Her Heartless Evil Man

After listening to me, she said, "the princess has seen a lot of the world. Unlike Qin WA, she stabbed in Balu since she was born. She hasn't even gone out on the grassland so far."

"The four sides of the world have their own advantages and advantages. However, when I first saw the grassland, I fell in love with it."

"Princess, your face looks a little bad. Maybe it's because of the tiredness of traveling for so many days. She sweated heavily last night and rewarded qinwa with some rain and dew cream. It can maintain her skin. Qinwa didn't dare to enjoy it privately, so she took some to the princess and asked the Princess not to dislike it and stay." she smiled as if she really cared about me.

But her words stabbed me in the heart like a knife, and my blood surged up. My head hurt a little. I restrained myself from changing my face.

I smiled. Whether it was turdan's intention or not, I couldn't change a fact. Last night, my wedding night, turdan left me and let me stay in the empty room alone.

I can imagine that all the Baluchis today must have me at their leisure.

However, I still laugh. I press my grievances and heartache deep in my heart. I have to live my own life.

Once upon a time, I didn't live well before I met Li'an in Lou Fu.

I smiled and said to ruoqing standing aside, "take it for me. Go and bring my pearl chain and I'll give it to my sister as a gift of thanks." I don't say her, I want to thank her. I want to tell her that I don't care whether to sleep or not. I want to be a calm yunqi'er.

Qin Fei looked at the pearl chain and said, "I can't accept such a heavy gift from the princess."

"Ruoqing, put the chain on imperial concubine Qin. The silver color best matches imperial concubine Qin's complexion."

"Princess Xie, it's better to obey orders than to respect Qin wa."

I watched her firmly lift the collar and prepare ruoqing to help her take the chain. It turned out that there was a red kiss mark on her neck. When she put on the chain, she was still scratching her head on the chain.

I know she's showing off to me. She served me last night.

So what? I will always be the real princess of turdan. As long as I don't care about him and I don't fall in love with him, I will never lose on this grassland.

At the moment, while my heart is bleeding, I am secretly glad that I haven't lost my heart.

From then on, I will protect my heart and my love. Without love, it just makes the pain deeper.

"Yun Qi'er drank too much wine at yesterday's wedding banquet. Fortunately, a younger sister waited on Yun Qi'er and relieved him of the siege last night. Otherwise, Yun Qi'er was still secretly annoyed by last night's drunkenness. I drank too much and fell into bed." I hid the facts and said something against my heart. Once upon a time, in order to save my face, I had to lie like this, It's not worth it just for yourself.

Qin imperial concubine couldn't sit still for my bluntness. She said, "the princess has been tired for many days. I won't disturb Qin baby much. The princess may have a rest."

She got up to leave, and I didn't stay. I ordered tanaren to send it.

"Ruoqing, you can go out too. You must be more fresh and curious when you first came to Balu stab. Go outside more and listen to everyone's comments on me." I told ruoqing wearily.

To be honest, at the moment, I just want to guard my yurt quietly. I don't want to see anyone, including turdan.

"Miss." ruoqing looked at me and wanted to stop talking.

I know she doesn't trust me. "I'm fine. Go out. I want to be alone."

There was a sudden silence in the room, as if only my breath. I had thought a lot last night, and I had made a decision.

But today, when Qin wa appeared in front of me to demonstrate, I still couldn't help but feel heartache.

If I can, I really want to go back to hadakhin. I think of bambusan. I think he can at least give me freedom. Sometimes people can give up everything for love.

However, I came to baruchi with the imperial edict and the promise to the great Zhou Dynasty.

I brought my book, my pen, ink, paper and inkstone, and my piano. Looking at those things different from Mongolian customs, I suddenly felt at ease.

From then on, I will regard this as my Luoxuan Pavilion. I will paint and play the piano and return to the former yunqi'er. This grassland, I know its beauty, I fall in love with it, I have to guard it.

Turdan, you and I, everything, is just a joke.

After the joke, you are you and I am me. I just moved Luoxuan pavilion to baruchi. I'm still miss seventeen in the prime minister's house.

I will treat myself well. From then on, I will only be the idle clouds and wild cranes, the faint floating clouds

In fact, I was tired of eating the melon seeds. The injury on my tongue was not completely cured. After drinking a lot of wine and my anger last night, I was ill.

My heart was still cold. I told ruoqing and tanaren that whoever came would block it for me because my disease would be infected like wind cold.

As soon as the words were spoken, my door was really quiet and no one would disturb me anymore.

I was happy to be quiet. After three or five days, I was waiting to taste tea and read in my own yurt, slowly cured the wound on my tongue, and slowly calmed my mind.

Half of the disease is a real disease and half is a heart disease. A real disease will be fine as long as the time comes, and even the doctor can't do anything about a heart disease.

Good medicine is my own mood.

When you are in a good mood, you can get rid of the disease.

And the mood needs my own creation.

Sometimes I paint, sometimes I play the piano, and sometimes I learn Mongolian with tanaren. I spend more time arranging the environment around me. I installed a swing in front of the door, which is my favorite. There used to be one in Luoxuan Pavilion. Occasionally, Li'an would push me to swing. I like the feeling of flying in the wind.

Beautiful.

Think of Li'an, the heart is a trace of pain.

Men always hurt me, but I don't know where I'm wrong.

Just, how nice my mother is, a Zen heart. Now, I'm also greedy to learn from her and ask for a bowl. I take it in my yurt. Ha ha, in fact, such a day is purer and better.

Without love, the realm of life is another scenery.

I can have no love, as long as I can keep my Zen Mind.

I pulled up the grass one after another, tied more than a dozen together, woven them into hemp like strands and tied them. One by one, like a bush pole, they made one after another, persistently placed in front of my yurt, in a neat row.

I've probably counted enough.

I asked the ladies to help me. The vertical is the pile and the horizontal is the balance point of the fixed pile. I built a circle of fence outside my yurt.

The fence formed by green grass, looking at it, my heart is happy. This is my own masterpiece.

I'm just a little worried. I'm worried that the green vitality will disappear sooner or later, because the grass has no roots. The grass without roots has exhausted its source of life.

This is the sorrow of grass.

I decided that when it was yellow, I would make another circle of fence. The most important thing I needed was time.

For three days, my palms were cocooned, but I was happy.

I'm happier than in Luoxuan Pavilion. I can do whatever I want. No one restricts me and no one stops me.

In my yurt, I live my own life quietly, more comfortable than the clouds in the sky.

"Miss, Khan sent someone to ask how you are getting on with your illness?" he told me this day.

I smiled and went out of the door. Without looking back, I said to her, "I went back directly. It's still cold in the wind."

I sat on the swing with a book in my hand, shaking one by one, and the waitresses stood far away. It was uncomfortable for me to have them, so I told no one to come near me without my permission.

It was written in the book that a princess fell in love with a general. The emperor had only one sister, so he made an order to get married for them. After a war, the general won, but he was blinded by a cold arrow. That kind of deformity made him afraid to see the princess again.

So he announced his death, and then he became a monk.

Soon after, when the princess learned of the general's death, she became a nun.

A soul stirring love has no perfect ending, but that love is still in the hearts of two people. It is a kind of incomplete beauty, which will always give people endless aftertaste.

I watched and was moved by the story of the hero and heroine.

There were tears in the corners of my eyes. I held up my sleeve and wiped it gently, but I found a figure on the grass in front of me.

I looked up, a strange man.

A man I don't know and haven't seen.

A handsome and romantic man.

I bowed my head and continued to read my book. I don't want to ignore him. Let him go. I'll come by myself and leave by myself.

Strangers, I don't want to meet at will, let alone cause any trouble.

I just want to live my own life quietly.

He walked around behind me, smiled in his voice and asked jokingly, "I heard that yunqi'er has got a cold, and no one can see."

The man was so arrogant that he dared to call my name directly. I replied with a smile: "yes, at the moment, yunqi'er really didn't see anyone." I scolded him secretly. Who made him abrupt.

"No wonder he came to baruchi from hadakhin unharmed. It was all due to a sharp mouth." his words told me that he knew everything about me.

"It's none of your business. Please get out of here." I don't know who he is, and I don't want to know. I just want him to go away. I don't want to know him.

He listened to my words, but he was not angry. He smiled and said, "Yun Qi'er's swing is really unique."

I said coldly, "it's none of your business. Please leave." I wrapped the rope on my swing with calico and tied a bow with cloth. No matter how far I look, the rope is beautiful. I just like such gadgets. Inadvertently, they make life full of fun.

"Do you like life on the grassland?" he asked me stubbornly without leaving.