From Body to Love

Guze took Meng Fu's hand.

His warm palm wrapped his cool palm.

But he clearly felt that Meng Fu's plain words meant parting. As he thought, once he forgives him, he will go without hesitation.

Once he forgives him, he has no reason to stay with him.

"Meng Fu, are you in such a hurry to pay off?" He asked, concealing the sadness of his eyes.

"Pay what you owe." Being held by Guze's hand, his palm was sweating. Meng Fu said, "maybe I can't pay it off completely now. I'll pay it back slowly."

Gu Ze Wen said on the back of his hand, "Meng Fu..."

No amount of words can be said.

At the beginning of autumn, the thin rain fluttered and the wind blew, leaving a vast floating life. In the blink of an eye, it has been eight years.

From 18 to 26.

Meng Fu looked empty and confused. He suddenly realized that all he had left in his life in the past eight years was Guze except the gray sky.

That day, Guze had something to do in the company and didn't come. Meng furely sat on the hospital bed, asked the nurse to bring paper and pen and left a letter to Guze.

He walked vainly towards the hospital gate and called a taxi.

The driver asked, "where are you going?"

He thought, opened and closed his pale lips, "I want to go to the cemetery and then to the suburbs."

"What is the specific place in the suburbs? Save me a detour. "

"Just any hotel."

Just stay anywhere.

He leaned against the car to sleep, his lips curled and smiled, and the drizzle sprinkled on the window. He thought it would be better if it were a sunny day.

You will have a hunch that the temperature in the palm is gradually losing. You can't hold this person's hand or this person's heart. There is a drizzle in the open window.

The drizzle drenched the paper.

Guze twisted out the cigarette end, finished processing the last document, stood up and closed the window.

In the empty room, the nurse was making his bed. His heart suddenly became vacant. He asked, "where's Meng Fu? Where did he go? "

"Mr. Gu, this is Mr. Meng's letter to you and his mobile phone."

Cell phone, this man even returned his cell phone.

Really heartless.

He asked for his forgiveness and the man left. He thought that Meng Fu would say goodbye to him at least before he left, but he left so silently.

He opened the letter with only a few words.

Handsome handwriting is like that handsome man.

"Mr. Gu, thank you for forgiving me. I'm sorry that I didn't get out of the car to save miss he at that time. I'm sorry that I brought you so much pain. I will still live with this guilt all my life. "

Guze's tears fell on the paper and fainted the handwriting.

He lay on the bed where Meng Fu had been lying and stuck the letter in his arms. "Meng Fu, how can you leave without saying goodbye." Said to be obedient, and now he's gone again.

There's something I haven't said yet.

He called Secretary Wang and asked, "he's gone. Where will he go?"

"Meng Fu... Left..." Secretary Wang's face was unbelievable. "President Gu, Meng Fu may come back, he..."

Guze hung up.

A person who insists on leaving, a person who wants to escape for a long time, can finally fly out like a bird without the shackles he gives him in his heart.

The sky hung low. Cold rain and cold wind.

Gu Ze suddenly walked into the drizzle. A little nurse came and handed him an umbrella. He took it. He looked up at the falling sky. The rain eight years ago was bigger than this.

On a rainy day, his fiancee died and his unborn child died.

He didn't know why he came to the cemetery.

He hasn't seen he Manyu for a long time. Secretary Wang once said that he doesn't like he Manyu so much. Just because he Manyu stayed with him when he was down.

Perhaps it is true. When Meng Fu was dying, the pain in his heart was a thousand times, ten thousand times, or even more, and the pain was rampant.

There are flowers in front of the tombstone.

Stunned, he dropped his umbrella. The white carnation was sent by Meng Fu. He sent such flowers when he got out of prison. Gu Ze almost decided that it was Meng Fu without hesitation.

"Meng Fu, you like hypocrisy so much." The drizzle fell on his face. He picked up the flower and stretched out his other hand to touch the picture of he Manyu on the tombstone. "You can be kind to the dead, but you are not kind to me."

I don't know how long I've been squatting. My face is wet, sticky and sad.

"Manyu, I will forget you, completely forget you."

He came home and raised the flower in a vase.

When the flowers withered, he still couldn't find Meng Fu.

……

Just putting the book on the shelf, Meng Fu received a call from Meng Yi. Meng Yi at the other end of the phone said wrongfully, "Meng Meng, you said you were coming. When will you come?"

"Xiao Yi, give the phone to brother Ye Yan."

"Meng Meng, you don't mean what you say." Meng Yi angrily shoves his mobile phone to Ye Yan, and shrinks in the corner alone, sulking.

Ye Yan touched Meng Yi's head and took his cell phone. "Meng Fu, when will you come? Xiao Yi misses you very much. "

"Brother Ye Yan, you can send Xiao Yi back. I'm forgiven by Mr. Gu. I can take good care of Xiaoyi. "

He lived in a small suburban town, rented a house, and became a small librarian. The people in the town were simple, no one asked about his past, and the old news was drowned by the updated news. However, his left hand really can't make it up at all.

Fortunately, the right hand still has strength, and you can turn the pages in your spare time.

A meager salary is enough for one's life.

"... have you been forgiven by Guze? Really... Congratulations. "

"Thank you."

"Then I'll be back with Xiaoyi in two days." Ye Yan hangs up. He puts his lip print on Meng Yi's forehead. Fool, you're going to go back to your brother.

Two days later, Meng Yi threw himself into Meng Fu's arms, "Meng Meng, I really miss you."

"Xiao Yi, how are you doing abroad?"

"Well, it's fun. Meng Meng should go together."

While talking, he entered a simple but clean house.

Ye Yan looked back and forth at the house, "aren't you rich? Why live in such a place? "

"Brother Ye Yan, why did you give me all the money? You have taken care of Xiaoyi for so long, and I have nothing to return." He talked about Ye Yan returning all the money.

Living in such a place, because he can't make much money now. Without income, no matter how much money he has, he will run out.

"I don't need anything in return. Xiao Yi is also my brother." Ye Yanhui said.

After sitting for a while, Ye Yan wants to go.

Meng Yi held Ye Yan's waist, his eyes were reluctant to give up, then looked up and printed his lips, "brother Ye Yan, I'll miss you very much. Come back to me in a few days."

Ye extended his hand and gently stroked Meng Yi's cheek, "OK."

Fool, only know to play, fool, do you know the word "think"?

Meng Yi took another two steps and looked at Ye Yan's back. He asked Meng Fu low, "Meng Meng, don't we live well with Ye Yan's brother?"

"Ye Yange has his own life." He answered.

Life returns to the normal track. The days when I get along with Guze every day seem to be so dusty in my memory. Only when I dream back at midnight and wake up suddenly, Guze still seems to linger around my ears and ask, "Meng Fu, does it hurt?"

He turned over, grabbed the pillow and murmured, "pain".

Meng Yi talked with Ye Yan's brother on the phone every night.

"Brother Ye Yan, when are we going to do something like last time?"

……

"Why? I see. That's what big brother did to Meng Meng. I don't know why big brother is not here now? "

……

"I like brother Ye Yan. It hurts a little, but..." he couldn't find a suitable adjective for the moment.

Meng Fu stood by the door pale.

He suddenly understood the meaning Meng Yi gave ye Yanna Wen when he left. He thought it was just an unintentional act of a child. Now it seems that it is not

His fingers clasped the door edge, "Xiao Yi, I have something to ask you."

"Brother Ye Yan, Meng Meng has something to say to me. I'll hang up first." He turned on the light and sat on the head of the bed with a pure face. "What does Meng Meng want to ask me?"

"You and brother Ye Yan did things like me and Mr. Gu?!" He asked coldly.

"Meng Meng, what's the matter with you?" His intuition is that Meng Fu is angry. He doesn't know why Meng Fu is angry. He holds his mobile phone tightly.

He suddenly remembered Ye Yan and said not to tell Meng Meng about it.

He followed Ye Yan's instructions and said timidly, "what kind of thing? Brother Ye Yan said, "if I don't obey, I'll spank me."

He misunderstood?

Meng Fu paused, his face slightly improved, "is that so?"

"Well, Meng Meng, I won't let brother Ye Yan bully me."

Xiaoyi never lied. Meng Fu stepped forward and pulled Meng Yi's quilt up, "OK, I know. Go to bed early."

He turned to leave, but Meng Yi asked, "Meng Meng, where's the big brother? Why didn't you see him? "

"We won't see Mr. Gu again."

"Who sent it?"

"There is no signature on it."

"Bring me the letter here."

He looked at the words on the envelope and was very familiar with Meng Fu's handwriting. His heart almost jumped out. Meng Fu would send him a letter. Does this mean that Meng Fu still cares about him? Or do you miss him a little?

When the envelope was torn open, a bank card slipped first.

Guze's heart immediately fell into the frozen snow.

The so-called letter is just six numbers, the password of the bank card.

He said he wanted to pay back the money. He really came to pay back the money. After waiting for many days, he only got the result of begging for bone.

"Meng Fu, is this really paid off?"

Do you think this will really pay off?