Honey, do you believe in heaven? If you believe, then you should believe that I am here looking at you every day. I miss you and our son. You should be happy every day.
Just a few lines of words gave Xia Yanxin a new hope. Was this made by long Yutian? For a moment, a frenzied joy rose in her heart.
No, she doesn't believe in heaven. She doesn't believe that there is a soul after people die. She can receive flowers from him and text messages from him. It can only show one thing, that is, he is still alive.
But when you think about it, it's wrong. If he's really alive, why don't you come to see her?
From the excitement just now, she calmed down slowly. There was another layer of doubt at the bottom of her heart. Yes, what was the reason why he didn't come to see her?
After much consideration, she decided to tell Monica about it and ask him to help her find out the number source of the message
Shen Xiaoman holds his face in both hands and rubs it hard. This is a very difficult decision... Although the babies have not been born yet, after all, she has stayed in her stomach for several months. She has long been connected with their blood and has a deep love between mother and daughter. She fantasizes about the little looks of the babies every day. They are the crystallization of her love with Lei Zijia and the continuation of their blood, But their hope and future.
From the first abortion a few years ago to the second pregnancy, she and Lei Zijia have experienced many disappointments, hardships, misunderstandings and frustrations. From the moment she conceived the child, she decided to give them all her love.
Unfortunately, fate once again played a cruel joke on her, whether to end their lives now or let them come to the world to suffer from illness. These two choices are very painful for Shen Xiaoman.
"Cousin, if I beat them again, Zijia and I will never have children again in our life. I don't want to." Shen Xiaoman desperately wants to find an excuse to keep the baby. The separation is right in front of her. She can't.
"Xiaoman, I know you're in pain. But after the disease, the suffering is even more painful. Do you really want to watch your children bear that pain? " Jiang Xiuyan persuaded again.
Shen Xiaoman looks up, looks at Jiang Xiuyan in pain, lowers his head, holds his skirt tightly with both hands and rubs it constantly.
"Mr. Jiang, you are already in line over there. Please take the patient to have an operation! We'll be off work in half an hour. " A nurse came in with a book.
"OK, we'll come right away!" Jiang Xiuyan stood up and helped Shen Xiaoman to the operating room.
Shen Xiaoman's heart was still in a mess. At this time, she completely lost her judgment. She didn't know whether to stay or kill... Until she lay in the hospital bed for surgery, she suddenly remembered the first child she had killed. The pain and shadow are still there. She suddenly sat up.
"No, cousin, I don't want to do it. I won't kill them..."
Jiang Xiuyan's face was a little cold. "Xiaoman, don't be silly! Since I'm here, I'll do the operation. It's good for the child and you. "
"No, no, I don't want to do it. This is the flesh and blood of Zijia and I. I can't kill them."
"But have you ever thought of what they would do if they got cancer?"
"I don't know, but at least before I make a decision, I want to discuss Jia. He is the father of the babies and he has the right to decide."
"Xiaoman, why are you so stupid? The Lei family don't have a good thing. Have you forgotten how your mother died?"
Watching Jiang Xiuyan's face become ferocious, Shen Xiaoman is also silly.
"Cousin, why did you mention that year? Didn't I explain it to you? My father did my mother's death. It has nothing to do with the Lei family. "
"If Mai Youran hadn't seduced your father Ouyang Wenbin, how could your father do such a thing. Xiaoman, have you really forgotten that hatred? " Jiang Xiuyan's voice and color are fierce. This appearance makes Shen Xiaoman feel very strange, which is completely different from him who is usually gentle and friendly.
"Cousin, now Lei Zijia is my husband and the father of the babies. Don't speak ill of Lei's family. I don't want to have an abortion. I want to come down."
Shen Xiaoman struggled to get down in bed, but two doctors around him held her down, and then looked at Jiang Xiuyan with consulting eyes, "do you want to continue the operation?"
"Yes, yes! Do it! " Jiang Xiuyan's face was cold and gloomy.
"No, I don't want to, I don't do it!" Shen Xiaoman screamed. He had a big stomach and was inconvenient to move. There was no way to get rid of the doctor.
At this time, the door of the operating room was suddenly kicked open, and Lei Zijia rushed in
"Wife..."
Lei Zijia rushed in anxiously and hugged Shen Xiaoman. The two doctors wanted to be stopped. The bodyguards who rushed in twisted out left and right
"Husband!" Shen Xiaoman choked and hugged Lei Zijia.
"Wife, why are you doing this? What the hell are you doing to kill our children? Didn't you say you only lived for a few days? Why did you come to have an abortion? " Lei Zijia asked puzzled. If he hadn't secretly sent people to stare at Shen Xiaoman, it would have irreparable terrible consequences now.
"Husband, I'm sorry. It's all my fault. I don't mean to kill the baby. I just don't want them to suffer in the future!" Shen Xiaoman said painfully.
"Wife, what do you mean?"
Shen Xiaoman looked around and looked at Jiang Xiuyan again. "Husband, I want to go home. I don't want to stay here!"
Lei Zijia seemed to see some clues. He looked at Jiang Xiuyan fiercely, "did you do anything to Xiaoman?"
Jiang Xiuyan sneered, "yes, I advised her to kill the child. Keep the child. The pain will only be her own. "
"What do you mean?"
"Zijia, stop talking. Let's go!"
Shen Xiaoman doesn't want Lei Zijia to argue with Jiang Xiuyan. Although Jiang Xiuyan's action just now was a little too extreme, he is still her cousin after all. She doesn't want to make the friendship between Jiang Lei and his family deeper and deeper. Therefore, she stopped Lei Zijia at this time.
Lei Zijia glared at Jiang Xiuyan, turned around and helped Shen Xiaoman out. Behind him, Jiang Xiuyan said reluctantly, "Xiaoman, you should remember your cousin's words. One day, you will regret having these two children..."
Shen Xiaoman's body trembled slightly, and there was a shivering coolness in his heart... Fortunately, Lei Zijia held her nearby, so she didn't fall down.
Lei Zijia drove the car and took her to the direction of the airport. Shen Xiaoman kept silent and looked at the scenery outside the window.
After thinking for a long time, she began slowly, "husband, I'm sorry to worry you today. It's all caused by my willfulness and ignorance."
Lei Zijia slowly slowed down, then stopped at a quiet roadside, turned and looked at her, "as long as you and the babies are all right, just, I hope, no matter what happens to you, can you tell me first? Because I always feel that I am also your closest person. "
Shen Xiaoman slowly looked up and looked at Lei Zijia with guilt. "It's all my fault. I've been afraid to tell you. I'm afraid you'll dislike me and won't be with me after you know."
Lei Zijia clenched her little hand, "wife, what are you thinking! Since we are both husband and wife, how can I dislike you! "
Shen Xiaoman blushed. "Well, there is a female genetic disease in the Jiang family. It has been passed down from generation to generation. I think you should know what it is. My grandmother and my aunts all died of this disease, almost none of them were spared, although it is said that this disease has a genetic probability. But in the Jiang family, the probability is 100 percent. "
After hearing this, Lei Zijia still looked calm. "Silly girl, you don't have to get something like genetic disease."
"I know! But this probability is 100% in our Jiang family, just like a terrible curse... "
Lei Zijia smiled and stretched out his hand to take her into his arms. "Silly girl, I didn't expect you to bear so much psychological pressure alone. In fact, you should have told your husband earlier. My husband is responsible for solving all kinds of problems for you. In fact, some genetic diseases can be prevented. For example, some patients who are prone to gastric cancer or families with a genetic history of gastric cancer can be prevented in advance, get rid of some bad habits that are easy to get sick, and have regular physical examination, which can avoid the occurrence of lesions. "
"However, such a situation is relatively rare! Genes can hardly be changed, there is no way... "
"Silly girl, don't forget that your husband specializes in genetics. There must be a way. Finding a doctor's husband has to work, doesn't it? Besides, didn't you have a baby? You're not sick, and the children won't have a problem. " Lei Zijia said encouragingly.
"But I'm really not confident. I'm afraid." Shen Xiaoman is still hesitant.
"It's all right. I heard from my mother that she visited your father some time ago. They all discussed the problems of traditional Chinese medicine, especially the prevention and treatment of cancer. Your father invented the method of using traditional Chinese medicine for treatment, and the effect is quite good. If you don't believe it, go back and ask my mother. Don't say you haven't got any disease. Even if you get it, you can cure it. Trust your husband, there will be no mistake. " Lei Zijia said confidently.
Under Lei Zijia's persuasion, Shen Xiaoman's nervous mood slowly relaxed. Yes, she also studied medicine. She also knows that this is organic and can't be 100%. As long as she doesn't get it, the probability of her two daughters getting sick is very, very small... Well, since God has given her two children, she should cherish it. Anyway, She wants to bring her two children to the world for a look and a walk
Just a few lines of words gave Xia Yanxin a new hope. Was this made by long Yutian? For a moment, a frenzied joy rose in her heart.
No, she doesn't believe in heaven. She doesn't believe that there is a soul after people die. She can receive flowers from him and text messages from him. It can only show one thing, that is, he is still alive.
But when you think about it, it's wrong. If he's really alive, why don't you come to see her?
From the excitement just now, she calmed down slowly. There was another layer of doubt at the bottom of her heart. Yes, what was the reason why he didn't come to see her?
After much consideration, she decided to tell Monica about it and ask him to help her find out the number source of the message
Shen Xiaoman holds his face in both hands and rubs it hard. This is a very difficult decision... Although the babies have not been born yet, after all, she has stayed in her stomach for several months. She has long been connected with their blood and has a deep love between mother and daughter. She fantasizes about the little looks of the babies every day. They are the crystallization of her love with Lei Zijia and the continuation of their blood, But their hope and future.
From the first abortion a few years ago to the second pregnancy, she and Lei Zijia have experienced many disappointments, hardships, misunderstandings and frustrations. From the moment she conceived the child, she decided to give them all her love.
Unfortunately, fate once again played a cruel joke on her, whether to end their lives now or let them come to the world to suffer from illness. These two choices are very painful for Shen Xiaoman.
"Cousin, if I beat them again, Zijia and I will never have children again in our life. I don't want to." Shen Xiaoman desperately wants to find an excuse to keep the baby. The separation is right in front of her. She can't.
"Xiaoman, I know you're in pain. But after the disease, the suffering is even more painful. Do you really want to watch your children bear that pain? " Jiang Xiuyan persuaded again.
Shen Xiaoman looks up, looks at Jiang Xiuyan in pain, lowers his head, holds his skirt tightly with both hands and rubs it constantly.
"Mr. Jiang, you are already in line over there. Please take the patient to have an operation! We'll be off work in half an hour. " A nurse came in with a book.
"OK, we'll come right away!" Jiang Xiuyan stood up and helped Shen Xiaoman to the operating room.
Shen Xiaoman's heart was still in a mess. At this time, she completely lost her judgment. She didn't know whether to stay or kill... Until she lay in the hospital bed for surgery, she suddenly remembered the first child she had killed. The pain and shadow are still there. She suddenly sat up.
"No, cousin, I don't want to do it. I won't kill them..."
Jiang Xiuyan's face was a little cold. "Xiaoman, don't be silly! Since I'm here, I'll do the operation. It's good for the child and you. "
"No, no, I don't want to do it. This is the flesh and blood of Zijia and I. I can't kill them."
"But have you ever thought of what they would do if they got cancer?"
"I don't know, but at least before I make a decision, I want to discuss Jia. He is the father of the babies and he has the right to decide."
"Xiaoman, why are you so stupid? The Lei family don't have a good thing. Have you forgotten how your mother died?"
Watching Jiang Xiuyan's face become ferocious, Shen Xiaoman is also silly.
"Cousin, why did you mention that year? Didn't I explain it to you? My father did my mother's death. It has nothing to do with the Lei family. "
"If Mai Youran hadn't seduced your father Ouyang Wenbin, how could your father do such a thing. Xiaoman, have you really forgotten that hatred? " Jiang Xiuyan's voice and color are fierce. This appearance makes Shen Xiaoman feel very strange, which is completely different from him who is usually gentle and friendly.
"Cousin, now Lei Zijia is my husband and the father of the babies. Don't speak ill of Lei's family. I don't want to have an abortion. I want to come down."
Shen Xiaoman struggled to get down in bed, but two doctors around him held her down, and then looked at Jiang Xiuyan with consulting eyes, "do you want to continue the operation?"
"Yes, yes! Do it! " Jiang Xiuyan's face was cold and gloomy.
"No, I don't want to, I don't do it!" Shen Xiaoman screamed. He had a big stomach and was inconvenient to move. There was no way to get rid of the doctor.
At this time, the door of the operating room was suddenly kicked open, and Lei Zijia rushed in
"Wife..."
Lei Zijia rushed in anxiously and hugged Shen Xiaoman. The two doctors wanted to be stopped. The bodyguards who rushed in twisted out left and right
"Husband!" Shen Xiaoman choked and hugged Lei Zijia.
"Wife, why are you doing this? What the hell are you doing to kill our children? Didn't you say you only lived for a few days? Why did you come to have an abortion? " Lei Zijia asked puzzled. If he hadn't secretly sent people to stare at Shen Xiaoman, it would have irreparable terrible consequences now.
"Husband, I'm sorry. It's all my fault. I don't mean to kill the baby. I just don't want them to suffer in the future!" Shen Xiaoman said painfully.
"Wife, what do you mean?"
Shen Xiaoman looked around and looked at Jiang Xiuyan again. "Husband, I want to go home. I don't want to stay here!"
Lei Zijia seemed to see some clues. He looked at Jiang Xiuyan fiercely, "did you do anything to Xiaoman?"
Jiang Xiuyan sneered, "yes, I advised her to kill the child. Keep the child. The pain will only be her own. "
"What do you mean?"
"Zijia, stop talking. Let's go!"
Shen Xiaoman doesn't want Lei Zijia to argue with Jiang Xiuyan. Although Jiang Xiuyan's action just now was a little too extreme, he is still her cousin after all. She doesn't want to make the friendship between Jiang Lei and his family deeper and deeper. Therefore, she stopped Lei Zijia at this time.
Lei Zijia glared at Jiang Xiuyan, turned around and helped Shen Xiaoman out. Behind him, Jiang Xiuyan said reluctantly, "Xiaoman, you should remember your cousin's words. One day, you will regret having these two children..."
Shen Xiaoman's body trembled slightly, and there was a shivering coolness in his heart... Fortunately, Lei Zijia held her nearby, so she didn't fall down.
Lei Zijia drove the car and took her to the direction of the airport. Shen Xiaoman kept silent and looked at the scenery outside the window.
After thinking for a long time, she began slowly, "husband, I'm sorry to worry you today. It's all caused by my willfulness and ignorance."
Lei Zijia slowly slowed down, then stopped at a quiet roadside, turned and looked at her, "as long as you and the babies are all right, just, I hope, no matter what happens to you, can you tell me first? Because I always feel that I am also your closest person. "
Shen Xiaoman slowly looked up and looked at Lei Zijia with guilt. "It's all my fault. I've been afraid to tell you. I'm afraid you'll dislike me and won't be with me after you know."
Lei Zijia clenched her little hand, "wife, what are you thinking! Since we are both husband and wife, how can I dislike you! "
Shen Xiaoman blushed. "Well, there is a female genetic disease in the Jiang family. It has been passed down from generation to generation. I think you should know what it is. My grandmother and my aunts all died of this disease, almost none of them were spared, although it is said that this disease has a genetic probability. But in the Jiang family, the probability is 100 percent. "
After hearing this, Lei Zijia still looked calm. "Silly girl, you don't have to get something like genetic disease."
"I know! But this probability is 100% in our Jiang family, just like a terrible curse... "
Lei Zijia smiled and stretched out his hand to take her into his arms. "Silly girl, I didn't expect you to bear so much psychological pressure alone. In fact, you should have told your husband earlier. My husband is responsible for solving all kinds of problems for you. In fact, some genetic diseases can be prevented. For example, some patients who are prone to gastric cancer or families with a genetic history of gastric cancer can be prevented in advance, get rid of some bad habits that are easy to get sick, and have regular physical examination, which can avoid the occurrence of lesions. "
"However, such a situation is relatively rare! Genes can hardly be changed, there is no way... "
"Silly girl, don't forget that your husband specializes in genetics. There must be a way. Finding a doctor's husband has to work, doesn't it? Besides, didn't you have a baby? You're not sick, and the children won't have a problem. " Lei Zijia said encouragingly.
"But I'm really not confident. I'm afraid." Shen Xiaoman is still hesitant.
"It's all right. I heard from my mother that she visited your father some time ago. They all discussed the problems of traditional Chinese medicine, especially the prevention and treatment of cancer. Your father invented the method of using traditional Chinese medicine for treatment, and the effect is quite good. If you don't believe it, go back and ask my mother. Don't say you haven't got any disease. Even if you get it, you can cure it. Trust your husband, there will be no mistake. " Lei Zijia said confidently.
Under Lei Zijia's persuasion, Shen Xiaoman's nervous mood slowly relaxed. Yes, she also studied medicine. She also knows that this is organic and can't be 100%. As long as she doesn't get it, the probability of her two daughters getting sick is very, very small... Well, since God has given her two children, she should cherish it. Anyway, She wants to bring her two children to the world for a look and a walk
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