Honkai Q&A, Starting with Kiana

The emptiness in her chest warned her that what Fu Hua said was not wrong.

Chapter 123 My Sincere Desire

"...Ah, maybe." Memory Tihua's voice was very hoarse, the essence of her heart was exposed, and she realized that what she knew in the past were all smashed jokes, and it was difficult for her to hold on not to collapse. .

Just like a poor imitator.

She imitated the dancing posture of the gods, delusional to take the place of the gods.

But when she dissected the truth in her heart, her self-deception was torn apart abruptly, and she could no longer deceive herself.

Longing for a perfect ending, even she herself doesn't believe in it, so is there any need to continue?

"The past of the two of us is like a joke. I understand the essence of the present. I hate myself. If this is the case, what about you? Are you following your heart? Tell me, let me see, have I grown, or Still an incompetent"

She has already failed, so she has to witness the success of her future self.

She raised her head to look at Fu Hua in the Garuda state, surrounded by blazing flames, nothing unusual, like a fanatic who holds everything in the palm of her hand and vows to move toward her goal with determination. .

It is a desire that will never back down, a will that comes out of the heart, like a big sun in the sky, showing a huge sense of existence.

"I know I am wrong, but I want to know where I am wrong. Let me see how much the strength you rely on, the belief you want to protect, and my wrong ideals and my wrong desires are different. !"

"You pay attention to the results, the companions you meet on the road, the adventures you experience, the laughter from your heart, those are memories worth remembering, but you are willing to let them go, because, you know very well, the name What does the indescribable collapse mean to human beings and to civilization."

The memory body Hua also narrates the thoughts conveyed from Fu Hua's spiritual body.

"After waking up from a deep sleep, with the company of two friends, at the very beginning, you threw the fire to the earth, witnessed the rise of new humans, and felt the sense of accomplishment from cultivation."

"However, the mechanical god-like disasters brought about by the civilization promoted by the seedlings, the appearance of the shattering judgment Houkai beast, you lost the friends who accompanied you, and you have been guarding alone since then, year after year, day after day , the obsession in my mind is growing stronger and more crazy."

"Humanity will defeat Honkai no matter what the price is."

Yes, no matter what the price is, even if the price is the person you love, even if the price is the person you expect, even if the price is yourself.

Memory Hua suddenly felt a tinge of sadness. The pre-civilized self lived like an empty shell doll in the end, but the civilized self fifty thousand years later has become a machine that kills Honkai?

She is feeling sad for the life named Fu Hua/Hua.

Even so, her words still did not stop.

You adopted seven apprentices, but were stabbed in the back by the seven apprentices.

You guard Shenzhou, but let others guard it at the price of the rest of your life.

The companion you take care of, but because you can't refuse the chip, you will offer it on your own initiative.

"You seem to be protecting everything, but in fact you are losing everything. Just ask, every time you pay the price, you whitewash it with necessary sacrifices, compromise again and again, say goodbye again and again, continue to think about the past again and again ..."

"When you achieved your goal and turned around to celebrate with others, you suddenly realized that the back of you was already empty, with no one to accompany you, no one to cheer, no one to communicate, no one, no one, no one—"

Memory Hua bluntly expressed her understanding of Fu Hua.

"From beginning to end, you just went from one strange circle to another."

Silence, the scene is so silent.

Two people who think the other is wrong, only to find out that both the other and themselves are wrong.

In a crumbling world, will is power, but they should have become top fighters, but their firm beliefs from beginning to end are vain.

"We...do we still need to continue?" X2

For a moment, they froze.

At this critical moment when the spirit is burning and the body is under the erosion of Garuda, I am stunned.

They know that once the time exceeds the limit, Fu Hua's deity will enter a vegetative state of suspended animation, and the memory will even clear all the data about Hua in the Paradise of the Past.

Neither of them could please.

But in the current battle of ideas, the only way to leave is to decide the outcome.

But the ideas of both of them are false and false, let them admit their mistakes as truth?

It is more difficult than referring to a deer as a horse and a mouse as a duck...

"So, I want to leave alive..."

"Don't let your useful body go to waste here..."

"We have one and only one way..."

Fu Hua and Hua looked at each other and said in unison:

"Dig out the heart and admit a true idea that belongs to us." X2

Since both of us are wrong, then, at this moment, determine the true path that belongs to Fu Hua/Hua.

In the field of philosophy and soul, no one is more proficient than mastering Yu Duchen.

First, establish a tone.

"Who am I?" X2

"Fu Hua/Hua."

Then, expand on the gist of the conflict.

'Who is my enemy? 'X2

"Honkai/Honkai."

Finally, draw a summary.

"What is my purpose?" X2

"Kill/defeat Honkai."

Ah, suddenly, they had an epiphany.

Individuals belonging to Fu Hua/Hua are very pure, sadness, parting, laughter, and joy are all in the episodes of life.

For example, when Kevin's lover died, his heart also died together.

The same is true for her. When the existing daily life witnessed the initial Honkai, the individual belonging to Fu Hua also left, and what was left was just a warrior against Honkai, a bargaining chip against Honkai.

What is growth?

"Isn't this a desire? And... just like the experience of a child growing into an adult, does growing up need a reason?"

The innocence of children dies, and the complicated desires of adults are born.

Their eyes are pure like the stars in the sky.

"This is my, and your most essential desire! It is my most sincere desire!"

Since then, the two incompatible flames have merged into one under the determination of the same goal, and the memory essence is dissipating, and merged with the Fuhua deity to heal her spiritual pain and give her final blessing.

And the price, it's very simple, it's just that the next Hua who reappears is no longer her, isn't it a necessary sacrifice?

"In this world... someone will always give you courage, turn courage into a small seed, grow slowly in your heart, and the fruit that this seed will eventually bear will also give you courage. Therefore, in the future My dear me, let’s get back the seeds I once had.”

Fu Hua listened silently to Memory Hua's last words...

Chapter 124 Alicia: I gave her a chance

In the front hall of Paradise of the Past.

Eden's meandering and emotional singing is gone, replaced by a piano solo, and the light melody relieves mental fatigue and hardship.

After Fu Hua walked in, his head tingling from time to time and his listless spirit all improved somewhat.

"I really miss it, Eden's song...Mei, what is she?"

As soon as she walked in, she hadn't boasted about Eden a few times before she was attracted by Leiden Mei.

At this moment, she was lying on Alicia's lap, her expression did not relax, but showed a bit of ferocity and pain.

Especially whenever Alicia's pink radiant palm stroked Mei Lei's head, the latter's expression became more and more painful.

"Hmph, powerless struggle, coercive dictator, self-deceiving hypocrisy."

Sirin crossed her legs and gulped down her drink. She stared at everything that happened in front of her with a sneer.

Just because she couldn't understand Raiden Mei's decadent appearance, she forced things that didn't belong to her into this coward's body.

Strictly speaking, Alicia's operation and Honkai consciousness are almost the same.

It's just that the former is giving the other party the memory that he thinks will be helpful to her.

The latter is nothing more than using tragedy as the soil to breed the apostles who are extinct.

It's all so ridiculous.

Knowing everything from Sirin, and with Eden's nod, Fu Hua confirmed Alicia's current operation.

She is instilling the memory of Raiden Mei who belonged to the original world line into the memory of Raiden Mei who is like the world line.

Compared with the synaesthesia of the question-and-answer system, Alicia's operations are now more extreme and crazy.

"...Alysia, I hope you get Raiden Mei's acknowledgment instead of tricking her into enduring an experience that she shouldn't have to endure. She's just a child."

Fu Hua's voice is hoarse, and no one understands the relationship between spirit, will and memory better than her who holds Yu Duchen.

"Tell you, you want to make her the person you are familiar with out of righteousness, or out of your personal interests."

"Hua, you found out~" Alicia paused, showing her trademark smile: "It's a pity, I thought it was a good thing to hide it from everyone."

"Ellie, don't forget what I know about you."

Eden makes her presence known aloud.

"...Sure enough, my good Eden, I couldn't hide it from you last time, and this time, I couldn't hide it from you either."

The Lie of the Thirteenth Herrscher Under the witness of Eden, Alicia turned into a fish in the sky and disappeared.

The current Siyuan is reborn along the causal timeline, and it is also seen by Eden.

"Eden, won't you stop me? You know I'm doing something wrong?"

"Yeah, I've heard a saying that when a friend makes a mistake, he pulls him back and makes him get back on track, but I don't think so." Eden's expression didn't change, it was still so natural: " Ellie, my choice is to accompany you to go on, even if there is **** and an abyss in front of you."

"Eden—" Alicia covered her cheeks, and the smile at the corner of her mouth could no longer be stopped.

Eden, indeed, is Miss Pink Fairy's archenemy.

When Alicia wanted to continue talking about her relationship with Eden, Fu Hua stopped them.

"magnificent?"

"Don't make jokes, answer me, Ellie, can you take back your influence on Mei?"

"...I can."

"Then hurry up..."

"But I'm not going to do that."

"... Ellie?"

Fu Hua was stunned. Is the current thing that affects her will really be done by Alicia who loves and respects everyone?

"You are joking?"

"Hua, there is no need to doubt that forcing Mei to accept the memory, injecting the past that does not belong to her, and recklessly correcting the mistakes of the girl's life are all out of my original wish."

Fu Hua hoped that she misheard what she just said, but unfortunately the other party's answer broke her extravagant hope.

Alicia stared at Fu Hua, full of determination, vainly trying to hold on to everything, longing for the love of others that embraced everything.

"I am eager to get more, I am eager to go to the happy Garden of Eden with everyone, to hug everyone, laugh together, dance together, the person who loves me under the moonlight, the person I love, enjoy the graceful dance, go together Paradise of bliss."

"I won't leave anyone behind, including my previous life and Jinsheng, including you, Hua."

Stared at by the scorching eyes, Fu Hua shuddered, and a surge of horror rose from his heart, making his footsteps subconsciously take half a step back.

The gaze of the person in front of him was so aggressive, with undisguised desire and domineering, it was chilling and frightening.

The inhuman who returned from the afterlife, no one knows what she experienced and what she saw in the abyss of hell.