Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I can get pampered and stable from Xi Zhan, but I can’t feel the thing called love. Only then did I realize that I, who had been particularly forbearing in feelings, began to become anxious and wanted to love from the bottom of my heart. The man responded to me.

　　I can no longer do as willingly to follow as I once did, but this hasn't changed anything. What is the difference between Xi Zhan, who I am following now, and Gu Tingchen when I followed Gu Tingchen? !

　　 I used to marry Gu Tingchen, but I didn’t have that love when I got him.

　　 Now I have Xi Zhan, and he is so cold towards me.

At this moment, Xi Zhan’s dark, clear eyes looked at me thinly, and my heart suddenly began to feel timid. In fact, I was wrong from the beginning. I should not stubbornly ask Xi Zhan to be with me. I should wait until I am with him. When the two love each other...

　　 I opened my mouth, after all, I didn’t want to take all my self-esteem and ask him what he thought of me. My heart was suddenly calm, there was no joy, no grievances, only self-inflicted.

　　 I smiled hypocritically and changed the subject and asked him, "Are you not going to work today?"

　　 Seeing me asking him calmly, Xi Zhan's eyes flashed and said, "Go back to Xi's house later."

　　 The Xi family in his mouth should refer to the big house between the two cities of Wutong.

　　 I said softly, and Xi Zhan said, "Yooner will be with me."

　　 I don’t know how to get along with him now. I want to leave this suffocating space urgently. I shook my head and refused to say: "I have to go to the company soon."

　　 Xi Zhan was silent, and it took a long time to leave the room.

I got up and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and saw Assistant Yin waiting downstairs. After a while, Xi Zhan in a suit and leather shoes appeared downstairs. He walked towards Assistant Yin with long legs and widened his eyes. Before getting into the car, he turned his eyes slightly. Kuang glanced at where I was.

　　 I curled my lips and laughed a little bit at myself.

　　 He retracted his eyes and got into the car and left the complex.

　　 After his car disappeared, I softened to the ground as if discouraged, and I suddenly realized that I had circled myself in again, sinking in it again and again like three years ago.

　　 I stretched out my hand to cover my face and wept bitterly, regretting it in my heart. If I could re-elect again, I would never provoke Xi Zhan, let alone actively say that I like him!

　　 The sadness in my heart was too deep. I sat in front of the French window with my legs for a long time, until the assistant called me, "Shi Zong, I found the housekeeper back then."

　　 "Where is he?" I asked.

　　 "Shi Zong, he is waiting for you at the entrance of the city."

　　 It has been raining heavily in Tongcheng. I hesitated for a while and got up and drove to the entrance of the city with the car key.

　　 From a distance, I saw an old man standing at the intersection with a dark umbrella. When I stopped the car, a truck drove over and knocked him into the sky.

　　 My face was instantly pale, and I hurried to get out of the car and ran to him. His wrinkled face was a familiar face when I was young. In those years, Xiao Wu and I used to surround him.

　　 The old butler was dying, he stretched out his hand to hold my palm tightly, and said intermittently: "Miss, I haven't seen you for many years... I have a secret... I always want to tell you."

　　 I squeezed his palm and soothed: "You hold on, it will be okay!"

Enthusiastic people passing by helped call 120, and the old butler said with blood on his face: "Miss, in fact, the master and wife...No...In fact, Miss, you were never from the Shi family, and your birth was much better than you are now. ...Miss, listen to me, go find..."

　　 I was never from the Shi family, what do you mean by that? ! .

　　 The housekeeper’s words left me astonished. I tightly grasped his palm and asked him who he was looking for. He said a few words without saying it, and finally fainted in my arms.

　　 An ambulance arrived soon, and I drove to the hospital.

The butler has been rescuing. Soon the assistant and the people from the housekeeper’s home came. Seeing that I was soaked, the assistant quickly put on a coat for me. I trembling and grabbed the assistant’s arm and asked, “The driver who drives the truck. What is going on?"

　　 "The police just asked, the driver drank and drove and is currently detained."

　　 I asked him, "Jiang Chen, do you believe it is a coincidence?"

　　The assistant asked suspiciously: "What does Shi always mean?"

　　 "It won't be such a coincidence." I said.

　　 There are not so many coincidences in this world.

　　 Everything is within the conspiracy.

　　 Two hours later, the butler was pushed out of the operating room. Although he saved his life, he was in a coma. The doctor prepared the family members psychologically, saying that the probability of becoming a vegetable is very high.

　　 I felt out of breath as if I was crushing a huge mountain. I followed my assistant away with vacant steps, and saw a luxury car parked next to my car at the entrance of the hospital.

　　 I know that car, and I even say it is unusually familiar.

　　 During my three-year marriage with Gu Tingchen, he often drove this Maybach. I always remember the license plate number.

　　 I closed my eyes and said to the assistant: "You go back first."

The assistant nodded and handed me the umbrella in his hand. After he left, I walked with difficulty to the Maybach. The window of the car slowly rolled down on the way I was walking, revealing the handsome face of the man. I stood there abruptly, not wanting to get closer.

　　 Gu Tingchen turned his head slightly and asked me indifferently, "Do you miss me?"

　　 I held an umbrella and looked at him silently through the rainstorm.

　　 He smiled sarcastically and asked, "Sheng'er, are you happy with Xi Zhan?"

　　 I shook my head and said frankly: "Unhappy."

　　 He raised his eyebrows and asked; "Oh?"

　　 "I am sad because he doesn't love me."

　　 Gu Tingchen asked clearly, "Who do you think he will love?"

　　 Yes, Xi Zhan doesn't love anyone in his heart.

　　 Gu Tingchen in front of him should be a normal personality.

　　 Looking at his familiar face, I remembered that we had three years ago. It was me who was the first to get rid of our love. It was I who chose Xi Zhan and gave up him.

　　 But what can I do? !

　　 When I chose Xi Zhan, I didn't know that he was still alive, so I let go of my precautions and started a new life.

　　 Even though I still love Gu Tingchen, that kind of love is nostalgia, the past, and has nothing to do with the present love.

Seeing that I didn’t speak, Gu Tingchen’s slightly gentle voice came across the rainstorm: “I used to do so many wrong things that made you feel unhappy, so I forgive you once. I promised you to be with Xi Zhan. I also wish you happiness. I hope you remember to come back to me when you can’t make it. I am willing to accept you unconditionally."

　　 He is willing to accept me unconditionally, but I cannot and do not want to return to his side.

　　 I red eyes and calmly said: "Gu Tingchen, I chose this road myself. No matter how long I can survive, I will never have any relationship with you."

　　 I say this to dispel his hope.

　　 He is alive now, and I hope he is happy.

　　 "Sheng'er, how can you find a cruel man to hurt you?"