Heart Broken Secret Love

When it comes to the marriage certificate, Su Mu is stunned. He immediately thinks that if July 7 is not missing, then they should have remarried now. But because of the July 7 Incident, there is no legally recognized relationship between them. Su Mu has always felt that it doesn't matter, but Fu Shinian should care.

A little smile:

"when I get back, we'll get the certificate."

Fu Shinian also laughed:

"really?"

"Really." Su Mu said very seriously: "after all, I can't look up to other people in my life except you. I like it for so long, and it has become a habit. I'm afraid I can't change it all my life."

On hearing this, Fu Shinian's smile increased. He approached Su Mu and gave her a kiss on her forehead:

"this is the best love talk I've ever heard."

Su Mu leans in Fu Shinian's arms. Although the atmosphere at this moment is very reassuring, Su Mu still wants to say what should be said. Although it is likely that as Fu Shinian said, God is also very busy and has no time to play on them all the time.

But no one can guarantee that God is a very dedicated person? So if there was an accident, Su Mu didn't expect to say something for the last time, so she said slowly:

"time..."

"Well?"

"If, I mean if, if I don't come back, don't wait for me. Take good care of yourself and grandma. You are so excellent and you like so many people. It's not difficult to find a person who is really good to you. So don't be aggrieved, and don't give up your mind. Do you know?"

Fu Shinian listened quietly. Su Mu thought that she would refute herself or say some heavy words, but he didn't. He just kept silent for a few seconds:

"Susu, I'll ask you this in turn."

"Well?"

"I also said if, if anything happened to me, would you look for someone else?"

Su Mu was silent and did not answer immediately.

But perhaps she was afraid that Fu Shinian would block herself with her silence, or that she urgently needed an answer that could reassure her. Therefore, her silence did not last for a few seconds. She answered Fu Shinian before she opened her mouth. She said:

"I will."

Fu Shinian was stunned for a moment and then laughed a few seconds later:

"really?"

"Really, you said that you would take care of me all my life, and also said that I would not suffer injustice and suffering in this life, but you did not do it. If you can't even accompany me in the end, I don't need to continue to guard you for the rest of my life."

Fu Shinian did not speak.

Su Mu thought he didn't believe it. He raised his head and looked into his eyes and repeated it earnestly:

"what I said is true."

Fu Shinian laughed and nodded:

"I believe it."

"So don't leave me first, or I will marry someone else."

Fu Shinian didn't say anything. He just touched Su Mu's face gently after su Mu finished this sentence. He said: "in fact, we all don't know how to arrange the fate. But if it's really unfortunate that I'm ahead of you, if you choose this way, I'll be very happy."

Su Mu frowned slightly and seemed to have some bad premonition:

"what do you mean by this?"

Fu Shinian smiles. Before he starts to explain, Su Mu suddenly thinks of something. She pushes Fu Shinian. Fu Shinian is almost pushed to the ground without any precaution. Just after balancing his body, he hears Su Mu's voice:

"Fu Shinian, don't tell me, you are going to see Qin nianwan for me."

Fu Shinian was stunned at Su Mu's conjecture, but there was no panic. After all, the time difference of that day was enough, and Su Mu would not find any flaws before that. So he laughed, but before he denied it, Su Mu spoke again, and his voice became more severe:

"Fu Shinian, I tell you, you don't want to take on for me Well, I don't want you to sacrifice anything for me. In fact, I didn't say that in this period of time, but it doesn't mean that I don't understand. You always put the responsibility of July 7 on your own body. I once blamed you. If it wasn't for quarreling with you, if you didn't know you, then everything today would not have happened. But I later understood that at the beginning, the person who liked you and took the initiative to choose was I, you for my appearance, I burst into your life is the passive one

"So, even if it's because I'm with you, I'm looking for it myself. I can't blame other people, and it's impossible to connect all this with you. I'm the first reason, so you don't feel responsible any more. I don't allow you to think so."

"Also, you do not have the idea to go for me, I will not allow it, once let me know, I will never forgive you in this life, I will go far, so that you will never find me, do not believe you can try, see if I will be soft hearted because you have done so much for me."Fu Shinian wanted to speak, but Su Mu still didn't give her a chance.

"What's more, Qin nianwan is looking for me. What are you going to do? If she wanted your life, she would have taken it for a long time? So it's no use going there, you know? "

Fu Shinian looked at Su mu in a state of excitement and sighed a little. He looked at her helplessly:

"finished?"

"That's all for now, but I don't rule out that it will be supplemented at any time."

Fu Shinian tugged at the corners of his mouth:

"I must admit that I do have the idea of seeing Qin nianwan instead of you, because you don't want to get hurt and I don't want me to be involved in danger. Then I feel the same way about you, but later I don't think so because of the failure of the last time, and because of the photos Qin nianwan sent last time, you and I know that we will bear it again I can't afford to wait another time, so this time, we must succeed. "

Sumu is still a little unconvinced:

"are you really not going?"

"No Fu Shinian looked at her: "I'm waiting for you at home, waiting for you to come back."

Su Mu was a little relieved, but when he heard his last words, he was still a little stunned:

"if, what if you can't come back?"

"Then I will marry another woman according to your arrangement."

Su Mu smiles:

"do what you say."

"Of course."

They talked for a long time. Fu Shi Nian noticed that Su Mu's tension had subsided a little. After a look at the time, he was late. During this period, Su Mu was forced to have a strict rest. So he asked, "it's almost time to have a rest."

Su Mu nodded, but did not move. She looked at Fu Shinian:

"I don't feel much talking to you, but once I stop, I can't help being nervous."

Fu Shinian held her hand:

"afraid of me marrying another woman?"

Su Mu smiles:

"no, I think even if you marry another woman, you still have my place in your heart."

"Well, it's too full for anyone else."

Fu Shinian lay on the bed with Su mu in his arms and spoke with her for a long time. Most of the time, he was talking. Su Mu was listening. For a long time, Su Mu did not speak again. Just when Fu Shi Nian felt that Su Mu was asleep, Su Mu put out his hand around Fu Shi Nian's waist:

"are you tired?"

Fu Shinian looked down at her:

"still can't sleep?"

"Well, I don't know what happened? I always feel very uneasy, as if something is going to happen Su Mu slightly looked up at Fu Shinian: "I have had this feeling before."

"When? Why don't you tell me? "

"The night before July 7."

Fu Shinian stopped talking and looked at Su mu for a long time. At that moment, he felt that he could not coax the woman in front of him to sleep by simply talking, so he sighed and turned over to suppress her:

"I know it's not suitable now, and you may not be in the mood, but..."

Fu Shinian looked at the slightly stupefied Sumu and chuckled:

"I really don't know what to say. I haven't said more than this evening for more than a month, so I won't say it. I'll use another way to relax you and let you forget the bad feeling temporarily, OK

Su Mu looked at Fu Shinian:

"I don't want to."

"And sleep?"

"Can't sleep."

"Do that?"

Su Mu did not speak, looking at Fu Shinian, Fu Shinian smile, bent down, gently kissing in Su Mu's lips.

They are undoubtedly the people who are most familiar with each other's body. Although a lot of things have happened recently, they may not be in a mood at this moment. Although they all think that this is not the most suitable time, Fu Shinian still did it. Su Mu was a little stiff at the beginning, but he also cooperated with Fu Shinian in the end.

They haven't done it for a long time. Fu Shinian didn't have the heart to wrestle with Su mu, but in order to eliminate her tension and let her have a good rest, she didn't show mercy this time. At the end of the time, Su Mu was already sleepy and had no more energy to think about anything else.

Fu Shinian didn't feel anything special. She got up and got out of bed and went to the bathroom. She washed a towel to wipe Sumu. She was very tired. When she felt uncomfortable, she just moved a little and let Fu Shinian move. Then she fell asleep.

Fu Shinian waited on Su Mu carefully. Finally, he stood at the head of her bed and looked at her for a long time. Finally, he leaned down to kiss Su Mu's forehead and whispered: "good night."

Fu Shinian fell asleep all night. After calming Su Mu's mood, he began to feel inexplicably nervous. Although he had made all the preparations, he was still flustered when he heard Su Mu's words. If he could not come back, what should he do?He didn't believe that Sumu would find someone to marry, maybe for many years, but if he left in such a way, maybe she would not be able to leave for a long time. Although thinking of the picture that Su Mu belongs to another person will make his heart feel suffocating pain, he still hopes that Sumu can try to find a new life after the tragedy really happened 。

But he couldn't bear it.

Reluctant to leave Sumu, reluctant to let her belong to another person, reluctant to let her cry, also do not want to let her really forget himself.

But there is no way.

Fu Shinian has been looking at Su Mu's face. He doesn't know when he went to sleep. But when he wakes up, he looks at the time. It's only 7 o'clock. His fatigue tells him that he has been sleeping for about two or three hours. Su Mu went to bed late last night and didn't wake up at this time.

Fu Shinian thought of what he wanted to do today. He got up carefully, left the room, and went downstairs to make another breakfast for Sumu.

However, some people get up earlier than him. Jiangbei sits in the living room and looks out of the window at the beginning of the falling snowflakes. Fu Shinian follows her eyes and looks at the French window. The snow is not big, and the ground is not bright white. The weather forecast does not say that there will be snow today. Maybe it will stop later.

He went downstairs:

"good morning."

Jiangbei looked back at Fu Shinian: "early."

Fu Shinian didn't say much. He went directly unless Jiangbei was silent for a few seconds. He followed up and stood at the door of the kitchen and looked at the busy Fu Shinian: "from yesterday, you are not normal."

Fu Shinian took a look at her and gave a slight smile:

"is that right? I don't feel much. "

"Is it today?"

"What?"

"Is the time appointed by Qin nianwan today?"

Fu Shinian's movement in his hands was stunned for a moment: "tomorrow."

"It's time for Sumu to go, isn't it?"

Fu Shinian took a look at the upstairs through Jiangbei and made sure that Su Mu did not appear at the entrance of the stairs. Then he breathed a sigh of relief: "you promised me not to say that."

"So I'm standing here now, not going to your room."

Fu Shinian kept silent for a few seconds and continued his action:

"in the morning, I will still be at home in the morning. After noon, I will ask aunt Lin to put something in Sumu's diet. If there is no accident, she should sleep until night. By that time, everything will be over."

Jiangbei didn't speak. After a while, he sighed:

"you really give me a problem. I don't know how to tell Su Mu when she wakes up."

Fu Shinian smiles:

"maybe I will be back before she wakes up?"

Jiangbei looked at him:

"you must come back."

"Don't worry."

When Fu Shinian made breakfast, Su Mu didn't wake up. In the past, he would let Su Mu sleep, but this time Fu Shinian still couldn't help waking her up. Because there were so many unknowns, she could stay a little longer.

When Su Mu was sitting on the table with a yawn, Jiangbei's eyes fell on her face. Su Mu said hello, and Jiangbei laughed:

"sleepy like this, didn't sleep well last night?"

Su Mu thought of what, a little unnatural face, shaking his head: "sleep late."

"Well." Jiangbei light should: "see."

Su Mu's action of eating porridge stopped for a moment:

"what?"

"You're in a daze when you're sitting here, so you didn't look at yourself in the mirror just now, did you?"

Su Mu Leng for a moment, but the reaction is still some slow, until Jiangbei straight his neck: "very obvious."

Su Mu suddenly realized that it was true that he was embarrassed, but it was only a moment. After all, Jiangbei is his best friend. The only uncomfortable thing is that Fu Shinian is also present at this time. However, he looks as if nothing has happened. Until Su Mu looks at him complaining, he just smiles:

"I'll pay attention next time."