For The Rest of Our Life

"Did Zhijin give you candy?" Xiao Wanqing touched Lin Xian's cheek and laughed at her with a smile.

The rain is a bit heavy, it is not good to delay time here. Lin Xian released Xiao Wanqing and turned to shoulder to shoulder with her. She grunted and retorted: "Then do you mean that my mouth is not sweet enough?"

Xiao Wanqing hooked Lin Xian's arm and leaned close to her. The two walked towards the community in unison. Xiao Yunqing responded cunningly to Lin Xiandao: "I didn't say it, you said it yourself."

"You mean that." Lin Xian pretended to be unreasonable.

She glanced at Xiao Yunqing tilting the umbrella, her shoulders were somewhat wet by the rain, and she could not help sinking her eyes. She lifted her arms hooked by Xiao Wanqing, walked around behind Xiao Wanqing, put it on Xiao Yunqing's thin shoulders, and tightly brought Xiao Wanqing into her arms, tightly fitting.

Xiao Xuanqing noticed Lin Xian's movement, and just wanted to say something, Lin Xian extended his other hand, and together with Xiao Xuanqing, grasped the umbrella handle. She stared at Xiao Yunqing hesitantly, raised her eyebrows and smiled: "Since Xiao Xiaoyun you have complained, then you have to give me a little more opportunity to act, let me be your sugar girl." The word sugar, Lin Xian bit The ground was gentle and low, as if with a hint of amusement, Xiao Wanqing looked at Lin Xiancanruo's eyes, and inexplicably warm his face.

Looking at each other, Xiao Wanqing loosened the handle of the umbrella as Lin Xian wished, and turned away, her eyes fell on her shoulders that were close to Lin Xian. Inadvertently seemingly aware of something, Xiao Wanqing suddenly surprised slightly: "Envy, are you tall?"

Lin Xian was originally shorter than her, but now they are walking side by side, Xiao Wanqing found that Lin Xian's shoulder was even higher than her. She slowed her pace and looked closely at Lin Xian. Lin Xian really seemed to be at least as tall as her.

Lin Xian did not care. She tilted her head and bumped Xiao Wanqing's head with her small head, and of course said: "Of course I have to grow taller, so that I can better protect Xiao Xiaojun from the wind and rain."

Xiao Wanqing couldn't help but warm. She unconsciously followed the umbrella handle tilted in Lin Xian's hand, and saw Lin Xian's wet shoulder, and her heart suddenly felt like a light rain, wet.

After she and Lin Xian confessed their opinions last night, although she didn't give Lin Xian an opportunity to explain her confession, but after understanding each other's concerns, she faintly felt that she felt something different in her heart. The boulder that had been pressing on her heart seemed to be a little lighter.

She had to admit badly that Lin Xian cared about her and seemed to give her a great sense of security subconsciously.

No matter in the past or at this moment, Lin Xian has been proving to her with actions that what she has said to her is never just talking.

Lin Xian also noticed Xiao Wanqing's eyes, and the smile on her lips became gentler. She deliberately touched Xiao Wanqing’s head again, attracting her attention, pretending to be dissatisfied and turning over the old account: "Actually, I am also fighting for myself. Huh! When I was shorter than you before, you would not let me give you Holding an umbrella, I think that my height is not enough to compress the space you breathe. In the future, I will not give you the opportunity to compress my space!"

Xiao Wanqing was caught in the touch and was ridiculed by Lin Xian. He couldn't help but laughed softly. Where is Lin Xian'an, she is just afraid that she is tired of holding an umbrella.

She also knew that Lin Xian deliberately teased her, but she followed Lin Xian's words and looked at Lin Xian with a look, threatening: "Envy, you seem to be a lot of dissatisfaction with me?"

Lin Xian blinked and blinked his eyes, and at the moment he was clever and wise and said: "I don't have it. I can fall in love with the best Xiao Xiaoyun in the world. I don't know if it's a blessing when I cultivated it. I can still have it. What dissatisfaction. I tell you, since I was with Xiao Xiaoyun, I feel that my world has become different. With love, I see the sky is bluer and the flowers are more fragrant, even tonight The violent heavy rain, because you are by my side, becomes extraordinarily poetic and touching... Oh, no, the rain has become smaller again, now it is gentle breeze..."

Xiao Wan's green lips deepened, and she was a little embarrassed to hear it. She couldn't help raising her hand to cover Lin Xian's tongue and Chan Lianhua's small mouth, and Lin Xian couldn't utter the words "Woo Woo" and was dissatisfied with the protest, her eyes were tender and tender.

During the fun, they turned around a corner and walked into a path between two floors with broken street lights.

Xiao Yuanqing looked at him with two eyes covered by his mouth, blinking his eyes innocently, looking at Lin Xian innocently, feeling the provocative movement of the girl licking lightly in the palm of her hand, and her heart was soft and hot.

Suddenly, with her back to the wall, she reached down and pressed the handle of Lin Xian holding the umbrella, and then pulled it closer to cover their faces with the umbrella.

Light rain was like silk, hitting Lin Xian's head coolly, sending pleasant bursts of coolness. The next moment the darkness shrouded, Lin Xian had not yet reacted to what had happened, and felt a soft object lightly touched on his cheek, and his heart, under the warm breath, was suddenly hurried.

However, Lin Xian's throat slipped a moment, and she just felt that there was a craving in her heart. She wanted to turn her head to look for Xiao Wanqing's red lips, and the woman's lips quickly left.

Within three seconds, the umbrella was reopened. The woman nibbled at her lower lip, her eyes moist and looked at Lin Xian for a second, as if a little surprised and ashamed of her behavior.

The next second, she turned around and turned her back to Lin Xian, as if nothing had happened, she said very naturally: "Let's go, let's go home quickly." But the pace, but inexplicably revealed panic. She did not react even if Lin Xian didn't immediately follow up, and she walked straight into the drizzle.

This kind of thing that she was embarrassed to do when she was young, she actually took the initiative now...

Although she was sure that it was too late at night, there was no one nearby. She was sure that no one would see their movements before she kissed. But in the end, it is an outdoor occasion. There is no difference for Xiao Wanqing, who has always adhered to the principles of "being cautious" and "polite".

At that second, she really wanted to kiss Lin Xian, and then she did it involuntarily. Xiao Wanqing returned to his senses after finishing, and was extremely surprised and ashamed of his behavior.

Lin Xian stared at the beautiful back of Xiao Wanqing's long body and jade standing, first sweet, then stunned, and finally overjoyed. Xiao Panpan what is this? Can't help her, and then run away after shyly?

Behind him came the cheerful laughter of the girl, from far and near, Xiao Wanqing's messy footsteps slightly staggered. She stabilized her figure, paused, and narrowed her eyes, and suddenly slowed her pace, slowly lifting the corners of her lips.

Never mind.

She stood at the end of the path, stood in the light, turned around, and stared at Lin Xian like water.

The rain stopped and Lin Xian put away his umbrella. She bent her eyebrows, trotting happily towards Xiao Wanqing, and slammed into her arms.

"Catch you, thief of flowers." The girl said with a smile.

At least at this moment, Lin Xian is happy because of her.

After coming home to take a shower, Lin Xian and Xiao Wanqing said good night and returned to the room, sitting at the bedroom desk without lights on, and began to seriously look for the answers to the questions Xia Zhijin left her.

The night was quiet, and the more she looked, the more active her thoughts were. The more she thought, the more she felt as if she was closer to the thoughts that Xiao Panpan was hiding, and she began to feel vaguely as if she could touch the edge of the glass that Xiao Panpan faced with herself. But hazy, like looking at the flowers in the fog, she still looked a little unreal.

At more than three o'clock in the morning, she couldn't hold on and turned off the computer and went back to bed.

Before falling into the unconscious, Lin Xian reflected on herself: Sister Jin Jin was right. All along, she just thought too little, so Xiao Panpan had to think too much for her, right?

Lin Xian ended the debate team's regular meeting on Tuesday night and took a pillow after taking a bath, preparing to go to Xiao Wanqing's room to rub the bed again.

However, this time she came with a mission.

As soon as she stepped into the room, she saw Xiao Wanqing leaning on the bed, her eyes closed, and she rubbed her neck and shoulders with fatigue and pain.

Lin Xian's heart tightened, and he quickly stepped forward and placed the pillow on Xiao Wanqing's bed. He asked with concern: "Is it twisted around my neck?"

Xiao Wanqing opened his eyes and made a smile to Lin Xian, embarrassedly: "Well, just slipped on the ground, I bent down to pick it up, and suddenly it twisted." Sure enough, people are getting old, are their muscles and bones starting to stiffen? ?

Lin Xian twisted his eyebrows, climbed onto the bed with agility, half-kneeled beside Xiao Wanqing, and said seriously: "You get down, I will help you rub."

Xiao Yunqing's careful thoughts about Lin Xian wanting to sleep with her are actually not exclusive. Even, she enjoys sleeping with Lin Xian. She just, occasionally, thought of Wen Tong's questioning and felt embarrassed.

But this time, she didn't ask Lin Xian why he was holding the pillow, but helped Lin Xian put the pillow next to her pillow. It was a tacit understanding of Lin Xian's arrival.

She looked at Lin Xian's concerned and serious face, raised her lips slightly, and obediently turned to lie on the pillow, warmly jokingly: "That's trouble, Master Lin."

Lin Xian put his hands on Xiao Wanqing's shoulders, and the next second, he kneaded a little harder, and Xiao Yunqing couldn't help but take a light breath.

Lin Xian felt distressed again and immediately regretted teasing her. She relaxed her movements, still letting her go on her mouth, jokingly said: "Call Master Lin again?"

Xiao Wanqing lay on the pillow, his voice softly smirked softly: "Dare not dare not dare."

Lin Xian's men exerted great control, light and serious, and relieved Xiao Wanqing's pain. While pressing and rubbing, she whispered and told Xiao Wanqing: "I see that you usually use your computer when working at home. It takes an hour or two to sit down. I don't even know what happened in the company. What about the cervical spine? I can bear it. In the future, at most every half an hour, you have to get up and move."

Xiao Wanqing was good at her and obediently agreed to her little lover. She was afraid that Lin Xian would be sore. Lin Xian rubbed it for a while, then she turned over and said that she was much better and didn't need to continue.

Lin Xian continued to knead for a while again, and felt relieved after seeing Xiao Wanqing insisted that it was no longer needed.

She lay down beside Xiao Wanqing, and Xiao Yuanqing naturally pulled up the air conditioner and covered her. Lin Xian's heart is sweet, and his eyes are bright smiles.

She looked sideways at Xiao Wanqing, seeming to be careless, and asked Xiao Wanqing: "Guess what is the topic of the team practice game we are discussing tonight?"

Xiao Wanqing turned off the lights and lay down, asking Lin Xian sideways, "What is it?"

"Yes, is homosexuality born, or acquired?" In fact, they did not discuss this topic. Lin Xian just wanted to express his heart to Xiao Wanqing through this.

Xiao Yunqing froze for a moment, and did not speak for a while.

Lin Xian continued: "Actually, I think this debate point itself has a problem. If you agree that homosexuality is as normal as heterosexuality, then there is no need to raise and discuss this issue, because people will not discuss it. Heterosexuality is Born or acquired, this is just a matter of course. But under our general environmental opinion, the answer to this question is still meaningful. In particular, for some people who have no knowledge of this aspect."

"Xiao Xiaoyun, if you are a member of the debate team, which side do you choose?" Lin Xian asked softly.

Once, Lin Xian asked the question of whether she thinks homosexuality is normal. At that time, they were not together yet, and Xiao Wanqing couldn't say much. Now that they are together, Xiao Wanqing is still not sure whether it is correct to let Lin Xian take this path, but at least, some views, they can talk frankly.

"Envy, I agree that this is born. Although, the day after tomorrow, there will be temporary homosexuality in a certain environment, but once out of that environment, this temporary nature will disappear." In the dark, Xiao Wanqing narrowed his eyes. , Answered rigorously.

In fact, many years ago when she was a graduate student, on 5.17 International Homophobia Day, she did a related topical science popularization through her literary society, and her theoretical understanding in this area is relatively thorough. Xiao Yuanqing occasionally recalled that he would be surprised and envious of himself as a student. For many years after her work, in their relatively conservative magazines, in order to avoid more gossip, she no longer dared to take the lead in planning related topics.

After hearing the answer, Lin Xian grinned his teeth, and said happily: "I have the same opinion as you stand." She said to herself, "So, I kept thinking about a question during the discussion. , I was thinking, fortunately, I met you."

Xiao Wanqing is unknown, so quietly waiting for Lin Xian's following.

"You agree with people who change from straight to curved, in fact, they have the tendency or possibility to bend, but did she not realize before she actually bent?"

Xiao Wanqing frowned, thinking, and nodded cautiously.

Just like, two years before breaking up with Yan Jia, she hated Yan Jia's deception and selfishness in her relationship, and hated many unsatisfactory things that happened to her after being with Yan Jia, but she didn't take herself on. The responsibility of this road is also on Yan Jia's head.

Yan Jia has not forced her, she just let her find herself, she has a choice, she can also deceive herself not to accept or dare not accept it. But she accepted herself.

The facts also prove that before and after Yan Jia, she didn't touch her men. Years later, she was tempted again, Lin Xian, still a girl. This is her own orientation. Without Yan Jia, sooner or later, she will probably find it.

Lin Xian said with a smile: "So, I'm glad, I'm glad I met you at this age, fell in love with you, and found the true myself."

The authorities are confused, and care is chaotic. As the responsibility and burden of Lin Xian’s elders, Xiao Wanqing has been tormenting from the beginning, so that she has never been taken away from this objective point of view to think that Lin Xian likes girls.

For a moment, Xiao Yunqing felt as if he could hear the thumping heartbeat of his struggling to disengage the chain and shackles.

But maybe, Lin Xian never found this real self, could it be better?

But Lin Xian stretched out his hand to embrace Xiao Yuanqing’s shoulder, buried it in her neck, and continued: "I saw a lot of examples when I checked the information, and I also saw a lot of people who got married and gave birth to children before they really knew themselves. People, they sway pain between responsibility and self. I was thinking, if I didn’t meet you now, but, after many years of marriage and giving birth to children, I realized that I didn’t like it. The fact of boys, how painful I should be. You know, I’m not a person who likes to avoid cover-ups and self-deception."

Xiao Wanqing heard, as if there was a sound of shackles falling in his heart...

Maybe, is she really not so guilty of sins and unforgivable sins?

Lin Xian's soft and soft voice continued to appease her. She sat up halfway, leaned over and kissed Xiao Yunqing's chin, gently touched, and then kissed her red lips upward: "Thank you, Xiao Xiaoyun .Thank you for appearing, let me avoid many detours that may appear in my life in the future. Thank you, before all the terrible things should not start, came to me and let me find the way I should go in life. ."

Lin Xian no longer seemed as ignorant as in the past, making her feel optimistic and panicked. After she seriously understood this matter, she chose not to blame her, but to thank her.

Xiao Yunqing stared at Lin Xian's young and solemn face for a moment, and his heart began to sour. She opened her lips hard and opened her mouth to know how trembling and low her voice was. She said: "Lin Xian, you look at the problem from a different angle."

"Is this my angle wrong?" Lin Xian kissed her eyebrows and tempted her gently: "Xiao Xiaoyun, would you try to stand at an angle with me to re-examine the world?"

Xiao Yunqing stared at her, and for a while, her lips gradually burst into a smile.