High price and luxurious marriage

Some words they all know and have to say, but it's not the right time.

It's dark now. Suqi has been flying on the plane for more than 20 hours. She needs a rest.

Well, let's go first. Warm also didn't say anything, just smile, and then along Zhang Sheng's pull, go out.

For Suqi, the night is doomed to be a sleepless night.

From the moment Milan got on the plane, she knew that it must be extremely difficult for her to come back this time, not only because of the people around her, but also because of the reporters and the media who sniffed the flies.

The most important thing is that she is not willing to face Lin Qing.

She didn't know what kind of attitude Lin Qing would take if he knew she was back.

Or, she would ask her to save her child, and perhaps the consequence would be the loss of her life.

Ha ha Anyway, her life is always worthless in her eyes, isn't it?

Accompanied by Ye Yiming, she goes to the door of the room she used to live in. Suddenly, Su Qi has no courage to open the door.

She couldn't lift her hand because she didn't know what would be in it.

We haven't sorted out our memories for a long time. When we come to the place in memory again, what will our reaction be?

Police? doubt? Gratitude? Contemplation?

No, Suqi's mind is blank now. She can't imagine what will happen when she pushes the door open.

Will her beautiful and handsome brother just lean by the door, look at her, and then smile or rub her head.

What would he say?

You should say, "you're back at last, Kiki."

He would hold her and say he missed her.

Then he would wake up one morning, and the first person she saw when she opened the door was him.

"Lazy pig, you finally get up. If you don't get up again, it's time to bask in the sun..."

Or he would go up to her and hold her in his arms. Then he would touch her shoulder and rub her hair. He would laugh at her: "it seems that I have raised you so well. I feel more and more comfortable holding you up. I don't know which young man is so happy to have my sister."

At that time, Su Qi didn't know. She just waved him away and mocked him for not getting a wife.

And he would look at her half jokingly and say, "well, let's make a brother and sister who will never marry a wife or a man..."

"I won't be alone with you all my life. It's so boring."

Whenever that time, his eyes will flash, looking at her, eyes seem to flash pain, Suqi do not understand, she only when he is joking.

At that time, it was so happy and beautiful, but she never cherished every minute. She thought that everything should be given to her by him.

His eyes are so bright, his temperature, she seems to be able to feel now, his slender hands through her hair, you can feel her hair is long, or rough.

At that time, she was like a fool, where her brother would pay so much attention to her sister's details.

She didn't understand. She thought that all the brothers in the world were the same as him. She thought that she was just enjoying the happiness that all the people in the world would enjoy.

But now

When she stood in front of the door again, there were too many memories for her to touch.

She couldn't lift her hand to open the wooden door. What was inside was clear in her memory.

Her bed, her desk, the pink red light on the desk, and even the chair Su Mu made for her.

It was the home where she had been for more than 20 years. She knew all about it, but now she didn't have the courage to open it.

She was afraid that if she opened it, the happiness in her heart would gush out like a tap that had been turned on.

Those precious memories accumulated in her heart, when she was in Milan, she never dared to touch them.

Because she knows that any emotion, whether in memory or in real life, if she thinks too much and becomes a habit, then she really doesn't feel it.

She wanted to keep the memories there, keep the door open, and the things wouldn't come out.

The door opens and all the good and bad will come out.

She can't take it. She can't take it.

The happiness he gave was too sweet, but in the days without sugar, she never thought about him, because she didn't dare, because she didn't want to live too sad. Now, when she came to the place where he gave her sugar for the first time.

She can't stand, really can't stand, that kind of collapse from the bottom of my heart sound, let her whole person almost suffocate.

"Xiaoqi, my brother will always be by your side.""Do you really want to go? Brother can protect you forever. We can live a lifetime. "

That's what he said the day before she got married.

Only now did she understand what these words meant.

His taboo love, perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, represents the metamorphosis, represents the disorder of ethics, but in her eyes, that person with a gentle smile, that person with a warm embrace, she will never see again.

No matter how we think about it, how we grieve, those who died, those who left, our whole life I'll never see you again.

"Xiao Qi, be brave. You always have to take this step. You have to face your past. Your life is still very long. You can't go back to the past." Behind him, ye Yiming put his hands on her shoulders. He wanted to give her courage.

But Suqi was crying and fell by the door.

It's just a door, but it's not the party. You never know what that means.

The sweets you ate, the gentleness you got, some, none, what you can imagine and can't imagine, he spoiled her to heaven, but he would rather go to hell himself to make her happy and live.

This love, how should she return, this feeling, how should she cherish.

"Brother, brother..." Only at this moment did Su Qi know how much she missed Su Mu and how much she loved him.

I miss him so much, so much, so much

From heaven to hell, she never felt so far away. He pushed her to heaven, but he pushed himself to hell.

The heart is so painful that she can't breathe. She can't open her eyes at all. As soon as she opens her eyes, his figure will be in front of her, and he will smile slightly.

He looks very happy. This is the only scene Suqi remembers him.

She showed countless emotions in front of him, cried and made a scene, even the little temper of those scoundrels, she played very well.

But he never showed any bad mood in front of her.

Smile, only smile, he always smile at her, as if he was born to smile.

The whole person is like a piece of sugar stuck with sweet sugar, and some delicious sugar is all given to her.