Smelling the still faint tea fragrance in the air, I thought of Li'an. I've been away for some days, and I don't know when I'll come back. He has to do everything about the collapse of the house in person, but he misses me and takes things to me. I often think that if I were a girl in the house, I could go to the ends of the earth and the corners of the sea with him. I seem to have hope with him.

Now, I can't say a word of what I think and read in my heart. I'm only deeply pressed in my heart. After a long time, I'm only tired and tired. Again, I'm sad.

I like this quiet and undisturbed life, accompanied by flowers and grass. Between heaven and earth, I respect myself and dream. If I leave him, I'd rather stay old. I'd rather never marry.

If you marry a person who doesn't love yourself, like a mother, it's better to keep the clear lamp alone and accompany the tranquility of the ancient Buddha for a long time.

I grew up quietly, but my mother was gradually silent. She rarely came out of the Luoxuan Pavilion on weekdays. Until last year, Mrs. 9 went to the temple with her mother to pray for blessings and children. After she came back, her temperament slowly changed. She begged her father hard and lost her hair. She was alone in the temple, devoted herself to the Buddha, ignored the world affairs, and asked about my daily life.

Mom, maybe you're free in the Buddha sea. That's not a bad thing.

I never blame my mother. My mother didn't abandon me, but found herself.

"Miss, drink the medicine." the fragrance of the medicine floated early. I still don't want to drink it. I'm sick in my heart. When my heart is bright, I'll naturally get better.

However, my heart is always dark, so the disease is always unhappy and not good.

The doctors are at a loss. I don't blame them.

In this way, I can not marry temporarily, or I can be alone quietly.

Thinking in his heart, he waved, "put it, I'll drink it later."

"Let's go to bed, miss. I'll help you spread the quilt and go to bed after drinking the medicine." ruoqing is also the girl pointed out to me by Mrs. 9. She is so old that she treats me sincerely except Li an. I always keep these in mind.

If I don't say, it doesn't mean I don't know. Intimate friendship is long-term.

"Spread it, I'll sleep in a minute." I lie down, but I can't sleep. I haven't slept steadily for many days. Lian, he's been gone for nearly half a year.

"Don't drink tea. If you drink too much, it won't be good if you take the antidote." following Mrs. nine, she knows a lot, but she used her heart for Mrs. nine to me, which made me ashamed.

"Yes, I forgot. Don't drink any more. Go to bed." the girl's carefulness not only made me ashamed, but also moved me.

Ruoqing's footsteps gradually disappeared in the rain and fog.

After the lights were blown, the room was dark. I gradually adapted to the dark night. Soon, I could see the surrounding scenery and things.

Took the bowl of medicine, went to the window, opened the window, and the rain drifted in obliquely, wet my face and wet my clothes. Suddenly, I stood facing the darkness, and there were some bright lights in the distance. In such a dark night, only watchmen would watch the night.

I threw the medicine far out of the window and was diluted by the rain sooner or later. No one knew I didn't drink it.

I looked at the lantern, but it was getting brighter and brighter. I saw that it was coming to the Luoxuan Pavilion. There was only nine ladies who could come except Niang. Was it Niang? It's so late and raining. She should only meditate in the Buddhist hall.

I'm loyal to the Buddha. I know my mother's nature. But who is not my mothe

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