When the fingertips gently knocked down the three words Qiqige, I cried a little.

It is destined to be a tragedy, because she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love.

Since I was a child, I knew that I was not from the grassland. My appearance was different, and the eyes others looked at me made me recognize this fact. I was a little attendant of Bayar, and I was a child taken in by their tribe.

I don't know who my parents are, but I have been silently hating them because they abandoned me.

He is the only one who treats me best. He is the little prince Bayar.

Delicious and fun, he always used to share with me, but the people in his family opposed him to be good to me. He didn't listen. He still took care of me every day and didn't let others bully me, which moved me. I couldn't forget his good all my life, but it also doomed the tragedy of my life and his life.

Although I have no relatives, I am still happy because of him. I grew up quietly, and he also quietly entered my heart. I fell in love with him, and I loved him unknown.

But this happiness was deprived in that sky. His family was occupied, his family was defeated and surrendered.

These are not what I can find out. All I can do is wait silently by his side and give him warmth and comfort.

Then he said, only I can help him in the world. I don't understand. I'm a weak woman. How can I help him.

He said he would give me to turdan and let me be his woman, so that he could consolidate his position in baruchi, and then he waited for the opportunity to take back everything that once belonged to him.

That day, I left him crying. I don't want to. He doesn't know. In fact, he is the only person I love most.

But when I came back with red eyes, it was still his hard request, so I agreed.

That night, I dried my tears. I was so humble and helpless.

That night, I put down my reserve for the first time. I drank some wine. When the wine fragrance filled the room, I wrapped his neck

That night, I became his woman, because in this way, I can leave without regret.

He will send someone to assassinate the man. If he succeeds, then I will be free, but if he fails, then it is the moment when I start with the man.

That day, I hid in the jungle nervously. I hope to see the majestic man fall in front of me, and then I can be happy with Bayar.

But no, the man defeated so many experts with his divine martial arts. He was really powerful. Although I didn't love him, I was impressed by his style. I couldn't escape. My playwright went to save him and sang songs at the bonfire party. All this was because Bayar was staring at me not far from me.

I can only do what he asked me to do. I don't even have the right to refuse.

Then I became turdan's woman. He didn't touch me. It seemed that he sympathized with me. From his eyes, I could see a kind of love, just as I did to Bayar.

But only two days later, I found a terrible fact, that is, I had Bayar's flesh and blood. I was stunned. I asked the maid to send him a message quietly.

He said that the child could only be turdan's. He asked me to find a way to make turdan believe that it was his child, and when he was about to give birth, he would go to the doctor and say it was premature.

So, as a last resort, I put down my reserve for my children and my love. I seduced turdan, and I finally had the first time with turdan.

Everything was covered up seamlessly. I gave birth to no one. I saw turdan's love and joy, but I couldn't be happy, because for turdan, I was actually a woman like an executioner, because I strangled his true love.

Love is poison, it let me sink, let me cut and boil in pain.

Bayar begged me to take turdan to the jungle again. This time, he invited dozens of internal experts. He said he would let him die this time.

I can't bear it, but turdan is sincere to me, and I can only deceive him

However, I don't even look at it. Looking at my child and thinking about Bayar, the balance of my heart still tends to children and Bayar.

That time, I made the most difficult and painful choice of my life. I knew that if turdan died, the real murderer was actually me.

However, everything can't stop.

But I never thought that Fox king was also an expert. I didn't understand martial arts. I had been with him and Gula for so long. I didn't know that his martial arts were hidden.

The result of that time was beyond my expectation with Bayar. Turdan was not dead, but I was sealed and hidden in the ice palace for five years.

Five years, I hate ah, I missed all other growth and happiness.

But when I wake up, I don't know who I want to hate?

Turdan? It really has nothing to do with him.

Bayar? In the interweaving of love and hate, I can't even tell what is love and what is hate. My heart is more regret and sadness.

It seems that one of my words woke turdan up. Did he guess that he was not my child?

I dare not ask or mention it, but when I woke up, he only came to see me once, and after that time, I seemed to be a stranger to him. Although I don't hate him.

And my farewell is really becoming more and more ignorant. I slowly guessed turdan's heart. Although he ignored me, he still regarded it as out. This heart moved me more or less.

I often think that in my lifetime, if I can, I must return his true feelings. Indeed, I owe him.

Bayar he wanted to take back everything he had. He calculated that he was becoming more and more vicious.

And my friends gradually know his life experience. I know it was Bayar who told him. It's indisputable that children have dealings with their father, but there is a conspiracy, which is no small matter.

However, I can't stop it.

Bayar was caught. I can't see him suffer. I'm going to save him. But I was powerless. Turdan sealed his acupoints.

After recognizing my mother and my sister, I know how selfish I am. I don't hate my mother. My mother is also a woman who lives as hard as me. What I hate is my father. He is so cruel. He separated me from my mother and left me alone all my life.

Turdan, he went to save yunqi'er. I didn't say anything. It was my sister. He should have saved it, and yunqi'er fell ill for me.

However, after turdan left baruchi, he started a war with Bayar. I can't stop it. I can only watch so many people die in pain around me.

Boundless regret comes. Sometimes I really want to die. The man I love will never give me warmth and happiness. But I didn't cherish tuldan, who gave me warmth and happiness.

Life, missed, can no longer be recovered.

I can't see it at last. I'm ill.

And my mother also worried me. In some days when she was with me occasionally, she really lost weight day by day as the Xiangshi said, and my mother was also ill. I dare not see her again. Am I really the unlucky man in the mouth of the Xiangshi?

Coughed up blood, but my child and the child's father didn't even look at me. They only had power in their eyes. The superior power had made them greedy for profit and made them forget my existence.

Turdan came back. He was as powerful and wise as before. In just a few days, he defeated Bayar and let baruchi return to the past again.

And no, he's caught.

I know it should be, but I'm his mother. I can't help worrying about him.

Blood, cough more.

Being born to me seems meaningless.

Love is numb, the taste of love is bitter, so let me go.

But my sister came back. She wanted me to live. She said she would cure my mother's disease and my disease. I smiled weakly. In fact, if a person's heart died, no amount of medicine would help, because my sense of survival was gone.

That night, I coughed a lot of blood. I thought I was going to die. I even arranged everything. A knife was in my hand. I dressed neatly and waited for death to wave to me.

I want to kill myself.

However, I was not dead. At the moment when the curtain was lifted, I saw Bayar. He said he would take me away. From then on, the three of us lived happily together.

My heart jumped again in an instant. It was the expectation for many years. When it was coming, I was really happy.

The knife in his hand is hidden in his sleeve.

However, this knife finally ended my life, but the time and place changed.

Why is life so ruthless to me? It gave me joy one second ago, but then it was hell like unbearable.

Turdan is coming. He's going to rob and kill Bayar. I know that even if Bayar has died a hundred times, it can't be his fault, but I, I'm also wrong.

Bayar kidnapped my sister. At that moment, I was sad. It was my own sister. She really paid too much for me.

I can't be sorry for her anymore.

If she dies, it is meaningless for me to live in this world. I don't want it.

When tears blurred, I made a decision.

Quietly dismount, Bayar. He never thought that the person who killed him would be me, but I killed him myself.

In fact, he really didn't deserve me to ruin my life for him, but I did it anyway.

The moment he fell to the ground, blood gushed, and the world changed color.

Since then, the sun is gone

My concern, there is a mother, there is not.

Turdan promised me that he would treat me well. I don't ask for great blessings. I just ask him to live in this world safely. She is the continuation of my life. I hope he can be happy, and his happiness is my happiness.

I really want to take another look at my mother, but I can't do it anymore. I smiled at Yun Qi'er and asked her to cure my mother's disease.

I believe she will. My kindest sister, even if she doesn't know anyone, she will save her, not to mention her mother.

I really like Yun Qi'er's child Xiao Jiu. He is much better than mine. Looking at his brilliant smile, I know that there will be another powerful man in the world in the future, and he will never be worse than his father.

Smiling at everything in front of me, I went to Bayar and had some nostalgia, that is, there are still many family feelings I can't give up in the world.

However, I finally chose the end, because I have no face to treat my relatives. I've missed too many times.

The moment I pulled out the knife and entered my heart, I imagined the knife that turdan inserted into his heart to save his mother. I imagined the moment when yunqi'er fell into the ice cliff for me. This moment was finally over.

I stretched out my hand to hold Bayar's stiff fingers. At this moment, both love and hate were paid off

And people born, please believe that in fact, the dark past is the dawn

Tears end in tears, and a smile is my most sincere blessing to everyone

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