For The Rest of Our Life

Almost no food for nearly two days, Lin Xian's lips were pale and chapped, and he could no longer see the youthful vitality of the young people in the past.

After Lin Zhanqing left the hospital, Lin Zhan followed Zhou Qin's instructions to come to her mother-in-law's house to pick Lin Xian back to her home. He looked at never compromising, at this moment he looked at Lin Xian, who was full of expectation, and his heart was mixed.

His voice slowly told Lin Xian, who was looking up with his head up and waiting for him: "Xiaoyun talked to your mother, let's go home."

Lin Xian opened his mouth slightly, staring at Lin Zan in disbelief. She was ecstatic for a moment, whether her instinct made Zhou Qin's concession, or Xiao Panpan's reason to calm her mother. But when she thought of Zhou Qin's stubborn appearance yesterday, her heart sank, and her joy faded in an instant.

She stood up in a panic, reached out and grabbed Lin Zhan's sleeve, and chased him panicly: "Daddy, what did you talk about? What did your mother say to her? Where is Aunt Xiao? What happened to her?" Voice Hoarsely weakly.

Lin Zhan opened his eyes and dared not look at Lin Xian’s dark and solemn eyes, shifting the subject to appease her: “They have reached a consensus, specifically, wait for Xiao Yun to tell you. Envy, I’ll take you home and wash Come on, Xiaoyun said, and I will come over to pick you up later."

Lin Xian stood staring blankly, digesting the meaning of Lin Zhan's words, but felt like a dream.

Xiao Panpan was allowed to pick her up and she could go back. Does this mean that they are finally free, or, at least, they can end such an embarrassing humiliation but have no choice but to fight, have a breathing time, and have the time and space to wait for another rational dialogue with Zhou Qin .

Suddenly she seemed to have lost all of her last effort to brace herself, loosened her hand holding Lin Zhan's sleeve, squatted slowly, embraced her knees with both hands, and buried her cheek in it. His shoulders were trembling slightly. She was like a child who had been bullied but helpless, venting all her fears, grievances, and sorrows for the past two days. The cry was low, and it was like a sharp needle, and it was stuck in the forest. Touched heart.

Lin Zhan stood stiffly in front of her daughter, clenching her teeth, and her eyes were wet. In the past two days, he has not seen Lin Xian crying, but every time Lin Xian faced his mental state, he was so determined and fearless, like a brave soldier fighting for love. He almost had to forget that Lin Xian was still small. How vulnerable, frightened, and helpless she should be in the face of such changes.

He squatted down and stretched his hand to pat Lin Xian's back, but Lin Xian suddenly raised his head, slowly stood up and wiped away his tears. She stood upright, staring at the void in front of her. The child who had just broken and fragile seemed to be Lin Zhan's illusion. Standing in front of her, she was the brave and determined soldier for the feeling of not knowing whether it was right or wrong.

The girl's lips have a shallow, gentle curvature, and her lips are low and mute, saying: "Come on, dad, let's go back. I don't want her to wait more."

Lin Zhan looked up at her, with a pain in his heart. He opened his mouth to tell her what, finally, he pressed his lips rationally and became an accomplice to the cruel executioner of their relationship.

More than seven o'clock in the evening, Lin Xian had just finished taking a shower, blowing his hair, taking care of himself, and the doorbell was ringing.

Lin Zhan sat heavily in the living room and heard the doorbell ringing up to answer the door, but Lin Xian trot all the way out of the bathroom more happily than her and greeted the door.

She put her hand on the door handle, had not opened the door, and had not seen the woman outside the door she thought about day and night, her nose began to sore. She tried her best to restrain her emotions. She didn't want to face Xiao Wanqing with such an embarrassed and fragile face. She didn't want Xiao Wanqing to feel distressed or worry her.

She squeezed a light smile, her eyes soft, and slowly opened the security door, looking out.

The face that Wen Xiu imprinted in her heart slowly appeared in Lin Xian's sight.

Xiao Yunqing took care of himself carefully, standing tall and straight, looking straight ahead, his eyes shifted as the door opened, and hit Lin Xian's moist and bright eyes. For a moment, a slight smile curled up on her lips, and water-like gentleness appeared under her eyes.

At a glance.

Lin Xian's throat was astringent, and he couldn't restrain himself anymore. He vigorously enlarged the door of the room, stepped forward, opened his hands like a lost treasure, and hugged Xiao Wanqing tightly.

Clearly think about it, laugh, don’t cry, don’t let Xiao Panpan worry, but her tears overflowed her eyes and got into Xiao Wanqing’s neck.

Xiao Wanqing hugged the warm and slender body in his arms hard, trying to embed the girl tightly into his body, but afraid of hurting the girl, he relaxed his arms a little rationally, reluctantly. restraint.

She rubbed the girl's soft hair with nostalgia on her cheeks, and there was despair and sadness flashing through the eyes of water vapor.

Her always gentle voice was hoarse at the moment, but still as soft as the spring breeze blowing through the willow, whispered in Lin Xian's ear: "Envy, I'll pick you up."

Lin Xian raised her head, her eyelashes were still tears, showing a bright smile, and pressed her forehead against her forehead, and said: "I will go home with you." Xiao Panpan promised her something, she did it, she came Pick her up home.

Xiao Yuanqing looked at the girl's smiling face, biting her lip, almost painless with a sudden pain.

She swiped her throat hard twice, restrained her crying, turned her eyes and greeted Lin Zhan who was watching them not far away: "Brother Lin Zhan, I'll go back with envy first."

Lin Zhan looked dignified, twisted his brow, and remained silent for a few seconds, then nodded without saying a word.

Lin Xian turned her back and said goodbye in a low voice: "Dad, I'm gone." Then, like fleeing to life, fearing that something might change, she took a step forward and quickly came to the door to isolate them from the Lin family. Into two worlds.

Xiao Wanqing raised her hand and touched Lin Xian's thin cheeks. Just about to talk, the girl suddenly took her hand and led her into the stairwell.

Lin Xian closed the door of the stairwell with both hands and blocked it with his back. Immediately afterwards, she reached out to circle Xiao Wanqing's waist and exerted a little force to bring Xiao Wanqing into her arms. She eagerly searched for the sweet red lips of her sweetheart, and impressed a passionate kiss.

It seems that the fear and panic in the past few days can only be truly dispelled by feeling the temperature of the other party in this way.

Xiao Wanqing fell into Lin Xian's arms, afraid of hitting Lin Xian, and leaned on the door with one hand and embraced Lin Xian's neck with one hand. She looked at the girl's trembling long eyelashes, full of tenderness, and forgot the occasion, gently opened her lips and indulged Lin Xian silently.

Lips and teeth are intertwined, obviously it is such a sweet intimacy, but Xiao Wanqing seems to have tasted full of bitterness.

The girl's passionate kiss gradually slowed down. She leaned towards the beginning, and the soft kiss shifted from her lips to Xiao Wanqing's injured cheek, moving softly and with pity. Xiao Wanqing opened her misty eyes and saw the girl a few steps away, with tears in her eyes, kissed piously and carefully, as if afraid of hurting her.

"What should I do to make you no longer hurt..." Lin Xian murmured bitterly.

Xiao Wanqing moved.

It is fortunate for her to have such an unreserved and affectionate love in Lin Xian's life. All the bitter fruits, she is as happy as she is, without complaint or regret.

She raised her hand over Lin Xian's hand, leaned her head and kissed Lin Xian's palm, coaxing her, "I haven't hurt anymore. Envy, you have lost a lot of weight."

Lin Xian lowered her hand and interlocked her fingers, feeling distressed: "You are also thin. Have you eaten?"

Xiao Wanqing shook his head and said, "No, the family is ready to prepare meals and wait for you to go back and eat together." She shook Lin Xian's hand, afraid that Lin Xian would struggle with the injury on her face, and bent her eyebrows to change the topic and urge her: " Let's go quickly."

Lin Xian nodded in agreement.

On the way to the elevator, Lin Xian was keenly aware that Xiao Wanqing's walking posture was a little wrong. She frowned slightly, holding Xiao Wanqing's footsteps, worriedly: "What's wrong with your feet?"

Xiao Yunqing knew that Lin Xian would not be able to hide it, and confessed: "I'm sorry, I envy. The crystal ball you sent me was accidentally shattered by me. I didn't pay attention when I packed it up. I stepped on the glass and scratched my sole."

Lin Xian heard that the crystal ball shattered, and his breathing slightly stagnated, and then heard that Xiao Wanqing's feet were scratched, and he couldn't care about anything else. There was only full of anxiety: "Is it serious? Stupid, why are you so careless? How can you still wear shoes, you show me." She said that she squatted down, stretched her hand over Xiao Wanqing's shoe surface and wanted to take off Xiao Wanqing's shoes.

Xiao Wanqing stepped back awkwardly and reminded Lin Xian: "I'm fine, don't worry. Envy, it's inconvenient here. Will I show you later when I go back?"

Lin Xian wanted to say more, but seeing Xiao Wanqing insisted, he slowly lowered his hands. The sad emotion she had been suppressing suddenly surged up, lowered her head, and choked herself: "I blame me."

Blame her for failing to protect her, blame her for failing to persuade her parents, blame her for not being able to grow up overnight, blame for her lack of ability, blame her, blame her...

"Envy..." Xiao Wanqing called her helplessly.

Lin Xian stopped almost guilty of swallowing his guilt, turned his back, turned Xiao Xiaoqing dumbly and said: "I carry you."

Xiao Yunqing's heart softened, and her eyes were full of tenderness. She stepped forward on Lin Xian's back and pressed her cheek against her thin but warm spine. She said warmly: "How can I be willing to go so far," she said pun intendedly: "Envy, this road is too When we grow up, we are all girls. You can’t move me, and I can’t move you. You can support me, and I can help you."

As if thinking of something, Xiao Yun’s smile on his lips gradually turned into bitterness, and he persuaded: "Envy, being responsible is right, but always remember that you are also a girl, and you feel more distressed about yourself."

To be with someone who knows how to distress you...

She hopes that in the future, no matter who he is with, Lin Xian will be able to love and protect himself while loving others.

Lin Xianhan, but Xiao Wanqing, helped her down the stairs, took a taxi and returned to the North District.

On the way, Lin Xian finally couldn't help asking Xiao Xiaoqing what she had talked with her mother. Xiao Xiaoqing just smiled and appeased her: "Your mother promised me to give you time to wait for you to grow up. Specifically, when you get home I will tell you again."

Lin Xian carefully looked at Xiao Wanqing's look, which did not seem to be hypocritical. He felt a little relieved under his heart and took a long breath, showing a heartfelt smile for a long time.

Back at home, Lin Xian's first thing was to squat down and take off Xiao Wanqing's shoes. When she saw the thin wounds and thin slender stitches on Xiao Yuanqing's feet, she suddenly changed her face.

She stood up silently and stooped down, took Xiao Wanqing up and walked to the living room. It was such a mature and safe action, but she walked and cried childishly and fragilely. Big and big tears kept dripping on Xiao Wanqing's neck, wetting Xiao Yunqing's heart.

"Envy turned into a small crying bag." Xiao Wanqing deliberately teased her to ease her emotions.

Lin Xian sat in front of Xiao Wanqing and let Xiao Yuanqing's feet rest on her knees. She lowered her head and moved her hands gently to help Xiao Wanqing sterilize and apply the medicine. Wen Yan pouted, sucked her nose, and said in a dumb voice: "I didn't like crying before. Take care of yourself and I won't cry anymore. ."

She didn't lie. After taking notes, before she met Xiao Wanqing, she shed a lot of tears. After meeting Xiao Wanqing, she became a crying person, but almost every time she collapsed and wept, it was because of Xiao Wanqing.

Xiao Yuanqing's smile lightened slightly, and the hands on both sides of the sofa slightly gathered. After a while, she said in a deep voice: "I promise you, I will take care of myself in the future. Envy, you have to promise me too."

Lin Xian looked up at her.

"You have to take care of yourself in the future, eat well, and grow up. No matter what happens, you can't make fun of your body like these two days. Envy, you promised me many times. Do you want to do it well?"

"You can supervise me, and I can do it." Lin Xian narrowed his eyelids, and whispered naturally as he wrapped Xiao Wanqing with gauze.

Xiao Yuanqing stared at Lin Xian's innocent look, and reached out to touch her head, her eyes slightly red and silent.

At dinner, Xiao Wanqing told Lin Xian that her return was only temporary.

She told Lin Xian that Zhou Qin promised: "I promised that your mother and you will be separated for the time being. I will not meet again for a while. Give them and give us time to calm down. In exchange, your mother promised me to let you Go to the exam, not to force you to go abroad, nor to force you to transfer."

Lin Xianli stopped the tableware and asked Xiao Wanqing stiffly: "For the time being, how long?"

Xiao Yunqing could see that she seemed unacceptable, holding back the misery and guilt in her heart, and comforted her softly in disobedience: "It won’t be long, wait for your mother to get better, and you won’t be affected when you finish the exam. Let's fight hard. Envy, if you continue to stand still like this, your mother will not be able to bear it, and your body will not be able to bear it. If the situation expands, your grandparents will know it, and things will be more difficult to control. We, the Japanese party leader, are not in a hurry at this time."

Lin Xian knew that Xiao Wanqing's words were reasonable. Now such a concession is the best result for Zhou Qin, who is so stubborn.

However, she looked at Xiao Wanqing's usual gentle face in front of her and felt uneasy for no reason. She was silent and did not answer Xiao Wanqing.

Late in the night, Xiao Wanqing took the initiative to be uncharacteristically. Her brows and eyes were full of shyness, and she set fire to Lin Xian. They were killed, entangled and entangled in the waves. Xiao Wanqing had never released a wave. She opened her body, let the girl pick up wildly, after a wave of waves, still using a trembling and dumb sultry voice, and tirelessly asked: "Envy, but also..."

If, tomorrow will never come, if, this dream will never wake up, if, after many years Lin Xian can still remember her...

In a tide of confusion, love, and obsession, she climbed the girl's shoulder, desperately sober, almost trying to leave some traces of the girl they loved so hard.

But in the end, when she was emotional, she still bit her back with restraint, only on the girl's shoulder, leaving a soft kiss that disappeared.

The night gradually calmed down.

Lin Xian thoughtfully helped Xiao Wanqing, who had been so tired to sleep, to clean up the mess, before going to the bathroom to take a shower and return to the bed. She turned her head and saw that Xiao Panpan hadn't slept, and looked at herself slightly with her eyes closed, her heart soft and wet.

She lifted Xiao Panpan's sweaty forehead, touched her face, and discussed seriously with her: "Panpan, wait for my mother to be discharged from the hospital and get better. Let's end this so-called temporary separation. School Over there, transfer is not an easy task. When I go to the Academic Affairs Office to declare that without my own consent, I don’t believe they dare to ignore my will for the transfer. Some things are not fully understood in a moment and a half. It will take time to prove."

"Just when I am selfish and unfilial, I don’t want my mother to disagree one day, and we just give up and waste that way one day. Comprehension and understanding are mutual, and when the holiday is off, if my mother’s attitude is still not softened a bit, regardless of her I don’t agree, I have to come back, and I have to be with you. But, let’s not compromise anymore, okay? No one year, no two years, then five or ten years, they will one day slow down Figured it out."

Xiao Yunqing's eyes looked softly at the girl's firm and fearless face. She wanted to promise her more, and wanted to be as courageous and fearless as she did, regardless. But she is no longer a child, and she is not as naive as Lin Xian.

The tree wants to be quiet and the wind stops, the child wants to raise and kiss. She was afraid of Lin Xian regretting, Lin Xian regretting, she was like herself--

The family is ruined, and the lonely.

The eight words Zhou Qin threatened her like a curse imprinted in her life, a nightmare that she could not get rid of in her life. She couldn't afford to gamble, and she couldn't bear to let Lin Xian gamble.

She was close to the girl's arms, hugged her waist, raised her head, and gave a soft kiss under Lin Xian's forehead. As if she was afraid of disturbing her dreams, her voice was as light as an illusion, soothing Lin Xian: "Okay, Xian Xing, we will discuss it when you are on holiday. Sleep, Xian Xing, and have an exam tomorrow."

Lin Xian barely closed his eyes in the past two days. After all, he was tired. Leaning on Xiao Wanqing's neck, he finally slept slowly.

Xiao Yunqing raised his hand and used the moonlight to describe the girl's peaceful sleep with a little nostalgia and a heart, like a knife, and tears like rain.

Lin Xian, she promised me that it would not embarrass you. Anyone can, but I can't.

So, in the future, regardless of men and women, at the right age, find another person to fall in love with.

She begged 10,000 times in her heart, Lin Xian, can you, can you remember me a little...

In the end, she prayed ten thousand and one times in her heart, Lin Xian, forget me, don't remember me at all.

In the early morning, Lin Xian woke up like Xiao Guqing's gentle call, and got a loving morning kiss from the woman and a peaceful and sweet breakfast. She didn't worry about Xiao Wanqing's foot injury and tried to persuade Xiao Wanqing. Zhou Qin actually completed the delayed examination procedure for her. She could not go to the exam. She could not go home at all. She wanted to stay and take care of her.

But Xiao Yunqing said that Lin Zhan was already waiting for her downstairs, let her obedient, let her calm down, but small and unbearable would make a mess. When they came home this time, except that they were temporarily unable to meet, everything was free, and everything had room for maneuver. She asked her to eat well, take exams, communicate with her parents, and most importantly, take care of herself.

Lin Xian had no choice but to reluctantly, carrying a schoolbag, left home three times and left Xiao Wanqing.

Xiao Wanqing dragged his tired body and stood at the door, like many early mornings that had gone through, watching Lin Xian carrying his schoolbag away, watching the tall and beautiful figure of the girl who took all her love, in her sight, one Little by little, little by little, disappeared, standing for a long time...

It turned out that sorrow and despair came to the end, and no tears could fall.

When Lin Xian went to school, she was repeatedly questioned by Chen Zhi and Tang Mo. She briefed her affairs with her friends briefly, only to realize that Shiman was also inexplicably disconnected in the past two days, even today. She did not take the exam.

Lin Xian didn't have time to call Shiman before the exam. After the exam, she called the phone as soon as she got the phone. As a friend said, Shiman's mobile phone is still off, as is Xia Zhijin's phone.

Lin Xian was at ease and had no other choice but to find the parent phone that Shiman left behind from the class contact book after several setbacks, and dialed the phone to Shi Jinglan.

Shi Jinglan received her call, as if surprised. Wen Tong told her that Xiao Wanqing had to leave Anjiang for personal emotional reasons and could not join the job as scheduled. Does Lin Xian know this? Can you still care about things full?

She told Lin Xian honestly that Shi Man and Xia Zhijin broke up. She bought drunk and got a stomach piercing for first aid. She didn't wait until Xia Zhijin changed her mind to see her.

She said gently: "You don't have to worry about her, she figured it out, she made a good decision, and she will naturally go back to you. You..."

Lin Xian hung up, and his heart sank to the bottom.

But in two days, why is everything so dramatic?

She walked out of the teaching building, Lin Zhan was already waiting for her outside.

She looked at her father quietly and climbed up inexplicably, occupying all her heart. She dialed Xiao Wanqing's phone in a panic, praying impatiently for the phone to be connected.

Fortunately, the phone was connected quickly, and the woman's soft voice came from the end of the phone. She asked softly, "Envy, have you finished the exam?"

Lin Xian was relieved, but choked with a choked voice, and answered her with a nasal voice: "Well, the exam is over."

"went well?"

"It's good, it shouldn't be hindered." It was just such a daily conversation. Lin Xian listened, but felt happily like something was coming out.

"Wait for me a few more days." she promised in a low voice.

"Good..." The woman responded gently to her.

The following week, the days seemed to temporarily reach a balance of tranquility. All her travels required Lin Zhan to pick up and drop off and could not meet Xiao Wanqing, but the call was indeed as Xiao Wanqing said, and she was free to contact. She travels between the school and the hospital every day and listens to Xiao Wanqing's instructions. She relentlessly tries to communicate with Zhou Qinduo, but Zhou Qin always keeps abreast of this. As soon as she heard Lin Xian mention it, she hurried back to review it. In the end there was no more violent jump like before. Lin Xian comforted himself optimistically, after all, it has been eased and changed.

The last exam is in the afternoon. That day, before shutting down into the examination room, she received a call from Xiao Wanqing.

Xiao Yunqing sat alone in the waiting room of the station, looking at the two clay figurines she had removed from the center console in her car, and called her name hard: "Lin Xian..."

Lin Xian said strangely: "Panpan, what's wrong?" Call her at this time?

Xiao Yunqing seemed to be silent for a while on the phone, and then laughed, and said warmly: "The last exam is right? I don't know why I was a little nervous. I want to listen to your voice again to be at ease."

Lin Xian stood at the door of the classroom, smiled indulgently, and appeased her: "Don't be afraid. I finished the exam today, and my mother will be discharged tomorrow. No matter what, I will go back to accompany you at the latest the day after tomorrow."

"Lin Xian..." Xiao Wanqing called her hesitantly again, and finally, for a few seconds of silence, only said: "It's almost time, go to the exam, come on."

She hung up the phone, shut down and took out her mobile phone card, and stared at the small card in her palm until she was reminded that she was about to leave. She stood up and walked forward with heavy steps. After standing for a long time by the trash can, she finally let go of her palm and fell from the little card on the other side.

Lin Xian finished answering the paper ahead of time. During the inspection, she repeated the inexplicably repeated phone call that Xiao Wanqing had just called her. Suddenly, the uneasy premonition permeated her whole body again.

She couldn't sit still, disregarding the so-called rule that he could only submit the papers half an hour before the end of the exam, rushed to the podium and hurried out when the schoolbag was over.

As she ran, she took her cell phone out of her school bag and turned it on, trembling to call Xiao Wanqing's phone.

She wished that everything was the same as when she was uneasy last time, the phone could be connected quickly, and Xiao Panpan's sweet voice could appear in her ear soon.

However, she was terrified, no, not this time. This time, she was responded to by a cold mechanical female voice, telling her: "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off."

Lin Xian's tears flowed through her eyes in an instant. She did not want to believe that she immediately dialed the past again, waiting for her, but still the ruthless female voice.

She flew out of the teaching building, Lin Zhan predicted that Lin Xian could not come out so early, so she hadn't come yet, she unimpededly hit a car at the school gate, and ran towards Xiao Wanqing's family.

Along the way, she called Xiao Wanqing's cell phone countless times, waiting for her a consistent response. Her heart became more and more anxious and panic.

She couldn't take the schoolbag, she rushed off the car at the door of the community, rushed back to Xiao Wanqing's house, and called Xiao Xiaoqing's name from the door all the way. At the end, she knelt on the ground and no one responded to her.

At home, almost everything is as usual, except for the naked eye, only their group photo on the head of the bedroom is missing, and Xiao Wanqing's suitcase in the cabinet.

she left……

Xiao Yuanqing, a liar, lied to her again and left her away...

Lin Xian recognized this reality in despair.

She gritted her teeth and climbed up from the ground, picked up the car key on the coffee table, and ran out to call Wen Tong.

Facing her questioning, Wen Tong just told her indifferently and ruthlessly: "Yes, she is gone, I don't know where she is. You don't ask me. She has some things for me to trust me to you, you find Come and take a look at it. What can you do to find her? Your mother has never respected her and understood her from beginning to end, she will only put all responsibilities on her head, what can you change? Your mother is impulsive The next slap can make Xiao Wanqing's tympanic membrane perforate. After calming down, she can poke her heartlessly without mercy. Will she still lose her reputation in anger? I respect her choice, I don't want to find her. Lin Xian, forget it Come on, you let her go."

Lin Xian was stunned in the same place. His head buzzed if he was struck by lightning. What did Wen Tong say, she said that Panpan perforated the tympanic membrane?

Wen Tong felt ashamed after speaking. Xiao Yuanqing asked her to take care of Lin Xian more, let her watch Lin Xian not to do stupid things, what she did.

She just wanted to say something to comfort Lin Xian, so that she should not be impulsive, Lin Xian hung up her phone. Dialing again, Lin Xian will not answer the phone.

Everyone is cheating on her, no one will help her, no one will understand her more sympathetically and understand how much she loves her, Xiao Panpan. Even Xiao Panpan didn't even know it.

She has only herself.

Lin Xian dried his tears sadly.

She mobilized Xiao Wanqing's car and drove to the airport, allowing Wen Tong, Lin Zhan, Zhou Qin, Chen Zhi, Tang Mo to dial in one after another, ringing until the phone was turned off, and there was no answer.

She almost turned the airport over and over again, and didn't see the figure she was dreaming about. Knowing that hope was slim, she drove to the station without stopping.

As she expected, it was still nothing. As she walked down the stairs full of desolation, one stepped into the air, and she rolled and fell from the high stairs, breaking her head and bleeding.

However, Xiao Panpan, who didn't like her, would feel distressed when she fell on her butt. She did not care about the goodwill of all the crowds around her. Like no one else, she got up, pushed away the crowd, and walked out.

She was in pain all over her body, walking with a tremor that she didn't even realize. There was only one obsession left in her faint mind. When Xiao Panpan was found, Xiao Panpan was retrieved, telling her not to go...

There was no other way, she braced herself up and drove back to the Union Hospital.

As soon as he stepped into the hospital, everyone looked at her with shocked eyes, and she walked towards her destination without knowing it, towards the ward where Zhou Qin was.

Only Zhou Qin was in the ward, Lin Zhan went to Lin Xian.

As soon as he saw Lin Xian covered with blood, Zhou Qin panicked and exclaimed: "Xian Xian, what's wrong with you?! Where have you been? Doctor, doctor!" She got out of bed and wanted to get close to Lin Xian Lin Xian took a step back.

Her eyelashes were soaked with the blood that was left behind, and after freezing, she could not open her eyes. She squinted and stood in the shadow, asked Zhou Qin in a low voice: "Mom, where is Panpan?"

"Lin Xian, I don't know, you go to the doctor first." Zhou Qin was full of Lin Xian's wounds, and didn't care about her question, and anxiously moved forward to catch Lin Xian.

Lin Xian's heart was full of despair, and there would be no compromise. Her mother couldn't compromise. She shouldn't be obedient. How could she be so stupid. She took a step back, and Yu Guang scanned the fruit knife in the fruit basket placed on the TV cabinet, and suddenly grabbed it against her arm.

Zhou Qin froze in shock and shouted at her: "Lin Xian, what are you doing?"

Lin Xian shook his head, sobered his consciousness, supported his final physical strength, stared at Zhou Qin without changing his face, and made a long mouth on his delicate arm.

The blood, following her movements, rushed out and dripped to the ground.

"Mom, where is Panpan?" she asked again.

Zhou Qin's whole person was shaking. She instinctively wanted to take the knife from Lin Xian's hand. Lin Xian stopped her as expected: "Mom, don't come, don't force me."

"Lin Xian, you put the knife down, we have something to say." Zhou Qin did not dare to stimulate Lin Xian, stopped at the same place, and cried out in a panic.

"I shouldn't believe what she said should be calm, and you have to talk to you. You didn't plan to talk to us at all. She has left, and there is nothing more to say." Lin Xian's voice was regretful, and his head was dull. The pain with the body made her exceptionally calm.

She made another cut in her arm, and the pain made her a little more energetic. She stubbornly pressed Zhou Qin: "Mom, you just tell me now, where did she go?"

Zhou Qin looked at his blood-covered daughter, and the whole person collapsed, saying incoherently: "I don't know, envy, I really don't know where she went. You put the knife down, I'll go find her with you, Let's go find it together."

Hearing the noise outside the ward, many people had already gathered, but no one dared to step forward when he saw the knife in Lin Xian's hand.

Zhou Qin attracted Lin Xian's full attention in the front. Two tall male doctors quietly approached Lin Xian from behind. When Lin Xian was unprepared, one stretched his arms and encircled Lin Xian's hands. One quickly captured the knife in Lin Xian's hands.

Lin Xian reacted and struggled as hard as he could, but still had no effect and could not break free. Like knowing that she was gone, she lost her calmness and started crying tears: "Mom, tell me where she is going, Mom, how can you be so cruel..."

However, within a few seconds, the tranquilizer in the nurse's hands had not yet been hit, but Lin Xian was fainted.

Zhou Qin took two rescue pills and slumped outside the emergency room, staring at Lin Xian's blood in his hands.

Just now, is that crazy girl her daughter who has always been clever and sensible? Who are they wrong?

How did things get to where they are now? After all, who is forcing?

Lin Xian had many abrasions on his hands and feet. The most serious one was a tear in his head. Eight stitches were sewed. It was initially suspected that there might be a concussion. Now it is too weak, and his emotions are too excited, and he passed out.

At two o'clock in the morning, Lin Xian woke up without warning.

Lin Zhan sat next to her to watch the night, staring staringly at the bandaged edge of Lin Xian's arm, his eyes darker than the night.

"Dad." The girl suddenly opened her lips hard, husky called him.

"You woke up," Lin Zhan said in surprise. He stepped forward and asked her softly, "Are you thirsty? Do you want to drink water?"

Lin Xian shook her head gently, feeling the pain in her head. She stopped the motion and replied: "Don't drink." She paused and asked him seriously, word by word: "Dad, I asked one last time. You don’t really know where she went?"

Lin Zhanton stopped the pour of water, silent for a moment, frankly said: "Envy, we really don't know where she is. My mother and I just let her break up with you, discuss with her, let her stabilize Staying with you, letting you have a good meal and taking the test at ease, did not ask her to leave Anjiang. This is also something unexpected from me and your mother."

"She knows me too well, as long as she is still in Anjiang City, how can I promise to break up with her." Lin Xian murmured sadly, her heart cut like a knife: "So, did I actually force her away?"

But if she knew she was so determined, Xiao Panpan should know that she would rather grieve herself than let her wander in a strange city without help, and watch her happiness not far from here.

She sat up hard, knelt and stood on the hospital bed, bent down and knocked three heads towards Lin Zhan.

She said: "Dad, thank you and mother for so many years of love,