High price and luxurious marriage

"Before, I never drink in front of you and do anything that makes you uncomfortable. That's because I know that you can't accept it. In your mind, I'm a perfect brother, a brother who can make you comfortable..." He looked at her with calm eyes.

There seems to be a feather in her heart, which glides gently in Suqi's heart, making her heart sour.

She never asked him what he liked.

In her eyes, they are not only brothers and sisters, but also good friends with the same preferences. In her heart, he is not only her brother's relatives, but also her best friends.

But she forgot that no matter how close two people are, they also have their own private space. What she saw was just what he wanted her to see.

So over the years, has he been hiding and suppressing himself?

Su Qi shivers for this sudden idea. Su Mu has always had great self-control, which she always knows. However, for so many years, more than 20 years, he has never shown his true self in front of her. This terrible self-control makes Su Qi feel that she is going crazy.

She was cheated so hard that she never woke up in a dream that had been worked out for more than 20 years.

"Brother..." Su Qi mumbled and opened her mouth, she looked at him, tears fell down for no reason, she had a lot of words to ask him, a lot of things to tell him.

But when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say a word. She couldn't say it. She couldn't ask. Her throat was as heavy as lead.

When she was in Milan, what Sulin said to her, and what suwenshan said to her, all fell like a stone in her heart, so heavy that she could not ignore.

"Su Qi..." Maybe he thought that she was really hard to speak, and the atmosphere between them was more and more depressed. Su Mu looked at her, and his eyes showed a look of heartache. He called her, and his voice was a little harsh: "you never know what I really like, right?"

Over the years, he has always put himself in a condom. In front of her, he is a perfect man who never makes mistakes, a brother and a relative, but she has never seen any man in the world who has no blood relationship with her.

This kind of cognition made Su Mu feel bitter, bitter in his mouth, bitter in his eyes and bitter in his heart.

He has been feeling this feeling for more than 20 years. It can be said that he has been living in hell and suffering from the guilt of Sulin and suwenshan for more than 20 years.

"Brother..."

The woman in front of her was already crying. Her voice was hoarse and full of crying. Her big eyes were full of blood. She looked very haggard. He knew that she must have had a bad time, very bad. Her face was still pale, and there was a wax yellow on her face.

"When did you know that?" Su Mu looked at her, hesitated, and finally spoke.

Some things, from the day he started, he knew, one day, he will tell her everything.

It's what he does. He won't deny it. It's just

After all, God didn't give him enough time. He was going to take Suqi far away, just waiting for her to forget Mo Shaoyang and everything that happened in the past 20 years. But now?

It's all irreparable, isn't it? When she suffered from Mo Shaoyang, at this time, she met Su Lin and Su Wenshan, and knew her life experience and everything. It was impossible for her to accept such an experience as long as she was a different person.

What's more, Su Qi is always a bird.

Hearing Su Mu say so, Su Qi even didn't want to tell him directly: "I knew it the day before yesterday. After that, I decided to fly back, brother..." When she said this, she looked up at him with tears on her face: "why is this so? Tell me, is everything you've done in the past 20 years fake?"

Just to get her out of the heartache of losing her parents, just to make her inseparable from him?

Or, or He felt that such a life was what she wanted.

So, what about marrying Mo Shaoyang? The person who personally pushed her into hell is also him. In the end, is he giving himself a beautiful dream, or is he ruining his life as a novice.

This kind of cognition makes Suqi crazy. She can't stand her favorite brother. Everything in her life has been subverted in this way.

She can't stand it. When she was in Milan, he wasn't with her. She couldn't see him and scolded him in her heart. She didn't feel much, but now

He just sat in front of her and looked at her with heartache, tenderness and guilt in his eyes.

A living person is sitting in front of her. In his eyes, she is the only one in the world. He has sacrificed his whole life for her, although this result is not his favorite.

But, his such expression, also let her distressed.

The feelings over the past 20 years are not fake. She feels distressed and flustered. On the one hand, she is resentful, on the other hand, she is gentle. Both sides are pulling her. She doesn't know which side to face."Do you think everything you've seen over the years is fake?" Su Mu looks at Su Qi with bitter eyes.

In his life, he thought that one of the most enjoyable things he did was to leave with Suqi and set up a nest for two people.

For more than 20 years, he was afraid that she would know everything.

Never in front of her to show his cruel side, but one day, when she knows the truth, she can have a little bit of feelings in her heart.

Is such a trifle really extravagant?

But now, she subverts everything she has done in a word. Has everything he has done in the past 20 years been subverted?

"Xiaoqi, what I have done for you and our family over the past 20 years, do you think I am hypocritical?" He looked up at her and asked her word by word: "I've been hiding this secret until now, do you think I'm hurting you?" After a pause, he shook his head bitterly: "I know that you are blaming me for marrying you to Mo Shaoyang, which makes you suffer. In the past four years, I have lived a worse life than death. Do you think I feel better when I see you married?"

In those four years, every day he lived so hard, looking at her in Mo Shaoyang's arms, at Mo's home, at all kinds of banquets, laughing like flowers, his heart was as painful as needles.

Every time he received her phone call, he felt like he had walked out of hell. Not only his body, but also his heart were torn apart. When he rose in the daytime, he felt like he was reborn. When the night came, he felt like he was back in hell.

Day and night, like this, he spent four years.

No, it's been more than 20 years.

He has lived such a life since the moment she was born. He loves her.