Heart Broken Secret Love

Recently, Qin nianwan often thinks that she has left her daughter for many years. She knows that it is because of Qiqi, but she is very contradictory. On the one hand, she looks at Qiqi so sensible and lovely that she likes it very much. On the other hand, she sees the shadow of her daughter in Qiqi.

If she's still alive

As long as she thinks of this possibility, she can't help but need to commit violence to Qi Qi. She wants to let the girl in front of her bear what her daughter has suffered. However, when she hurts her, she always feels cruel and thinks of her daughter's trembling fear.

At this time, she always can't help but come forward and hug Qi Qi tightly in her arms, and then she says:

"is it very painful, I'm sorry, I won't hit you again, I won't do it again, don't blame me, I don't want to..."

These words, July 7 this month to listen to countless times, from the beginning of the belief to now numbness, she has no idea how many times she has experienced, but this time is the most vague one she heard, the voice seems to be far away from her, gradually seems to be unable to hear.

When Han Lu walked in, she saw Qin nianwan holding a coma and apologizing. She frowned and looked at the woman in front of her:

"don't cry about mice. You can't really apologize, but you just think of Xuanxuan."

Referring to Xuanxuan, Qin nianwan looked coldly at Han Lu:

"who are you qualified to mention Xuanxuan? You and Han Jie killed her

"Is it?" Han Lu chuckled and sat down in Qin nianwan's position: "since you think I killed Xuanxuan, what are you going to do with Su Mu and Fu Shinian? Why don't you kill me when you torture this child like this again

"Do you think I don't want to?" Qin nianwan carefully placed the seven seven on the wooden bed next to him: "when the matter between Fu Shinian and I comes to an end, it's time for us to end."

Han Lu chuckles, but ignores Qin nianwan. Since Song Zhengxian died on the spot in the underground parking lot three years ago and escaped by herself, she never thought that she would have anything to do with Qin nianwan. After all, Qin nianwan was dead at that time. So when she returned to state h, she naturally sent Xuanxuan to the welfare home. She didn't expect that Xuanxuan would die of illness I never thought Qin nianwan could come back.

Both of them have their own goals, so they can cooperate as soon as possible. No matter what kind of resentment they have, in a word, even if they hate each other, they will not do anything to each other before the external enemy is eliminated.

Even if Qin nianwan's spirit is abnormal, Han Lu believes it. After all, she has no other help but herself.

Han Lu was silent for a moment, and her eyes fell on Qi Qi. She had no special feelings about the child's suffering. But now she looked at the child, even her breath was weak. She always felt like she was going to stop breathing in the next second, so she couldn't help saying:

"are you going to kill this child?"

Now Qin nianwan has returned to the state of "her daughter has borne it, and she should let Qiqi bear it again". Wen Yan takes a look at Qiqi and sits opposite Han Lu:

"she will die if she dies. Isn't she supposed to die?"

"Then you can kill her."

Wen Han learned the news of July 7 only the next day. He didn't call in advance this time. He brought Wen Shaoyuan to come.

Last time Wen Shaoyuan wanted to visit Su mu, but Su Mu disappeared that night. After that, he and Fu Shinian were ill for a week. Wen Shaoyuan came, but he didn't talk to Su mu. At this time, he didn't say whether it was necessary for him to come again. Even if Su Mu didn't want to see him, he would follow him.

We have news on July 7.

There's seven or seven news.

This is what Wen Shaoyuan always prays for in his dreams. Maybe it is too much expectation. He always feels that it has come true now, and it is like a dream. But even if it is a dream, he would rather not wake up all his life, and would rather exchange all his possessions.

If time can go back, he doesn't want to live, he just wants to be with Qi Qi. Even if he is dead, he doesn't want to see 771 left behind.

When Wen Han and Wen Shaoyuan came in, Fu Shinian was dining in the restaurant. When they heard the sound, they looked up and saw Wen Han and Wen Shaoyuan. There was no special surprise on their faces. Wen Han stopped talking, but Wen Shaoyuan couldn't help it:

"Uncle Fu, we have news on July 7, right?"

As soon as the words were finished, Wen Shaoyuan's eyes turned red. Fu Shinian could see the expectation in Wen Shaoyuan's eyes. He wanted to nod his head and say yes. He said that he had come back from July 7 and was sleeping upstairs, but he couldn't.

After hearing Wen Shaoyuan's voice, Su Mu turned around and saw Wen Shaoyuan, who had lost a large circle of weight, was stunned. After a few seconds, he turned around and put down his dishes and chopsticks. He stood up and walked over. Wen Han said in a voice:

"eat first."

Su Mu: I'm ready

Wen Han didn't say anything more. Fu Shinian also put down his chopsticks and walked with Su mu. Only Jiangbei was sitting at the table without moving. Looking at the scene in front of him, he sighed at the bottom of his heart.Several people sat down on the sofa. Su Mu took Wen Shaoyuan to his side and gently stroked his hair:

"how did you cut your hair?"

The student's head, which used to be regular, has now turned into a hairy inch, but she is also energetic and looks good. As expected, any hairstyle can be controlled. If she is here now, Su mu can even think of how she can't wait to feel Wen Shaoyuan's head.

Wen Shaoyuan didn't answer Sumu's question. He may know that Su Mu is in a bad mood, or that if he mentions July 7, he will make him sad, but he really can't care so much. He is eager to know the news of July 7, not the next second, but now.

He didn't want to wait a second.

"Aunt Su, have you heard from July 7? Where can I find her? Why don't you bring her back? Is she OK? "

Su Mu looks at Wen Shaoyuan's eagerness, she fully understands his emotion, but does not know how to answer.

Finally, Fu Shinian opened his mouth and told Wen Han and Wen Shaoyuan what happened the day before yesterday, including the content of Qin nianwan's phone call. They were silent for a long time. Wen Shaoyuan's breathing was very light. He gradually changed from his initial excited state to lonely. Sitting there, he felt isolated from the whole world.

Wen Han opened his mouth:

"so, we still can't do anything now, can we just wait?"

"Yes." Fu Shinian looked at Wen Shaoyuan in silence: "we have done what we can do, but there is no news after all. Except for Qin nianwan to call again, we can only continue to search according to the pace before, but the hope is really too slim."

It has been nearly a week since Qin nianwan called. During this period, there is still no news. The police have not found any suspicious people from the monitoring around the central square. Fu Shinian has no accident, nor has Sumu.

On the surface, she still looks patient, but judging from the frequency of her frequent mobile phone watching every day, Fu Shinian already knows that she is almost tolerant to the edge.

Two days later, Qin nianwan's phone still didn't come, but at 12:00 a.m., Su Mu suddenly received an anonymous email on her mobile phone. She had just gone to sleep after drinking the milk with sleeping pills. She did not hear the sound of her mobile phone. Fu Shinian did not hear anything from her in her study.

So the next day, when Su Mu got up and saw the email in her mobile phone, she was frozen there and didn't react for a long time. She even stopped breathing.

It's not lightening, it's completely stopped. I don't know when it will recover. Maybe it will never recover. She just feels that looking at the photos in front of her, her heart is going to die of pain.

When Fu Shinian woke up, he saw Su Mu sitting on the edge of the bed motionless. He immediately got up. Without getting out of bed, he approached her directly and gently took her shoulder:

"why..."

Before he finished speaking, Su Mu got up and ran out as if he had been touched by some switch. Fu Shinian was stunned for a second at that speed. Then he immediately responded and directly lifted the quilt to chase Su mu. He never felt that Su Mu was a person good at sports.

But it was the difference of a few seconds before and after that that that Su Mu could not be seen when he went downstairs. Aunt Lin was anxious at the door and didn't know what to say. When she saw Fu, she opened her mouth in a hurry:

"Mr. Fu, my wife ran out without saying anything. I think she didn't even wear shoes. What's the matter?"

If Fu Shinian knew what had happened, maybe he would not have been so anxious. But at this moment, he was forced to accept such a completely changed Su Mu before he even had time to speak. However, he did not have time to explain and think too much. It was too dangerous for Su Mu to run out in such a state. He chased him out without thinking Go.

It was a cold winter. Fu Shinian was swept by the cold wind as soon as she went out. He saw Su Mu's figure from a distance and ran away. Maybe it was su Mu who was too strong just now, or just a few minutes of running had consumed all her physical strength. She was standing under the traffic light at the crossroad, panting.

Fu Shinian stopped a few steps behind her. He saw that Su Mu was trying to suppress something. Su Mu beat his heart with his right hand and walked back and forth. It seemed that he was using such external force to relieve something. Her breathing was very short, and the tears on her face were obvious. Maybe it was because this happened too suddenly, so she stepped on her bare feet I didn't feel cold on the cold ground.

She was about to breathe.

This is Fu Shinian's only feeling for Sumu at this time.

He walked over and didn't ask Su Mu what happened at the first time. He just took off his shoes and bent down to put them on. When he looked up at her, he found that her hand was holding the mobile phone tightly. Because of too much force, the joints were blue and white.

Fu Shinian gets up and wants to take the mobile phone from Su Mu's hand. Intuitively, she tells herself that the abnormal factor of Su Mu is in her tightly clenched mobile phone. Only Fu Shinian's hand touches the past, but Su Mu subconsciously escapes.

"Susu, let me see."Su Mu looked at Fu Shinian, breathing slowly calmed down, but the whole person's mood was still very bad, her eyes emotional complex, Fu Shinian felt the most profound is her anger.

Yes, she was angry.

"I..." Su Mu opened his mouth, and his voice trembled because he was too hard: "I want to kill people! I want to kill her! I must kill her

Fu Shinian frowns and grabs the mobile phone directly from Su Mu's clenched hand. When the lock screen is untied, Fu Shinian sees the email that has not been closed. There are three photos in it, which is expected to be 77.

I thought that a week ago, I talked with myself. Although the words were not as lively and cheerful as before, they were healthy after all. But at this moment, Fu Shinian looked at the photos in front of him, and his eyes turned red instantly.

He understood Su Mu's feeling of wanting to kill people. He felt that Su Mu's description was too simple. He not only wanted to kill people, but also wanted to use all the cruelest ways in the world on Qin nianwan! But even so, it may not be able to solve his hatred.

That's the man he and Su Mu put on the top of their hearts.

That's the flesh that fell from Suki.

It's the bone and flesh that I finally lost and recovered.

It was the crystallization of his and Sumu's love, their blood and blood, and the most intimate link between them.

But?

Such a person who is most important to them and is willing to exchange his life for his life has been tortured by Qin nianwan in his hands. Compared with Qi Qi's emaciation, the shocking wounds on his body are more frightening.

She's just a child, a three-year-old.

There are other ways for Fu Zi not to hide from her body, except for the time when she screams.

The scars were old and new, and there was no good place on the exposed skin. Fu Shinian could not imagine what kind of pain his children suffered during this period of time. However, as a father, he could not find her.

Su Mu's mobile phone was pinched by Fu Shinian. The broken mobile phone pierced his palm, but he didn't feel pain. Until the blood dripped on the ground, Su Mu saw that she held Fu Shinian's hand, but tears could not help it. She wanted to comfort Fu Shinian and let Fu Shinian free herself, but she couldn't say.

She couldn't even comfort herself.

As long as you think of those photos, as long as you think about what you're going through right now, she can't breathe.

During this period of time, she has been hating herself, hating why she didn't take good care of Qiqi and why she didn't promise her when she hoped to be with Fu Shinian at the beginning of July 7. In this way, she would have more happy time.

But at this moment, her hatred for herself has reached the peak. She is eager to kill herself. If she can't protect her safety as a mother, maybe she shouldn't have brought her to this world at the beginning, but suffered such a crime.