Full-time Doctor

Chapter 129: Secret love is too hard

Speaking of Marlowe, Chen Miaomiao's always cheerful expression showed a gloomy look, and he smiled and said, "We? What can we do, or good friends."

Wu Chenghe frowned. Although he felt that as a friend, he shouldn't get involved in their private affairs, but for two full years since the conversation before his marriage, Chen Miaomiao has always been entangled in this relationship. He has neither the courage to confess nor the courage to let go. , Drifting between friends and lovers, and now even his career is affected... This is what he does not want to see: "If you are just a good friend, you will not come to Star Core for him, I guess your parents must Are you all opposed to your decision?"

Chen Miaomiao smiled awkwardly, and said, "It's okay, it's just an internship, and it may not be possible to stay." In fact, he lied. Chen Zhen and Popova both opposed him coming to the Alpha front. After all, he was just an ordinary person. , The self-protection capability is limited, and here the navy and

The front line of the First Army's confrontation, as the son of the Third Army's star general, his identity is somewhat subtle to the Federal Army.

"Then what are you going to do?" Since Wu Chenghe had already spoken, he didn't intend to let him fool around, and asked straightforwardly, "Have you figured it out? Are you planning to confess to Marlowe and stay with him in the independent column, or completely He will only be a good friend and go back to the capital when his internship expires?"

"If you can't be a lover, you can't be by his side?" Chen Miaomiao said irritably, "Is there no intermediate state? Can't I be his good friend?"

"You don't need to ask me this question, you know it yourself." Wu Chenghe said, "If you can really achieve what you call the'intermediate state', you don't have to be so entangled, or you are in this'intermediate state' now, you Do you feel happy? Are you satisfied?"

Chen Miaomiao was speechless, wiped her hair in anguish, and said, "I didn't think so much, I just wanted to get closer to him. You know what senior, it has been a whole year since he left Aston to the Alpha Front. The only thing I think about every day is how to get closer to him, to see him every week as before, to play with him, to drink with him, to climb mountains with him... I know he is a superpower, It’s the commander’s son, and I’m just an ordinary person. I don’t have that big ambition to make him love me. I just have to be his best friend and I’m satisfied.”

Wu Chenghe never knew that Chen Miaomiao's feelings for Marlowe were so deep, so simple, so simple that he didn't even possess the desire to possess, only simple likes and yearning.

Maybe I've been a guide for too long, maybe I've long been accustomed to the strong and indisputable bond between the supernaturalist and the guide, and Wu Chenghe has become a little unable to understand such feelings. He sat on the sofa silently, recollecting Chen Miaomiao's words, and it took a long time to gradually realize the subtle love of ordinary humans, the long flowing nostalgia, the kind of ignorant, subtle love that lingers between friendship and love.

First love, probably like this, no one, including relatives and friends, can't replace Chen Miaomiao in making a choice immediately. The only one who can help sort out this relationship is himself.

"Have you tried to tell him what you think?" Wu Chenghe asked Chen Miaomiao, "It has been two years since I got married. Have you never tried to test his mind?"

"I don't know." Speaking of this Chen Miaomiao was even more distressed, resting his head on the arm of the sofa, like a sparrow being beaten by a storm, and the whole person exuded a wet and frustrated aura, "I sometimes think he I also like me a little bit, but whenever I muster up the courage to want to go further, I feel that he is not that interesting at all. He just treats me as a good friend. He treats me better than other friends, and he is willing to treat me. Talking about the unobtrusive and careful thoughts in his heart, the little discord among the classmates, the little jealousy, and sometimes he told me about his caracal cat, saying that the guy is a foodie, always forcing him to eat food beyond the physical range..."

As Chen Miaomiao spoke, a simple smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, but she quickly collapsed: "When the final exam was about to happen, he was very sticky to me. He came to the medical school to look for me every other day and he was in my dormitory. Wen Shu. At that time, I was very happy. I felt that he treated me more and more differently. Later I didn’t know what happened, so I wanted to give it a try..." He stopped here and paused for a while. , Said: "The night before the pharmacology exam, we went to the library to review together. It was late when we came out. He sent me back to the dormitory. We said goodbye under the big tree in the atrium. I mustered up all my courage to He said, Marlowe, I will take the pharmacology exam tomorrow. If I get the first place in the class, you can give me your first kiss as a gift."

Wu Chenghe frowned and asked subconsciously, "What did he say?"

"... He didn't say anything at the time. He looked at me for a long time, then suddenly smiled, rubbed my hair and said,'You can't give away something that doesn't exist. How can I kiss something like this for a perfect man like me? Stay after the age of eighteen'." Chen Miaomiao smiled miserably and sighed, "Oh, I had my heart digging into the ground at the time. I kicked him in both feet and joked that he had no real feelings for me. , Even reluctant to give the first kiss, and then drove him away."

Wu Chenghe was silent, feeling uncomfortable for him. The expression on Chen Miaomiao's face dimmed, and she whispered: "The next day of the exam, I could have answered a hundred, but when I submitted the test papers, I had to correct a few questions and ended up only ninety-two... you know? Senior, I dare not get the first place, I am afraid I will be too embarrassed in front of him.

Wu Chenghe touched his head lightly, unable to speak comfortably. Chen Miaomiao hugged the pillow and nestled in the corner of the sofa, thinking deeply: "I really envy you and God King. Let him fall in love with me... Human feelings are too complicated, it's sad to guess."

"Don't be stupid." Wu Chenghe patted his head, "If you are a guide, how can you be as comfortable as you are now."

"Are you not very comfortable yet?" Chen Miaomiao glared at him. Wu Chenghe sighed: "Freedom? Well, it's more comfortable than when I was in Tunguska, but what about the things I sacrificed? Have you seen them all?"

Chen Miaomiao said that it was true that if it were not for his role as a guide, Wu Chenghe would not have married and had children at such a young age, and followed Jin Xuan to such a remote place. He had such good grades in the medical school at the beginning, and he was also a proud student of the dean. In time, he might surpass Mu's achievements and be listed on the Aston University Alumni Record...

"Forget it, sacrifice for King God's sake is nothing." Chen Miaomiao got tired again and kicked his thigh with his feet, "You don't want to let me come."

"Go on one side!" Wu Chenghe pushed away his feet and said with a serious face: "Then what are you going to do? This time you came here with your family on your back. Do you plan to work harder?"

"I don't know." Chen Miaomiao said this and got into his snail shell again. "Anyway, there are internships everywhere. They come, so I just stay there, um, maybe I can't think about it someday. I confessed that if he is friends with me, at least I still have the consolation prize of senior."

"Go away, who wants to be your consolation prize!" Wu Chenghe knew that he was a bit self-deprecating when he said that. Thinking of the past, he must be uncomfortable, so he deliberately scolded him in a venomous voice, "Maybe you will move after two days. Don't fall in love, there is nothing else in the'Yuecha' fleet, there are so many handsome guys, all of whom are more handsome than Marlow."

"Really? Then I'm not superficial." Chen Miaomiao rubbed his hands in an obsessive manner. "Senior, you remember to go through the back door and put me in the male department, so that I can check the body of the handsome guys every day. Hahahaha..."

"Make a face!" Wu Chenghe patted him, "It's too late, go to bed, the guest room is ready for you, and I will report to the hospital tomorrow morning. Don't be late!"

"Guest room? Why is it a guest room? Didn't you call me today to..."

"Just enough!"

From the second day onwards, Chen Miaomiao officially entered Tiancha Hospital and became an intern, but to his disappointment, Wu Chenghe didn’t find a relationship to put him in the andrology department, but instead put him in the busiest and most training person. Emergency department.

The Tiancha Fleet is mainly responsible for patrolling the Alpha Front of the Zhifu Chain Nebula, but their job is not just patrolling. After all, they are next to the Voyager Army, another army of the Federation, rather than the enemy who is ready to fight them at any time. Therefore, they are also responsible for some development projects near the Zhifu chain, such as the excavation of energy and minerals, scientific surveys, infrastructure construction and so on.

Engineers have been working on spaceports and asteroids for a long time. Because of the harsh natural conditions and accidents happen from time to time, some minor injuries can be dealt with by the aviation doctors accompanying the team. The military hospital. Therefore, the work of Tiancha Hospital is still very busy, especially the emergency department and surgery. It turns around 24 hours a day and handles a batch of emergency patients every once in a while.

Chen Miaomiao stayed in the emergency department, and within half a month he experienced the tense working atmosphere here. Fortunately, he had an internship every year for the first four years. He was familiar with the working rhythm of the hospital, and with the guidance of Wu Chenghyuk, it didn’t take long for him to be thorough. Adapted to life here.

Wu Chenghe, a full-time military doctor who is the captain of the fleet, is not in the hospital, so he doesn’t need to be in the hospital or schedule shifts at all. But because he is a medical student, Jin Xuan also agreed to work, so he hired a doctor in the hospital surgery department. part time. Usually Jin Xuan goes out for a cruise, he must accompany him. If Jin Xuan doesn't go out to work, he will be added to the surgical day team and work with the doctors.

Although Chen Miaomiao is Wu Chenghe’s younger brother, he actually went to school with him for three months. For some of his glorious deeds, such as all-round abilities in various subjects, known as "the little prince in practice," I just heard from his classmates. That's it. Working with him this time is considered to have learned his true ability.

Wu Chenghe took the exam at the Guidance School back then, relying entirely on temporary supplements. In the past two years at the Star Core, he calmed down and passed the medical theory class well. Jin Xuan has always apologized for the sacrifices he made for his career, so as long as he was at home, he took the child with him and gave him more time to go to the hospital to observe and study. Therefore, Wu Chenghe has made great progress in medicine in the past two years. It is the cardiothoracic surgery that he was very good at in his previous life, and it has reached a new level.

In the emergency department, Chen Miaomiao dealt mostly with surgical wounds. He often participated in consultations with surgeons and laid hands on Wu Chenghe several times. He was amazed by his medical intuition and courage. He even said, "Senior, are you a man or a ghost?" Sigh. Wu Chenghe smiled at his yelling, stroked his dog's head with a detached expression, and said lightly: "Don't be obsessed with brother, brother is just a legend."

Although Wu Chenghe is very low-key and content, he has no complaints about being disqualified. After a long time, Chen Miaomiao still feels sorry for his talent. With his ability, if he is not going to be Jin Xuan's full-time military doctor, he can completely play a unique role in medicine. It is a pity for everyone of this generation, just because he is a guide, he is destined to only become a vassal of the supernatural being, and he will be a shadow behind Jin Xuan, living under the light of Jin Xuan forever.

Chen Miaomiao began to understand more and more deeply what Wu Chenghe's so-called "sacrifice" meant. Looking back at himself, it seemed that those entanglements and pains were nothing in front of freedom.

After living in Star Core for two full months, Chen Miaomiao ushered in the supply of the "Yuecha" fleet for the first time. When he saw "Navigator: Marlow Simpson, Lieutenant" on the supply list, he was calm and careful. He immediately jumped up and thumped—the biggest motivation and reason for his coming to the star core was about to appear in front of him!

The "Yuecha" fleet landed at the Star Core in the early morning of standard time. Chen Miaomiao happened to be on the night shift the day before. He drove the air-floating vehicle to the port early in the morning and waited at the exit anxiously and expectantly.

The soldiers of "Yuecha" came out in twos and threes. Chen Miaomiao stretched his neck and watched for a long time, and finally saw Maruo's figure. After a year, Marlowe looked stronger, wearing a lieutenant's uniform, shoulders wide and thick, his skin seemed to be darker, his hair was cut into very short hair, and his spirit was sharp.

"Ma..." Chen Miaomiao was very happy. Just about to raise his hand to say hello, suddenly a slender figure rushed up from behind and took Malo's arm. It was a beautiful young woman, maybe a few years older than Marlowe, mature and full of style, she smiled and whispered to Marlowe, lovingly holding him all the way to the exit.

Chen Miaomiao was completely frozen there. He was very familiar with Marlowe’s habits. He knew that Marlowe was a little bit fluffy in this respect. Apart from the competition, he couldn’t stand physical contact with others. He only got a little closer to him and occasionally hugged his shoulders. It was the first time I was so close with a girl.

Are you in love? Impossible, why don’t you tell me when you’re in love, aren’t we "good friends"? Chen Miaomiao's heart writhed violently until Marlowe walked to the exit and saw him, but didn't remember to say hello.

"Miao Miao!" Seeing him, Marlow's eyes lit up, and the smile at the corner of his mouth instantly expanded and became clear and real. He shook off the girl's hand and ran over and hugged him across the gear lever. I got up and made a round in the air: "Why are you here? Aren't you on the night shift? You skipped work?"

"No, no, I'm off work." Chen Miaomiao was infected by his joy, and reluctantly suppressed the discomfort in his heart. "Isn't this in a hurry to pick you up? I came without even going back to the dormitory." Marlow said. Putting down the floor and looking at him up and down, he found that he was still wearing an intern uniform and his eyes were crooked with a smile: "Great, I thought I could see you at noon."

"Marlowe, is this your friend?" The girl who came out with Marlowe walked over with a smile. Ma Luo was in a good mood and said, "Yes, it's my best friend, Chen Miaomiao." Then he said to Chen Miaomiao, "This is our captain."

Chen Miaomiao noticed that the girl was carrying the rank of major on her shoulders, two levels higher than Marlowe, and she couldn't help but feel a little happy-Marlowe was a little bit machismo and refused to admit defeat. She probably wouldn't like a woman stronger than him. It's not so uncomfortable to think about it this way, and shook hands with the female captain: "Hello Captain."

"Hello, Marlowe mentioned you." The captain shook his hand, "Are you the son of Popova star general, right? I am a big fan of Popova star general, can you help me ask her for an autograph Do you?" He took Marlowe's arm and shook lightly, "Hurry up Marlowe, and help me beg your friend for mercy."

Ma Luo took off her hand without a trace and put it on Chen Miaomiao's shoulder: "You don't need to beg him, I agreed for him."

The captain glanced at Chen Miaomiao, then at Marlowe, with a deep look in his eyes: "Then please. Okay. I have to go to the logistics center. Let me go one step first. Marlowe, remember to be punctual and don’t go back to my friends. , Forget about business."

"Yes, sir." Ma Luo said with a solemn expression. The captain waved his hand helplessly: "Don't be so nervous, it's vacation time, goodbye Marlowe."

"Goodbye." Marlowe watched the captain leave, then turned to Chen Miaomiao's shoulder: "How about it, are you still used to being here? Did Xia Li help you?"

Chen Miaomiao nodded silently and walked with him to the parking lot. He didn't know if he was too sensitive. He always felt that the captain was not just as simple as the superior to the inferior to Marlow, and seemed to have something different. The meaning of...Walking to the air-floating vehicle, I couldn't help but stopped and asked: "Are your captain chasing you?"

"Uh!" Marlow choked when he asked, before avoiding his sight for a long time, and said, "Nothing, she is very cheerful and friendly to her subordinates. You think too much."

Chen Miaomiao saw his dodging gaze, and the discomfort that had just been suppressed in his heart appeared again, got into the car and ignited, and whispered: "Fooling people is also a little sincere, can't I see it? We are still not good friends. ."

Mar Luo frowned, his lips moved, but there was no sound, he got in the car silently, closed the door, and said, "Yes, just because we are good friends, I'm telling the truth."

The three words "good friends" are like a thorn in their hearts. They were originally the warmest words, but now they have become so uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

"Yuecha" only stayed in the star core for one day, and set sail after the supply was over. Marlowe had a limited vacation. He had lunch with Chen Miaomiao, went to see the twins in the afternoon, and left.

Maybe it was because I hadn't seen each other for a year, and they were a little strange to each other, maybe they had something different in their hearts, and they were no longer as simple as before. Both Marlowe and Chen Miaomiao felt a little unnatural in getting along this day. In the past, they always had endless words together, such as ball games, schools, teachers...especially Chen Miaomiao, who was simply a gossip player, and there was endless gossip towards Maruo.

But after this meeting, there was a lot of coldness between them. Before they knew it, the two would fall into their own contemplation. After a long time they found that they were a little embarrassed, and they often bumped into each other when they spoke. At the same time, no one could hear a word. Clearly who was saying what, in the end only an awkward smile was left.

How did that happen? In the naval navigation room, Marlowe was standing in front of the holographic navigation platform, pulling the navigation icon pretentiously, and joining the army for the first time broke down during working hours. He has been looking forward to this replenishment two months ago. Since receiving a message from Chen Miaomiao that he ran to Tiancha Hospital for an internship with his parents on his back, he felt like a cheerful little man began to dance and dance. It is exactly sixty standard days, until I met, ate, broke up, got on the boat, and kept jumping.

Is Miaomiao upset? Marlow thought anxiously, did he misunderstand me and the captain? My response was too bad at the time. I should tell him clearly... But how can I make it clear? Tell him, he will agree. me?

If he is lucky, he agrees. What can I do afterwards? Marry him and give up the opportunity to get a guide? But can I guarantee that I will not regret it for the next fifty years and will maintain the feelings I have for him now?

The young navigator was caught in a painful entanglement. This entanglement had entangled him for nearly three years. Obviously, he must continue to entangle.

But despite this, he is still happy, because he has seen the person he most wants to see again, for this day, he has been waiting for a year!

In Tiancha Hospital, Chen Miaomiao was immersed in the same painful and happy feeling as Marlowe. In the same way, he also felt that this meeting was terrible, all kinds of cold spots, all kinds of embarrassment, and the natural and smooth they used to be. Getting along is completely different, but it’s better to meet than to miss. It’s especially happy to see the person you want to meet, even if it’s just an embarrassing meal!

The gossip little heavenly king squatted in the emergency room lounge and sighed, until Wu Chenghe pushed open the door eagerly and rushed to choke his neck, then suddenly he woke up: "Cough cough cough, you can be gentler, you will kill me. What did you just say?"

"Where did your mind go?" Wu Chenghe relaxed a little, and said loudly to his ears, "Have you heard, the dean is coming to Tiancha! There are four pairs of supernaturalists and guides in the fleet who volunteer to participate. Clinical experiments, he is coming here to do experiments!"

"Huh? Really?" Chen Miaomiao was happy all of a sudden, "My Queen is coming? Where is the little queen?"

"What little queen?"

"Strong!"

"Of course we came together." Wu Chenghe said with joy, pinching his cheek. "He just sent me a letter saying that he would bring Zhuangzhuang to see me and the twins, and Jin Xuan next month." After that, I felt something was wrong. Added another sentence: "And you!"

Chen Miaomiao sneered dangerously: "If you know you, you know to add me."

Wu Chenghe chuckled, "That must be."

The author has something to say: Lu, the love of ordinary humans is very subtle, and the human heart is very subtle, especially the first love, which is quite subtle...

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