Heart Broken Secret Love

After arriving at the Shencheng hospital, Qiao meets Fu Shinian to arrange for a series of examinations. Su Mu keeps watch. During this period, Jiangbei comes to see him and breathes a sigh of relief. Maybe everyone is like this. Only when he sees this person, can he believe that he is really back.

Fu Shinian didn't feel anything, but Jiangbei felt embarrassed when he calmed down. Because Fu Shinian's inspection results had not come out yet, Rongshen and Ji Nanfeng did not leave. Jiangbei was just standing in the middle of the two, Ji Nanfeng on the left and Rongshen on the right.

She didn't want to escape. After all, this was not the first time. However, it was impossible for Jiangbei to say anything to them. She sighed in the bottom of her heart and suddenly felt ridiculous. After all, from the beginning, she wanted to be a clean and smart woman in all aspects. However, contrary to her wishes, she even lived her own life What it looks like today.

When he left, Rongshen opened his mouth first:

"Xiaobei."

Jiangbei stopped, Ji Nanfeng stood on her side, and the rest of her eyes could even feel Ji Nanfeng's eyes resting on her body because of Rongshen's name. She didn't look at it, so there was no way to distinguish what kind of emotion was contained in such a look.

She thought of ignoring her, but she still answered. She looked back at Rongshen:

"something's wrong?"

"There's something I want to say to you. Is it convenient?"

This seems to be the first time Rongshen was so polite to himself. When he was together before, he didn't care what he thought and wanted to do. He made a decision directly. At most, he just informed himself. It was never before that he asked for his own opinions like this.

But Jiangbei didn't immediately respond to Rongshen's change. She looked at Ji Nanfeng. Ji Nanfeng probably didn't expect Jiangbei to look at himself at this time. He was slightly stunned. After a few seconds, he seemed to react, and Jiangbei seemed to be asking for his opinions.

I don't know what it's like. They've been married for so long, and they said it clearly before they got married. They didn't interfere in each other's life. So she never told herself what Jiangbei wanted to do, and Jiangbei would not ask what she wanted to do. They seemed like strangers in acting, except for the occasional madness in bed.

Ji Nanfeng was a little excited by Jiangbei's reaction. He seemed to understand why Jiangbei did this, but he was not sure for a moment because it was too inconceivable. His reason told him that he should talk about some demeanor at this time. He was generous and told Jiangbei to "go", but he didn't want to do so emotionally, although he and Jiangbei were also involved It's a state of near deformity, but she's his wife after all, isn't she?

Looking at the current state of Jiangbei, it seems that she will agree with her as long as she says not to go, then Do you want to try it.

After all, he really didn't want Jiangbei to have anything to do with Rongshen, although he was ready to let go.

It's just that when it comes to the mouth, it turns into:

"you go, I'll wait for you here."

Jiangbei's eyes were a little unexpected, but before Ji Nanfeng could see them more clearly, Jiangbei took back his sight and walked away. Rongshen took a deep look at Ji Nanfeng, even nodded politely with him before slowly catching up with Jiangbei's pace. Ji Nanfeng looked at the two people's bodies one after the other, and his heart was as breathless as a big stone.

But what can be done?

After all, he promised it himself. He had expected that it would be like this, but he still did so. Maybe he didn't find out that he had self abuse in his subconscious.

Jiangbei and Rongshen did not go too far, and Rongshen did not intend to go far. After all, the weather is bad now, Jiangbei is pregnant again, and she certainly has not had a good rest these days, and Rongshen does not want her to be too tired.

When Rongshen realized that he had this idea, he and Jiangbei had already sat on the chair by the window of the hospital convenience store. Facing each other, he asked Jiangbei for a cup of hot milk. At this time, Jiangbei was holding the milk with a low eyebrow and did not know what he was thinking.

If I had forced Jiangbei from the beginning, instead of forcing her again and again, but taking care of her mood, understanding her feelings and putting herself in her place, would she not want to leave, and whether the rightful position around her would not be Ji Nanfeng, but herself.

But the world is just like this, no if.

Rongshen sighed at the bottom of his heart and opened his mouth:

"when is the due date?"

Jiangbei raised his eyes and looked at him: "there is still a month."

"Boys and girls?"

"Boy."

Rong Shen smile: "very good, from now on is two men to protect you together."

Jiangbei didn't know how to answer this sentence, so he didn't speak. Rongshen looked at her, leaned back on the back of his chair and looked at the crowd coming and going out of the window. After nearly five minutes of silence, he laughed at himself"I have made a decision, but I still can't say it now. Jiangbei, do you believe I really like you?"

Jiangbei didn't have any special reaction, and sipped the hot milk lightly:

"I don't know."

"You don't believe it."

"I'm not you, so what do you think? I don't know. I haven't seen the way you like from childhood to adulthood, so I'm not sure. Maybe you like it, but the significance of my existence to you is to let you learn how to like someone in the right way."

Rongshen looked back at Jiangbei:

"you already know what I'm going to say."

"You should have told me that." Jiangbei looked back at Rongshen's line of sight: "at the beginning, you let me go and watched me and Ji Nanfeng get married. I thought that was the end, but I didn't expect that you could say in turn that I would go back. Rongshen, although there have been many things between us, we have lived together for 2 years. We still know that you are not the one who will turn back."

"I won't look back, but I did. Don't you believe I like you?"

"Even if I believe, what can change?" Jiangbei slowly smile: "I have been married, I also have children, what is late, can not go back."

"Do you like Ji Nanfeng?"

"I don't like you, just like I don't like you when I'm with you, but whether I'm with you or I choose Ji Nanfeng, you two seem to have no choice for me. I once firmly believed that I would lead a wonderful life, but the result was a mess. I once wanted to have a white head and grow old, but two men were not clear Chu, so people still don't set up any people for themselves, otherwise in the end, their faces will not know how miserable they will be beaten. "

Rongshen laughed slowly, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes. After a moment of silence, Rongshen opened his mouth:

"I'm sorry."

After Rongshen's abnormality, Jiangbei thought that no matter what he said next, he would not have an unexpected look, but in fact, the horror of these three words was no less than that of a fierce ghost suddenly appearing in front of him, so that Jiangbei's expression appeared a moment of dullness. Rongshen looked at her like this, and laughed slightly:

"why? I don't think these three words are in my dictionary when I look at your horrible expression

"You really don't look like a person who can say these three words."

"Don't say it often, but it doesn't mean you won't say it."

Jiangbei smiles slowly. When she calms down, she seems to understand what Rongshen's "I'm sorry" is. There's no need to say too clearly. Just understand each other. Jiangbei breathes out a breath:

"if our conversation happened seven months ago, I don't think I'll forgive you. You've upset my world completely, It's good that I don't kill you, and I will never forgive you. But now I feel that everything is not so important. Even if I don't forgive you, even if I kill you, what happened still can't be erased. So I want to forgive you and let go of myself. We should not live in the past. "

Rongshen's vision falls on the round belly of Jiangbei:

"is it because of this child?"

"Yes, I didn't think I liked children much before, but he stayed in my stomach longer and longer, and I like them more and more. I can't help but not like my own children."

Rongshen shouldn't have any other ideas, but at this moment, he can't help but have a hypothesis. If, in those two years with Jiangbei, he made Jiangbei pregnant with his own child at all costs, would she accept her fate? Is it not to think about leaving things, then everything after will not happen again.

They may not be awkward at first, but they will eventually compromise in the family with children, and then gradually accept all this because of the children?

Such a picture, Rongshen would feel very beautiful as long as he thought about it, but now he can only think about it. He owned Jiangbei, but now he has really missed it and can't have it again.

"I heard you were going to divorce before. Now? I don't think so

"Are you looking forward to my divorce?"

"If I said that, would you think what I said was false."

Jiangbei nods:

"yes."

"I really think Ji Nanfeng is not suitable for you. I didn't give you the opportunity to choose before, but Ji Nanfeng is your own choice, so I won't give you any opinions. You can make your own decisions. But I hope you don't feel aggrieved, just for the sake of the baby in your stomach."

"I know."

Rongshen said softly, and said nothing more. In fact, he had nothing to say with Jiangbei. What he wanted to say was not appropriate in terms of the relationship between the two people, so he could only press on the bottom of my heart. When I turned my head and looked out of the window, I found Ji Nanfeng was standing under the tree not far away, looking at here.Inexplicably, Rongshen was suddenly not so worried about the life after Jiangbei. Although Ji Nanfeng didn't look like a good man, his heart to Jiangbei should not be false. Even though there were a lot of rumors about him some time ago, who can guarantee that it's not the little thing that the guy wants to be paid more attention to?

"It seems that if you come out with me, Ji Nanfeng is still worried."

Rongshen's words made Jiangbei have a moment's consternation. After her reaction, she turned her head to look out of the window. I don't know when it's snowing. Ji Nanfeng is standing under a tree not far away from here. It's too far away. Jiangbei can't see Ji Nanfeng's expression, but he is so motionless and solemn.

When the ground was covered with snow, Jiangbei got up:

"there should be news from Fu Shinian. Let's go back."

"You go back first. I want to sit here for a while."

Jiangbei has a deep look. The latter looks at her line of sight without speaking. She only has a faint smile on her mouth. Jiangbei also smiles: "I'll go first."

Rongshen nodded, and Jiangbei began to walk without turning back. However, Rongshen saw that Ji Nanfeng had already stepped forward when Jiangbei walked out of the convenience store. He could see how much he cared about the person in front of him at a glance.

Maybe they don't like each other now, but after a long time, with their children in common, even if they don't like each other any more, there will be a feeling of giving up. What's more, Jiangbei seems to have no intention of getting divorced because of the events of July 7 and Fu Shinian.

In this case, let's have a good time.

As for himself, since fate did not let him meet Jiangbei at the best time, he seemed to be unable to do anything for her except to give her a quiet life.

Ji Nanfeng walked to Jiangbei and held her arm with one hand and her waist with the other:

"it's snowing, the road is slippery, so walk slowly."

According to the current relationship between them, even if Jiangbei refuses Ji Nanfeng's touch, it's not surprising that Ji Nanfeng is also ready to be rejected, and even thinks of persuasion, but Jiangbei doesn't refuse her, or even has an unhappy face, which makes Ji Nanfeng look at her for several times.

Jiangbei felt Ji Nanfeng's sight. After several times, he couldn't help laughing:

"do you think it's abnormal that I don't get angry, or do you want to ask what I said to Rongshen

"Ah?" I didn't expect that Jiangbei would take the initiative to talk to himself. Ji Nanfeng was a bit stunned. Although he said that they had made a lot of phone calls in recent days, they were talking about Fu Shinian and July 7, but they didn't mention a word between them. In Ji Nanfeng's opinion, there was no difference between them. But now Jiangbei started talking to himself, and he was still talking about the topic between them, It's hard for Ji Nanfeng not to be surprised.

"No Ji Nanfeng was somewhat unnatural: "I just feel that That's it. It's good. "