Honey: please be careful, hubby

"Can I have a few words?"

Generally speaking, he would not do this, only if he drank too much.

Nanfeng Language knew that he was going to say something that had been buried in his heart for a long time. If he didn't say it today, he might not say it in the future.

So she nodded and said, "Yes, say it."

Gong Yuyun adjusted her mindset and said slowly, "Little Language, maybe I don't love your child that much. It's just my appearance. In fact, when I heard you were pregnant, did you know? I've never been so excited."

"Really, I am very happy, very excited. There are so many women who can give me children, but those are not what I want. I just want our children. I look forward to the birth of the child especially when I know that you are pregnant. Every day, I fantasize about whether the child looks like you or me."

"Even if I were like the two of us, which parts would I look like? I would think, what is the character of the child, what is the future of the child. I know I have a lot, but what can I give him? I also know that when I am president, I may not be able to spend a lot of time with my children."

However, I was thinking that when the baby was born, I would definitely spare a lot of time to accompany the child. I even thought a lot about what kind of places the three of us would go and see in the future. So, when I knew how much it hurt to lose this child."

"But I can't show it completely, because I know that if I act worse than you, then you will feel worse. I still have you. I know how different this child means to us. That's our first child."

"Although it's always said that there will still be children, we all want the first child, but the child left us after all, which may be that he has no fate with us. Do you know? For the past month, you've been giving up on yourself. How much I wanted to be by your side, to tell you that when the child was lost, at least I was with you."

"But you didn't need me at that time. Although I can understand, I can't deny it. I'm still very sad. If you don't need me at this time, when will you need me? Little Language, you look very weak, but a lot of times, because you grew up alone, you will still be very stubborn and very strong in your bones."

"I know you've had a hard time in the past month. Similarly, I can't look at you, I can't help you, I can't even... My heart will feel worse. You know I've never said that much, and today might be the last time I've said that."

"What I want to tell you is that I don't feel any better losing a child, but we have to accept this reality, okay? Maybe that child will be our pain for the rest of our lives, but you have to understand that life has too much pain, and we can only try to accept it."

"I hope that you will be fine in the future, and our days will be fine, okay?"

When Nanfeng Language looked at him, tears also came out. She could not imagine what kind of mood he was in to finish this sentence.

Her hands were always holding his cheek, even gently stroking it. She knew that if he hadn't been drunk today, he would never have said such a thing in his heart for the rest of his life.

Yes, she was too preoccupied with her own suffering to worry too much. She was always like this, especially selfish.

Now that she finally understood, she nodded and said, "Yun, you're right. I did the wrong thing. For the past month, I believe that you are more difficult than I am. You have lost a child and have to face me like this. Yun, I am really sorry."

Hearing her say this, the corner of his mouth gently raised, then shook his head and said, "It doesn't matter. There's no such thing as happiness in life. Even me, there is no way. If I knew, I would rather not let that happen."

All of a sudden, Nanfeng Language cried even harder.

Gong Yuyun had been drinking, but when she made such a fuss, she immediately became anxious and said, "What's wrong? What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?"

Nanfeng Language kept shaking his head.

But seeing that she was still crying, Gong Yuyun was extremely anxious and continued to ask, "If I'm wrong, I apologize to you."

She had never seen him so nervous, so gentle, so... So unlike him, Gong Yuyun.

Nanfeng Language suddenly laughed.

It was precisely because of this that Gong Yuyun did not know what to do when he cried and laughed.

Nanfeng Language suddenly thought of something and said, "Yun, do you know? The thing I regret the most is why I still followed Xia Zihan when I knew she had feelings and hatred for me. If it weren't for that, if I hadn't been too careless, the child wouldn't have lost it. It's all my fault, it's my fault."

Gong Yuyun immediately hugged him tightly in his arms and said, "Don't think about such things. It doesn't matter who's wrong, okay? The point is that we have to continue in the future. Let's not talk about the children anymore, okay?"

Nanfeng Language was in great pain. She had never been in such pain before, but she accepted his advice.

Yes, after all this time, she should have thought it through. It couldn't be like this anymore. It was too selfish.

Su Ninglan watched from a distance with a sarcastic smile on his lips and then left.

When Nanfeng Language was at work, he was suddenly distracted. When Ace came over, it happened to be like this, so he said with a smile:

"Little Language, what's wrong?"

She looked up at him and said, "Why are you here?"

"Of course I'm here to see you. You don't know. In this month, without you, I'm really living like a year."

Just then, someone said, "Ace, are you going back to Italy?"

As soon as ace heard this, he immediately got a shock and looked over there. It was too scary!