her stomach hurts anxiously.

Lin Xian patted her face, feeling that she urgently needed to calm down. She could no longer think in such a negative way, otherwise she would be tortured by her terrible speculations.

She forced herself to put down her cell phone and calm down at the rooftop upstairs. But the night was cold and the wind was strong, her thoughts were still wrapped around Xiao Wanqing, or she was entangled on her mobile phone.

After a while, she couldn't bear to admit her fate.

She lifted her footsteps and hurried downstairs again, hurried into the room impatiently and hurriedly grasped her cell phone to check.

When she saw a missed text message from Xiao Wanqing, she clearly heard the voice that she always mentioned and felt timid because of Xiao Wanqing's heart.

Sure enough, she was thinking too much, so good. She even felt relieved that her eyes were a little wet.

She sniffed her nose and dialed Xiao Wanqing's phone.

However, unexpectedly, no one answered!

Lin Xian dialed three times in a row, all ringing relentlessly to stop, and no one answered.

She bit her lip, quietly holding the phone and sitting by the bed, waiting. After waiting for an hour, Xiao Wanqing's text message came in again and gently told her: "I'm sorry, I was just taking a shower, and I didn't hear . It’s too late, do you envy you to sleep? Rest early and sleep too late will be sleepy tomorrow."

Lin Xian's emotion suddenly came up, inexplicably angry and wronged. Aunt Xiao, she didn’t know what kind of worries she had just experienced, she didn’t know how much she missed her all day, she didn’t know at all, she was afraid to disturb her company activities during the day and she didn’t dare to call her Endure how hard it is to look forward to making this call at night.

Obviously agreed to her, think about her. But why, she didn't feel it at all.

Like, everything is just one-sided hot.

Like, kissing that day, she was only forced to accept her inclusively, but without a little initiative.

She carefully read their past text messages and call records.

Since the interaction, if it was not necessary, she always took the initiative to call Xiao Wanqing to send short interest, and then, she gave back to herself.

Knowing that it was not Xiao Wanqing’s fault that he did not receive the call, but Lin Xian couldn’t help but feel sad and upset from the bottom of his heart.

She did not reply to Xiao Wanqing, turned off her cell phone directly, lay down on her stomach, and buried her face in the pillow.

Before going to sleep completely, Lin Xian thought vowedly: Tomorrow, she will not send a short message to Aunt Xiao or call her. See if she will call herself! Humph! !

Lin Xian followed her grandparents and came out at someone else's house. She was really afraid that sleepiness would leave a bad impression on others. Even grandpa and grandpa had no light on her face, so she set the alarm clock and woke herself up early.

The first thing she woke up, she instinctively wanted to text Xiao Wanqing and say "Good morning" to her. But she grabbed the phone, and suddenly remembered the bold words she put down before going to bed last night.

No, she will not send it today! She pressed down **** her heart.

Her activity today is to grow watermelon with a few old people. Because of the patience not to text Xiao Wanqing, and to look forward to Xiao Wanqing texting her, Lin Xian was a little absent-minded.

When planting watermelons, the little bugs flying in front of her in the field can scare her at a loss.

Grandpa Lin Xian saw her exaggerated look, and could not help but sigh with emotion: "You have been with Xiaoyun for so long, why haven't you learned the calmness of others."

As soon as Lin Xian heard Xiao Xiaoqing's name, he immediately got up and raised his ears. She quickly got close to her grandfather and asked with excitement: "Grandpa, what did Aunt Xiao look like when she was a kid? Was she calm and calm when she was a kid? Was she pretty and cute when she was a kid?"

Lin Xian's appearance, lively and free is a capital fan. Her grandfather didn't think much, only when she especially liked the elder Xiao Wanqing.

He seemed to think of something, and suddenly he laughed and shook his head: "Your aunt Xiao was particularly lovable when she was a kid, but it was not the pretty one, round and very cute."

Her grandmother heard the words and said: "Your aunt Xiao had a nickname before going to school. Our southerners always called it unclear. Later, old Xiao would not be happy. He doubted his daughter's size was called by everyone. Yeah, she changed her nickname. It's also magical. After the change, the girl really slowly came out and became more and more beautiful."

Lin Xian listened intently, stunned. She quickly seized the opportunity, coquettishly coaxing her grandparents to tell her more about Xiao Wanqing's childhood.

More than nine o'clock in the evening, Xiao Wanqing wandered alone on the snack street not far from the hotel. There was some uneasiness and habit in her heart. Lin Xian, I haven't contacted her all day today.

Several times, she couldn't help but want to text her, but, in the end, she still could not bear it. She guessed that if Lin Xian was convenient, he would definitely send a text message to himself. Without texting, it might be inconvenient. She texted her and called her, maybe it would bother her.

She stood alone in the bustling streets, looking at the bright lights in the distance, prosperous and bustling, but felt very lonely and lonely. Suddenly she remembered the day when Lin Xian took her hand and walked down the street with her to taste delicious food.

Not far away, young men and women are eating ice cream and vomiting mist. In her mind, she couldn't help recalling the fact that they stood opposite each other at that time. Lin Xian extended her hand, feeding her own eyes with a bright smile.

Also, the sentence that made her heart twitch and softly soft: "Aunt Xiao, the moonlight tonight is so beautiful..."

Xiao Yunqing couldn't help but looked up, looking at the deep night sky.

Coincidentally, tonight, there is also a beautiful moonlight.

She shook hands unconsciously, but there was only cold air.

The moonlight tonight is really beautiful. Lin Xian, do you know?

She narrowed her eyes, envying, not knowing.

She didn't know that the moonlight was so beautiful tonight.

I don't know, this is the first time she likes to say to herself.

Does this count as the secret sweetness of her alone?

At ten o'clock, Lin Xian, who hadn't waited until Xiao Suqing's text message, gave himself the end of the last half hour. Half an hour later, if Aunt Xiao didn't text her or call her, she would...

She took the initiative to call her.

She admits defeat and planting, who made her like her so much.

Without her news, she could not hear her voice, and it was she herself who was the last to suffer.

While waiting, she opened WeChat and tried to understand Xiao Wanqing's development from the circle of friends.

However, to her surprise, her top showed two small red dots with unread messages!

Lin Xiandeng jumped up from the bed carp, and could not wait to order the news.

On the background of pure white dialogue is a beautiful picture of a full moon.

Below, is a voice.

Lin Xian's throat swept up and down involuntarily, with a little nervous tremor, and opened the green dialog box.

Xiao Wanqing's soft and sweet voice flowed through the quiet room.

She said: "Envy, tonight は月が绮丽ですね."

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