From Body to Love

"Meng Fu, you are really shameless. What a bitch. " He squatted down, raised his hand, frivolously lifted Meng Fu's chin and examined the man's ink like eyes.

This eye is clear, but it is just a layer of lies in Guze's eyes.

Meng Fu is filthy.

The pulp of the finger gently rubbed the blood on Meng Fu's lips. He looked at the bright red palm print on his face.

His anger did not abate.

He wanted to raise his hand again, but he saw that Meng Fu had shrunk and closed his eyes. For a moment, he wanted to resist. Finally, he put down his hand covering his face.

Guze, if you want to hit me, hit me.

But the hand stopped in mid air and didn't fall.

Meng Fu opened his eyes and saw Gu Ze let go of his chin, then stood up and took two steps back. The eyes are dark.

His voice was somewhat timid, "Mr. Gu."

……

Halfway through the game, Meng Yi heard a knock on the door in the bathroom, but he didn't care much about the game. However, there was a huge noise soon.

He quickly dropped his cell phone and ran over, "Meng Meng."

With a natural sense of danger, Meng Yi ruthlessly pulled Gu Ze, "don't hit Meng Meng."

Gu Ze stood still and let Meng Yi hold him. He looked at the poor shrinking Meng Fu and said coldly, "Meng Fu, I really don't want to see you again."

With that, he broke away from Meng Yi and turned away.

Meng Yi went to hold Meng Fu, took off his cotton padded jacket and covered Meng Fu. "Meng Meng, are you cold?"

"Is he gone?"

"I'll go out and have a look." Then he quickly ran to the door and quickly turned back, "Meng Meng, the big brother is gone."

Meng Fu suddenly settled down and left. It's good to go. Before, he was only deeply sorry for Guze, but now he is very afraid every time he sees Guze.

I'm afraid the man let him have oral sex for him.

Fear of this man running through him.

Afraid of letting this man die again and again.

"Meng Meng, did you take the wrong medicine? I took the wrong medicine, so I beat people. Last time I saw someone fighting in brother Ye Yan's company, brother Ye Yan said that others took the wrong medicine. My big brother must have taken a lot of cold medicine, right? " He hugged Meng Fu whose face was white with cold.

"Well, yes, he took the wrong medicine." His head finally recovered. He stood up, took off his cotton padded jacket and covered Meng Yi again. "Don't catch a cold, or you'll have to take cold medicine. Get out and I'll take another bath. "

In his head, Gu Ze said when he left, "Meng Fu, I really don't want to see you again."

Did you let him die?

However, he is really afraid of pain. Death must be very painful. He cuts his wrists, cuts his throat, hangs himself, and takes sleeping pills... It seems that only euthanasia can be less painful. Unfortunately, he has no resources.

Hot water sprayed on the body and finally restored some warmth. The cheeks were burning.

Close his eyes, countless ways of death lingered in his mind. He carefully screened and compared them to alleviate the pain.

Not enough. After taking a bath, I found all kinds of books.

Seeing Meng Yi's mobile phone, he took it to the Internet to search. What are the top ten torture, lingchi, waist cutting... He looked through it all, and then suddenly smiled like a self mockery.

"What does Meng Meng laugh at?"

"Nothing. I'm just surprised what I'm doing."

Did you really decide to die? What do you do to understand this?

"Why?"

"Look at the phone."

"Oh, Meng Meng, I told you secretly." Meng Yi seemed to be overheard by someone around. He put his hand over Meng Fu's ear and whispered, "I called this mobile phone with my big brother's mobile phone. It turned out that I really got through. I'm smart. Now I can safely call brother Ye Yan. Brother Ye Yan said he was free in the evening. "

With that, Meng Yi hid in his room with his mobile phone and began to make a phone call.

Meng Fu took the blade from the bathroom and rowed on his wrist for a long time. He didn't dare to start. As if he wanted to verify his courage, he opened his eyes and gently rowed a little.

Pain, the only feeling that reaches the nerve endings is pain.

Shed a little blood, he wiped the blood dry and pressed his fingers.

Just such a little wound hurt so much that he suddenly had an idea that everyone who dared to commit suicide was a great man.

The blade is thrown into the dustbin. Meng Fu closes his eyes and leans against the head of the bed. What should I do?

What shall I do?

Every day, every moment seems to be branded with the trace of Guze, which makes people afraid of pain.

……

In the dark room, Zhou Weiguo nodded and bowed to the man sitting, "everything you told me to do has been done. Look at this..."

Rubbing the thumb and index finger back and forth means obvious.

"Meng Fu is really embarrassed?"

"Yes, everyone thinks he is a murderer. I also told his boss that he is a bitch that everyone can go to prison. His boss's expression is really wonderful. Do you think he can stay like this?"

Recalling the anger on Guze's face, Zhou Weiguo was very proud. He didn't know that Guze's enemy was Meng Fu. He only said in his heart how could a boss bear that his employees were murderers or male prostitutes!

"Good. Here's your money. "

The man handed an envelope to Zhou Weiguo, "there will be a place for you in the future."

"Well, thank you, Mr. king."

Zhou Weiguo happily kicked the money out of the door. First, he had to stay in a good hotel, eat a delicious meal, and then call a woman.

Zhou Weiguo was thinking about how to make good use of the money, but he paused and then stepped back. Sure enough, the man on the roadside was a familiar person.

"Oh, isn't this Meng Fu?"

Meng Fu gave Zhou Weiguo a cold look and turned to walk in the other direction.

"I'm still handing out leaflets in such a cold day. I happen to have money. Why don't I invite you to dinner? At least we've been roommates for seven years. "

Meng Fu quickened his pace, but Zhou Weiguo did not follow. He shouted behind Meng Fu, "Meng Fu, who told you to offend the wrong people! Don't blame me. You deserve it. "

That night, Gu Ze came early and left late. Hearing the sound of closing the door, Meng Fu whispered softly, "I deserve it."

When taking a bath, he looked at his wrist with band aid. It didn't seem to hurt so much.

It just hurt for a while.

Just endure the pain for a while.

It's easy to die.

After thinking for a long time, he took his cell phone from Meng Yi's sleeping room and turned over the call records. So many of the same ones should be called by Xiao Yi to Ye Yange.

Then this different one should be Guze's.

"Hello?" Somehow, his voice was a little hoarse. He coughed gently.

"Meng Fu."

"How do you know it's me?"

Why don't you know? Guze has been waiting for him to call. If Meng Yi hadn't dialed his number that day, he would have saved it.

"What's up?"

"Oh." I wanted to say suicide, but I hesitated. He didn't want to die. He really didn't want to die.

But if it is not for Xiao Yi, what is the significance of living for him? Will only be entangled by endless hatred. Guze hates him, he and his wife hate him, and he Manyu and his children also hate him.

Every day, every day, only pain is imposed on him.

He looked down at his wrist and finally summoned up his courage. "I committed suicide. Can you take care of my brother?"

Now my aunt has found out that brother Ye Yan has taken care of Xiaoyi during this period. With my aunt, Xiaoyi can't be better. It's better to let Guze take care of him. Although he hates him, he won't hurt Xiaoyi.

He knew that Guze would be a good man if it wasn't for this layer of hatred. He could judge from his attitude towards Xiaoyi.

At the other end of the phone, Guze was surprised to lock his eyebrows. The man who was afraid of death told him that suicide was impossible. How could he be willing to commit suicide, "why should I take care of my enemy's brother? Are you making a deal with me? Have you been so busy that you don't even have a relative to help take care of your brother? " He added, "you live so sad that you should die early."

It was a mockery tone, but the person who said this stuck his finger on the mobile phone, as if he pulled out the person at the other end of the phone at any time.

"Mr. Gu, I have no relatives willing to take in Xiaoyi. Who would be willing to take in a murderer's brother?" He smiled sadly and said, "in fact, my brother is very simple and kind. I will give you the cost of taking care of him. You just need to ensure that he can grow up safely. I need to sign an agreement with you and have it certified by the notary office. I don't want Xiao Yi to live on the streets as soon as I die. If you agree, I'll kill myself. "

His hands were shaking and his lips were shaking, which was an unconscious reaction.

He was committing suicide, but he didn't know whether he had the courage.

"OK." A good word, Gu Ze almost clenched his teeth and said the next sentence, "Meng Fu, don't let me down."

"Yes."

Gu Ze didn't expect Meng Fu to write the agreement so soon. Meng Fu's name has been signed on it. He taught himself the law and wrote the terms clearly.

"Sign it."

He put the agreement in front of Guze and couldn't see any expression.

Almost without hesitation, Guze signed a note. The struggle and sadness of that moment were well covered up in the past.

Because committing suicide is not allowed by law, Gu Ze doesn't care. He knows that since Meng Fu said so, he will do so.

After notarization, Meng Fu handed his wallet to Gu Ze, "Mr. Gu, I'm sorry, I lied. I don't have enough money to pay Xiao Yi's living expenses. This is the money I earn from my part-time job these days. I think your living conditions are enough to support Xiaoyi. Besides, Xiaoyi in our family is very good and obedient. He will never... "

Before he finished, he was interrupted by Guze angrily, "enough, so flustered to explain the future, why are you so anxious to die at the moment." After a pause, he said, "Meng Fu, have you really thought about it?"

He nodded and saw Guze looking at him suspiciously, "I think so."

……

The tip of the knife lies on the wrist. When I really decided to commit suicide, I was unexpectedly calm. Xiaoyi has asked brother Ye Yan to take care of him all night.

He sat on the bathroom floor without scruples, looking for the main artery with his wrist, but he couldn't find it for a long time. He had to cut deeply into the same place one by one.

It hurts. It really hurts.

The body seemed to be drained, and every cell shouted a strong sense of pain.

His lips gradually lost their blood color, and the whole person was cold. He couldn't feel the warmth of the warm water in the bathtub.

Meng Fu felt that his consciousness was gradually blurred.

The eyes began to lose sight of things.

All his hopes and glimmers of longing in life began to freeze.

Guze, it's really what you want.

I owe two lives, and now I pay them back with my life. One life for two, Guze, do you think it's worth it?

Only wish,

I don't owe you anything anymore.