High School of DxD: A world without God

Tsubaki's pov continues---

When I was four years old an accident or something happens which changed my life forever. I never thought it will change my life like this and my life will never be the same.

That day I will never forget in my life ever. I was playing alone in my room with my dolly when I saw something falling for me I didn't understand what it was. As a child like everyone, I got curious to see what that thing because I didn't have anything in me so I thought something might have fallen from up or God might have gifted me something. (A.N: It's God's gift for you alright.)

So when I looked down I saw a mirror on the ground and went to look at it but when I touch it a strange monster came out from it. So I got scared of it and screened in horror. I think I shouldn't have done it because from that moment I started regretting it. When I screened my mother who was in the room beside mine came running to see what happened to me. I was happy to see her and thought I would be safe but what happened the next moment was a horrible sight for me to see.

"Tsubaki-chan what happened? " my mother asked gently but when she asked that monster that was looking at me turned toward my mother and attacked him and almost killed her.

My mother was lucky that my father came and rescued her by killing that monster. After that day I was thrown in a separate house alone and there were some servants who came to take care of my needs. I told them it wasn't my fault but they didn't believe me. That mirror appears sometimes at my hand and with that comes those horrible monsters. After the death of some servants, there weren't any servants to look after me only 3 times a day they leave foods at the front of my door and some necessary things sometimes.

Although there were so many bad things there was also one good thing there that aunty Roka sometimes comes to our house with her son Neo and play with me. She loved me and when they were with me that mirror never appeared or even if the mirror appeared there weren't any monsters there. They visited me only 3 to 4 times a year. Well, I couldn't blame them, after all, they stayed in a different city than me. I always wanted to go with them but I was too afraid to ask them if I also hurt them and they also don't come to visit me them. I won't be able to live. Before I was moved to this house, my mother whom I never saw after that day used to tell me when I grow up I am going to become Neo's bride. Now I don't have any hope of it. Though I used to act shy I liked that look of him. He is so kind and loving also that warm feeling I get around him. I can't have enough of it. Now, however.

Anyway, after some year staying in that house, I got really sick and thought I will die after all nobody come in the house to look for me. They called me a monster and said I should die many more bad things.

It was that day I was really scared and ill. I was crying at the corner of the room. I hadn't eaten anything all day and that monster was looking at me for quite a while I thought it will attack me anytime but I don't know what happened it disappeared and then everything changed after that day I became Tsubaki Nohara and my life changed for better. Now I stay in the same room as the boy I love but I never told him.

Though there is a girl called Irina who also love him and we decided to share him in the future that depends if she returns anyway.

Next week we are moving to the capital of the country and going to stay there for the next few years after all uncle Hiro had bought a big house for us there. Although I don't want to I will get a separate room from Neo and aunt Roka said "No complaint, Tsubaki-chan. " with a straight face and I can't argue with her after that look she gave me. Though she told me that if I still have feelings for Neo-kun she will let me marry him. Which I said to myself that I will never give up on him though.

Uncle and aunt said they will hire a housekeeper to work as the house we are moving is quite big. Anyway, today Now I am going to the dining room with Neo-kun.

-Flashback end-

"What are you thinking Neo-Kun. " Tsubaki asked as she saw a new look on Neo's face.

"I am thinking about our new school in the capital. " Neo said as he looked at Tsubaki with a smile.

"Don't worry I will be there with you to protect you. " Tsubaki said as she fixed her glasses.

"What just after starting learning material arts you think you become so strong. " Neo said with a teasing smile as he said then "I wasn't thinking about that. "

"Though I might not look and I am a girl but I have become quite well with a sword that I will tell you. Anyway if you are not afraid if that what were you afraid of them. " Tsubaki asked with confusion as she thought that Neo is afraid of bulls though she never saw anyone bull him she still wanted to protect him.

"He is thinking of girls right Neo-chan. " Roka said as she looked at the two who were talking with each other while sitting on the chair.

"Do you mean he is afraid the girls in the capital will do the same as they do here. Don't worry I won't.…well... " Tsubaki didn't say after that because she was also one of those girls.

"Yes, we know you don't want anything bad for Neo but you have to let him make some friends though. " Hiro said from the side…

"Yes, uncle I am sorry. Don't worry I will look after that but I will still be Neo-kun's best friend.  " Tsubaki said in a low voice.

While eating everyone was joking and laughing with each other but Neo was thinking about something else.

'This is not fare. I would have never asked for it. Now I don't have a choice. You are forcing me here. Etc…' Neo is thinking inside as he was eating silently.

Now, why would he do that simple... Let me explain here...

Flashback---

After Sealing his Godly powers he started to get clear of his thought. Like why he wanted to have those 3 wishes and that is because he wanted to be free. Who is freer than God right. No wrong because 'with great power comes great responsibility' so the who poses more power than him her. No one. So he got bound by the greatest responsibility of the universe, as a result, he is really sad inside.

When he thought of living or spending his life freely he was shocked to the core because this happened to him.

[System is opening .…..100% open completed]

[System is installed because of host neglecting his responsibility.

There are two options from the God Force system for a host

One accepts the God force

Second, go to eternal Hell.

Chose wisely host? ]

"Wait why would I.…"