Waiting, full of anxiety and anxiety

This is the fourth day after Shen Xiaoman's operation. They are waiting for the results of pathological tests. If the tumor is benign, it is an ordinary hysteromyoma, which can be completely cured after the operation. It has no great impact on future life. If it is malignant, it is uterine cancer. The next operation may remove the uterus. If it is early uterine cancer, there is still room for rescue. If it is the spread of advanced cancer cells, it is basically the end of life. Therefore, the result of this test is equivalent to the judgment of life, which directly determines how long Shen Xiaoman's life is!

Shen Xiaoman seems very calm and has no emotional fluctuations, while Lei Zijia is getting thinner and silent day by day. As a doctor, he can't save his favorite woman. That sense of powerlessness is the most terrible.

In the special VIP ward, a Tao brought in two girls dressed like little princesses.

Shen Xiaoman sat up excitedly and kissed the two little sisters left and right, hugging and hugging.

"Mommy, do you hurt?" Shen Yujie asked painfully, pointing to the blood transfusion tube inserted in the back of Shen Xiaoman's hand.

"No pain... Mommy has a virus in her body now. These potions are superman. They will help me kill the virus."

"Oh... When will Mommy go home? Jie Jie wants to listen to Mommy's story in the evening! " Shen Yujie asked mildly.

"Didn't daddy tell you a story?" Shen Xiaoman asked with a smile. In fact, Lei Zijia is the most tired in recent days. He runs between his family and the hospital every day. He takes care of Shen Xiaoman in the hospital during the day and coaxes his two daughters to sleep at night. After his daughters sleep, he runs to the hospital again.

"Daddy is a fool. He tears as soon as he tells a story..." Shen Yujie said mildly.

"Huh? Nonsense, how could daddy cry? " Shen Xiaoman smiled.

"Jie Jie did not talk nonsense. Daddy told the story of mermaid yesterday, and when the mermaid turned into foam in the sea, he shed tears. Jiejie didn't cry, but daddy cried. Daddy wasn't brave at all. " Shen Yujie mercilessly exposed Lei Zijia's embarrassment.

"Nonsense, daddy didn't cry, didn't he tell you? That's because the sand is in your eyes. " Lei Zijia just came in from the outside and quickly drank and scolded his daughter

Shen Xiaoman glances at Lei Zijia and looks at him. She sees the sadness and despair in his eyes. Her heart is inexplicably painful, like torn by something... A pair of lovely little daughters are waiting for her to raise. A young and creative infatuated husband wants to stay with her all his life. In fact, life depends on her. There are too many nostalgia, and she doesn't want to die

"Daddy lied. There's no wind. Where's the sand!" The simple little guy exposed his father's lie again.

"That's because the story of the mermaid reminds daddy of his sick Mommy... Daddy said that mommy is daddy's Mermaid and daddy is Mommy's Prince. The mermaid is ill. Of course the prince is sad. Daddy shed tears not because he was not brave, but because he was worried about Mommy. " Shen Yuqing, who has always been silent, suddenly said seriously.

Watching his daughter say such a long and reasonable words for the first time, Shen Xiaoman was stunned

Shen Xiaoman feels that his eyes are astringent, and his hot tears collide in his eyes. He wants to burst into tears at any time

"Well, babies, Mommy Needs a rest. Go home with ah Tao first! Daddy will take care of you later. " Lei Zijia took his two little daughters by the hand, one left and one right, ready to leave.

Shen Xiaoman kisses his daughter again and again. She can't bear them and wants to hold them in her arms all the time

But this is a hospital. The air is full of all kinds of germs. Children are easy to be infected. She can't let children take such risks for her own sake.

"Mommy, bye, I'll miss you." Shen Yuqing fiddles with her little hands and says goodbye to Shen Xiaoman.

"Bye, babies, listen to Daddy at home." Shen Xiaoman choked and squeezed out a smile to say goodbye to his daughters.

In fact, every other day, Lei Zijia will bring the children to get together with Shen Xiaoman. However, I don't know why, Shen Xiaoman always has a bad feeling, as if the children's figure will never see again as soon as it disappears in her sight. The sadness and sadness in her heart always surged like the sea, but in front of the children, she was afraid that the children would be afraid, so she didn't dare to cry, so she had to bear it desperately.

As soon as the two sisters came to the door, Shen Yujie suddenly loosed his hand and ran back, hugged Shen Xiaoman's arm. "Mommy, I'm so scared. Would you really become a bubble like a mermaid? Then throw away jiejie, her sister and daddy and never come back? "

Shen Xiaoman looks at his childish daughter. Her big eyes full of longing can't help it anymore. Tears burst out of the dike. She holds her daughter's small figure tightly.

"Mommy is not a mermaid... Mommy will never leave you!"

Later, Shen Yuqing also released Lei Zijia's hand and held Shen Xiaoman, "Mommy, you must get better and go home quickly! We can't live without Mommy all day! "

"OK, Mommy will go home soon!" Shen Xiaoman sobbed. Hold the little girls full.

Lei Zijia came back silently and picked up all the three most important women in his life

A Tao stood at the door. Seeing this disturbing scene, he couldn't help crying

"Mr. Lei... The inspection results come out!" A doctor hurried into the ward with a test sheet.

Lei Zijia loosened his arm and turned to look at ah Tao. "You take the children back first. I'll come back later!"

"Yes, young master!" Tao called two bodyguards in and led the two little girls out.

The ward soon quieted down.

"Mr. Lei, the results we just tested..."

"Go outside and talk!" Lei Zijia's low voice interrupted the doctor.

"Good!" The doctor looked at Shen Xiaoman lying on the hospital bed and nodded knowingly. Many times, in order to prevent patients from generating negative emotions, some emotional diseases must carry patients behind their backs, which is conducive to later treatment. This is also a relatively kind lie.

"No, just say it here! I am also a doctor. I want to know my situation... "Shen Xiaoman quickly shouted to them. She is also a doctor. Therefore, from the moment the doctor entered the door, she knew her fate and she was ready to face it.

"Er..." the doctor stood there and looked at Lei Zijia at a loss.

Leizijia silently walked to Shen Xiaoman and reached out to hold her little hand, which was so thin that only her skeleton was left. "Wife, you have a good rest here. I'll discuss the future treatment plan with the doctor. You don't need to know. If you know in advance, you may have psychological pressure. Since you have been a doctor, you should understand that the work of a doctor needs the cooperation of patients. So just lie here. "

He lowered his head and kissed her forehead, which was cold. He put his cheek on her forehead and warmed her with his body temperature

"No, just here. What you are talking about is my physical condition. I have the most right to know. I can decide my life and death directly. Husband, don't hide it from me. The more you hide it from me, the more I will think. " Shen Xiaoman suddenly burst into tears.

"OK, just listen to you!" Lei Zijia's voice was very low and gentle. He nodded to the doctor and signaled that he could speak here.

Yes, if Shen Xiaoman has never studied medicine and is just a layman who doesn't understand pathology, his concealment may be effective. But she is not. As long as she sees her next treatment process, she can basically judge her condition.

The doctor nodded and held his glasses. In fact, he was very depressed. His favorite thing was to watch the patient recover and leave the hospital, rather than taking this test sheet to give the patient a desperate message. He knew what a terrible scene he would face after he finished.

"I'm sorry, the test result is positive... It's a malignant tumor. From the current situation, the tumor has no sign of spreading to the whole body. It's only limited to the uterus. It should be in the early stage. Our suggestion is to remove the uterus to prevent future trouble! " After that, the doctor was silent.

The whole ward also fell into silence. For a long time, Shen Xiaoman smiled, "it's not too bad. In the early stage, if it's done well, it can live for three or five years. Is... Can the uterus not be removed? I think maybe we can have another child! "

The doctor shook his head. "That's very dangerous. We suggest removal. In this case, we generally don't recommend regeneration."

"I see, please. I want to stay alone with my wife!" Lei Zijia said to the doctor.

"OK, in order to confirm further treatment, please come to my office later!"

"Good!"

Lei Zijia watched the doctor go out of the door, and then there was a long silence

"Husband, it's not that serious. I don't want to remove the uterus... "Shen Xiaoman knows what the uterus means to a woman. If it is removed, she will not be a complete woman. She can't even do the husband and wife thing with Lei Zijia.

Lei Zijia turned around and held Shen Xiaoman in his arms. "Wife, don't worry, your husband is a doctor. He will never make you afraid. Don't worry, he won't remove the uterus. From today on, we will return to Pok Oi Hospital. I'll treat you with traditional Chinese Medicine... "

"Well, good! Husband, you said that my father is good at traditional Chinese medicine and has his own set of treatment for cancer... I think you go to Dali temple and pick him up. I'm relieved to have him around. " Shen Xiaoman still has a glimmer of hope in her heart. The last time she saw Ouyang Wenbin in Dali temple, she learned a lot. As for the prevention and treatment of family diseases, she always believed Lei Zijia's words and felt that there was hope

After listening, Lei Zijia was silent for a long time before whispering, "wife... I did something I'm sorry for you. Please forgive me!"

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