Her Heartless Evil Man

I don't want to have anything to do with everything about Balu thorn.

"Yun Qi'er, just one more drink." his voice rang in my ear again. A small spoon slowly covered my lips. This time it was not the soft lips. My mind was a little sober. Was he feeding me medicine?

Where is this? I can vaguely smell ambergris all over the room. Is this my Luoxuan pavilion?

what is wrong with me? Did he save me?

In my memory, the last scene in the ice palace flashed in front of me again. It was turdan's absolute departure, and it was the flower of his tragic defeat.

no

I began to refuse the entry of the medicine and his touch.

My surroundings are even more noisy, with panic footsteps and the sound of broken cups and bowls falling to the ground.

Then there was silence. It seemed that there was only one me left in the world, floating in the nothingness.

A familiar faint smell came. It was not ambergris, but the smell of grass that had accompanied me for several months.

Two forces in the air are confronting each other. I know that they are turdan and Timur.

"Why did you treat her like this? Why did you leave her in the ice palace and let her live and die." Timur's voice seemed to float again from a distant country. He roared angrily at turdan.

A sigh crossed my heart, "it's herself..."

"Nonsense, why didn't she die before I left? She's still alive, but now, you see she's lifeless. Why did she go there and ask for death?" Timur was more and more excited. Was he fighting for something for me? Unfortunately, these are no longer important to me. I will never want toldan's heart again.

"I don't owe her anymore, Ge Ge she..."

A palpitation, GERGE, is she dead? Turdan, did he come to ask for my life? He said, I don't deserve to die with her.

I don't deserve it.

A drop of clear tears slipped down the corner of my eye, a piece of wet and cool, don't I deserve it? I don't even deserve to be his princess. The only real princess in his heart is his style, his style. He took her out of the ice palace. He wanted her to be his princess. And my double, it's really time to leave.

"She's dying. What are you doing here? Are you happy to see her die in front of you?" a dull noise rang in my ears. I don't know whether Timur hit turdan or turdan hit Timur. The punch shocked me stuffy and hurt my head.

Sigh, that annoying sigh again.

I really want to say: turdan, you go, I don't want to hear any more of you.

But I moved my lips, but I couldn't say a word.

"She slept for five days and nights, and she refused to eat anything. The doctor said that if she wanted to die, no one could save her."

"But..."

"You go, you keep your grid. Please don't disturb her quiet again. If I had known so, I would have taken her away and won't let you stain her purity in vain."

It's the sound of cups and bowls falling and breaking again. It's earth shaking. Is Timur going to quarrel with me? Is he going to wake me up in his way?

I don't want to, I don't want to go back to this world. These short conversations have made me miserable and unbearable.

A string of footsteps leisurely left, and the house returned to its original tranquility. I really want to sleep and don't want to pay attention to right and wrong.

"Yunqi'er, wake up. When you wake up, I'll take you away from all this hypocrisy. What Luoxuan Pavilion is just a cage he made for you. Yunqi'er, can you drink some more medicine?"

He said, slowly injecting the medicine into my mouth with a spoon. I bit my teeth to resist the sliding of the medicine. I really have no nostalgia for the world.

"Yunqi'er, don't you like children?" Timur suddenly spoke softly in my ear, as if talking about my distant dream.

Yes, I like children. I want a child of my own. But God doesn't pity me. Even my greatest wish doesn't help me realize. That incense took away my hope. Now, children are just a dream out of my reach.

The heart has no love and no desire, and where to get children.

"Yunqi'er, don't you want to have your own child? If you die, there will be no more." Timur held my hand tightly and tried to call back my consciousness.

Will I have children when I live?

No, everything is in vain.

"Yun Qi'er, as long as you live, I will keep your child and I will give you happiness all your life."

What did he say? He wants to keep my child. Did I hear right? Did

Child, do I have a child? Timur, he's not lying to me.

I wanted to ask him, but I couldn't say a word. My throat was dry and my body was soft without any strength.

His medicine was slowly fed into my mouth again. This time I swallowed it gently. I suddenly wanted to make myself better. I wanted to know if it was true about the child.

Children have always been a desire in my heart. Children are the continuation and hope of my life. I want to hold him in my arms, make him laugh, watch him learn to walk, and listen to him call my mother. I imagine every day in the future, and my heart is suddenly full of warmth and sweetness.

I want to live. For my children, I must live. I can't kill a small life because of my own escape.

When I drink the medicine one mouthful at a time, I will be well. I suddenly want to get better immediately, tell stories and sing to my baby, and even play the piano to him. I want to teach him painting. Whether it is a boy or a girl, I want someone to teach him to ride a horse and shoot arrows, so that he can become a goshawk on the grassland.

Consciousness has gradually recovered. There is a warm sunshine slanting on me in the room. It's a nice feeling.

"Yunqi'er, you can drink medicine." I heard Timur's happy voice. I slowly let myself adapt to the sudden light. I slowly opened my eyes and saw my Luoxuan Pavilion. After some wind and snow, I finally returned to the origin.

A surprised smile, this is Timur, "Yun Qi'er, you finally wake up."

I blinked, still speechless, so hungry.

"I'll ask the girls to cook something light for you to eat." I've never seen a man smile so well, just like the green pine in the jungle.

I also squeezed a smile as a response to him.

Looking around, there was neither ruoqing nor dudagura. My maid, except for a strange one standing by the door, disappeared one by one, so Timur came to serve me. To tell the truth, it was inconvenient and embarrassed. He was a big man and turdan's brother. Yu Li was also incompatible.

When the porridge came, he blew it and fed it to me. It seemed that there was nothing wrong, but it seemed that I was small.

After eating a bowl full, my stomach was warm and I was finally not hungry. I moved my lips and said softly, "that child, but really?" as soon as I said something after holding it for a long time, I eagerly looked at him and waited for his answer.

He gently tucked the broken hair in front of my forehead behind my ears and whispered, "it's true."

I looked at the maid standing quietly by the door. I didn't want her to hear something.

Timur looked back knowingly and said to the maid, "go down. There's no need to wait here."

The maid bowed her head and quietly stepped out.

I looked at Timur and asked softly, "did the doctor find it after coming to see it?" still some didn't believe it was true.

Timur nodded and said with a smile, "it's true. You want it very much, don't you?" he looked at me and guessed my mind.

No matter who his father is, as long as it's mine, I'll keep him. My child, the child I've been expecting for a long time.

Let's count the days. That night, just after I fled, I had the only roommate with him. That time, I actually had, "this child, it's always been a month." the doctor is really God. In such a short time, he can get my pulse and master this way.

"Yes, that's what the doctor said."

"Does he know this?" I just don't want more people to know, except the doctor, Timur and me.

Shaking his head, he said softly, "only the doctor and us know. Even the prescription prescribed by the doctor is the medicine I have to catch myself. I'm afraid these servants will chew their tongue. But do you really don't want him to know?" Timur asked me in some confusion.

His words were like those dark clouds that suddenly covered the sunshine just shining in my heart. I really don't want turdan to know that my love with him has disappeared in the ice palace and is no longer there.

I looked at Timur and just remembered that I was in the ice palace before I was unconscious. When I first heard about the child, I even forgot to ask him how he saved me.

Think about the situation in the ice palace. If he hadn't saved me, I would have frozen to death there.

"How did you find me?" I was the only one there when turdan left with Qige in his arms.

"I was going to take you away from baruchi that day. I don't want to take care of turdan any more. I'm really disappointed that he treated you like that, but e Niang came and asked me to do something important, and Li'an also strongly opposed it. After e Niang left, turdan ordered me to leave to deal with what e Niang told me to do. I had to leave before I could see you."

"He is determined to let you leave." some things are unclear if they are not clear to me. I asked and hesitated, which makes me have many doubts.

"That's really important."

"What kind of thing? I've been there for so long." it's more than a month since I fled. It's almost the new year in the twelfth lunar month. It's cold and hungry to go out on a cold day.