From Chasing His Wife To the Top

  Chapter 45 Like is an equal thing (recommendation ticket~)

  Three days later, Li Hao came to the Experimental Middle School to represent the No. 1 Middle School in the Xinchuang Cup composition contest.

  When he walked into the experimental middle school, he couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

   "If you knew that you are not in the same middle school, maybe it would be good to come to the experimental middle school. This beautiful environment can still earn an extra 50,000 yuan in scholarship."

   "Unfortunately there is no if!"

  The parties regret very much.jpg

  Following the direction directed by the teacher, Li Hao came to the multimedia classroom of the Experimental Middle School.

  This classroom can accommodate hundreds of people. It is very large and spacious.

  Sit a student every three seats to ensure the fairness of the competition.

  Li Hao came to the middle of the third row according to the exam number.

  He sat down early and carefully observed every student entering the classroom.

  Don’t look at men, only look at girls.

   "41."

   "42."

   "43."

  As more and more students come in, the quota of 50 participating students is almost reached.

  But Li Hao still hasn't seen Luo Xiaoke for a long time.

  His mood gradually became heavier.

   Could it be that this time I had closed the door again?

  In the past few months, he has gradually lost his spirit of searching again and again.

  Li Hao sighed, holding a pen, his expression a little gloomy.

  When the last student walked into the classroom, all the 50 participating students were present, which also means that Luo Xiaoke did not participate in the Xinchuang Cup composition contest this time.

  Li Hao stood up and prepared to leave.

  When a teacher in charge of the order of the competition saw this, he immediately stepped forward and asked: "What's wrong? Classmate, are you going to the bathroom?"

   "I won't take the exam, teacher." Li Hao answered politely.

Teacher    puzzled: "Why?"

   "I suddenly didn't want to take the exam." Li Hao didn't want to explain too much.

Teacher    is a young female teacher. She seems to see that Li Hao has something on her mind, and she continues to persuade: “It’s not good to give up halfway. The result is not important. The important thing is that you can do it without regrets.”

  Li Hao looked at her, thought for two seconds, and finally made a decision: "The teacher is right, let me take the exam."

  The female teacher thought she succeeded in persuading a student who flinched, but she was also very happy.

   But in fact, Li Hao was persuaded by her words, whether he could find Luo Xiaoke or not, as long as he found it by himself, he did not leave any regrets.

  At least in the process of looking for her, isn’t she working a little bit?

  On the podium, a middle-aged teacher is announcing the rules and content of the game.

  In fact, he is not worried that someone will cheat at the scene. After all, this is a composition contest, and everyone is still two meters away. He still reminds everyone to pay attention to the game time to avoid missing it.

  "Now, start distributing questions and composition papers."

  Li Hao took the essay question, glanced at it, and couldn't help but smile.

  Sure enough, Niu Haibo was right. The essay topic for the final of the Xinchuang Cup will definitely be unconventional, unlike the usual school exams.

  【Speaking of love in school days, it is expectant and funny. At that time, we did not know what love is, but we were in love with each other and we were curious about the opposite sex.

  We are eager to see each other, but we are afraid of being known by people around us, and we are also afraid of being discovered by teachers and parents. Below we will write an essay of no less than 800 words with the theme of "like in student days". 】

After    was posted as the topic of the essay, many students were in an uproar.

  They did not expect that the organizers of the Xinchuang Cup would dare to raise such a topic.

   "My God, how do you write this?"

  "Should I write good things, or should I write about puppy love?"

   "A headache! No matter, just write the girl I have a crush on in the next class."

  The chief examiner teacher coughed lightly on the podium, motioning the students to answer quietly.

  Li Hao thought for a while, recalling the scene of secretly paying attention to Luo Xiaoke when he was just in his freshman year.

  At the party, he always glanced in Luo Xiaoke's direction intentionally or unintentionally.

  Once she found that Luo Xiaoke was missing, she looked around and looked for her.

  But who ever did, Luo Xiaoke also behaved like this at the time. Once he found that there was a girl next to Li Hao, his brows frowned, and he deliberately walked to him and said two more words to show his presence.

  These likes are equal and mutually attractive.

  But Li Hao also knows that when many boys choose to pursue a girl, or when a girl has a crush on a boy, inequality often occurs.

  In that case, why not write an essay on this subject?

  What does it matter if you don’t get a prize anyway.

  In order to make the article more like the thinking of a high school student, Li Hao decided to use the third person method.

  The title of the composition: "Like is an equal thing."

  【My brother once told me that when he was in high school, he had a crush on a girl.

  One day he woke up from his dream in the middle of the night and dreamed of her.

  At that time, there was no mobile phone to play in the school, so he was very melancholy.

  After staring at the bed for a while, he jumped up and draped his clothes quickly, lying on the balcony, hoping that someone would find this young man sad because of his secret love.

  Only when I got to the balcony, I noticed that there was heavy snow outside, there was already thick snow on the ground, and the snowflakes in the sky were still falling like ash.

  But with the heat in his heart, he didn't feel cold at all.

  The snowy winter night in the north was particularly quiet. It was already after two in the morning, and there was no pedestrian on the street.

  So he stood on the balcony braving the heavy snow for a while, and after a while melancholy, he returned to the bed to continue melancholy...

  Until a few years later, the time has passed, the girl has no contact anymore, and he is not the chicken-blooded boy who can bear the wind and snow in the middle of the night, he realized his mentality at that time.

  At that time, he was nothing more than a kind of performance. Apart from moving himself a bit and creating a little illusion of his infatuation, he had no meaning at all.

  In feelings, I often feel that I dig my heart and my lungs, and what I do can move the world. The person who hears it is sad, and the person who sees it sighs. Why can't the other party be touched?

My brother later explained that when he was a student or as an adult, it was always easy to create an illusion of infatuation in a way of self-masturbation, so that he could stand on the moral commanding heights of emotions and obtain a deformed sense of satisfaction and security. .

  In fact, whether it was standing on the balcony on a snowy night or giving her a cup of milk tea in heavy rain, in retrospect, I often felt as strong and intense as Qiao Feng fought against Juxianzhuang and Guan Yu riding a thousand miles alone.

  For the other party, a cup of milk tea is a cup of milk tea, which cannot carry the feelings that you want to entrust on it.

  When I was a teenager, I always couldn’t wait to express my love, and the result was often falling into the performance without knowing it.

  That's why the memory of two people will be biased. The past that you think is unforgettable, the other party often does not feel the same, or even knows it at a loss.

  The sign of growth is knowing how to restrain yourself.

   Restrain your emotions, restrain your desire to perform, and even restrain your likes.

When I was a teenager, I liked someone who wanted to make her a part of her body. She just said that she was cold, and her heart was frozen. She said that she was sad, and she was as sad as a concubine immediately. Express it.

  In fact, no one can bear the value of another person. Only by being an independent and valuable person can you truly learn to love another person.

  Never try to change another person, it is destined to be futile.

   Just be yourself. The true meaning of love lies in mutual attraction and like-minded peers, not chasing and attachment.

  I hope that the love in the student days is the mutual appreciation of the two, not each other’s chasing after me. 】

  After Li Hao finished writing, he was very satisfied.

  Luo Xiaoke is not in the examination room anyway, and he doesn’t have to stay here anymore.

   "Teacher, hand in papers!"

  　 This is a regular release chapter, now I am taking an exam for teaching resources... The overall quality of the morning is too difficult...

  (End of this chapter)