When I opened the door, a chill rushed into my eyebrows. What a cold day. It's always cold after snow.

He ran to the Kang again. It's better to hide in the quilt.

Then he took my book and spread the note in the book. When he was about to read it, tanaren came in, "princess, manager Li is coming."

I was surprised, so I had to close the book in my hand, and the note was sandwiched in it. I don't know why, I don't want Tana Ren to know about the note.

"What about ruoqing? Call her and invite manager Li in by the way."

Li'an is here. There must be a lot of stories to tell in the prime minister's residence. Ruoqing must like to listen to them.

Sure enough, Lian hasn't come in yet. Ruoqing has run here.

"Miss, yesterday's birthday was really grand."

"Yes."

"Do you like the pavilion or the fireworks?"

I went down to the ground, put on my shoes, and when I saw Li'an, I always had to be more solemn, so as to save others' tongue. As soon as I beat her with my hand, "ghost girl, I'm getting bolder and bolder."

"Miss, spare your life." ruoqing tried to hide from me.

I was out of breath. When I was resting, Lian came in.

I looked at him, but obviously felt a touch of loneliness on his face. What happened to him?

I didn't ask, but pointed to a chair in front of him and said, "sit down."

"Thank you, princess." he saluted deeply.

The word of thanks obviously alienated the relationship between me and him. I ignored him and went to the soft couch and sat down. On one side, if you are in a hurry, "manager Li, talk about things in the capital."

"Oh, it's nothing. The queen added another dragon. We have successors in the great week."

"What about the prime minister's residence?"

"The fourth young master got married, the eldest young master also added a daughter, and..." he said, but suddenly stopped and looked at me with some discomfort in his eyes.

"Who else, there are so many young ladies in the prime minister's house, are they married?" ruoqing asked again.

I also looked at him and said, "how's my mother?"

"Your mother is very good. Your mother and Mrs. 9 asked me to take a letter to you." he said, reaching out from his sleeve cage and handing it to me.

I slowly opened my mother's letter first. I recognized her handwriting. I looked at it carefully. I haven't heard from her for a long time. I really miss her.

On the other side, ruoqing was still urging Li an and said, "manager Li, tell me quickly. What else?"

I still looked at my mother's letter, but I obviously felt that Li An's sight was on me at this time.

"Miss 19 is also married," said Li an in one breath, and then looked at me.

In a trance, the letter fell on the couch, and the cloud son married. Did he marry him? Although I had guessed for a long time, when I finally came to this step, I still had some injuries in my heart.

That night, it was all true.

I picked up the letter and took it in my hand, but my hand was shaking all the time. My heart was so chaotic. I suddenly didn't want to see him.

"You... You all go out."

"Miss, miss, what's the matter with you?" ruoqing was a little shocked. I think I scared her.

"Go out." without anger, the three words were so calm.

I'm dead to Lian.

And turdan, I rely on him day by day. I don't know if this is love, but I know that I think of him more than Lian every day.

I'm just a little woman in the world of mortals. People will change with the passage of time.

Like me, that's it.

The Luoxuan Pavilion on the grassland, as well as the fireworks, turdan has successfully put himself quietly into my heart.

I watched Li an withdraw step by step. It seemed that there was something to say. I waved my hand. He finally retreated with Ruo.

Quiet, I just like a person's silence. The letter is placed on the couch, next to the book with a note.

I watched, but I was not in a hurry to solve the mystery.

Guess, that note must be a bomb. Did it hit me?

Pick up the tea that ruoqing has just made for me and sip it gently. The delicious tea will stimulate saliva in both mouth and nose.

The letter and note, which is the letter from Mrs. nine, must be warm. And the note must be cruel.

Bitter before sweet, I decided to read the note first.

I picked up the book and opened it. The note lay obediently in the book and folded it for several times. I folded it and opened it. A line of words jumped in front of me: Aromatherapy replaced Styrax.

Nine words, small and beautiful, are my unfamiliar handwriting.

Cora, she let my sky fall down.

Lavender, why did tanarene tell me it was Styrax?

Child, I haven't heard from my stomach for so long. It turned out that it was this Lavender that took my child away.

My head broke, but it hurt like a needle. I fell on the couch and looked at the roof empty. I couldn't bear the knowledge that the tonic medicine was deceptive.

Why, why didn't toldan allow me to have a baby for him?

Cora said, there is a dog in front of my door, so many people can't come in if they want to.

For so long, it turned out that I was just a canary in a cage. He wrapped the cage tightly. Was he afraid of outsiders coming in and what they would tell me?

Tanahren, I read the wrong person.

Count the days lightly. If this note comes a month later, I don't think I will have children in my life. If I eat lavender for a long time, a woman will be pregnant all her life, just like musk.

I can't drink that tonic anymore. Even if they force me to drink and watch me drink, I still have to find a way not to let those slaves know my mind.

I know, I know that turdan's sincerity to me is false.

But why is he so good to me.

I really want to ask Cora again. She must know. Look at her expression of hesitation, everything will be clear.

When I think of her leaving in a hurry, I understand that I have turdan's spy in Luoxuan Pavilion. Kola, she is very afraid.

Yes, no one is afraid of toldan.

When I was drinking tea, just before I opened the note, turdan gave me a heaven. However, in the twinkling of an eye, the note sent me from heaven to hell. It seemed that I was subjected to 18 kinds of punishment, and the pain was unbearable to me.

My heart beats like a crack, but I have no tears.

This grassland is not my home, but where can I go?

Lian, we have no chance.

Child, I just want a child. Let me guard my child and spend my life humbly. I'm just such a small request, but turdan doesn't give it to me.

In another month, he will destroy all my rights as a woman.

I hate him, I hate his ruthlessness.

While smiling at me, he stabbed me with a knife.

The two extremes made me unable to understand what he did.

Still suspicious, but I finally have no solution.

I want to leave, want to go away, want to go to the uninhabited place and live my life like a peach garden outside the world, but is there in this world?

Who can help me escape? I know that as soon as I step out of the Luoxuan Pavilion, someone will know my whereabouts immediately.

Turdan.

Timur.

Yeah, they'll all know.

Knock at the door, the knock of a familiar maid.

Here comes the medicine. It's turdan's tonic again.

"Come in." looking at the door that hasn't been opened, my eyes are bitter.

Too much trust turns into nothingness in an instant. Is the sky still blue?

The snow has stopped, and the pure white world has been splashed into a mess by the horse's hooves. The snow is no longer clean.

Beauty has disappeared.

"Princess, drink the medicine," said the maid calmly.

I took it as before, but I was more or less happy at this time in the past, because the medicine was very sweet. But today, the sweetness has turned into a thick bitterness. When I put it on my lips, I feel sick and want to vomit.

Hesitated and turned his mind.

Don't show her my flaws.

Look up, I'll drink this tonic in one gulp.

After drinking, I wiped the corners of my mouth and waved my hand, and the maid slowly withdrew.

I watched her step by step out of my Luoxuan Pavilion, and then closed my door tightly. The tassels under the curtain of the door were still swinging, fine and beautiful.

Tears, quietly rolling down.

Is that how you want to accept your life?

I don't know.

I can't.

I won't admit defeat.

I won't have his children again, but I don't want to lose my right to be a woman.

Leisurely down the ground, I closed the door and bolted it tightly. I think no one will watch me again.

I took the basin that I got up early to wash my face and squatted in the corner. The tonic is poison. I'll spit it out.

What if I drink it? What I drink is just a form, a play for people. I play half before people and half for myself after people.

Light cough, I can't spit out.

Coughing again, I coughed with tears, and the medicine still didn't come out.

I stretched out my fingers, gently dipped into the depths of my throat, and finally took a "wow", and I vomited out all the medicine.

But I was not at ease. If I cooked it again, I finally spit out a piece of bitter water.

Peace of mind, I will never let this medicine stay in my body again.

And tonight, I'm hiding from tuldan.

I'm leaving.

I'm leaving.

I shouted in my heart that the Luoxuan Pavilion could not keep my heart.

Because without trust, nothing can be said.

Sweating and tired, I poured some water into the basin, staggered to the door and put it on the ground. I bolted the door and opened the door. What a cold day.

His fingers were cold. He picked up the mixture of water and medicine and threw it on the snow at the door. The snow was a mess that had been trampled on. With this water, it was even more desolate.

I stood at the door, staring at the water stains that dyed the snow inch by inch, like a broken white peony

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