Giving You Love of a Lifetime

The clear breath on my side was so strong, I closed my eyes and said to the handsome guy: "I don't have a boyfriend, but I'm sorry I can't give you my WeChat because we are not familiar."

　　 The handsome guy left abruptly, and I got out of Xi Zhan's arms and squinted at him and said, "We are not familiar with each other."

　　 Xi Zhan's complexion was cold, his eyes suddenly looked at my abdomen, and he pursed his lips to say something, but was finally silent.

　　 I turned around to leave, Xi Zhan stretched out my hand and held my wrist, I turned my head to look at his slender five fingers holding my wrist.

　　 "Yoona, don't you want to recognize me?"

　　 Eight months ago, I missed him very much. I missed him very much. I was reluctant to leave him. I went to Finland twice in private. No, no, no, plus the time he was in prison. I went to Finland three times and never saw him!

　　 Blame him? !

　　 How can I blame him.

　　Everything is my own making.

　　 I can't even blame him for the child.

　　 Because I insist on giving birth to them.

　　 I said with moist eyes: "I don't know you."

　　 Xi Zhan was silent, looking at me with clear eyes.

　　 I couldn't resist his sight and quickly turned and left. He didn't force me anymore. Sitting in the car, I stared blankly at the skin he had just grasped, where his breath still remained.

　　 I miss him very much and want to hug him.

　　 wanted to tell him my grievances from the bottom of my heart.

　　 But I dare not.

　　 also feels guilty for hurting him.

　　 How did Xi Zhan and I get to this point?

I drove back to the apartment and sat on the sofa in despair. After a while, Tan Wen called me. I pressed the call button and heard his report: "Patriarch, the doctor hanged himself yesterday, leaving only a pair of children and His husband, they don't even know the reason for her suicide, and the clue is almost here."

　　The clue is broken, and only Gu Tingchen is left.

　　 I said: "Keep your eyes on Tingchen."

　　 There must be a reason for the doctor's suicide. I firmly believe that Gu Tingchen will not be cruel enough to persecute the child in my stomach.

　　 As long as the child is there, there will be flaws.

　　 Tan Wen Ling hung up the phone, not long after Tan Yang texted me, "Is Shi Sheng drinking? Fu Xi and my brother are there."

　　 Tan Yang called me once yesterday and I didn’t go. It’s a bit of a shame if I don’t go today. Besides, she just returned home and should wash her dust.

　　 I replied: "Well, see you tonight."

　　 It's almost evening now, and it's only an hour or two before night, I got up and went back to the bedroom to open the safe.

　　 I took the vintage ring that Chen Zhan once gave me and stared at it for a long time. In fact, this ring is very beautiful on his slender and white fingers, and the man seems to like it too.

　　 I put the one he gave me on my neck and sat in front of the dressing table with makeup, and changed into a black vest.

　　 The kind without straps, similar to a tube top.

　　 Exposed large areas of skin above and below.

　　 also changed to a pair of black slacks.

　　 I took off my long hair and spread it out behind my back. Looking at myself in the mirror is really charming and colorful, beautiful and indispensable.

　　 My face is already beautiful. In Ji Nuan's words, "If you want to know what is beautiful, just look at Sheng Sheng."

　　 Instead of driving, I stopped a car at the gate of the community. When I arrived, I saw Fu Xi sitting alone in the deck.

　　 I went over and asked him, "Where are they?"

　　 "They are on their way."

　　 Fu Xi poured me a glass of wine, I took two sips, and said in a rather irritable mood: "I want to get drunk and leave."

　　 He raised his eyebrows, "Then drink."

　　 "But my body doesn't allow it."

　　 He gave me the courage to say: "Occasionally it's okay to get drunk once."

　　 I smiled and asked: "Can you?"

　　 "Yes, I'll take you home later."

　　 I laughed at the words, and Fu Xi asked, "Dance?"

　　 The first time I danced in a bar was with Fu Xi. That was the first time I felt the passion of life.

　　 He even took a cigarette and passed it to me.

　　 But that kiss has no distractions.

Seeing me hesitate, Fu Xi simply pulled my wrist onto the stage. He twisted his body first, and I followed his rhythm. Fu Xi jumped close to my ear and suddenly said, "Baby , You are so **** tonight."

　　 I gave him a white smile and said, "Be serious, otherwise the two of us will be on the hot search again tomorrow, and then we will both call me profane."

　　 "Cut, what do they care about so much."

　　 Fu Xi suddenly took my waist and pressed me into his arms. I looked up at him and reminded him faintly, "Sufficient."

　　 Fu Xi loosened me and turned me around and whispered in my ear: "It's really boring, why don't you just dance."

　　 I shook his hand and chuckled softly and said, "Dancing is okay, don’t draw too close, I don’t want to be scolded on hot search tomorrow."

　　 "Well, it’s up to you."

　　 Although I listened to me, Fu Xi directly took me into his arms again. The skin on my stomach was outside. This time I stuck it directly on his belt. I could clearly feel his hardness.

　　 My face was hot, and I hurriedly stepped back and said, "I still drink the bar."

　　 Tan Yang and the others hadn’t arrived when I was in a drunk mess. I shook my head and took the phone and called her.

　　 She connected and said, "Sorry, there has been a traffic jam."

　　 I asked her, "When will it be?"

　　 "About half an hour."

　　 I hung up and fell on the sofa and looked at the third floor. There seemed to be someone I knew standing there.

　　 I smiled and asked Fu Xi, "Who is that?"

　　 Fu Xi asked in confusion: "Who do you mean?"

　　 I pointed to Fu Xi where he was on the third floor. The latter was startled when he looked over, "When was he there?"

　　 I asked in a daze, "Who?"

　　 "Xi Zhan."

　　……

　　 Xi Zhan has seen three sides of Shi Sheng since returning to China. The first time was at Fu's house. At that time, she sat in the back garden and smoked a cigarette, and asked him indifferently, "Is the play good?"

　　 Whether the play looks good or not has nothing to do with him.

　　 Xi Zhan was the only one left in her eyes.

　　 Although she was still as glamorous as she used to be, he knew that she was haggard, and her eyes were filled with inevitable sadness.

　　 She left the Fu family, he followed her silently, she walked for a few hours, and he followed for a few hours.

　　 Her umbrella was blown over by the wind, she looked like a little girl in anger, and she threw away the umbrella in anger.

　　 Xi Zhan thought she was lovely at this time.

　　 But she asked, "Excuse me, who are you?"

Who is he? !

　　 Xi Zhan couldn't answer this question himself.

　　He is Xi Zhan, but he is not Xi Zhan.

　　 He is her boyfriend, but he is not.

　　 because they officially said that they were separated.

　　 The second time we met was at the airport during the day, she still pretended not to know him, and young men tried to approach him.

　　 He admitted that he was nervous at that time.

　　 is so nervous that it doesn't look like him.

　　 The third time I met is tonight.

　　 Tonight, she dressed in charm and danced next to Fu Xi.

　　 And he, standing on the third floor staring silently.