Hokage: Haruno Noda Wants To Be A Boss

Chapter 143 Unable To Face The Self

This is the ninth month and twenty-three days when Haruno Noda was familiar with the plot at the Gate of Crossing. His eyes became dead silent, his whole body exuded a gloomy temperament, and he sat there motionless.

As the space gate scene flickered, Haruno Noda turned his head and possessed himself to record the ninth month, the 23rd, in his notebook.

With his inflexible fingers, the pen suddenly slipped, and he staggered a bit, then raised his head again, a feeling of vomiting filled his heart and chest.

After a brief painful struggle, Haruno Noda's vision became dim. He couldn't help but turn on Wanhuatong, but his eyes were still dark. Then he turned on Sage Mode, Wanhuatong turned into Rinnegan, but his vision still didn't recover.

He could feel the strength in his body, but his vision was very bad.

This is no longer a problem with his body, but the dead silence of his soul after long-term oppression.

It was even more unbearable than being forced to train by the system for the first time. He has been forcing himself to use his memory to clearly remember the plot of the story. It's just that when people are forced, they will repel themselves, just like children who are forced to study by their parents, they will definitely feel depressed and melancholy.

It was stupid to say that he didn't find it particularly interesting when he saw such an interesting and attractive story. Because he was just doing his homework.

"Hiding here all the time, I thought you were just missing the past."

Without warning, Fenglong appeared behind him. They have long noticed the abnormality of Haruno Noda. The place they call home is now on the verge of shattering like thin ice. Yin, Qihua, Zi, Quan, Xiao Sakura, all thought that as long as they completed the transformation, it would be fine, so they went crazy and wanted to get closer to the truth.

Unexpectedly, Haruno Noda hid here and watched anime in the original world every day, but he would torture himself like this in the end.

Fenglong also thought about whether Haruno Noda suspected that their world was an illusory world, and he came from a world different from theirs, so he felt uneasy, strange, lonely, and wanted to go back.

It now appears, however, that all of them were wrong.

"You peeked at my memory?"

Haruno Noda turned his head and asked, his gaze was very cold, as if he had lost his feelings, and was just a beast.

"I just saw it by accident." Fenglong said. Every time he and Haruno Noda had a relationship, he would see some fragments of memories from his mind. The more Fenglong came into contact with that world, the more he understood and the more he understood Calm, but hidden under the calm is also panic.

What would happen if she was just a fiction?

But Haruno Noda didn't listen to her explanation, he seemed to be in heat and pushed Fenglong to the ground, Fenglong didn't resist, and Haruno Noda didn't show any mercy, he just looked at her like a doll.

Fenglong was shattered by his eyes, as if she was about to shed tears in her heart, she tried her best to hold back, but she still couldn't help the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"You never loved us at all, you just treat us as fictional people, don't you?" Fenglong asked.

Haruno Noda didn't answer, Furyu closed his eyes, and the familiar scene reappeared in his mind. Hiding alone in the room, the obese boy just stared at the TV screen, as if he was not interested in anything.

In school, this obese boy also sat in the back row, playing the role of a scumbag student with poor grades and undisciplined. In the eyes of his parents, he had no hope, as long as he lived without getting sick.

No one has any expectations of him, and he is constantly accepting this reality. And such a person, such a human being, is the existence that Fenglong despises and despises the most.

However, such a person has become the person she loves. her master. Fenglong can no longer treat him as an ordinary human being, and even has no hatred for being hurt by him.

Then, the wind dragon felt Haruno Noda's current soul, which was dark and heavy, as if he was carrying a lot of things. In this dark and heavy spirit, mixed with hope, the desire to save them, and most of all, exhaustion and loneliness, and fear.

Fenglong couldn't help opening his eyes, Haruno Noda in front of him was no longer human, but more like a demon. He lost his soul and was sinking.

"So that's how it is." Furyu just smiled slightly, and then, a magic circle appeared, and Fulong sent his own spiritual power to Haruno Noda.

Haruno Noda's soul was strengthening, and when it was close to half of the dragon, it shattered with a click.

Both of them woke up suddenly, the magic circle disappeared, and the wind dragon looked at Haruno Noda with wide eyes.

Haruno Noda also stared at Fenglong with wide eyes. There was no dialogue between the two, only the distance kept getting farther and farther away.

Waking up again, Haruno Noda returned to the archived moment.

What happened? Haruno Noda frowned, what happened in the end, he was killed by the wind dragon?

And when he thought of what he had done, he was extremely ashamed. How could a trashy person like him be worthy of Fenglong and the others?

"How many times is this, your complexion is not very good?"

The Night King is standing next to him, and the archive location is just before the gate of crossing. Haruno Noda's complexion was very bad, but the Night King had no way of knowing that this was the first time Haruno Noda had returned to the save point, so he just looked at him worriedly.

Haruno Noda couldn't say what happened, and the crime he committed in the end made his heart darker again.

Haruno Noda sat on the ground without any explanation, and the Night King also knew that only Haruno Noda was responsible for all this, so he walked away without saying anything.

After the Night King left, Haruno Noda felt lucky in his heart and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Then he felt fear again, he turned out to be such an unbearable person. If you can't even face what you have done calmly, what kind of man, what kind of person? How to complete the task and save others?

He became more and more uneasy, absent-minded in front of the crossing gate, wasted some time, and walked out.

The Night King thought he had finished today's task and went back, so he just said hello.

Haruno Noda walked out quickly, something was wrong with him, the more he faced his heart, the more he felt so.

Compared to the Night King, he is far behind. In order to save the Goddess Morino, the Night King persisted for hundreds of years knowing that he couldn't do it, but what about him? After persisting for a few months, the unforgivable crime after the collapse, abandoning precious things, just for his own selfish desire and vanity, defrauding those who believed in him.

why? Needless to say? He was nothing to begin with, and he didn't deserve the system at all, let alone become a hero to save the world, he didn't deserve it.

After returning home, he dared not face Fenglong.

When communicating with other people, I also started to panic and frequently had problems.

When he slept on the sofa that day, he was afraid of the dawn. He still has to go to the gate of crossing on time, thinking of this, he really wants to escape.

I don't want to go, I don't want to do anything, no one will look for him anymore, just let him hide in the room alone like before.

But this kind of thing can no longer be fulfilled. This is not the real world that can accommodate him, the home that can accommodate him. There are no his parents here. Fights can happen here at any time, and people will die at any time.

This is a cruel world.

"Tian Jun," Fenglong looked at him, as a Fenglong who is very sensitive to natural energy, the current Haruno Noda is being betrayed by natural energy.

The story is of course that Haruno Noda was betrayed by the natural energy because the wind dragon was biased towards Haruno Noda.

But in fact, Haruno Noda is no longer suitable for natural energy, so the natural energy will gradually move away from him.

But what happened? Wind Dragon didn't know anything, as if it was fine yesterday, Haruno Noda went to the Night King's territory and came back, and it became like this.

"Did something happen?" Ling Yin, Qi Hua and the others also asked with concern.

Haruno Noda looked at them, with faces that made him feel ashamed. Facing them, he actually had the idea of ​​staying away from them.

"No matter what kind of love I will accept, Haruno Noda." King Ai appeared at the door!

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