Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I fell into endless sadness. I couldn't even hear what Xi Zhan said. I just asked if I wanted to forget Gu Tingchen. I shook my head suddenly and said, "I don't want to forget."

　　 I don’t want to forget Gu Tingchen, no matter whether he brings me beauty or pain, I don’t want to forget it. This is my life. How can I be willing to forget it?

　　 I lay on my stomach in the sea of ​​flowers and kept twitching. Xi Zhan didn't talk to me anymore. His fingers gently touched my forehead, and he patiently coaxed me and said, "Yooner, sleep."

　　 I fainted too much that night because of crying. When I woke up again, I didn't know what eve was tonight. My body was terribly weak, so I quickly grabbed the phone on the side and looked at the date.

　　 It has been three days since Gu Tingchen was involved in a car accident, and I fainted on the bed for these three days. I was so upset that I wanted to call Gu Lanzhi but instead found Yu Luoluo's number.

　　 Yu Luoluo switched on the hoarse voice and called me, "Sister-in-law."

　　 With red eyes, I asked, "Luo Luo, where is Gu Tingchen?"

　　 From the bottom of my heart, I don’t believe he is gone.

　　 "Sister-in-law, my second brother was buried yesterday."

　　 down, buried, gone! !

　　 Gu Tingchen really left my world.

Tears fell one by one, and the sadness in my heart couldn’t be healed at all. I hung up and saw a blood coat by the bed. It was the clothes I wore yesterday. It was full of Gu Tingchen’s blood. I sat down on my knees. I don't know myself who is holding his clothes tightly on the ground and crying.

　　 When I tried my best to suppress the sadness in my heart, it was already two hours later. I held the dress and got up with difficulty, opened the door and left the room. The huge villa was empty.

　　 Xi Zhan was not in the villa. I took this dress and left Xi’s house and drove back to Wucheng. When I returned to Wucheng, it was almost at night. At this time, it was already raining in Wucheng.

　　 I sent a message to Yu Luoluo, and soon she gave me an address.

　　 This address... is the cemetery where I was buried.

I used to see with my own eyes Gu Tingchen gave Wen Ruyan many, many colorful and red roses, filled with a sports car. At that time, he was young, energetic and full of energy, and he never hid the girl he liked. .

　　 I was going crazy with jealousy.

　　Because Gu Tingchen has never sent me roses in his life.

　　 I went to the flower shop to deliberately select a bunch of very colorful roses, and bought a black umbrella and went up the mountain along the steps.

　　 By the time it arrived, the night was already heavy, and there were densely packed tombstones nearby, but I didn't feel scared at all, so I came to the private cemetery to look for Gu Tingchen's tombstones.

　　 His tombstone is very conspicuous. I squatted down and placed the rose in front of him, and reached out to touch his photo. The handsome man was lying lifeless under the tombstone.

　　 It was too dark and remote.

　　 I have been crying too much recently, but now I see Gu Tingchen, but there are no tears. I look at the next door, which is my tombstone. Chu Xing has not withdrawn, and there are still pictures of me on it.

　　 I murmured: "Why is this between us?"

　　 The rain is so heavy that no one can answer my question.

　　 "Gu Tingchen, can you hear me?"

　　 There is only my voice and the sound of rain in the entire cemetery. No one can answer me. I took out my wedding ring with Gu Tingchen from my bag. This diamond ring was the only gift he ever gave me.

　　 I put a small hole in the box and buried it in front of his tomb, and then I placed a rose to cover it.

　　 I reluctantly burst into a beautiful smile, and said softly: "I love you, Tingchen."

　　 I got up in despair, and after going down the mountain, I saw the man at the foot of the mountain in a trance.

　　 He is holding a black umbrella, and he looks exactly like the man lying in the tombstone. At this moment, he is staring at me with gentle eyes. How I hope he is Gu Tingchen.

　　 I hope he will come back from the dead.

　　 But I clearly know that he is Gu Lanzhi.

　　 I stood still, and he called my little girl.

　　 I bit my lip tightly and said, "I'm not even the one who complained."

　　Naturally, even the one I loved is gone.

　　 "Little girl, Ting Chen asked me to tell you something."

　　 I asked with a suppressed voice: "Did he wake up before his death?"

　　 Gu Lanzhi nodded, and said in a gentle voice: "He wants you to be happy."

　　 After a pause, he said: "I hope you are happy too."

　　 I feel that I will never be happy again in my life.

　　 The rain was continuous. Gu Lanzhi looked at me tenderly through the rain. He took a step towards me and said in a shallow voice: "Little girl, my plane will leave Wucheng for France tomorrow."

　　 Gu Lanzhi and I know that with Gu Tingchen's departure, the dispute between the three of us finally came to an end. I will never be able to approach him in my life, and he will never be able to approach me bravely anymore.

　　 What separates us is not only the worldly troubles, not only I have changed my mind a long time ago, but Gu Tingchen, this time we can say goodbye tacitly.

　　 I thought about it and said, "Luo Luo is a good girl."

　　 He smiled: "Little girl, feelings have never been reluctant."

　　......

　　 Gu Lanzhi left, and I was the only one left in the endless rainy night. I raised my eyes and looked at the moist sky. Suddenly I felt a little bored with this city, and also a little afraid of it.

　　 After thinking about it, I took out my mobile phone and called the assistant.

　　 When the assistant brought Wen Ruyan to me, she was crazy all over, but she knew me, she saw me running over to fight me desperately.

　　 I put my foot directly on her, she fell down and got up and was about to run over again. I could clearly see the hatred in her eyes.

　　 Wen Ruyan hates me because I took Gu Tingchen away.

　　 And Gu Tingchen died because of me.

　　 I threw away the umbrella in my hand and started fighting with her like a shrew in the rain. The assistant wanted to come over and grab her. I stopped her in a cold voice: "Don't stop her, I see what she can do!"

　　 I see what she can do to kill the man I love! !

　　 Wen Ruyan and I got together, and finally lay exhausted on the ground. I looked up at the cold rain in the sky and asked desperately: "Is Gu Tingchen happy without you?"

　　 "You shut up! He didn't have it because of you!"

Wen Ruyan was full of anger. I slapped her face directly. She was soaked and her clothes were in a mess. She looked at me with embarrassed eyes. I got up and squatted in front of her and said, "What are you? Something? In my eyes you are not as good as an ant! Why do you want to make me so sad? Wen Ruyan, do you know? In fact, the most **** thing is you. You hit Chen Chu and ruined his life back then. Come to ruin my life!"

　　 "Hahaha, it's okay to destroy the man I can't get!!"

　　 I slapped her face again, and asked fiercely: "Are you looking for death?"