Gravity Falls: The Lord Of Darkness

[Dream]

I was suddenly in a diner being made fun of by my sister and what seems to be my uncle or uncle all I knew for certain was we were related in some way. We all had pancakes on our plates they were laughing at me for some song I've never heard which seemed odd the name sounded girly but I've never listened to such a song.

I've listened to Blood//Water by grandson and it is my favorite song purely because of the parallels it has with actual society, my second favorite song is Violence by Alexandria, but it bȧrėly matters, this whole dream was odd ;perhaps it is a possible future of mine which will result in me being this pathetic mess, it would make sense I did just awaken my magic recently, or maybe it's my deepest fear that even if people notice me I will just be made fun of and still ostracized but such thoughts are something to dwell on later.

'How odd, I don't seem to be able to move at all; so this must be some sort of vision or a type of dream I have not experienced before, nothing to warrant any concern though, I heard many experience dreams like this that they are in the backseat. Perhaps it's another fear, a fear of not being in control of my life.

'The way I'm dressed is also rather weird since I rarely wear clothing like that. And even then it's usually on warmer days because I don't wear my punisher and skeleton hoodies when it's hot out; but even then I hate wearing such outfits I simply think I look like a complete dork even though almost nobody seems to notice me. I have tried to wear my favorite outfits in the hot summer heat but I sweat quite a bit when I do which then that leads to smelling bad; Which is rather disgusting, I rather not go about my day in my own disgusting filth for extended periods.'

Real-world

I began to stir and then slowly my eyes began to slowly open, then I blinked a few times to adjust my vision to the sudden light.

'So it was some sort of dream afterall it makes near perfect sense it's probably my fears as I predicted , which caused me to envision a possible future one where I seemed to be nothing more than a pushover, a loser, a laughing stock or even a spineless wimp who was walked all over by his family, does anyone want to live like that, I certainly don't.'

'But I'm not like that I keep up an act similar to that when my family is around I even wear clothing similar to that of my counterparts of course it's usually when my family is around so they don't think I'm some weird emo who wants the world to burn or something along those lines, I do not want paint an image that isn't true afterall, honestly it is really laughable how my family is so judgemental especially my sister she can be such a drag , aswell as a nuisance always guilt-tripping me.'

'Anyways I think I've had enough thinking about rather annoying topics, I've got a whole day ahead of me ; starting with getting dressed brushing my teeth and such then most importantly I'll go down to eat breakfast I hope it's pancakes and bacon, oh how I love some good o'le bacon.'

And so I dressed into the outfit I wear around my family mainly.

And then I walk downstairs.

'I honestly can't wait to get out of this town, I hate it here. I hate the way everyone ignores me

... how my sister always gained attention even when I try to cause trouble... I'm never noticed and never get punished... I've never had attention from anyone but my family that's why I'm usually spending time with them at least they notice me..."

'But even then most of the time they ignore me to, especially Mabel, she seems so focused on her friends.'

*Sigh*

'Why do I bother sometimes?'

I saw that on the table were bacon pancakes and eggs my favorite breakfast foods then I glanced at my parents.

First I glanced at my mom and then my dad, my mom had light Brown hair that was always well kept she always wore a simple dress and had a rainbow hair clip she had light blue eyes, then my father had dark brown hair and hazel eyes and he had a brush like a mustache and usually wore a white t-shirt and some cargo shorts or pants when he was spending time with us.

"Hey kiddo, did you sleep well?"

"Yeah Dad, I feel full rested and ready for the day ahead. I almost forgot to say this but mom the food looks great as always."

"You flatter me as always Dippy. As you already know I made your favorite."

'It always brings a smile to my face hearing my nickname even if it's a stupid nickname I like having one its proof someone does care about me. And who cares if it's embarrassing I'm ignored all the time anyways.'

"Dipper guess what we're going shopping today and it's for some more clothes before our big trip! isn't that great!?" Mabel excitedly exclaimed.

"Yeah it does maybe I can get some more white and black clothing maybe get some more shirts with skulls on them, maybe even more punisher shirts maybe some sweat shirts or even some Targaryen stuff, that would just make my day," I spoke out joyfully I was trying to stay positive even though there is so many negatives in my life.

"I'm sure you can get everything you want, right Honnie?"

"Yes dear, after all anything for our Mabel wabel and Dippy."

'You know now that I think about it clothes are expensive, but who cares I don't go shopping nearly as much as Mabel and mom, so of course I'm going to take some more clothes. I should get some full black and white clothes aswell as some with designs as usual.'

'Well after shopping I'll eat some food then I will dedicate another night or two to make sure I have a good handle on bonds of the dead before I even look at my first shadow magic spell.'

And so we continued to eat, with someone talking every once in a while after we're done eating and rinsing the dishes we head out to the car and we go to the store.

And then Mabel made me help her decide which sweater suites her more between a cloud sweater and a rainbow sweater, I chose the rainbow one and she thanked me and then rushed back into her room to change her outfit.

Then I grabbed all my shirts I also grabbed some shirts with crosses and other weird shapes mostly one with diamonds and triangles.

Then on the way home we picked up some food from Mc Ronalds I grabbed mc chickens, as usual, the mayo, lettuce, and chicken together just tasted so good~ and the fries completed it I couldn't have ordered anything better.

Then I went in my room and locked the door and started practicing a smaller scale version of my magic I tried finding animal skeletons and most of their soul flames were grey and I kept restraining a journal of mine I used exclusively squirrels all because of a pet cat we own and that cat always hid dead squirrels in my room and long story short it was easy and I have been successful every time.

So I decided after dinner I'll start practicing my shadow magic and then move on to more complicated dark magic.

And so I spent a few more hours of practicing circulating and trying to compress external mana into a ball.

It was rather hard I only made a golf ball-sized ball and rolled it around my fingers then it turned into a black flame that engulfed my hand but it didn't hurt so I just reabsorbed the mana sense it hasn't been used completely yet.

"Dipper! Dinners done!!"

I heard Mabel yell and it broke me out of my train of thought. And so I started putting away my grimoire Then I unlocked my door and of course I proceeded to head downstairs.

'Soon I'll practice shadow magic its probably best to use at night anyway afterall it is when the highest quantity of shadows would be around due to a lack of light.'

And so I went down and ate dinner it was one of my favorite foods Chinese. Specifically sushi and egg rolls, it was simply delicious. As soon as I finished eating I rushed upstairs to pretend to be preparing for bed and would read until I slept like I usually do except I'll be reading my grimoire and I won't be sleeping for a while.

I fooled them like usual, it's so easy to do afterall.