Forbidden love president, good evening

But Beck's voice echoed in his ear: "I woke you up, didn't I? Sorry, liuche, the thunder outside is really big and terrible... "

That kind of sound like innumerable awls pierced into Huangfu's brain.

He grabbed his head and tried to put his hand in it to dig out the illusion.

However, the phantom sound was not removed.

"Liu Che, what's the matter with you? Liu Che... "

Huangfu liuche suddenly grabs the vase on his head cupboard and throws it away: "go away, go away."

The sound of vase breaking on the ground clearly.

Huangfu shuddered and said, "don't come again. Don't touch me any more. Let me go, let me go. "

There was a sudden silence in the room, and there was no thunder outside the window. Only the pea sized raindrops pounded on the window glass one after another.

Huangfu's eyes were fixed. He saw Becker standing in front of him with a pillow in his arms. His big eyes were twinkling, and the bottom of his eyes was full of water.

"Liuche, you hate me, don't you?"

Huangfu liuche was afraid of this illusion. He grabbed another cup and tried to throw it at her.

However, his hand was raised several times, but he couldn't do it.

Clearly know that this is an illusion, clearly know that she is not true, clearly know that the cup hit in the past can not hurt her.

But he still can't do it!

His hand loosened weakly and slipped onto the sheet. He could hardly rely on himself. He almost reached out to her and held her in his arms.

Just as he reached out his hand, there was a dull sound in his mind

"Mr. Feng, this illusion is your devil." The psychiatrist's words hovered in his ears, "can cause this kind of illusion, mainly because you are too depressed and forbear yourself. It may have something to do with your childhood experience. When the world is not satisfactory, the accumulation of disappointment makes you despair of this real society. This is the early stage of your autism, you can't compromise, you have to overcome the demons. Otherwise, if you indulge in this illusion, you will indulge in it and construct the ideal world you want in your own world. This is terrible. "

As long as he conquers himself, he can get rid of her completely.

He grabbed the cup again, but threw it all at the Becker.

The cup went through the body of the beco man and broke to the ground.

Beikeren seemed to be hurt by the cup. He stepped back two steps, and the tears in his eyes were more shining: "liuche, do you hate me so much, why?"

"Go away, go away!"

Huangfu liuche repressed himself, because of this repression, his shoulders could not stop shaking.

He clenched his hands into fists and hit the bed board heavily. He hoped that this illusion would leave his life soon and make him normal.

But when becoren really turned and left, he could no longer suppress himself and whispered, "don't go."

Even if it's a hallucination, as long as she can often appear and accompany him, what's wrong?

Even if it is true that he has constructed the ideal world he wants in his inner world, what does it matter?

Anyway, in the real world, he has nothing to miss. It's better to immerse himself in the fictional world.

The wind and rain swept the whole world.

Huangfu liuche got out of bed in the dark and approached the imaginary Becker.

This time, he reached out and hugged her. Instead of disappearing like the air, she leaned into his arms——

He closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "deer, come with me... Let's get out of here, go to Greece and live our own world."

In his arms, Beck nodded silently.

Huangfu laughs.

Beck laughed, too.

They smile and look at each other

But there are tears, quietly sliding across Huangfu's face. He closed his eyes and let himself completely separate from this cruel world, lost in his own world, degenerate and sink.

————————Works of master six of rose————————

A week later, in the evening, the whole community was shrouded in a quiet atmosphere.

On the road in front of the villa, several trucks were parked there, and the moving team was moving furniture and goods to the cars.

On the second floor of the villa, Huangfu liuche packs the remaining books into the same carton, leans against the window and speaks to the air beside him

"We're going to get out of here."

“……”

"I'll drag everything here to Greece. Everything has our memories. Even our new houses as like as two peas are arranged here. Do you agree?

“……”

It was clear that there was air beside him, but it seemed that someone was answering. Gently, he raised a low smile.

That smile is pure happiness, happiness to full up, but no one will notice, his eyes that dark lonely.

He is still sober now, soberly aware that the beckons around him are just a fake.

But he was willing to indulge in such an assumption.

Perhaps, after a period of time, even his reason will be lost, will completely believe this illusion?

At that time, was he like a psycho in the eyes of outsiders?

He's going to get out of here, far away.

Let's just run away.

In his life, he firmly carried and went down any personnel, and never evaded.

He lived so hard, but God didn't seem to pity him, still let him live so hard.

In the red glow, he looked at the window faintly. With the only reason left, he said to the Becker man who was far away in the arms of Huangfu Liufeng: "deer, I'm leaving."

I'm sorry, I didn't want to be a lover, but I could be a relative and a friend.

Support her when she is sad.

I even hope that one day she will abandon Huangfu Liufeng and come back to him because she feels discord with him.

But he didn't even have this strength.

Maybe this life is too strong, all his strong exhausted, he now want to be a coward.

……

City a, the road leading to the community is water and Malone.

Becker sat beside Huangfu Liufeng.

As soon as his cough was cured, she couldn't wait to urge him. Finally, today, he agreed to take her to Huangfu liuche.

I don't know why. Last night, with thunder and lightning, she always had a bad feeling. She couldn't sleep until the light of the day. She took a nap and had a nightmare.

She couldn't remember what she had dreamt. It seemed that she had dreamt of Huangfu liuche. It was a terrible nightmare.

Her eyelids were always jumping. She asked Huangfu Liufeng to bring her, and repeatedly promised that she would be careful not to hurt the baby

She must see Huangfu liuche, say sorry to him personally, and express her gratitude to him.

Although, she still hurt him

However, the beckons don't want to be irresponsible. She won't be at ease for a day without solving the problem between them.

The car was blocked. Huangfu Liufeng watched the road outside quietly.

"Come on, come on," the Becks said

Huangfu frowned: "the car is blocked. You've been urging me since I went out. Why can't you wait so long? Can't wait to see him? "

When she mentioned it in the morning, he thought that he should bring her.

After all, their happiness is based on Huangfu liuche's pain, and beikeren is also Huangfu liuche's hand, he can't ignore everything.

But seeing Beck's anxious appearance, his heart was filled with anger.

So it took me a long time to go out slowly until the sun was setting.

He planned that no matter what Huangfu liuche said or how Beike people wavered, they would never be together again

"I don't know. I'm just in a hurry." Beck people bite their lips, "always feel, do not meet again, will never see the feeling."

Just like that time, Huangfu Liufeng gave her the last call.

Although she didn't understand that Huangfu Liufeng meant to die, she just felt that he would be far away and never see that far again, and she was flustered.

Beck man lowered his eyes: "Huangfu Liufeng, do you think liuche will also..."

"Why?" Huangfu Liufeng was already a little impatient. Becoren mentioned "liuche", so his tone became a bit bad.

"Nothing more." Seeing that he didn't like to listen, the beckons didn't dare to go on.

But in the middle of Becker's words, Huangfu Liufeng frowned again

"You don't like to hear me mention him."

"If you mention it, just say it!" Although he doesn't like to hear, he will think more if she doesn't finish.

"Will liuche be the same as you were last time, that one?"

I'm afraid, I'm afraid Huangfu liuche and Huangfu Liufeng can't think of it... Doing stupid things.

Huangfu Liufeng understood, raised the corner of his mouth and said firmly, "No

"Why?"

"You think everyone is me, I love you so much." Huangfu Liufeng reached out and stroked her cheek. "Only I can't leave you and miss you so much... Others can live without you."

"Is it?" Becker looked at Huangfu and nodded his head.