Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I stopped and asked, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

　　 "I know, I just regret it!"

　　 I sneered and asked, "What? Is it because of the Chu family?"

　　 Gu Tingchen suffocated, "Who do you think of me?"

　　 I sneered and asked, "Then who do you think of me from beginning to end?"

　　If you want it, you can kick it away if you don't want it? !

　　 Am I so cheap?

　　 I left school quickly and hid in Shi's house for several days.

　　 Until Ji Nuan dragged the prison guard to find me.

　　 When I saw her, I saw her face pale, but her eyes were unusually calm.

　　 I sat across from her and asked tiredly, "How are you doing? Did they bully you?"

　　 Ji Nuan shook his head and said softly: "I want to see you."

Ji Nuan has been in jail for more than a month, and my remaining days are getting less and less. I sighed and said, "Don't worry, you can leave here in a few days. You will spend the New Year this year with Chen Chusheng. "

　　 Chu Xing promised me that he would release Ji Nuan before the new year.

　　 She shook her head, and suddenly said inexplicably: "Somehow, I miss you very much recently, and I feel vaguely uneasy. I always feel that you will leave me and leave me silently like Chen Chusheng."

　　 I was taken aback, and said with a smile: "Fool, I've been here all the time."

　　 "Sheng'er, I always think you have something to hide from me."

　　……

　　 After leaving the prison, I hesitated for a while and went to town. I happened to meet his grandma pushing him out to relax. I followed them far behind without disturbing him until his grandma left.

　　 I know, he is not stupid, he is waiting for me to pass.

　　 Before I approached, I heard him ask: "How is she doing?"

　　 I asked in a low voice: "Who?"

　　 He replied: "Ji Nuan."

　　 "Do you know her?"

　　 "I am not stupid, I remember it naturally."

　　 I asked: "Why have you been acting stupid before then?"

　　 After a pause, I smiled and said, "Is it because of low self-esteem? Feeling that I don't deserve her?"

　　 Chen Chusheng was silent for a moment, and said, "I am not good enough for her."

　　 Although the man in front of him has disabled legs, his eyes are clear. If he has not been in a car accident, if he is healthy, even if he is a gangster, he can break out of his own world.

　　 It's a pity that fate makes people.

　　 Unfortunately, we all met a woman named Wen Ruyan.

　　 "Chen Chusheng, all she wants is you."

　　 "I am a useless person."

The scenery of the town is always charming. I looked at the icy river in front of me and said sadly: "At least you are still there. Chen Chusheng, you still have the ability to love, and I... the late stage of cancer, the remaining time It's only a week or two, maybe tomorrow is not sure, I have no future."

　　 Chen Chusheng was shocked, and I laughed and said, "Give yourself a chance to be happy."

"you……"

　　 "Do it for yourself, don't disappoint Ji Nuan."

　　 After speaking, I turned around and left.

　　 It was night when I returned to Wucheng. I went home tiredly and lay on the bed. My stomach hurts badly in the middle of the night. I had to get up and took a lot of painkillers, and finally all vomited on the ground.

　　 I was lying on the ground and wanted to call my attending doctor, but I knew my physical condition best. According to the current situation, I should not live to 23 years old.

　　 I closed my eyes and couldn't tell what it was like. I didn't even have the slightest fear. It seemed that waiting for death had become a natural thing, but suddenly I missed the past a bit.

　　The more I get to this situation, the more I miss the person I used to be.

　　 If I can come back, I still want to follow him slowly.

　　 Day after day, month after month.

　　 I just want to meet again later.

　　 so that he can live in my heart forever.

　　 will not give me extravagant hopes, nor will it make me sad.

　　 When I was tortured to the extreme by the pain, I received a call from someone.

　　 He called me in a gentle voice, "Shi Sheng."

　　 "Gu Tingchen, what's the matter with you?"

　　 "Will you forgive me?"

　　 At the time of life and death, I wanted to start everything.

　　 I smiled and said, "Yes, I forgive you."

　　 "Shisheng, what's wrong with you?"

　　 I frowned and asked: "Huh?"

　　 "I feel something is wrong with you."

　　 I said softly: "I'm fine."

　　 "Are you at home? I'm downstairs in your house."

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