Free Soldier King Mixed Country
Chapter 4310: Sad man
This time I lost to Zhang Tianshi, but deep down in Xiao Huaili's heart, he never regarded himself as a loser.
Others are not qualified to interrogate themselves. If they don't understand other people's past, they can't blame his present. Xiao Huaili spouted a big mouthful of blood again and laughed wildly.
"Do you have such a feeling that you can't get ahead in your life and live in the shadow of others. No matter what you do, you are inferior. You have never been appreciated by others, and no one will affirm your strength."
"Are you talking about your brother Xiao Huaiyi?"
"You have met him once, and you know his excellence, even in the eyes of the people, he is the hope of our Xiao Clan, just like the patron saint of the Xiao Clan."
Xiao Huaili recalled the past, just like he had dealt with Xiao Cang before, treating Xiao Cang as an outsider and not giving Xiao Cang a fair and equal opportunity.
They are also members of the Xiao Clan. Why is there such a big difference between people? He doesn't understand this, and he doesn't understand the selfish thoughts of human beings.
He clearly remembered that there was a time when Xiao Qian needed to appoint someone to go out to perform a task. This task was very important. Once it was completed, it would surely establish a position in the Xiao Clan.
After the death of the eldest brother, Xiao Huaili had been looking for opportunities to perform, thinking about relying on his own ability to fight against Xiao Huaiyi, who were also members of the Xiao clan, why this patriarch couldn't do it himself.
He seized this opportunity and the four brothers present did not show up, Xiao Huaili stood up on his own and expressed his willingness to share the worries for his father, hoping to delegate this task to him.
This was the first time that Xiao Huaili was so positive. He clearly remembered that the expressions on everyone present were surprised and jealous, and Xiao Huaiyi, who had been sitting aside, his face kept calm, seemed to have no intention of fighting in his heart.
However, afterwards, Xiao Qian automatically moved his gaze away from Xiao Huaili, as if he hadn't seen him, walked directly to him, and handed the task to Xiao Huaiyi.
This feeling was like being slapped severely in front of everyone. His own initiative and positiveness was exchanged for Xiao Huaizhi's mockery. At that moment, Xiao Huaili clenched his fists, wishing to punch him out.
Then he stood in front of Xiao Qian and asked why this was, why he had already stood up, but his father ignored his existence. Several brothers and others did not express, but handed over the task to his brother.
Could it be said that in order to cultivate Xiao Huaiyi, things can be biased to such an extent, Xiao Huaili was very unwilling, but in the end he still endured it, and if he behaved too strongly at that time, he would lose the opportunity forever.
"Huaili, you should stay in the clan to practice in retreat. I will come back as soon as I go out. I hope you can gain something when I come back."
Xiao Huaiyi smiled slightly and patted Xiao Huaili's shoulder lightly. He didn't notice that Xiao Huaili's face had become extremely gloomy with his trust in his brother.
Xiao Huaili, who was so humiliated deep in his heart, remained calm and didn't continue to fight for it. Instead, he left silently. From then on, he understood the truth that he could not rely on others for charity for what he wanted.
Only with a hard fist can you get everything you want, that is, at that time, Xiao Huaili's mood changed.
"No matter what he did since childhood, Xiao Huaiyi was always better than me. For the same technique, he only needs one day to learn and understand, but it takes me more than ten days to get started."
Xiao Huaiyi said angrily, this kind of feeling is beyond description, it seems that the current students, the praises of their parents, have always been other people's children, and they have nothing to do with them.
They ignore what you do, but they have to stand up and comment at the last moment, and some of the clansmen regard Xiao Huaili as a ruler to measure Xiao Huaiyi's growth rate.
In the end, his ruler would never be able to measure the height of his elder brother. He became a tool for comparison, and his heart became more gloomy, giving birth to the shadow of a demon.
"If you say that, when you followed Xiao Huaiyi and came to my Qingyun Guan, in fact, you already had a demon in your heart, right?"
Zhang Tianshi recalled the scene at the time and finally understood why Xiao Huaili had no interest in the meditation art he created.
Originally, the function of this meditation tactic was to restrain the demons and keep one's heart at peace. Only by letting go of oneself and abandoning all distracting thoughts can one achieve the so-called meditation.
At that time, it only took Xiao Huaiyi half an hour to learn the meditation technique, which was of great help to cultivation, but Xiao Huaili had no interest at all, and even showed disgust.
Now that I finally understand the inside story, I blame myself for being careless, how can I miss such details, if I detect it in time, maybe there will be no previous tragedies.
"Yes! I live in the dark, there is nothing to accompany, and no one is worthy of trust. The only person who understands me is the born demon."
"The devil is born from the heart, you know that all of this is caused by your inner greed and obsession. What you are after is nothing but nothing."
What Zhang Tianshi said, not only did not make Xiao Huaili reflect on his faults, but instead made Xiao Huaili think that these people around him were stupid people who were not using such a powerful force, so they had to blame something.
"What do you know! With my strength and the speed of my cultivation, even if it takes a lifetime, don't try to catch up with him."
Xiao Huaiyi's talent is extraordinary, far above Xiao Huaili, the same practice, Xiao Huaiyi can achieve the effect in a day, he needs a week to achieve.
Moreover, this gap has become bigger and bigger with the passage of time, and in the end it will be a chasm, a gap that will never be crossed.
In the early days of the birth of the heart demon, Xiao Huaili also refused. He didn't want to rely on this kind of external force to make himself stronger, but in the end he couldn't survive the temptation of the heart demon and finally came on this road.
"I can only follow in his footsteps if I integrate the power of the demon. Even with the demon, it took more than 20 years. I can't wait for all of this."
Xiao Huaili smiled grimly. After understanding the reasons for all this, Zhang Tianshi felt that this person was really sad.
It was just for the obsession of the heart that finally turned into this kind of thing, a good future was completely ruined, and further and farther on the road of making mistakes, in the end, it is estimated that even he himself would not be able to think of who he would become.
He wanted to say that people are different from people. Everyone's talent and destiny have been destined from the moment of birth. The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility. Xiao Huaili never understood this truth.
Blindly competing with others, wanting to be affirmed by others, but not knowing how much others have paid, because of this resentment, he killed his brother and betrayed the Xiao Clan.
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