Giving You Love of a Lifetime

"I have never been aware of Lan Zhi's whereabouts, because he never contacted me." Chairman Gu was melancholy and suddenly asked curiously: "Why do you want to inquire about Lan Zhi's whereabouts?"

　　 I suddenly remembered that Gu Tingchen had told me in a small town in Nanjing that Gu Lan had a low temperament and didn't look down on Gu's family in his heart. Gradually, he broke contact with Chairman Gu.

　　 I was a little sad after hearing this, because Chu Xing only found out that Gu Lanzhi was still in Wucheng, and the specific whereabouts were never found.

　　 I was in helplessness, Chairman Gu called me on the phone, and asked again in confusion: "You are looking for Lan..."

　　 I interrupted him and said perfunctorily: "My mother liked the piano during her lifetime. I had listened to Gu Lanzhi's concert before, and it was very contagious. I want to invite him to the ninth anniversary of my mother's death."

　　 This reason is very lame, but Chairman Gu saw that I was reluctant to say and did not ask further, but told me to someone who knew Gu Lan's whereabouts.

　　 He said, "Ting Chen must know the news of his brother."

　　 "Then Chairman Gu can help me ask?"

　　 I hesitated to ask, but he refused me embarrassedly and said, "I have never paid attention to Lan Zhi's matter, so... Shenger, you can ask Tingchen about Lan Zhi's whereabouts."

　　 Chairman Gu is very cunning, and I understand his mind. He directly asked me to find Gu Tingchen to create opportunities for us.

　　 Yes, he still wants us to be together in his heart.

　　 Because Shijia is still in my hands.

　　 But the problem is that Gu Tingchen doesn't know me now. I rushed to find him, and he would definitely not tell me the whereabouts of Gu Lanzhi.

　　 I asked Chairman Gu to do this for me, but he hung up my phone and sent me the current address of Gu Tingchen in a short time. I clicked in and deleted the message directly.

　　 I can think of other ways to find Gu Lanzhi. I will never pester Gu Tingchen again, because from the beginning, he and I were a mistake, not to mention that he has forgotten me now.

　　……

　　 I dragged my suitcase back to Shi's house. Everything here hasn't changed. The sheets are still the white I changed that night.

　　 I put down the suitcase, took out the bottles and cans and put them on the table. Looking at these medicines, I felt very depressed.

　　 But for me now, time is the greatest asset.

　　Chu Xing spent a lot of money to hire the best medical team in the world to study my condition. They are stepping up the development of new drugs to treat my cancer.

　　 If I can carry it for a year or two, I’m not sure there is hope for a new life.

　　 It may have died once, and I am very open in my heart, and I don’t care about life and death so much. On the contrary, it is my feelings...

　　 seems to have become the biggest obsession of my life.

　　 I still cannot accept the fact that I love the wrong person.

　　 can't accept the fact that he knew that I was wrong, but he didn't remind me that Yun Danfeng left me downstairs...

　　 For the past nine years, I have carefully guarded the only memories of the two of us, and my heart is surging in my world.

　　 But he is as stable as a rock in his world.

　　 It seems that the love I have devoted my life to is a joke.

　　 Thinking of this, my heart is full of sadness.

　　 I want to find Gu Lanzhi.

　　 I want an answer.

　　 The more I thought about it, the more sad I got. I shook my head and got up and went into the bathroom to take a shower. After I came out, I wiped my long hair with a towel.

　　 looked up by accident, and inadvertently saw the man downstairs.

　　 Although it is already March, the sky in Wucheng is always gloomy and cold, and the man is only wearing a thin white shirt.

　　 Didn't he forget me?

　　 Why are you here again?

　　 I put down the towel and stood in front of the French window looking down at him. It is daytime, and he can see the scene in my room.

　　 I stood in the room and hesitated for a while, then turned around and went back to the dressing table to sit down and put on a new delicate makeup.

　　 I have always liked makeup. One is the exquisite habit of living, and the other is to hide the indelible scars on my cheeks.

　　 I put hummus-colored lipstick on my lips, curled up my waist-long hair, and put on a luxurious dress, put on high heels before going downstairs and opening the door, and stood opposite him.

　　 Although Gu Tingchen and Gu Lanzhi look exactly the same, Gu Lanzhi never stood below me, so I subconsciously called Gu Tingchen's name when I got off the car.

　　 Gu Tingchen's eyes are full of indifference at this moment, and the outline lines are unusually sharp, which seems to be both suspicious and vigilant to me.

　　 I pursed my lips and asked him, "What are you doing here?"

　　 He was silent, and I said: "This is my home."

　　 He repeatedly asked: "Your home?"

　　 His eyes were confused and confused.

　　 I affirmed: "Yes, this is my home."

　　 he asked me suddenly, "Who are you?"

The breeze blew gently, blowing my head with long hair fluttering, I stretched out my hand and adjusted my ears and hair, and asked with a smile: "Why do you stand here like a guardian stone? The people here are important to you? "

　　 There was irony in my words, Gu Tingchen frowned slightly, and a warning in his low voice: "Pay attention to your words."

　　 I spread out my hand and compromised: "Well, then I ask you, why are you here? Didn't you just leave?"

　　 He was silent, probably too lazy to talk to me.

　　 Gu Tingchen is such a man, he is too lazy or even ignores people he doesn't know and whom he hates.

　　 I was so angry when I saw him like this, and when I remembered what he had done to me before, I didn't look good to him.

　　 "You leave quickly, or I will call the police later."

　　 After a pause, I calmly reminded him: "This is my house. It's illegal for you to peep at here. Why don't you leave?"

　　 I turned around and wanted to go back to the villa, a lonely voice seemed to penetrate through the sky, "Your name is Shi Sheng, right?"

　　 I turned around abruptly, "Do you remember me?"

　　 "They said that I have a wife named Shi Sheng, but she and I have already divorced, and I can't even remember what she looks like now."

　　 There is endless sadness in his voice.

　　 "So you are here..."

　　 Gu Tingchen stared at me with his eyes tightly, and said in a bitter tone: "I always wanted to see what she looked like, so I often come here to wait. After waiting for a few days, you will show up."

　　 was silent, he suddenly raised his lips and smiled: "She is very beautiful."

　　 Gu Tingchen now has forgotten our past.

　　 I am no longer the woman he hated.

　　 He no longer looks at me with colored eyes.

　　 It was the first time the two people met. There was no suspicion, no calculation. He looked at me with a man’s simple eyes and praised: "She is very beautiful."

　　 If Gu Tingchen had done the same three years ago, then there would be no more sad things happening to him and me.

　　 I will not be like this, at least I am healthy, and there will be a two-year-old child by my side.

　　 I hid my red eyes and smiled and said, "Thank you, you are also very handsome, if there is nothing wrong...Don't disturb me."

　　 Gu Tingchen's face was a bit unsightly for a moment.

　　 I turned around and wanted to leave here. Gu Tingchen suddenly squeezed my wrist, and I asked sharply, "What are you doing?"

　　 He pressed his thin lips tightly and looked at me like a torch.

　　 I calmly said: "Gu Tingchen, let go of me!"

　　 "Shi Sheng, why should we divorce?"