Heart Broken Secret Love

Fu Shiyue didn't expect that Sumu would come, let alone Su mu. She stood up from the table and looked at Su Mu: "sister-in-law, why are you here? Are you my brother?"

This period of time is a time for everyone, even if Fu Shiyue is so careless, he can't see any wind blowing and grass moving now. Su Mu sighed in the bottom of his heart and said:

"no, don't make a fuss. Your brother and July 7 are very good. I come to see the old lady. I haven't seen grandma for a long time."

Fu Shiyue breathed a sigh of relief after hearing the speech. It seemed that she had used up all her strength just now. When she heard Su Mu say this, she fell back heavily. Su Mu gave a faint smile. Before turning to grandma's room, Fu Shiyue got up again:

"hasn't your sister-in-law eaten yet? Why don't you go after dinner. "

Su Mu took a look at the time:

"is grandma asleep?"

"No, I was talking to Aunt Wang just after dinner."

"I'll go and see grandma first." Su Mu said, "you eat first, and I'll come out later."

"Good."

Before entering the old lady's room, Su Mu knocked on the door politely. When he opened the door, he saw the old lady's smiling expression. He also faintly laughed: "grandma knows I'm here?"

"Well, I knew it was you when I heard the knock on the door. There are not many people coming into my room now, but no one is knocking. I think Susu is the most polite. I have not told your Aunt Wang that Susu is back and you come in."

Su Mu seems to have forgotten how long he hasn't seen the old lady. It doesn't seem that long. But in just a few days, the old lady is getting old and haggard all at once. Su Mu just looks at it and gives birth to a feeling that she can't bear to bear. Of course, she knows the birth and death of the world, but it is the natural law of human existence once it is discovered Born in their own relatives, no one can be calm, no one can accept.

From Su Mu's expression, the old lady knew what she was thinking. She smiled and waved her hand to let her pass. Then Su Mu regained her mind a little and stepped forward to put his hand in the heart of the old lady's hand. It was not her illusion. The old lady's hand was cold and thin.

She suddenly remembered the last time the family doctor stood in front of him and Fu Shinian and said, "the old lady doesn't have much time."

Sumu wanted to cry.

But I'll hold on.

The old lady sent Aunt Wang out, leaving Su Mu and the old lady in the room. The old lady stopped Su mu in front of her chest and stroked her hair like a child. After a long time, she said, "are you tired?"

Since the disappearance of July 7, Su Mu has been out of control, vent, and even hysterical, but never feel tired, as if there is such a magic force hanging her in the dark, let her persist, never give up has been waiting and looking for.

But she is an ordinary person, not a God, she will be tired, but maybe things do not really settle down, so her fatigue did not come out, until this moment she nests in the old lady's arms like a cat, feeling her caress, listening to her heartache words, the fatigue hidden in the whole body cells just a little bit out, such as after the rain Spring bamboo shoots like momentum, instantly let her seem to even lift the strength of the hands are not.

But it is very relaxed, it seems that the burden that has been on her body has been unloaded. In the hospital, she actually has this kind of feeling, but there is no complete moment. It seems that until this moment, she is really liberated, really free, and really restored to the former one.

"Grandma." Su Mu said softly, "I'm not tired, I'm really not tired. Now this ending is much better than what I imagined."

The old lady laughed:

"Susu is really content."

"Otherwise? I thought I would never see July 7 again in my life, but now she is lying in the hospital. Although she was injured, she will recover slowly. She is still alive with you and me and Fu Shinian. After July 7 came back, I thought I was going to lose my time, but now it is back. Although I haven't woken up yet, I can wait and the doctor says to wake up It's just a matter of time. Whether he wakes up in the next second or a few years later, I don't think it's OK for me to continue to wait, even for a lifetime

The old lady probably heard Fu Shiyue talk about these things, so when Su Mu talked about it, she didn't even have any obvious fluctuation in her breath. Her hands on Su Mu's head were still stroked, giving Su Mu a reassuring force. After a few seconds of silence, the old lady's voice came again:

"originally, I was worried that you couldn't think about it. I wanted to find a time for you to come back Good to talk to you. After all, I don't know when I'll leave suddenly. If I can't see you well, I'm afraid I'll walk unsteadily. "

"Grandma..." Su Mu got up from the old lady's chest and started to say something, but the old lady stopped him."I know what you want to say, but Susu, you are already a mother, and the matter of separation and death should be looked down upon. I always worried that I didn't come back when I left. Later, I thought I could rest assured that I would be able to stay with you for a longer period of time, otherwise you would be too bitter, but now Years have come back, and your family is finally reunited. Although you have suffered some hardships, it is good that we are still together now. Nothing is more important than this. "

"So The old lady took Su Mu's hand: "even if I close my eyes now, there is nothing to regret."

"Grandma, don't you say that, don't you want to see July 7 get back to health and see the year wake up? We haven't remarried yet. Don't you want to see it with your own eyes? "

The old lady chuckled indifferently:

"God has given me so much time, I should be content, I should not be greedy for more, what's more, July 7 will certainly get healthy, the year will wake up, and your wedding will be grand and grand, which is bound to happen. As for whether I am present or not, it's not so important. I just want to Just know that the good things are waiting for us not far away. I can see them

"I can't read it." Su Mu seldom gambled in front of the old lady: "if you are not around me, I can't see how I look. I want you to see me in my wedding dress. I want you to see me become my wife again. It's very important for me. Moreover, if you can't see you when you wake up, it will be very difficult."

The old lady laughed:

"Susu, there are so many people leaving every day in the world, but not everyone has the opportunity to say goodbye. We should learn to cherish every minute and every second of our life as the last time, so as not to leave any regrets. When we went to see me at the seventh anniversary of July, we probably made the worst plan, so we and I We have said goodbye to each other

"Grandma..."

"All right." The old lady stopped Su Mu's words: "we don't discuss this topic. It seems that I'm going to leave soon. Although I don't have much time, I will still live and try to live. Maybe I will speak tomorrow and wake up. What I said just now is just the worst plan, but I don't think God will be so unkind. Let it go Heart. "

Sappan faintly smiles:

"this period of time also let you be afraid."

"In fact, I can see that life is born in this world. No matter how long or how long you have experienced, it's a lifetime. It's only individuals who are freed, and those who are still alive who are suffering. I'm afraid that you will step into the past in your heart. But now everything is better. God is still very human. You are not 30 years old now, and you have experienced most people's life In the future, it will be peaceful and smooth, and will be very happy. "

Su Mu looked at the old lady with a smile:

"inherit grandma's good words."

"That's right. I'm usually right."

After all, the old lady was not in good health. After talking with Su mu for a while, she was a little tired. Su Mu saw the old lady's fatigue and didn't say anything more. She waited for the old lady to sleep. Before she lay down, Su Mu hesitated and said:

"grandma, would you like me to bring back Qiqi to show you?"

The old lady laughed and shook her head:

"no, let her take good care of herself in the hospital. When I want to walk by myself, I will go to the hospital to see her."

"Take good care of it."

"I've been taking good care of it."

After the old lady sleeps, Su Mu carefully exits the room and closes the door gently. Fu Shiyue is still in the living room. Seeing Su Mu come out, he immediately gets up from the sofa and asks in a low voice, "is grandma sleeping?"

"Well, I just went to bed."

"I let the kitchen leave food, you eat a little and then go back to the hospital, this period of time you lost a lot of weight."

Su Mu smiles:

"it's good. Isn't backbone beauty popular now?"

"Don't lose weight." Fu Shiyue and Su Mu walked to the restaurant side by side: "when my brother wakes up to see you like this, I may feel heartache and faint again."

"It's OK to faint. If he doesn't wake up, I'll find another man to marry. After all, I haven't remarried with him, and he can't sign his consent."

Fu Shiyue looked at Su mu, and his eyes did not blink. Su Mu couldn't help looking back at Fu Shiyue and smiling: "what's the matter?"

"It's OK." Fu Shiyue looked back, after a few seconds of silence, he also laughed: "in fact, I think you can often mention this sentence in front of my brother. He cares about you so much, maybe he will get up immediately when he is excited."

On hearing this, Su Mu raised his eyebrows:

"wait till I go back to have a try."

Fu Shiyue probably didn't expect that she would agree. She was stunned for a moment: "is sister-in-law serious?"

"Of course." Su Mu nodded: "now as long as I can wake up, no matter how bizarre, I will try it. No one knows, it really doesn't work, does it?"Fu Shiyue smiled:

br > try it. Maybe you can jump from bed and take you to Civil Affairs Bureau

Su Mu smiled and said nothing more.

Fu Shiyue sat down with her at the table. Aunt Lin brought the food out of the kitchen and arranged it. Looking at Su mu, she could not help but red eyes. Su Mu noticed her sight and almost immediately understood her idea when he saw the past, and smiled slightly:

aunt Lin, I am very good. You can rest assured. "

"You are really too thin. If you are not busy these days, I ask the driver to send meals to the hospital every day, or you come home to eat the same thing, it's a little far away."

"OK, I'll be back sometime." Su Mu smiled and said: "it was because the July 7th has not come back. I am worried that my state has affected my grandma. Now, I have come back from July 7 and the current year. I have nothing to worry about. I should come back to accompany my grandma more. I will call aunt Lin before I come back. You just have to prepare the food I like to eat."

"Good." Aunt Lin smiled happily: "I must give you back in the shortest time."

After two people said a little bit, aunt Lin went busy. There were only two people in the restaurant: Fu Shiyue and Sumu. Su Mu was really a little hungry. At first, she didn't notice Fu Shiyue, thought she was just with herself, but later she suddenly realized that she might not be as simple as she thought, especially when she looked up to Fu Shiyue inadvertently Wait, her eyes are always a little dodgy.

At that moment, Su Mu understood that she had something to say to herself. As for what to say, Su Mu had some speculation in his heart. Most of the things that Fu Shinian had been discovered by Fu Shiyue had already known.

In fact, the time has passed for several months, Fu Shiyue has never mentioned Yu Qingzhou again. Su Mu didn't think Fu Shiyue really put down this feeling completely, but now Fu Shiyue's reaction is also unexpected to her, she still cares.

"What do you want to ask?"

Su Mu's words surprised Fu Shiyue. She didn't expect Su Mu to open up, but after a few seconds of silence, she also set up a little bit of mind and smiled slightly:

sister-in-law is so clever, what do you want to say, you should have guessed it

"I have guesses, but I don't really understand what you want to know about his news, or can't put it down?"

"No, it can't be put down, even if it can't be put down? We can't be together again, can we? " Fu Shiyue laughed at himself: "I just think he is my brother. I didn't calm down to let him leave. In fact, he should not be very good in these years. I am the last relative in the world. Even if he is not close, I should not push him far away, shouldn't he?"

Su Mu looked at Fu Shiyue for a long time without speaking. Fu Shiyue was not at ease when she saw Fu Shiyue:

did I say anything wrong

Su Mu shook his head:

No, I just think you are really growing up