How can you: the president is too annoying!

When he got up and went to the bathroom, mu chenyi was shocked to see that she was there, but she didn' t say anything and didn' t even care. He knew that she would rather bear it silently than push him away. Chuxia, what are you planning to do? Can you just start over by torturing yourself like that?

At that moment, mu chenyi suddenly collapsed.

Mu chenyi covered her with a tampon and kept telling her about the past. The pitiful little girl in his arms finally managed to sleep. At that moment, he rushed into the bathroom and opened the shower. He buried his head in the gushing water. This was the first time in his adult life that he had cried so recklessly. Such a day was more painful than jail and more suffocating than being buried in the ground. He couldn' t hold on any longer.

A week later, mu chenyi did not give up and tried again.she was not angry or shy, and her dark eyes seemed to be numb, but her body trembled even more fiercely. Her eyes were blank and her delicate face was lifeless. Her face was expressionless, and her lips were trembling violently. She clearly wanted to hide, but she did not dare to hide. She could only stay stiff and be forced to bear it.

Mu chenyi was a little lonely and felt like he was holding a deflated doll. The people around him couldn' t give him any reaction. He completely lost interest and pulled her into his arms. He gently patted her on the back and kissed and coaxed," I won' t touch you. Don' t be nervous. "

It turned out that love alone could last forever, but now he knew that it was not enough. He held this woman like a devout believer and could only worship the angel in his heart, allowing the warm liquid to flow into her neck.

Chuxia trembled as she hugged this fragile man for the first time.

He didn' t move, as if he didn' t dare to move.

The skin on his chest made her heart ache and finally melted into her marrow. Her legs were a little wet. Chuxia knew what this was and her body began to tremble. Mu chenyi paused.

"I'm sorry. "He murmured softly, and then he laughed bitterly at himself." I' m sorry, but these three words again. There's no love or love between them anymore. What is left, responsibility? Yes, that was the only word left. How pathetic!

This wasn' t his early summer. She used to laugh and talk a lot. Who changed her soul in one night? It's him!

He smiled, it was a kind of desperate smile, a self-deprecating smile. In this love that was filled with impure motives from the start, he had ruined the happiness of early summer, so how could it not be that he had ruined himself ...

He lit a cigarette and his clean eyes were lost in the smoke. He had never smoked, so he began to smoke. He laughed at himself wearily. Ever since he was young, his old man had never allowed him to smoke, and he hated the smell of tobacco on his body. Since when did he become like this person beside him?

Her stomach throbbed with pain. Ever since her mental world had been completely destroyed, her monthly period would be extremely painful for two days. However, this month seemed to be even more painful. She curled up into a ball and did not say a word. He felt very weak and could only hug her tightly. He missed that smiling girl so much. At this moment, even if she cried or scolded him for slapping him, she did not. She simply ignored him.

All night long, they just hugged each other. He buried himself deep in her hair. It was hard to tell if it was a combination of bath milk or natural fragrance, such as roofies, which made him obsessed with destruction and poison, which made him suffer and suffer.

Staring at her restless sleeping face, his pale lips were like a pear petal that had just opened up, attracting his gaze ... Those restless youth seemed to be still the same as yesterday. In fact, from the beginning, he knew very well that they would come to this stage. No one knew better than him. It was just that he had made a bet that he had lost his heart. He had bet that his love with chuxia over the past few years would eventually overcome the damage that had caused her family to collapse. But now, it seemed that he had already lost. He had expected that he would bet today. God saw that he was living too comfortably, so he sent chuxia to punish him and let him accept such a crappy mission.if life really had to go through ninety-nine eighty-one difficulties to usher in a new round of happiness, then come on, he wouldn' t back down.although the current life was more painful than death.

The past events swirled in his mind until the morning came to light gold on the white window-frames.

As the new year approached, the window was still gloomy. A blizzard was coming, just like his mood, the quiet temporary office was dark. Mu chenyi leaned against the desk, his dark, starlight eyes looking particularly bright in the dark room. The occasional glimmer of light from the crack of the door made his handsome face look particularly dark.

Jiang Onokazu came to him, the two of them smoked while chatting, jiang Onokazu asked him how he was willing not to stay at home to waste to come to the office in a daze, anyway, not to report and no arrangements for work.

Mu chenyi straightened his eyes and said," you' ll feel invisible pressure and guilt when you' re with her. It's torture when you meet her, but when you don' t meet her, you' re worried about her to the point where you' re torturing her even more. I' m really afraid that she hasn' t gone crazy yet. I' m already crazy. If I go crazy in front of her first, who can take care of her? If it's all fate, then, should I give up my life? After that, she laughed at herself, bitter and bitter.

"Onokazu, after seeing my example, do you still believe in true love? Even if the true love is also to choose the right time, if our time was wrong, how hard will be wasted? "

Jiang Onokazu knew that this was probably a love that was dying and struggling. Regardless of whether it was mu chenyi or early summer, the two men and women who had broken their fate were still struggling, but the reason was just to save the word' love'.

He had no answer because he was just a loser in love and had never been loved.