Giant: I, Ayanokouji Kiyotaka, have no feelings

Ayakoji thought so, her eyes followed Sabel's back, and fell on the group of recruits in front of Erwin.

Inadvertently,

Ayakoji met Mikasa's eyes.

Mikasa pursed his lips subconsciously, then nodded towards Ayakoji and deflected his gaze.

It's been too long not to see each other.

The day she rescued Ayakoji's mother from Ayakoji and died in her place, Mikasa never saw Ayakoji again.

Meeting again, this bastard actually pretended to be a stranger and played everyone around.

Three years ago at night, in bed in a wooden house, Mikasa finally learned Ayakoji's identity.

But before she had time to rejoice, she knew the news that Ayakoji would not live long.

In fact, when she first learned Ayakoji's identity, she jumped straight out of bed and pinched him to ask him what he had been doing all this time and what he wanted to do!

Then, a remark that Ayakoji had only five years left completely shattered Mikasa's psychological defenses, so much so that Mikasa didn't hear what Ayakoji said to Armin behind them.

Because at that moment, she felt that her mind was thundering and her ears were buzzing.

That night, Mikasa should have been happy

, because she saw her relatives who came back from the dead, and she was finally able to sleep well.

But that night, Mikasa was actually desperate

! Because Ayakoji only had five years

left! How could she possibly sleep well

! Obviously she had just met a lost and recovered relative, but was told that he only had eight years left!

Mikasa didn't know what kind of thoughts she was holding at that time, so she endured the pain in her heart and continued to pretend to faint.

Mikasa didn't know how much effort she had put in to hold back her body that wanted to tremble, and her eyes were already sour.

She only knew one thing, and after Ayakoji left, she couldn't hold back any longer.

As tears fall, there is joy, puzzlement, and pain.

Later, Mikasa learns Ayakoji's purpose from Ellie and Armin.

To change the fate of everyone, including her!

To do this, he wants to change her character.

But Mikasa really can't figure it out

, she just wants to protect her family, is there anything that needs to be changed?

But Mikasa really couldn't figure it out.

If a person can't even protect the people he cares about, what qualifications does he have to protect himself?

Because once a person loses the person he cares about and breaks away from the group, he can no longer be called a person.

What's more

, why didn't Ayakoji not protect himself well, but he wanted to protect others?

However, she knew what she should do.

So, in the next few days, she tried to blacken out the answer paper, in order to tell Ayakoji that she was not a slave, let alone a vassal of Allen's consciousness.

But in fact, she was more like telling Ayakoji that she was actually - she felt that she was right. Because protecting her family is her self-conscious choice

, but in order to be like Ayakoji's wishes, she finally compromised and did not recognize Ayakoji.

As Christa said

, if Ayakoji's lifespan really only has eight years left, go on as he wants.

But Mikasa didn't expect that

she was obviously ready to spend three years together without recognizing Ayakoji at the training base.

Heaven made a big joke with her.

Ayakoji's five senses are lost.

Ayakoji disappeared again.

Mikasa thought a lot about these three years.

In the end, she really felt that she couldn't change.

Three years later, after some twists and turns, Mikasa meets Ayakoji again.

Seriously, Mikasa was really desperate when he heard of Eren's sacrifice, when he knew Gina had disappeared.

Despite the crisis of life and death, she still wants to live.

But Mikasa felt that there was one thing she couldn't imagine herself.

She couldn't imagine what life she would have to live if she survived.

She didn't dare to think about what it would be like to miss her loved ones for a year, ten years, or a hundred years

, but fortunately, Ayakoji saved her and Eren was safe and sound.

Everything is developing in the best direction.

Now, Mikasa just wants to do one thing – be with his loved ones for a limited time.

Thinking about this, Mikasa's eyes suddenly became serious, and he couldn't help but mutter

: "After all, Kiyotaka seems to have only five years left..." Remembering

the power of Ayakoji's giant, Mikasa pursed his lips and said softly:

"No, there are only four years left." Until

now, Mikasa still didn't understand Ayakoji's thoughts, and gradually became a little unclear about his own thoughts.

But she felt that whatever she thought was no longer important.

Just that little time, as long as you can accompany your loved ones.

Whether it's slaying giants

, reclaiming the Wall of Maria

, helping Hrista ascend to the throne

, building a few more houses next to Mother Karlula's cottage, lighting a bonfire with her companions at night, laughing and roasting meat.

As long as we can be together.

Slaves or self-awareness.

Servility or independence.

As long as we can be together.

"Mikasa?"

Hrista next to him noticed the anomaly on Mikasa's side.

She broke free from Yumir's clutches and leaned in,

"What's wrong with you? Mikasa. "