Ghost doctor mommy is too enchanting

I really hate tonight. I woke up halfway through my sleep and dreamed of that dream again

I dreamed that I was dancing with a person under the street lamp. The music was very beautiful and the light was yellow. Although it was a little dark, I was happy in my heart.

When I woke up from my dream, I knew it wasn't Ryan, because the dancer was taller than Ryan, but who was he?

In addition to the person who often appears in my dreams, I also dreamed of a person. No, it may be just a baby.

He just opened his eyes. His big black eyes were like two black grapes. He lay in his swaddling clothes. Later, he became a child. His voice was crisp and soft calling Mommy

Well, I woke up scared. How could I dream of a child calling me Mommy? Did I actually have children?

When I woke up, it was still dark. I turned on the light and stood barefoot in front of the mirror. Although it was cold, the room was air-conditioned and covered with thick wool carpet. It was warm and not cold at all.

I stand in front of the mirror and look at the people in the mirror. They have strange facial features. It's obviously me, but I can't remember any memory about myself. I shook my head, and the people in the mirror shook their heads. Maybe this can be sure that it's really me!

When I opened the dress hem of my pajamas, I looked at the position of the lower abdomen. The skin of the lower abdomen was white, but there was another thin dark thin line down the lower abdomen. The thin line was very thin and could hardly be seen. There was no scar on the lower abdomen. What was this thin line? If there were no scar, I should have never had a child

(the child doesn't remember that there is a saying of natural birth in the world.)

I think I must have thought too much. How can I have children? Relieved, like loss and relief, I went back to bed, turned off the light and went to bed.

I thought I would lose sleep or sleep until dawn, but I was wrong. When I first went to sleep, I dreamed of the man. The man stood under the tree and held out his hand to me. What he was saying, but I didn't know what he was saying. His face was blurred. I couldn't see clearly how hard I tried to see it.

It's a long dream. I held out my hand under the tree, then danced under the street lamp, and then hugged. I saw a lot. The man was half kneeling, the man was holding me, the man was wearing a good-looking suit and said I would like to, a lot, a lot, but who are you?

All the scenes in the dream were very happy, and I felt very happy, but I didn't know I was crying until I was shaken up by Ryan who came in a hurry

The glittering liquid from the corners of my eyes slid down my cheeks. In fact, I don't know what it is to cry, but Ryan said that when I shed tears, I felt the liquid flowing down my cheeks. When the liquid flowed to the corners of my mouth, I stretched out the tip of my tongue and licked it. It turned out to be salty. Is the tear so salty?

Ryan asked me what happened. I shook my head. I don't know what happened

In fact, I seldom speak. Since Ryan brought me back, I only said my name and his name. I never said anything else. Of course, this may be the reason why I can't speak.

Although I don't know whether I can speak or not, I usually do it directly rather than open my mouth.

But that day, when Ryan asked me why I cried, I suddenly wanted to say something, but I couldn't say anything. I didn't know that the words turned in my throat several times. Finally, I just spit out a word hard: Meng

I probably want to say something else, but I don't know what I mean and why I say it. Maybe there's something else behind it, but I don't remember, so I didn't say it.

Ryan is very strange. The expression on his face is also very strange. It seems to be happy and sad. It is very complex. I can't understand it. In fact, I really want to ask him if he knows what's behind Meng. I forgot, but I couldn't ask in the end

He went to Robert and told him I said the word. Robert looked at me strangely. The expression on his face was the same as Ryan's previous expression. Why did they all show such an expression? Are they sad?

I'm strange, but I don't want to talk.

Since I was brought back, I have forgotten how to speak. Even if I open my mouth and want to speak, what I want to say will always be blocked in my throat.

Ryan and Robert looked at me. Ryan asked me if I remember what was behind Meng? I honestly shook my head with doubts in my eyes. I don't know why they asked. Is there really anything behind Meng?

They seemed disappointed to see me shaking my head, but they soon put it down, but I sat in front of the rose garden all day and thought, what's behind Meng? Should I remember? Why do I forget something so important?

Important? Is this important to me? I don't know... It's probably very important!

When I think of the back, I feel dizzy. I think Meng may be a very important thing, but if it's important, why would I forget?

My brain was like a mess. When I closed my eyes, the pictures in those dreams jumped out again. The man approached me with heavy sadness in his eyes and asked me why I forgot him?

Did I really forget him? Is he important?

I don't know... But I don't know how to remember. Every time I tell him in my dream, I don't mean to forget him. I want to say the reason, but I don't know the reason, so I'm very anxious every time in my dream. I want to tell him the truth, but I don't know what the truth is. How can I tell him?

At first, I dreamed of him every few days, but when I said the word Meng, I dreamed of him every day. I don't know why I dream more and more frequently, but I'm very happy to dream of him

That child also often appears. Some are on birthdays. Some are like a child shouting her Mommy with big eyes and a smile. Occasionally, a child cries to me and asks me why I don't go home

She wanted to say she could go home, but she didn't know where her home was. She wanted to ask Ryan, but Ryan was very busy and often didn't have time to see her. Sometimes I fell asleep in the middle of the night.

Where is my home? Is the child in the dream my baby? Then why didn't I stay with the baby? I Miss Meng very much and want to go back to the home that the baby said, but I'm lost and don't remember where my home is. If only I could dream about how to go home

In the middle of the night today, I dreamed of Meng and the baby again. This time they both appeared. They said they missed me very much. When I woke up, there was no one around me. It was still dark. I looked at the dark sky outside the window, and I lay down again.

In my dream, I finally saw the vague appearance of the baby and Meng. When I woke up, I forgot. I think I'm very useless. My memory is so poor. How can I even forget the things in my dream?

Meng in the dream and the baby, in fact, I also want to go home. Will you take me home?

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