He Lived Like You

    Jiang Huan instantly burst into tears, crying and howling over there: "No... Zombies have no intelligence, not like you at all..."

    "Fuck/mom be quiet!"

    Shen Shanwu said impatiently: "I'm a zombie, and I don't want to raise children, it's just a matter of saving you, don't rely on me, you have to get out of me tomorrow, no If you're willing to leave, I'll leave you here."

    "Brother, brother, please, I have nowhere to go, really..."

    …

    “Brother Shanwu, brother…”

    It has been nearly seven years since the fourth year of the apocalypse kidnapping incident, Jiang Huan can only toss and turn uneasily in his dreams, calling out the name he misses and desires the most: "Brother, Shanwu Brother...don't go...don't leave me..."

    The murmur is full of pain, full of depression, full of humility and prayers that bring dignity to the dust.

    Shen Shanwu slowly opened his eyes, the bottom of his eyes was clear, without a trace of tiredness. Jiang Huan had a small habit of talking in his sleep when he was not sleeping well. He knew this all too well, but this time the content of the dream talk greatly surprised Shen Shanwu.

    Time seems to have gone back a few years ago. Xiao Jianghuan, who is twitching, can't eat enough every day, and is hungry no matter how he feeds. He is very annoyed by this. He followed behind him, trembling with fear at first, but then he figured out his temperament. When he got angry, he would call out to brother, brother Shanwu, brother Shanwu...

    At that time there was no agreement between mutants and humans, and Shen Shanwu didn't know how to get along with humans. The human shelter and mobile black market merchants traded in exchange for what Jiang Huan needed.

    He has personally changed Jiang Huan's protective clothing and face shield countless times. Jiang Huan also sticks to him tightly. As long as he is left alone for a while, he can use the abandoned puppy in an instant. Looking at him with those wet eyes, Shen Shanwu suddenly felt guilty.

    What did Jiang Huan dream about? Did you dream about what happened back then?

    Why does Jiang Huan repeat his name over and over again with such a nostalgic tone? If Jiang Huan still misses him and feels sorry for him, then why...why did he throw away everything that belonged to him?

    Why throw away the gift he has been preparing for months? Why treat his heart so cruelly?

    From the peaceful area of ​​Sichuan and Tibet to the eastern coastal base, Shen Shanwu has collected all the novel, interesting and fun things he has seen in these 4,000 kilometers, carefully It is sterilized, and the radiation is too strong to spend a lot of money in radiation-proof glass bottles, and the rest are packaged into packages one after another.

    He gave Jiang Huan all this as a birthday present, hoping that he would also be able to see the humanistic scenery he saw and encountered.

    But just a few months later, Shen Shanwu saw his big box full of goods at the radiation waste station of the coastal base. The seal was not opened either, and he wrote a letter of 10,000 characters lying quietly inside.

      Shen Shanwu once imagined with enthusiasm that Jiang Huan might be amazed by the content after receiving the letter, or he might beg him to take him with him in the future.

    He imagined a lot, but never thought that the recipient didn't even have a ** to open it.

    At that time, Shen Shanwu suddenly found out that he had not seen Jiang Huan for more than a year. The chance to see him is very rare.

    In the beginning, Shen Shanwu would come to visit almost every month. Because of the identity of mutants, it was very cumbersome for the two to meet each other. Shen Shanwu changed it to once every three months. Later, Jiang Huanbian was always busy, and the letters he handed over were always in vain, without a half-word reply.

    He's not stupid, he didn't know that Jiang Huan couldn't be so busy that he didn't even have time to reply to the letter, but at that time Shen Shanwu didn't know where the confidence came from, and felt that Jiang Huan would always be The child who admires him will always eagerly look forward to his appearance, his eyes are full of dependence, and his over-inflated self-confidence makes him ignore all these details.

    If Shen Shanwu is full of murderous intentions and coldness towards He Jingyang's betrayal, then towards Jiang Huan's ruthlessness, Shen Shanwu only has the idea of ​​disappointment and escaping.

    He can only deceive himself and think that there may be a misunderstanding in the middle, or there may be a reason, but he can no longer take the initiative to go to the coastal base to find Jiang Huan. Have you asked other mutants for information about your whereabouts?

    Shen Shanwu looked forward to this, for many years, until he forgot about this matter... When he stood in front of Jiang Huan again, Shen Shanwu actually found that he had He couldn't bring up the thought of being angry with Jiang Huan, only a faint lingering melancholy lingered in his heart, and sighed the little guy, long time no see.

    The dream gradually came to an end, Jiang Huan's eyelashes trembled, which was a sign of waking up, Shen Shanwu hurriedly closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, even thinking about whether to make a few small snores .

    In addition to Jiang Huan's messy breathing, Shen Shanwu also heard another sound, someone opened the zipper of the sleeping bag and crept up.

    The deputy team noticed the movement of this man and shook the light. The two seemed to have a silent exchange, and there was only the sound of clothes rubbing in the air.

    Shen Shanwu just thought it was someone in the team who got up at night to go to the toilet, didn't care too much, and patronized Jiang Huan, who was pretending to sleep to deal with waking up in the middle of the night, but after the man climbed out of the sleeping bag, he actually He slowly walked closer and closer in the direction of Jiang Huan and Shen Shanwu, and finally stopped directly beside the two sleeping bags.

    Shen Shanwu fell into a fierce psychological struggle, should he wake up, and how should he wake up, is his fingers trembling and snorting, or he suddenly opens his eyes and frowns?

    "Captain Jiang Huan..." The visitor crouched down, as if he wanted to tap the sleeping bag with his fingers, but before that, Jiang Huan carefully and softly opened the zipper and asked with displeased eyes What does this woman named Xu Honglin want to do.

    Shen Shanwu felt that he could wake up, so he half-opened his eyes pretending to be woken up, and rubbed sleepily in Jiang Huan's arms, Jiang Huan caressed him with his eyes down On the back, he said softly, "It's still early, go to sleep."

    After finishing speaking, Jiang Huan raised his eyes to look at the deputy team on duty. The other party was sitting upright in his sleeping bag, also with a confused expression. The two of them looked at Xu Honglin again, the dark night. Under the lamp, the woman knelt down softly and pulled the long hair from her shoulders behind her ear. She wanted to talk to Jiang Huan's ear, but was pushed away by the other party in disgust.

    Xu Honglin was not discouraged, and said with a sigh of relief: "Captain Jiang, I have something on my mind and I can't sleep... Could you talk to them?"

    “…”

    Shen Shanwu couldn't help but open his eyes again, this time his eyes stared like copper bells, and his ears when listening to gossip also stood up like antennas, during the day he was still curious about Jiang Huan's love Shi, this Peach Blossom Luck came on its own at night.

    Jiang Huan frowned in disgust, and said coldly, "Self-respect."

    "Captain Jiang~" The woman who dared to make a night attack is really thick-skinned, probably adhering to the concept of men not stealing, and her captain's call is really one tone. , "Captain Jiang has admired you for a long time, and I have heard of your name for a long time. When I saw you today, you are really handsome and compelling. People have fallen in love with you at first sight. Can you not be so indifferent to others..."

    Shen Shanwu grabbed Jiang Huan's collar, and he felt goosebumps all over the place. He thought that Jiang Huan would never like this one, but after waiting for a long time, he never heard the rejection. the sound of.

    No way... Shen Shanwu raised his head in horror, but saw Jiang Huan's expression was very wrong, it was a look of disgust and fear mixed together, he couldn't help looking at Jiang Huan Armi stood up, "Captain...?"

    Jiang Huan finally reacted to this call, he covered his mouth and retched, resisted his strength and pushed Shen Shanwu away, just stood up, lowered his head and retched again in pain.

    The deputy team quickly ran over to help Jiang Huan, while Xu Honglin's face suddenly turned pale, Jiang Huan's performance was more cruel than any refusal words.

    'Don't', 'go away' can also be forcibly interpreted as wanting to refuse and welcome, arrogant, disgusting with uprightness, but the voice of retching many times...there can only be one kind Meaning: You made me sick to the core.

      At a glance, they understood the whole story. Wu Fengge and Zhong Yin rolled up their own and Xu Honglin's sleeping bags with a straight face, and forced Xu Honglin to go outside to sleep in a different area.

    Xu Honglin struggled angrily and refused to go, "What are you doing, I'm sleepy, I have to go back to sleep, it's not safe outside, can I promise to sleep until dawn?"

    "The captain feels nauseous when he sees you now, and advises you to be acquainted." Zhong Yin raised Xu Honglin's arm and mercilessly escorted the person away.

    Zhang Xiaowen took the towel and water, carefully handed it to the deputy team, and the deputy team gave it to Jiang Huan. Shen Shanwu took this opportunity to run to Yao Wuque's side and asked, "What's the situation?"

    Yao Wuque looked left and looked again, sighed and leaned into Shen Shanwu's ear and said, "That's why you don't have a foster mother, Ah Tong, the captain is mentally ill, we Named his mental illness: Affectionate Rejection Syndrome."

    "Huh?"

    "The captain hates the most when someone likes him, loves him or something. When someone confesses to him, he feels nauseated. It's not an adjective, it's really vomiting."

    "...Huh??" Shen Shanwu looked bewildered, why didn't he know Jiang Huan had such a problem? When I followed him back then, there was no problem. How come every four years is gone, and there is disease everywhere?

    "Zhong Yin has a sister named Zhong Yun, who has a sweet voice and big breasts... The most important thing is her ability. She was originally ranked first and should be in the Shanhai team, but she couldn't think of it on the day of admission. I made a confession to Team Jiang, saying that I liked the captain for a long time, I hope the captain can think about her, and said that it is okay to reject her, she will still be silent and unrequited, and will never delay her work."

    "In the end, the captain didn't finish listening, he lost his temper on the spot, ran into the toilet and vomited."

    Shen Shanwu can imagine the embarrassment of the scene at that time, the girl was in a good mood if she didn't cry.

    "The captain couldn't help but feel disgusted and disgusted when he saw Zhong Yun, and it was impossible for the team to change the captain, so he replaced Zhong Yun with Zhong Yin, who ranked second in overall performance. Feeling uncomfortable with her, I personally contacted the second-ranked team along the coast and sent Zhong Yun there. Of course, I seriously doubt that there is also the factor that the second team's office is very far away from our team's administrative office. "

    "Also, after the captain's psychological problem spread, there was a man who didn't know how long his brain circuit was. He thought that if he couldn't be a lover, he could be a **** buddy. Love is really fragrant at the end of the dog-blooded plot, crawling on the captain's bed in the middle of the night..."

    Shen Shanwu: "...I can imagine the ending."

    "The captain kicked down and broke three of his ribs. Of course, our Shanhai team paid the medical bills and severely punished the guards who trespassed on the private mansion and let him in. be held accountable."

    "..." Shen Shanwu clenched his fist with one hand, put it under his lips, and thought: "Why don't you take the captain to see a psychiatrist, don't tell me about the huge coastal base, there is not even a psychiatrist ."

    "The captain refuses." Yao Wuque sighed again, "He said that he knows the cause of his heart disease very well, and he doesn't want to seek medical treatment, so just leave it as it is."

    "...Huh???" Shen Shanwu showed an unbelievable expression for the third time. Today is really another day for children, do you have a lot of question marks...

    Yao Wuque's science finished, Jiang Huan's tossing was almost over, Shen Shanwu hurried back with his shoes, Jiang Huan looked sullen, but when he saw him looking at him with concern When Jiang Tong was in the middle of nowhere, he squeezed out and gently rubbed his hair, "Are you scared?"

    The author has something to say:  Let me revisit the timeline:

    The first year of the end of the world, 35 freshman, 19 years old

    In the third year of the last days, 35 was betrayed

    In the second half of the fourth year of the end of the world, the two met. At this time, 35 was 23 years old and Huan was 13 years old (a typo in the previous chapter has been corrected)

    In the fifth year of the apocalypse, there was a massacre at Shenghe Hospital, so it wasn't that 35 suffered, he was already very miserable, and he couldn't have encountered all the tragedies in the world.

    In the eleventh year of the last days, 35 is 31 years old, and the ring is 21 years old.

    Thanks to the little angel who voted for me or irrigated nutrient solution during 2020-08-2807:18:00~2020-08-2810:41:19

    Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Yan free 1;

    Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 word flower;

    Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Xiaolong’s milk pack; 10 bottles of chronic illness addiction; 1 bottle of Yuyuzi;

    Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!