Hello, My Actress Darling

a knot in one's heart—emotional entanglement

"Xiaoxue, what do you think I should do?" Tong Qin's tears still can't stop.

Jiang nianxue understood that Tongqin should have a more serious postpartum depression.

She silently grasped Tong Qin's hand and said in a low voice, "I understand."

"Xiaoxue, do you really understand? I thought it would be the most painful time to give birth to Xiao Xi, but I was wrong. These two days are my nightmares. My chest is like a stone. I never thought that my body would become like this. I am very painful, even more painful than giving birth to a child. When the nurse came to give me a massage, I felt like a lamb to be slaughtered, not like a person at all. This is not what I want

Tong Qin said slowly. When she got to the back, she put out her hand and covered her eyes.

"I gave birth just because I love Ma Yu, but now I not only suffer from the pain of natural childbirth, but also have to get up and feed Xiao Xi countless times when I have chest pain in the middle of the night. Now I didn't expect all this, and I feel very sad

I feel like I have nothing left. I even want to die. "

Jiang nianxue reaches out her hand, embraces Tong Qin and gently touches her hair.

Tong Qin's voice has a choking, "don't touch it. I can't wash my hair these days. My hair is dirty."

"Where is dirty, our Xiaoqin is always fragrant." Jiang nianxue said low, "I understand your grievances. If you want to cry, just cry."

Jiang nianxue's words seem to have magic power. Tongqin's frustration after enduring for a long time is finally released. She starts to cry in a low voice and wails. The nannies who stay next door rush to think that something has happened. Finally, she is pushed back by Donnie who is guarding the door.

Tongqin after a big cry style vent, mood finally gradually improved, the whole person is not just so depressed.

Xiaoxi is frightened by Tongqin's cry. She turns her lips and is ready to cry. Jiang nianxue hugs her and coaxes her several times in a low voice. Xiaoxi finally sleeps sweetly.

Jiang nianxue put Xiaoxi back into the crib, turned around and sat by the bedside, "do you remember what I was born to read?"

"I remember... At that time, you had massive postpartum hemorrhage, and you could hardly keep the uterus..." Tong Qin nodded.

"In fact, my depression was more serious than you at that time, and... Mo Chen was not by my side. When I saw you now, I remembered how hard I was at that time, so I really could understand you." Jiang nianxue said softly.

"Xiaoxue, how did you get through it then?" Tong Qin asked.

"I just think that recitation is the hope of my life, so I want to grow up with her. Maybe it's relying on this belief that I survived."

Jiang nianxue held her hand. "You are different from me. Ma Shao is by your side. Why don't you tell him this?"

Tong Qin lowered his eyes, "I don't want him to see me at a loss like this."

"But he's your husband, and he has to see how sick you are."

"He is a child at all. Sometimes he is so childish that he can't take Xiaoxi well even if he is asked to take Xiaoxi himself." Tong Qin shook his head.

"But if you don't let him take care of children, he won't take care of them all his life, will he?" Jiang nianxue grasped Tong Qin's hand, "you have to let him understand that Xiao Xi is your common child, and he has to take responsibility." Tong Qin Lengleng looked at Jiang nianxue for several seconds, suddenly laughed, "I may really be pregnant and become silly, such a simple reason I didn't figure it out."

"Postpartum depression is not your fault, chest pain is not your fault, birth is not your fault, you are just a novice mother, you need, just your husband to accompany you through all this." Jiang nianxue said in a low voice.

"Thank you, snow." Tong Qin's eyes were red and looked at her, "when you were born, you must have been very hard."

Jiang nianxue was stunned for a moment. She thought of Niannian's lovely smile and said with a smile, "looking back now, it seems that it's a long time ago."

"Brother Mo Chen was not there at that time. Would you hate him now?" Tong Qin blinked.

Jiang nianxue shook her head. "I can't say hate. I left myself at that time, and he didn't want to."

Tong Qin sighed, "it's too miserable to be a woman. I want to be a man in my next life."

"If you are a man in the next life, I will marry you." Jiang nianxue laughs.

"No way!" A familiar voice with a choking voice suddenly appeared at the door.

Jiang nianxue and Tong Qin turn their heads in surprise and suddenly see Ma Yu standing at the door, while Zhao Mochen is stretching out his hand to pull him. It seems that they should have been standing at the door for some time, and during this period, Zhao Mochen should have stopped Ma Yu from letting him in.

Ma Yu breaks free from Zhao Mo Chen's hand and rushes to Tong Qin's bed, holding her and crying directly.

Tong Qin Leng in situ, "you, what are you doing..."

"I'm sorry, Qinqin. I don't know you've suffered so much. It's my fault. I should care more about you." Ma Yu cried.

"Keep your voice down. The whole hospital will know that my husband is crying." Tong Qin can't laugh or cry.

Ma Yu wiped his eyes hard and held Tong Qin in his arms. "Whether it's postpartum depression or feeding Xiao Xi, I'll carry it with you. As long as you don't want to do something uncomfortable, we won't do it. We can invite a nanny or a nurse. I told you when I got married that I won't let you suffer any injustice. Now it is, and it will be."

Tong Qin's eyes are also gradually red, she inhaled nose, muttered: "lose face, cry so loud."

"No shame!" Ma Yu shook his head hard.

"Then, you go to coax Xiao Xi."

"Good!"

Jiang nianxue see two people like this, Tong Qin after should no longer have postpartum those troubles, relieved, intend to go out to see Niannian.

But as soon as she got to the door, Zhao Mochen stopped her.

"Why are you standing in my way?" Jiang nianxue thinks of Zhao Mochen giving Ye Ru a coat, and her mood suddenly gets worse.

"I..." Zhao Mochen opened his mouth slightly.

"What are you doing? Why don't you go with your new love? " Jiang nianxue interrupted him impolitely.

"New love?" Tong Qin and Ma Yu are both stunned.

Ma Yu held Xiaoxi in his arms and said, "Damn, Mo Chen, are you cheating so soon?"