How Much Love Fades Away

The baby's cry suddenly comes from outside the ward. Cheng ZiNuo's hand is clenched, and his heart is also clenched.

She thought of her unborn child who had died.

If Du Jinnian had chosen to believe her instead of favoring Du Jianing, perhaps she would not have rolled down the stairs.

If her and Du Jinnian's second child were alive, they would be three years old now.

Boys will grow cute and handsome, girls will grow soft and cute and beautiful.

However, the child did not have time to see the world. It was only two months ago. He didn't know whether it was formed or not, so it was gone.

No more

The sour heat in the eyes is diffuse, but Cheng Zi Nuo finally holds back tears.

She pulled back her hand from the palm of Du Jinnian's hand and said firmly, "Jinnian, we really can't go back."

With that, she turned and left in a hurry.

Outside the corridor came the sound of Cheng ZiNuo's hasty steps. Every step seemed to step heavily on Du Jinnian's heart, choking like pain

Remembering that he hadn't visited an Huilan for a long time, Cheng ZiNuo left the hospital and went to Du's home.

Happily, when Cheng Zenuo saw an Huilan again, an Huilan was able to stand up and walk.

To the living room, Cheng Zi Nuo holding an Huilan sitting on the sofa, sincere words, "aunt an, see you recover day by day, I really feel happy for you."

Still unable to speak, an Huilan picked up her pen and began to write on the paper what she wanted to say to Cheng ZiNuo

Zi Nuo, I can live, and my physical condition is getting better day by day. Thank you. I would have died without you.

Cheng ZiNuo stares at an Huilan, smiles and shakes his head, "Auntie an, you flatter me. I have never forgotten your kindness to me in the past. I am a grateful person, so when I see you in danger

I should help you as much as I can

An Huilan's tears fell. She sighed and continued to write on the paper carefully:

Zi Nuo, I'm sorry that Jinnian treated you so excessively at the beginning. I'm sorry for him.

In fact, he was just blinded by Du Jianing's mask at that time. After all, he and Du Jianing grew up together and lived together day and night, and you were only known by him more than ten years later. He thinks that he knows Du Jianing better than you, which is also reasonable.

Seeing you lying on your father-in-law's bed in spring on your wedding night, my father-in-law is dying, and his hand is still pointing at you. It is estimated that at that moment, anyone's husband will lose his mind and go to collapse. It is impossible to think that it is actually his sister who laid the game.

You don't know that Jinnian was passive for a long time after he divorced you. He even suffered from anorexia and became thin. It took him three years to recover.

Until now, I still often see him hiding in his room, staring at the past photos of you two, sitting for a night. To leave you,

He is in great pain, but he never talks about it. His tears are in his heart. In fact, his love for you has never disappeared.

Zi Nuo, now all misunderstandings have been removed, Jinnian has known her mistake. If he really wants to save you, you can forgive him and start over with him, OK? His lips were full of bitterness. Cheng Nuo turned his head and raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.

As a mother, an Huilan wants to save her daughter-in-law's kindness for her son. Cheng Zenuo doesn't understand.

However, is it just a misunderstanding between her and Du Jinnian?

"Auntie an, Du Jinnian thought that he knew Du Jianing and didn't know me. What about his feelings for me? He didn't even know how he felt about me? If he loves me enough, how can he be easily fooled by Du Jianing and not believe me? Can he recover all the harm he has done to me and the child we died of? "

Cheng ZiNuo's emotion became excited, and every word he said

It hurt her deeply.

An Huilan is speechless. Her pen falls on the paper. She hides her face and sobs.

Cheng ZiNuo opened his arms and hugged an Huilan tightly. His voice was hoarse. "Aunt an, don't worry about me and Du Jinnian now. It's the key to keep your body well. Although I will not get back together with Du Jinnian, I will still treat you as well as before. You will always be my family. "

An Huilan gets up from Cheng ZiNuo's arms. She picks up her pen again and writes down on the paper: ZiNuo, is there no possibility that you and Jinnian can get back together?

There was a brief silence in the air.

Cheng ZiNuo's hand is tightening. She shakes her head with tears in her eyes. "No more."

An Huilan's lips trembled, she endured heartache and wrote a sentence on the paper: Zi Nuo, if you really don't love Jinnian, then find a good man to marry. I hope you are happy.

Cheng Zi Nuo takes a cool breath. Her expression is lonely, and she is depressed

"Say it again," he said

During Du Jinnian's hospitalization, Cheng Zenuo would go to the hospital every morning to send her hand-made breakfast to Du Jinnian before going to the company. In the evening, she would rush home from the company to make dinner for Du Jinnian, and then send it to the hospital. On the rest day, she will take care of Du Jinnian all day.

Although the past grudges cannot be eliminated, Du Jinnian will not be injured and hospitalized if it is not for saving her and Xiaojun this time.

Therefore, Cheng ZiNuo thinks that she should take care of Du Jinnian.

The weather at the weekend was pretty good, sunny, Du Jinnian's right leg wound healed almost, the doctor said, can go out to practice walking more.

So, Cheng Zenuo helped Du Jinnian to take a walk in the back garden of the hospital.

Along the way, Cheng Zenuo didn't say a word, so she quietly helped Du Jinnian go forward.

These days, Du Jinnian took the initiative to talk to her. She listened quietly and occasionally responded to one or two sentences, even if it was a response

They are also simple modal particles such as "eh" and "Ao".

Du Jinnian knows that Cheng ZiNuo is still angry with him. He also hates that he has failed Cheng ZiNuo so much, so he won't give up.

Even if he talks to himself in front of Cheng ZiNuo, he will say it. At least, Cheng Zenuo gave him a chance to talk.

He knows in his heart that Cheng Zenuo has been listening to him all the time. The mood words in response to him are not perfunctory, but Cheng Zenuo's restrained heartache.

Passing by a bamboo forest, Du Jinnian turned his head and looked at Cheng ZiNuo with a cold face. In a low voice, he said, "ZiNuo, what would it be like for us to go out for a walk when we are old?" Cheng Zi was stunned and didn't answer.

Du Jinnian expected that Cheng Zenuo would not respond to him. He asked himself, "I think you'll be tired when you walk half way. Then I'll carry you on my back and ask you: old woman, do you think your old man's back is as strong as it was then? Is the feeling of first love back? "

Cheng Zi Nuo's lips slightly hook, she can't help it

I want to laugh. Because Du Jinnian was just in the old man's fashion, which was a little sand sculpture and a little cute. However, Cheng ZiNuo still kept calm, she is more sad.

Du Jinnian said that he was more and more interested. He simply bent down and said to Cheng ZiNuo with a smile, "ZiNuo, why don't we experience the life of my husband and wife first? Come on, you come up, I'll carry you. "

"Du Jinnian, stop it. You still have a leg injury. " Cheng ZiNuo can't help worrying.

She finally opened her mouth and said two words to Du Jinnian in a real sense.

"My legs are OK. Come on, I'll carry you!" Du Jinnian refused, and insisted on carrying Cheng ZiNuo.

"Du Jinnian, don't make fun of your body, OK?"

Cheng Zi Nuo roared Du Jinnian anxiously.

Du Jinnian saw Chengzi Nuo angry, he had to shut up.

Cheng ZiNuo helped Du Jinnian to move on.

The atmosphere returned to the previous depression.

Suddenly unable to guard against the ground, the people who come face to face make Cheng Zi Nuo and Du Jinnian stop at the same time!