Her Sniper

She said that she wanted to take the food from Wen Shishi, but she was afraid that she would not contact with her. This hesitation made her posture uneasy and cramped, just like an out of place sculpture.

Wen Shishi washed the tomatoes and put them on the chopping board: "this time you have to cook for five people. How can you be busy by yourself?"

"I'll stay here and help you. What are you going to cook? There should be enough food in the morning. " Lisa was more and more moved when she saw that she was talking to her as usual. She thought of a happy lunch at noon and felt warm in her heart.

Open the refrigerator to check, Wen Shishi plan is very good: "fry four dishes, and then boil a beef brisket tomato soup is almost, although there are three big men, but these are not enough to eat, there is no way to buy ingredients, can only ask the hotel waiter to send."

Lisa cared too much about Wen Shishi's idea, because she wanted to make her happy. She immediately replied, "it's OK. I'll buy it now."

I didn't expect that a casual sentence would be treated so formally. Wen Shishi quickly stopped her: "no, no, I'm just joking. Since I came back, how can you be so abnormal. As I have said, it really doesn't matter what happened in the past. "

"But I can't think that nothing happened. I'm an irresponsible mother. I'm sorry for you." Lisa's tone of voice is painful again. Those things are her heart knot. Whether she failed to participate in the growth of Wen Shishi, or she indirectly became an accomplice who pushed Wen Shishi to Derek's side, all make her feel extremely remorseful.

Wen Shishi knows that the scar will only become more and more serious if she covers it. Seeing Lisa so tangled, she feels that it's time to say what she has in her heart. This is the only key that can open her heart.

"I did blame you when I was not sensible, because other children have mothers." She said so, but there was no resentment in her eyes, on the contrary, with a little nostalgia, "but when I have a child, I understand that some things can't be done. If I stay with ANN, it will only bring him misfortune, I think I will make the same decision as you."

"But my disqualification is not just this one thing. If it wasn't for my cowardice, things wouldn't be like this." During the time when she rescued Wen Shishi, Lisa was still able to hold on. Now that the matter is settled, she begins to deny herself later.

This is the reflection of the emotion accumulated in her heart for many years, and the expression of her regret for not being brave at that time.

The light in the kitchen is warm yellow. Wen Shishi quietly burns a pot of boiling water to peel the tomatoes. In the dense steam, she says, "what's wrong with this now? My wife, friends and relatives are all around. The tomatoes to be stewed are fresh and juicy. It will be a very rich supper later."

The past can't be traced back. The only way to live a happy life is to cherish the present. She asked Lisa to help marinate the beef, just like an ordinary mother and daughter.

Lisa naturally agreed. She took the beef in the bowl with chopsticks so that they could be evenly wrapped in the egg liquid. Then she summoned up the courage and begged, "can you call me mom again?"

Wen Shishi knew that the estrangement between them had disappeared at this moment. She turned to Lisa with a smile and said, "of course, mom, you can remember to cut potatoes in small pieces. After the soup is stewed, it will taste more soft and glutinous. Both Mo Chen and I like it."

The words are home-made, but the voice line is choking. Wen Shishi quickly turns to look at the window in front of her and doesn't want to be seen by Lisa.

Now that the knot has been opened, some things can be said. Lisa is helping Wen Shishi cook the supper in the kitchen and telling her about her past. It's an unforgettable painful experience.

As Wen Shishi heard from her uncles, Lisa's real name is sun Xue. She grew up with her two younger brothers in an old house in the old city. Her childhood was poor but happy. Because of her talent in architectural design, she went on the way of a designer after graduation.

This was originally a brilliant road that could change her fate. But when sun Xue was about to shine in the design world, she met Wen Chang, and was deceived by his clever words, so she chose to marry the man who was not the only one, but also one of the losers.

Wen Shishi thinks that she has been able to let go of her past misfortune, but after hearing the name from Lisa, she is still a little absent-minded for a short time. She doesn't know how to describe the father who lives in the sanatorium, and what's more, she doesn't know how the mother who suffered the most now looks at this man.

As a father, it's dereliction of duty for Wen Chang to leave his infant daughter alone and go abroad with Li Li. As a husband, his behavior is even worse. At that time, he not only made use of sun Xue's talent to steal her design drawings and become famous, but also connived at Li Li's killing her, which was extremely vicious.

Lisa mentioned this person again, only a light comment: "he deserves it."

At the beginning of the tragedy, Lisa hated Wen Chang. At that time, she thought that she could not live. She thought that even if she was a ghost, she could not let Wen Chang go. She wanted him to pay for her and her daughter's misfortune. But after decades of living in London, she gradually put it down."I've come to realize that it's no use hating heartless people like that. It's just self torture. Instead of wasting time on people who are not worth it, it's better to spend more time on people who are worth it."

Lisa said, opening the lid of the casserole and pouring some seasoning into the casserole, the beef soup would taste more delicious.

At the beginning, Derek was just like this seasoning to her. The difference was that he completely saved the soup belonging to her life. Although it gradually changed its flavor and nearly made a mess of her life again, it also played an irreplaceable role. She once really appreciated him.

Wen Shishi has never experienced it, and she can't really feel it. But she has a strong ability of public feeling. Just listening to Lisa about those difficult days makes her eyes wet. However, she always felt that there was something missing in the story.

The story has already talked about Lisa's return to China, and her tone becomes light when she mentions this part: "fortunately, Mo Chen you met is a good man. When I met him when I came back to China, I was a little worried about such a cold tempered man. Until I got to know him better, I thought he would be your good husband and Ann's good father."