His Secret Lover

Qi Feng fell back on the bed, looking at the snow-white roof of the bare ward, silently stupefied.

He has been living here for a week.

It seems that I've never had such an experience since I grew up.

Shen has never had any serious illness before. When he comes across some minor diseases and disasters, he often prescribes medicine and goes home to take it. He hasn't given a few drops. I remember one time when I was injured in filming, the doctor also suggested that he should be hospitalized. However, because he didn't like the atmosphere of death and silence in the hospital, he insisted on leaving. He just ran to the hospital for a review every day. But I didn't expect that this time, he would not be hospitalized.

After all, although pneumonia is not a serious disease, it is infectious and can only be treated in hospital.

Fortunately, this kind of small town hospital doesn't have strict requirements on isolation, and family members can still take care of it, so Chen Qing grows up in the hospital almost every day. To tell you the truth, there is a noisy woman around, and he doesn't think the days are so hard.

Count the time. She should be back soon.

Just think so, the door of the ward was pushed open from the outside without warning, Chen Qing came in from the outside with the incubator.

His eyes naturally locked on her body, unable to move away.

It's not so amazing. It can only be regarded as a smooth past. It's just very popular. The clothes are not high-end or high-grade. However, his casual and natural style is quite attractive. It's quite different from those so-called celebrities he knows. Most of them make him feel fake and artificial.

"Today is fried celery, green onion and beans, and pork and tofu with kelp soup. How about it? It's rich enough."

Qi Feng began to frown when she said the first dish. When she said the second one, she was obviously unhappy. When she said the third one, he simply closed his eyes. When he got to the fourth one, he even pulled the quilt to his head.

Is this what people eat?

None of them are right. I don't think I have any appetite.

Although it is not suitable for patients to eat high calorie food, although it is good for patients to eat more vegetables, but also do not bring such a day three meals of fresh water soup, how people swallow ah, it is simply cruel.

Mingming said in the morning to change some nutritious food to eat, but she even made these to kill his appetite, so don't eat.

Chen Qing has put the thermos cup on the table, and then close the door. When he looks back, he finds that the people on the bed are different.

So she was very depressed.

Obviously, he has changed the way to give him a reasonable diet, and he is still so orthopedic. I don't know if the patient is suitable for eating these. What's the strength of orthopedics? It's not all for his good.

So, the good mood is gone, she is very angry, so even the tone has become less gentle.

"Hey, get up and eat."

"No appetite, no eating!"

"It's OK not to eat, but it won't get better soon. When can I do the interview you promised me? I don't have time to spend here. I have to go back to work."

Qi Feng felt that what she met was a woman who had no human feelings. No doubt, she was like this, and she still remembered her special interview. It's true.

"I promised you? But it seems that I didn't promise unconditionally. You just wait on me. Do you think I should still fulfill my promise? "

Chen Qing was angry at his words: "how can I serve you? The doctor said that eating more of this is good for your recovery. You still do everything all day long. I'm not a nurse. I haven't served people like this when I grow up. You're not satisfied. Do you want to eat those messy things and stay in the hospital all your life?"

Qi Feng, who had already sat up, looked at her angry face with a very happy expression. It seemed that the more she looked like this, the better he felt.

Well, it's really poisonous to curse him to stay in the hospital all his life.

But then again, how dare people not bow their heads under the low eaves, and what she said is not without a little truth.

Let's talk about this meal. It's better to eat something worse than nothing.

Eat, eat, in a word, but half a month's "sentence", get to get past, and so on out of the door of the hospital, there are some ways to "clean up" her.

After half a bowl of rice, Chen Qing handed it to him and said, "eat it."

When the chef ate the bean curd, he could eat the rice without knowing how to eat it.

Looking at him, Chen Qing felt funny and distressed.

But she is also good for him. It is said that the patient is good for his health by eating something light.

After barely eating most of the rice, Qi Feng put down his chopsticks.Chen Qingdi gave him a glass of water to "eat more."

He took a drink and said, "I can't eat it."

She was speechless, thinking that maybe tomorrow she should give him something to eat.

"Qingqing."

Qi Feng's sudden words make Chen Qing Leng for a while. Most of the time they call each other by their own names. He suddenly calls her like this, which really makes her feel surprised.

Leng for a while, no response, as if this is not called her.

"Sometimes I feel like you are quite suitable to be a good wife and mother."

Qi Feng with a smile, looking at her face flying up a suspicious blush, I don't know why, like there is a kind of inexplicable palpitation.

A person's rootless wandering life has been enough. He suddenly wants to have a home. Moreover, he feels that the woman in front of him seems to be more suitable for the other half of his life than those women he has been with before and who are still involved in.

This idea came into being when she took him to the hospital and forced him to do all kinds of examinations. It's just that he's been hesitating, hesitating. He knew that once he had decided to take this step, he would never give up all his life. He would have to make a complete decision with those messy past. If he could not, he would not think too much.

Now, he knows what he's going to do and decides what he's going to do. It's worth making some sacrifices for her.

Chen Qing lowered her head to pick up the dishes and chopsticks, and said nothing in silence. In fact, she was avoiding his eyes, not daring to face them, and not willing to speculate on his true thoughts.

I don't know whether it's because I don't believe him or because I really don't believe myself.

"Do you really think so?"

"It's true, of course. It must be his fortune who can marry you."

Qi Feng came to such a sentence, the meaning of naked exploration, a pair of eyes did not hide his desire, straight staring at her deliberately dodging eyes, did not move.

Chen Qing felt her heart beat faster, and the heat on her face made her feel at a loss.

Even a fool can hear the implication of his words. How can she not understand it?

Just, love a person and whether or not to be with him that is different.

But what about her love for him?

In the past, he didn't want to have any relationship with her beyond the body. She could accept it. Now, he suddenly said it because he changed his mind. However, she couldn't believe that she had the ability to tie his wild heart.

Since you can't, don't expect anything. It's just the way it is now. In fact, it's very good. At least, you don't need to be hurt.

"But I don't think you should marry anyone. It's her misfortune to marry you all her life."

Chen Qing couldn't believe it was her own words. Although she pretended to be relaxed, she still felt a dull pain in her heart.

Qi Feng began to laugh, forgetting himself.

As a result, Chen Qing, who wanted to leave this sentence and run away, forgot what he was going to do and was stunned for a moment.

"Ha, it seems reasonable. That means you won't marry me?"

Is this still a joke? It doesn't seem that simple. It seems that the taste has changed.

He would not even pretend to continue.

It's a blunt question. It's nothing.

You can't understand or guess.

Just one thing, she really won't marry him, not because she doesn't want to, but because she doesn't dare, because she's afraid of being hurt.

It's not simply because she thinks that the distance between him and her is too far away, nor does she mind that his past romantic affairs are hard to accept, but she always thinks that she is not the woman who can let her heart, she has no such charm.

For a moment, she almost blurted out that she didn't want to marry, but didn't dare to think.

But when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed them again.

Without saying anything, he turned around, picked up the incubator which was not light enough, and walked out.

Escape seems to be her only choice.

Between the opening and closing of the door, she heard his voice ring from behind. "Arrange it. If you want to do an interview, do it as soon as possible. Then, you can leave. I don't need to be taken care of here."

Chen Qing was stunned for a moment, and then answered him, "OK, I'll do it as soon as possible."

Qi suddenly fell on the empty bed.

What, a little bit dull pain in his heart.

She turned him down so easily, crushed his pride and conceit one by one, and trampled on him mercilessly, leaving no room.

It seems that no one has ever rejected him when he is so big. Even if he knows that he regards his feelings as nothing, he just wants to have a quick time, no one will refuse him.But today, he was determined to start a perfect marriage seriously, but he was rejected for the first time, not euphemistically.

True frustration.

I'm really depressed.

He even began to hate that woman, hate her indifference, hate her self righteous, think he Qi Feng is not her, it's a joke.