For The Rest of Our Life

At three o'clock in the morning, a dazzling light was lit in the boundless darkness. The sound of pattering water came from Xiao Wanqing's bathroom.

The cold water gradually cooled the abnormal heat of the body. You can close your eyes, raise your hands, apply the shower gel and rub it against your skin, but in front of you, the dream appears again involuntarily, the girl's powerful long jade knuckles and the enchanting bright face when you are in love. The feeling of being occupied through the legs was dreamy, and the more I wanted to forget, the more I kept in mind, and aroused a wave of shame in my lower abdomen. The clean and refreshing water was continually rinsing all over the body, but Xiao Wanqing felt in a trance that his legs seemed to be very wet all the time.

It wasn't until the white fingers blew wrinkled under the prolonged water immersion, it seemed that the skin would be broken with just a light rub, and Xiao Yunqing ended his long self torture, pressing the faucet weakly, turning off the flower sprinkle.

Putting on clean and fresh underwear, Xiao Wanqing turned sideways, gazing lowly at the soaked underpants.

For a long while, she clenched her five fingers on her side, clenched her lips, reached for it, picked it up, and stepped on the lid of the trash can, throwing away a dream she didn’t dare to face up to and didn’t deserve. , Abandoned and abandoned it tremblingly.

She closed her eyes and made up her mind.

It's time for a break.

Lin Xian has been secretly looking at Xiao Wanqing cautiously while eating the next morning. Afterwards, she always felt that Aunt Xiao had specifically stated the point with her last night.

But Xiao Yuanqing, as usual, sat with his waist and legs straight and dignified, biting the sandwich in his hand seriously, not looking squinted, as if the accidental rebuttal of the two last night did not bring about different consequences.

Lin Xian could not have guessed Xiao Wanqing's ideas. She took a sip of milk and decided to retreat: "Aunt Xiao, I thought about it later. I was too excited when I was arguing with you yesterday. The tone is not very good. I hope you don't worry about it."

She stared at Xiao Wanqing sternly, afraid to miss any clues she might have reflected in her reaction.

Xiao Yuanqing's heart jumped hard when she heard the girl's sweet and soft voice. She raised her eyes and looked at her deeply. When she saw the face that was as bright and charming as in her sleep, her eyes unconsciously showed all kinds of tenderness, and there seemed to be a shallow water rippling.

Soon, she hung down her snow-white neck and dared not look at Lin Xian again. Zhuang Ruo naturally teased Lin Xian and said: "Envy, you think too much. We are just rational discussions. Am I like that kind of person in your heart?" ?"

After she finished speaking, she didn’t wait for Lin Xian to respond, and added: “I feel envious that you are right. Maybe, this topic is really not suitable. I will go to the magazine society meeting in the morning to discuss with my colleagues.”

Lin Xian kept staring at Xiao Wanqing, so even though she converged quickly, Lin Xian still caught the tenderness when Xiao Yunqing stared at her. It seemed that in an instant, she reached out and touched Xiao Wanqing's fiery heartbeat. Her heartbeat was driving her, and she couldn't help but palpitate.

Before she calmed down, she heard Xiao Wanqing's concession to the topic of teacher-student love, and her heart suddenly became more and more excited.

Was it what she said yesterday that touched Aunt Xiao? Did Aunt Xiao listen in?

The corners of her brows were immediately dyed with indescribable joy. Her eyes were as bright as glittering stars, and she happily asked Xiao Wanqing with expectation: "Aunt Xiao, do you agree that it is love?"

The girl’s joyful and expectant voice pierced Xiao Xiaoqing’s heart. She could not imagine how she would disappoint and sadden her one day later.

Xiao Yuanqing looked at Lin Xian with a complicated look, and then he paused a bit. A moment later, she dullly shifted the topic: "Envy you to practice car this afternoon?"

Lin Xian did not hear the expected answer. He flattened his mouth, apparently dissatisfied with Xiao Wanqing's avoidance. She just wanted to keep on asking, but she looked at Xiao Wanqing Rouwan with a fragile look, but also a little soft-hearted.

Shouldn’t she be too tight? At least, Aunt Xiao has already talked about it, but she didn’t deny it.

There has been progress and progress, so give Aunt Xiao a little time to convince yourself. Lin Xian pursed her lips, softened her eyes, and comforted her optimistically.

In the office of the editor-in-chief of the magazine after the morning meeting, Xiao Wanqing held the pen horizontally in both hands, his eyes fixed on the computer display for a long time, motionless.

Assistant Xiao Ke sorted out the documents he would receive in the morning on the table, and quietly looked at Xiao Wanqing several times, secretly wondering, what happened to the editor today?

Suddenly Xiao Xiaoqing put down the pen and named her: "Xiao Ke?"

Xiao Ke slandered Xiao Wanqing, was caught off guard, and became a thief. He suddenly shook his body, and panicked, amazed, and answered Xiao Wanqing, "Editor, what's wrong?"

Xiao Yuanqing seemed to be a bit difficult to tell, and Wen Xiu's face was embarrassed, and said softly: "Although it is still working, but because things are urgent, can I ask you a private matter?"

Xiao Ke knows that Xiao Wanqing has always had a sense of justice, even if it is a private matter, it should not be a matter of privacy that is difficult to answer. She briskly agreed: "Of course, what's the matter?"

Xiao Yunqing consulted with her: "I have heard that you said that you had a cousin who was a Yuesao before. Recently, she just took care of a difficult employer and went out to confine her baby. She is going to take a rest as a regular babysitter for a while, right? ?"

Xiao Ke nodded and nodded: "Well, yes, you are really good memories." This is just that she accidentally talked about when they were eating and chatting together. I didn't expect Xiao Yunqing to remember.

Xiao Wanqing continued to ask: "Did she find an employer?"

Xiao Ke shook his head: "No. Now the nanny is usually an elderly person. Most of the people who are tough are only those who have to cook. The aunt is conservative and feels not suitable. There are also female employers, but most of them are not healthy. It’s too healthy and needs to be taken care of. She feels too tired, and it’s no different from Yuesao.

Xiao Wanqing’s eyes sank and asked quietly, "Can you help me ask her if she is willing to take care of a teenage college girl who lives alone? There is nothing special about it, as long as she takes care of her diet, three meals, and purchases fruits regularly. Drink, occasionally clean the house to keep the house tidy."

Xiao Ke surprised: "Is the editor in charge of your family looking for?"

"No, I'm looking for it." Xiao Wanqing replied with a deep voice. "Remember to come to my niece? I want to take care of her."

Little Ke suddenly overjoyed. The editor-in-law's niece looks beautiful and very friendly, not to mention the editor-in-chief's good temper, this employer is afraid that he can't find it even carrying the lantern. She promised repeatedly: "Okay, editor-in-chief, I called my cousin during lunch break and said, will I let her contact you directly?"

Xiao Yunqing smiled lightly, and thanked: "Okay, then trouble you." After all, she folded her hands, took a deep breath, stood up, and walked outside the door: "I'll find it President, you just put it in the blue clip next to me."

Along the way to the president's office, Xiao Wanqing's steps became heavier and he looked more and more pale.

She thought of Lin Xianmei's expecting a smile, the decision she was about to make, the thought of Lin Xian's crying face, and she felt as if she had a sharp knife in her heart, pierced and pulled up relentlessly, poked blood after blood. The hole is full of holes.

But step by step, she still walked firm, did not retreat, and walked into the president's office.

At the morning meeting last week, the president revealed that the head office was interested in responding to the development trend of new media with good development prospects. He opened a branch in Hezhou, the southern economic center of the forefront of new media development. Send people to the past two weeks of advanced behavioral exchange meetings and market research to explore the way.

The president said that anyone interested in understanding the new media dynamics in the past can contact him in private. When speaking, Xiao Yunqing noticed that the president had intentionally or unintentionally cast her attention on her.

In fact, she understands that the president values ​​her. At this stage, it is said to be doing short-term research to explore the way, but this matter has already begun, it should be put into practice in all likelihood. If the branch is really opened, the leader of the team, if he wants, can take the people out of it and become the leader of the branch.

In the past two years, a deputy editor-in-chief went to the branch in the next city in this way and was successfully promoted several levels. Only she, after sitting in the position of editor-in-chief, stayed at the same place consistently, without contention.

She didn't have much expectation of life, and she didn't have too many material desires, so she didn't want to get too tired to fight for anything, nor did she want to work hard to adapt to a new life. So she knew not to go on, staying there, there was almost no room for promotion on the side of the headquarters, and she was willing to be mediocre, willing to watch the back wave constantly obliterate her front wave.

But now, she had to leave.

She clearly saw her say "when I am willing to go", the president's eyes surprised and admired. The man received the pen, and Ruya smiled and said: "Xiao Xiao, I have been waiting for you. This market is very large. I am very optimistic about it and very optimistic about you."

Xiao Wanqing felt the sharp knife finally stopped at the moment when he agreed. Not letting go of her, but cruelly and stolen away a large piece, **** and empty...

She thought that she might laugh ugly, but she still smiled decently and politely thanked the other party for giving her this opportunity.

Thank him for giving her a chance to force herself to break.

During the lunch break, after talking with Xiao Ke's cousin, Xiao Yunqing called Zhou Qin and told him that he would temporarily travel for half a month and that he might be stationed abroad for a long time in the future. She was afraid that Zhou Qin would be too worried about Lin Xian’s life. She assured her: "I helped Xian Xian find a reliable babysitter to take care of the enviable meals. I will also pay attention to Xian Xian’s diet and work schedule regularly. If you don’t worry, you can..."

Before she had finished speaking, Zhou Qin interrupted her: "Xiaohua, what other nanny do you help her, even if she is such a big man, wouldn't she take care of herself? If she doesn't work, let her clean up and go to school The accommodation is ready, Xiaoyun, you have to work, you don’t have to worry about her. It’s because you’re outside, take care of yourself.”

Xiao Yuanqing listened to Zhou Qin's mildly concerned words from his mobile phone, his heart was ashamed and warm, and his nose was a bit sour. "It's almost a month since the start of school. I envy where to go to stay at this time." The main thing is that Lin Xian once thought she would come back and would not be willing to leave.

She hesitated for a while and concealed her awkward voice, and retreated with a heart-cutting approach: "However, I may have to work in Hezhou for a long time next semester. If I don’t mind a person, I can continue I live here, and the family is more comfortable than the dormitory."

Sure enough, Zhou Qin immediately rejected the proposal: "Let her stay in the next semester, she is also such a big person, it is time for her to learn to grow up, integrate into the society, and take care of herself."

Compared with Lin Xian's whereabouts, she cares more about Xiao Wanqing: "If you really go to Hezhou, how long do you have to work there?" She sighed and said, "Forget it, you may not be able to recognize people if you live and work in another place. Some newcomers," she said earnestly: "Xiaohua, her own affairs should also be grasped. This year, my sister's heart is always hanging, I hope you are happy and happy." Xiao Wanqing's life-long major events are still pending, Zhou Qin saw Her parents and relatives are gone, and in the spirit of her elder sister like a mother, she can't help but get upset in a hurry. Helpless Xiao Wanqing plays too well every time Tai Chi makes her too embarrassed to force her to urge her.

Zhou Qin's nagging care like sister and mother made Xiao Yunqing's heart heavier and more guilty. She felt that every distraction for Lin Xian and every sentiment for Lin Xian was her own kindness. Heart sharp knife.

She dared not answer, her nails fell deep into her palms, and she felt herself in pain.

There will be no happiness.

Such a ungrateful person as she is ungrateful may be punished like this.

Love can't, can't ask.

There will be no more love in this life.

In this life, I can't love the person I want to love.

But in this life, it was good to see Lin Xian's family happy.

The author has something to say: Lin Xian covers her face: Aunt Xiao cares so much about my car training, I... I will definitely practice my car skills!

I thought about it. The first time I drove the technology ranking list, it should be Shiman>Zhijin>Lin Xian>Wen Tong (this person’s technology is really bad, it’s a shock to wax for a second)