Head Over Heels in Love

I looked at him, trying to keep my voice from shaking.

"Chu Xingzhi, let me go, and let yourself go."

If I had hesitated before, but when I learned that I was pregnant, my hesitation disappeared immediately.

I still remember when I was a child, because of my identity as an illegitimate daughter, I was laughed at by neighbors around me.

They often throw stones at me, saying I was brought by my father,

At that time, I would always cry and ask my father if it is true. But my dad always hugs me, and then tells me over and over again, that's not true, I am his little princess.

But even so, the actions of those people still left a shadow in my heart, and it has been impossible to erase it until now.

I don't want my child to go through all this. I think when my child asks me why he is an illegitimate child, I cannot be as calm as my father.

I am afraid that my emotions will collapse.

Whenever I see my wife beating the junior third in the street on TV or in the media, a picture will automatically appear in my mind. I was beaten by Nan Sheng on the street while my child was watching. .

Such a scene scares me.

"Chu Xingzhi, you can't escape from Gu's family, and I can't escape from my own demon. I don't want to be the third person in your marriage. Whether you marry your partner for profit or not, I can't bear all this."

"What's more, I can't face the death of my parents."

He should know that during this time, I did not sleep well.

Every time I close my eyes, my parents will appear in my mind.

This kind of scenes made me feel a little breathless. Every time I think of their deaths, I think that it's because of me.

"Their death has nothing to do with you."

There was finally a touch of warmth in his cold eyes.

"Each of you is telling me that this matter has nothing to do with me. But if I wasn't with you, I would not provoke Nan Sheng."

"I can't confidently say that my parents' death has nothing to do with me. I can't even be able to be happy with you after my parents die!"

"Chu Xingzhi, I can't do it!"

Finally, I said everything from the bottom of my heart, this is my biggest demon.

It's also a demon that I can't restrain.

The way I looked at him slowly became blurred in front of me.

My lips were suddenly kissed.

He kissed me frantically, as if he was about to take me apart and swallow me.

His kiss was overbearing and crazy, and this feeling made me scared from the bottom of my heart.

I tried hard to push him away, but with my strength, it was impossible to push him half a point.

Just when I was about to suffocate, he directly picked me up sideways and threw me on the bed.

"At least today, you still belong to me."

His voice was fierce and decisive. I looked at his frantic eyes and wanted to refuse, but his crazy movements did not give me any room to refuse.

His body was pressed on my body.

Without any foreplay, my face was pale in pain.

I was worried about the baby, but couldn't tell him that I was pregnant.

I was afraid that once he knew that he was pregnant, it was even more impossible to let me go.

I gritted my teeth and endured the pain he brought me.

He asked for it frantically, until he was extremely tired, and then left from my body.

My body seemed to be numb, and I no longer felt any pain or pleasure.

I tried to get up, but after a few tries, I couldn't get up.

My body, as if falling apart, never listened to my orders.

The clothes on my body had already been torn off by him. I pulled the quilt, covered the body of my sex, tightly covering my abdomen with my hands, not wanting to be involved.

This is my child and the only one of my relatives left in this world.

I don't want him to have an accident.

I don’t know how long I can keep this secret, but I can keep it for as long as I can.

My body felt extremely exhausted, lying on the bed, curled up, and fell asleep unconsciously.

When I woke up, it was already the next morning.

Chu Xingzhi didn't know when he had left, and I was alone in the room.

When I got up and was about to go to the bathroom, I panicked when I looked at the blush in the toilet.

I immediately got dressed and took a taxi to the hospital.

As soon as I arrived at the hospital, I went to the emergency department immediately.

Soon I arrived, and I quickly walked to the doctor, clutching my abdomen: "Doctor, I was just pregnant and it seemed to bleed just now. Could you check it out for me?"

The doctor glanced at me and directly gave me a bunch of checklists. After paying the fee with the checklists, I finished the examinations one by one, and returned to the doctor's office with the report.

On the way, I feel a little uneasy. I am afraid that something will happen to this child, and I am even more afraid that I will lose him!

"Doctor, how is my child?"

I looked at the doctor frowning, pinching my hands tightly, worried.

"According to the data and results, there is nothing major. It's just that you should pay attention. You are already pregnant. How can the **** be so intense? Tell you sir, even if the young people are energetic, they should pay attention to them!"

The doctor's voice was very serious. As soon as her voice fell, other pregnant women who had been examined looked at me.

I can no longer care about the weird look they look at me. After hearing the doctor say that my child is okay, my whole heart seems to be finally let go.

Leaving the hospital, I took the report and looked at the B-ultrasound pattern on it.

There is only one black dot on it, and nothing can be seen clearly. But the doctor who checked said that he could hear the child's heartbeat.

When the doctor put the child's heartbeat empty, I felt like tears streaming down my face.

Because that is my child and I belong to him, and it is my only relative in this world.

I pressed the B-ultrasound report tightly to my chest, crying and laughing, which made the driver look a little sideways.

"Miss, are you okay?"

I wiped my tears: "It's okay, Master, let's go ahead."

I have to go back to Chu Xingzhi's apartment to pack my luggage. From now on, there will be no intersection between me and him.

Me and him, this is the end.

I arrived at Chu Xingzhi's apartment and started to pack things.

When I saw the ring he bought me last time in Beijing, I never had time to read the lettering clearly.

Today, I finally have time. I took out the ring and looked at the "c&l" engraved in it, my eyes started to flush.

In the end, I put the ring on the table, carried my only luggage, and left his apartment.

Standing at the door, I took one last look, and I just said something softly in my heart.

Goodbye, Chu Xingzhi.

Perhaps, it may never be seen.