Head Over Heels in Love

He looked at me with coldness in his eyes, and the cold air radiating from his body made me feel that the air around me dropped several degrees in an instant.

Is he angry? It's me who should be angry, isn't it?

I don't understand why he spent the night alone with Xiaohe and told me that he couldn't come back because of something. Is Xiaohe the most important thing to him?

My heart was sore, I couldn't believe Chu Xingzhi would do these things.

"Guan Xiaohe, what's the matter?"

Each of his words is as if soaked in ice ball, and it is terribly cold.

What he said made me feel more ironic. Guan Xiaohe, what's the matter?

"Why take medicine?"

He looked at me with cold eyes.

"why do not you eat?"

I met his gaze and looked at him, without backing down, I asked him back.

"well!"

After a few seconds of silence, he gritted his teeth and said these two words, and directly pushed me onto the bed, wanting to kiss me.

I bit his lips directly, and the sweet smell of rust spread in my mouth. While biting his lips, I accidentally bit my tongue, but at this moment, I don't seem to feel the pain anymore.

"let me go!"

I struggled fiercely, I knew what he was going to do, but now, I just want him to stay away from me!

"impossible!"

He answered coldly, let me know how powerless I am to say this now, it is impossible for him to let me go!

I can even feel his hands pressing my shoulders harder.

"Why you obviously have Xiaohe and Nan Sheng, but you still refuse to let me go?"

I looked at his eyes, already a little desperate. I don't know why this man chose me, and I don't know that he has already embraced him, but he still refuses to let me go.

"You already got me, didn't you?"

Before seeing him and Xiaohe together yesterday, I really planned to cherish the time I spent with him.

But the appearance of Xiaohe reminded me how stupid I was, I actually believed that he loved me.

"stupid!"

He spit out a word coldly, and his eyes became colder when he looked at me, but he pressed my shoulders and hands, but slowly let go.

He stood up and looked at me. I can see myself in embarrassment from the reflection in his eyes. I never thought that I would become so unbearable in front of him.

"I'm stupid, if I'm not stupid, how can I believe your nonsense?!"

The things he said to me before, now it seems to me, it's just a lie to me.

He once said, only me.

But he still stayed with Xiaohe, didn't he?

But he still has Nan Sheng, doesn't he?

"Holy shit?"

He gritted his teeth and said these two words as if popping out of his posterior molars.

"if not?"

There was hot liquid in my eye sockets as if it was about to come out, and I tried to force the liquid back.

"Did you not be with Xiaohe last night? Didn't you return overnight?"

I questioned him, looking at his tightly pressed lips, still holding a glimmer of hope in my heart. How I hope he can refute my words and tell me sharply that that person is not him.

Or he can tell me that last night was not what I thought.

But in the end, he just looked at me, looked at me with his deep eyes, and did not speak.

"There is nothing to say, right?"

My voice was desperate, and I laughed low.

Sure enough, he couldn't even speak.

Not even a rebuttal.

Obviously, he acquiesced in everything.

At least, he can argue a little, it's not what I thought. But from beginning to end, he did not say.

The last trace of heat in my heart pulled away bit by bit. I looked at him standing in front of me, like a stranger.

Perhaps, I never really knew him.

"This is my room. Now I need to freshen up and go to work. Can I leave always?"

I stood up, trying to maintain the last calmness in my voice. I don't want him to be aware of my current emotions, let alone show my vulnerability in front of him.

I kept comforting myself in my heart. I didn't expect much of him, did I?

Although I kept telling myself this in my heart, I still couldn't calm my emotions completely.

He looked at me deeply and still didn't say a word. I tried to push him out. This time, instead of staying in my room forcibly, he was pushed out of the room by me.

As soon as he left, I quickly closed the door. ,

The moment the door closed, my whole strength seemed to be pulled away, and I slowly leaned against the door and slipped weakly.

After my mood eased a little bit, when I finished washing and ready to go to work, Shen Ran came to my room: "Lin Xi, President Chu has already asked for leave for you. These days, take a good rest."

Did you ask for leave for me?

"I am currently in physical condition and can go to work. There are still a few emails from yesterday waiting for me to follow up."

When I was about to go out, Shen Ran interrupted me: "Lin Xi."

I looked up at him, his eyes were a little complicated, even avoiding me.

"Why can't I go to the company?"

I looked at Shen Ran's eyes and didn't give him any chance to avoid me.

"Lin Xi, you are the best if you don't go to the company now."

Shen Ran was a little embarrassed. Looking at his expression, I seemed to understand what he meant.

"Xiaohe is in the company, isn't it?"

Apart from this, I really can't think of anything else that would make Shen Ran embarrassed.

Shen Ran hesitated twice without speaking. I looked at him like this and instantly understood that I was right.

Because of Xiaohe's appearance, I am afraid that if I go to the company, will it make her more embarrassed?

"Is this what President Chu meant?"

I still don't give up, looking at Shen Ran, not letting go of any emotional changes on his face.

He pursed his lips: "Lin Xi, don't ask any more, it doesn't make any sense to ask these questions. You can take this opportunity to have fun in North City, or go back to Hong Kong City to see your parents."

"I want to go back to the company."

I looked at Shen Ran with cold eyes.

"Oh, why do you bother? Xiaohe will be back in a few days, why bother?"

Shen Ran sighed, seemingly puzzled by my current practice.

"I will not make trouble."

I turned around and closed the door: "The trouble will only make me more embarrassed, won't it?"

Shen Ran didn't speak, just turned and left.

When I came to the branch office, as soon as I walked through the door, many colleagues in the office looked at me one after another, with some gloating, some watching the show, and some sympathy in their eyes.

I pretended not to see these eyes, went straight back to my seat, and started my work today.

"Linxi, do you want to rest? I don't think your face is very good."

(More at 10 o'clock)