"No, mom, no, you can't fight. I'll stay with the child!" Xia Yanxin anxiously hugged Xia Shandi's sleeve and begged anxiously.

"Yan Yan, listen to your mother's advice! Mother was like you, young, competitive and love first. She thought that with his flesh and blood, he would know my good one day and come back to me. But facts proved that I was wrong. He was only quick to me. He didn't want me to have children for him at all. Yan Yan, rich men have a virtue. Their eyes will soon notice other women and forget you completely. "

"Mom, I don't care about his turning back. Really, I just want this child. The child is innocent..."

"Silly girl, you are still young. You will find a good man who loves you in the future, build a complete family and have another child. That will be your happy life."

"No, no, impossible, I won't fall in love with other men..."

"Silly girl, you are lovelorn, heartbroken and dizzy! What you say now is all stupid and angry. You gave birth to this child regardless of everything. Will you feed TA alone in the future? Do you know how much pressure a single mother has to bear? Think about it. Over the years, I have endured humiliation in the Jin family. Even if Mrs. Jin asked me to lick her shoes, I would admit it. You think I like it? Do you think I was born to be bullied by her? That's because I have no way back. I can leave my work and run away in a rage. OK, what's next? How can I feed you? I'm a woman. I can't take care of it with one arm. Only as a nanny can you take you and let you stumble and grow up. Even so, I still feel indebted to you, because I didn't give you a sound family and a complete father's love. This is something I feel guilty all my life. Look at me. You can imagine that after your child is born, he will face the same pain as when you were a child. Do you really have the heart to do so? " Xia Shandi's words were burning, and her voice and tears were full of persuasion.

Xia Yanxin was stunned. Yes, she wanted to give birth to this child. She wanted to give TA warmth and love, and let him grow up healthily and be as happy as other children.

However, children's humiliation memories come to mind one after another. Wild seeds, wild girls, wild children without a father, all kinds of humiliation grow up with the shadow of childhood, which is like a nightmare.

How many times has she cried out to her father in her dream? She often sees other children enjoying fatherly love, and she can only envy

This time, do you want her children to bear it again? No, no, she can't.

Reach out and touch her slightly raised belly. She can feel that there is a small life growing there... Does she really want to kill TA cruelly?

Xia Shandi lovingly stroked her forehead, "Yan Yan, women can't make mistakes when they are young, otherwise they won't be happy all their life. Mom knows you have love, you can't bear it. But after all, it's only four months. The baby hasn't taken shape and Ta doesn't feel it. You knock it down now, Ta doesn't feel at all, so it flows away quietly. You're still a child. You haven't grown up. Where can you support TA? It's better to let TA reincarnate to another home early. "

"Mom..." Xia Yanxin suddenly fell into Xia Shandi's arms and burst into tears. Baby, you really came at a bad time. Mommy didn't prepare at all. Mommy really didn't want to give you a crippled home... All the time, she firmly wanted to give birth to this child, and suddenly felt afraid. She doesn't even have a formal job now. She can't even support herself. Where can she feed her children?

The feeling of despair and heartache is about to tear her heart apart

Xia Shandi gently dried her tears. "Yan Yan, don't be too sad. Mom will take you to the hospital tomorrow and beat the child quietly with you. Take advantage of the fact that you are still young. If you raise your body again, you will recover soon. "

Xia Yanxin lies on the bed and cries so hard that she is about to lose her strength.

I didn't sleep all night. Maybe I cried too much and had a headache that was about to crack. I lay on the bed and didn't think of it with my pillow... At the thought of the baby who was about to be separated forever, her heart was dripping blood, which was more painful than long Yutian stabbing her heart with a knife... Once she killed the child, the only souvenir between her and long Yutian would disappear. From then on, their lives had no intersection, and even the last point gradually disappeared, as if they had never existed. This feeling is terrible.

The door opened gently. Xia Shandi came in with a cup of steaming milk. "Yan Yan, come, have a glass of milk first!"

Looking at her daughter's deep black eyes, Xia Shandi is distressed, but long pain is better than short pain. If the child is not knocked out, it will affect her daughter's happiness in life. She can't hesitate as a mother.

Xia Yanxin sat up slowly, holding the cup in her hand. Before she drank, her tears fell into the cup, "Mom... Is there really no other way? I can work and earn money to support TA. I can... "

"Alas... Yan Yan, mom won't force you. Let's do it! Give you three days to think about it yourself! " Xia Shandi sighed deeply.

Just then, aunt Nian Qiaoyun leaned in, "Yan Yan, what's the matter with you? Your eyes are crying and swollen like this? "

"Aunt..." Xia Yanxin shouted, stood up and reluctantly smiled, "it's all right. I've left my mother for too long. I miss what she thinks!"

"Oh, good, good... Don't be afraid of anything! Your uncle is also very concerned these days. He said when you and the child surnamed dragon will get married! In fact, the child surnamed long is very nice. He is tall and handsome and honest. If he gets married in the future. You should help my family Han Mu and Xia Yun! " Nian Qiaoyun always wanted her two children to study abroad. Since Xia Yanxin left with long Yutian, she looked forward to the early completion of the marriage every day. If you have relatives abroad, everything is easy.

Xia Yanxin was stunned for a moment, smiled and shook her head, "aunt, this time may disappoint you. I broke up with him."

"Ah... Broke up!! Why is this? I think the child loves you very much. Are you too willful, child? I tell you, men have to coax, especially rich men! Do you want your aunt to teach you some tricks? " Nian Qiaoyun didn't know the reason. He acted only by speculation.

Xia Shandi didn't want to make her daughter sad and embarrassed again. She coughed softly, "sister-in-law, let her deal with what she said by herself! Let me go shopping with you! "

While reaching out and holding Nian Qiaoyun's hand, he went out

Xia Yanxin held the already cold half cup of milk and stayed for a while. She felt very bored. She walked out slowly alone. Yes, my mother is right. They are all living in their uncle's house now. Like duckweed, they live a life without land. How can they raise another child?

The ideal is very rich, the reality is very skinny

Just in a daze, suddenly something strangled heavily. The backpack on his shoulder was robbed by the thief. When he recovered, the thief had run to the end of the road.

"Hey, catch the thief!"

Xia Yanxin happened to be wearing flat bottomed sneakers, but she was in poor health. She watched the thief run and play more and more. She stopped after a few steps.

"Yan Yan..."

A surprised voice sounded. Xia Yanxin straightened up slowly, and a tall figure blocked the sun in front of her

Chu Sihao, standing in front of her, was dressed in a dark blue police uniform, with shiny epaulets and police cap. He was energetic, brave and handsome... After many days, he looked so strange. No, in fact, it hasn't been many days. The last time I met him and Kim Meiqi to buy an engagement ring, it seemed that it was only more than a month ago! Why does she feel that after a century, things around her seem to be different.

"Yan Yan, is this your bag?"

Chu Sihao handed over a women's bag and pointed to the police car behind him. "I caught a thief in front just now. I've asked someone to take it back to the police station first. The beverage stall owner in front said you were shouting to catch a thief just now."

Xia Yanxin takes the bag and finds out with sharp eyes that Chu Sihao is not wearing an engagement ring on his hand. After a long time, he smiled and said, "thank you!"

Chu Sihao noticed that her feet were wearing the pair of sports shoes he had bought for her before. He was inexplicably excited. "Do these shoes fit?"

Xia Yanxin was slightly stunned. She looked down and found that the new sneakers she was wearing were given by him before... Yes, why did she wear them? She went out in a muddle in the morning. She just clearly remembered Shen Xiaoman's confession that she wanted to wear flat heels. She opened the cabinet and grabbed the shoes and put them on her feet. She didn't think who gave the shoes. For a moment, she thought of many past events

"What's the matter? Yan Yan, are you uncomfortable? " Chu Sihao looked at her and asked with concern.

"No, No. Very good, very fit, thank you! "

"What do you do with me politely? It's too raw."

"By the way, brother Si Hao, why are you here?"

"I'm in charge of this police district. I'm going to get off work now. Why don't we have lunch..." Chu Sihao said very naturally. Xia Yanxin lost a lot of weight. When he looked at it for the first time, he almost didn't dare to recognize it

Xia Yanxin subconsciously wants to refuse. She suddenly remembers that someone has just helped her find her bag. It seems that it's impolite to refuse. A light smile rises at the corners of her mouth, "OK, my treat!"

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