An Jing hesitated and looked at Bei Jiajia's expectant face and said, "really want to know?"

"Of course Seeing an Jing's attitude, Bei Jiajia smiles excitedly.

However, an Jing's face was deep in thought, which made Bei Jiajia regret. Could the questions she asked remind her of the sad things?

An Jing looks out of the window at night, the road into the night is not blocked by the day, it seems a bit cold.

Silent for a long time, an Jing said faintly, "from the first day of my birth, I have a sister who has no blood relationship with me. When I was a child, my mother told me that my sister's mother went to heaven when she was very young. Because her father and my father were both police officers, they were very busy with their work and no one was looking after them. Uncle Luo had to entrust Luo Shishi to my mother to take care of her.

Since I have a memory, she has always been with me. I don't have any other playmates. The children don't want to play with me. They say I'm a monster. I can't cry, I can't laugh. She's the only one who has been with me.

In my only childhood memory, Luo Shishi is a person surrounded by praise. She is far away from me. She is very smart and looks good-looking. Both adults and children like her very much. When I was a child, I envied her very much. But when I grew up, I realized that it was not envy, it was jealousy.

Growing up behind her halo, I kept telling myself to work hard and surpass her. Only when I surpassed her, would my parents love me more, and adults and children would like me.

I did it! But the result is not what I thought.

So, I gave up! "

An Jing stopped and looked at the front with her indifferent eyes. She continued with a bitter smile, "when everything becomes a matter of course, no matter how hard you try, it will become necessary in other people's eyes! Because I have such a smart sister, as a sister, I must be smart

"It seems that we are all the same kind of people, but I am worse than you! I have two excellent brothers up there! Born in a big family of civil and military annexation! My elder brother is a soldier. He is good at martial arts! My second brother is a lawyer, Nengwen! And I read a computer, but when a reporter! I can only write a small column and talk about martial arts. I can't beat a hooligan! "

Bei Jiajia sighed and complained a few times, looked at an Jing and asked curiously, "then why did you choose to go to America with my grandfather at that time?"

An Jing's father died in a mission when she was 10 years old. Her mother was too sad and unconscious. Because her mother was the old man's favorite student, Mr. Bei was afraid that she would not be cared for, so she had to be taken care of by Uncle Bei.

Two years later, an Jing's mother woke up and committed suicide!

"If you don't want to say it, don't say it!" Seeing an Jing's silent expression, Bei Jiajia said wisely.

"Because she said she hated me!" An Jing's tone is light.

"Hate you?" Becca wondered.

An Jing grinned bitterly and showed a sad look in her eyes. "I still remember standing in front of the ward door, she was crying next to my mother's body. Everyone in the ward cried, but I was the only one who couldn't shed any tears. I looked at them foolishly and cried! Adults say I'm heartless! Say I'm cold-blooded! I did not put in the heart, only she said that sentence to me, I will never forget! She said, "I hate you! If I didn't have you, I could take all the love. Without you, I would be the only one. Without you, the person my mother would like to see most before she dies is me, not you! "

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